I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

Lou Chunyu's application form for the college entrance examination has not been fully finalized. Before all this is settled, every minute and every second of the past has been suffering. A storm will wash away this peaceful world at any time.

Lou Chunyu didn't even go downstairs at all, she avoided meeting her family and only wanted to do her business upstairs.

Rather than face-to-face with her parents, she prefers to be in her own small world, which makes her feel safe.

At the last moment, not a word was changed on her volunteer form.

She breathed a sigh of relief.Her family is also aware that she has made a decision and will not be persuaded by anyone.

The next thing is to resign to fate.Her first choice was to fill in the international trade of F University, and her second choice was also a school outside the province.

Keeping a distance from the family can still retain a bit of hazy beauty.

The hanging heart finally fell to the ground slowly. She made a decision for herself. This time, she took the decision-making power into her own hands, and she was ready to take on everything. She couldn't pass the responsibility to her parents. You have to face it yourself.

On the day of re-starting class, Liu Qiongying heard from her mother that Mr. Lou had filled in the application form, and out of curiosity, she asked her why she chose that school. , graduated from that school."

Liu Qiongying nodded, "Then I will work hard to apply for this school in the future."

"why?"

"Because I want to learn from Teacher Lou."

Lou Chunyu unexpectedly received a gift, which was a compliment from a child.In fact, I am not an ignorant student, clumsily imitating and learning from the idol in my heart.

It's just that Song Xizi may not know that her existence is enough to affect a girl and her future.

"Then you have to work hard." In fact, Lou Chunyu doesn't need to take it seriously, the future is so long, a girl's heart will change at any time, and the decision made today will gradually be forgotten in the passing of life day after day.What's more, this is probably an occasional whim, like a wisp of smoke, fleeting.

It's just that the moment this determination was uttered, it left a strong mark in Lou Chunyu's heart.Let her realize that there are bright spots in herself that are worth learning from others.

When teaching Dong Jiawen in the afternoon, Lou Chunyu realized that something might be wrong with her, besides being a little top-heavy, her body was weak and she didn't want to talk.

She asked Dong Jiawen and Shi Pingping to have a conversation first, and she listened by the side, writing down the mistakes in the middle, and after the whole conversation was over, she pointed out where the problem occurred.

In the middle of the conversation, Shi Pingping expressed her doubts and said, "Teacher Lou, are you feeling unwell?"

"I may be a little tired." Lou Chunyu still has a little confidence in her body. She seldom gets sick since she was a child, and she doesn't even have many colds.

Dong Jiawen also noticed it. She pointed to her face and showed it to Lou Chunyu: "Ms. Lou's face is white, and her mouth is pale. Something is wrong. Teacher Lou, do you want to see a doctor? I will ask my mother to accompany you." Are you going to see a doctor?"

Lou Chunyu said that she was fine, so she finished their homework first, and then called Dong Jiawen's mother to report that she was going to end the class early. When she was on the phone, Dong Jiawen said loudly beside her: "Mom, Teacher Lou is really not feeling well. Her face is so pale."

When Dong Jiawen's mother found out, she persuaded Lou Chunyu to see a doctor first, and asked if she should rush back to take her to the hospital.

Lou Chunyu thought it would be too much trouble for others, she said she was fine and could go back, and declined Dong Jiawen's mother's help.

She returned home with the last bit of strength, and as soon as she entered the door, Lou Chunwang was sitting in front of the TV watching TV, and turned to look at her, "It's so early today?"

"I'm not feeling well." Lou Chunyu said weakly.

Lou Chunwang gave a sound, the person sat there without moving, and turned to look at the TV again.

Lou Chunyu suddenly thought of what she had done in her dream.After she graduated, her mother always said that she should help her younger brother when she has the ability. The younger brother asked her for money without living expenses, but she did not refuse, and gave what should be given.Even the friends around her couldn't stand it, and called her a "brother" demon.

My younger brother graduated from university. My mother first thought of asking her to find a job for my younger brother. She exhausted her contacts, and even used her husband's contacts, to arrange for her younger brother to join the company. In exchange, the younger brother said that the salary was too low to support him. Own.

Even the mother blamed her for arranging such a low-paying job for her younger brother, who is a man and has to support the family.

And when her mother asked her to help her younger brother find a job again, she said that she was incapable, and in exchange for her mother said: "Obviously I have the ability to help, but I refuse to help my younger brother."

She has done so much for the family, no one who has ever thanked her, the people she worked so hard to help, don't remember her at all.

In the end, it was her wishful thinking. How could she think that if she worked hard to meet the family's requirements, the family would thank her.

The figure in the dream overlapped with the figure in front of him that hadn't grown tall yet.There was a burst of anger in her heart, burning out her reason, she went up and grabbed Lou Chunwang's arm, and dragged him up from the TV, Lou Chunwang didn't expect his sister to come suddenly, he got up I was still a little flustered at the time, holding onto the table to stand firm, "Why are you so nervous, why are you arresting me, why don't you talk well if you have something to say?"

"Lou Chunwang, I said I'm not feeling well. As a younger brother, don't ask me why I'm not feeling well and where I'm not feeling. You just say a word. You only see the TV and no one else, right?" Lou Chunyu really wanted to slap the nonchalant look on his younger brother's face.

"What's wrong with you?" Lou Chunwang asked following her, extremely perfunctory.

Lou Chunyu didn't speak, she gave him a disappointed look, turned around slowly, grabbed the handrail, bent over, and climbed up the stairs step by step.

Lou Chunwang froze in place, his sister's eyes turned into sharp needles, piercing his eyes, making him afraid to look directly.

"If you're not feeling well, do you want me to tell mom? I'll call and tell mom." Lou Chunwang stood at the bottom of the stairs, raised his head and said to Lou Chunyu's back.

"Lou Chunwang, you are hopeless, if I help you again, I'll be an asshole." Lou Chunyu said loudly upstairs.

"Lou Chunyu, you are really sick! I didn't do anything wrong!" Lou Chunwang thought that this was just a trivial matter, and why did it become so serious.

He reconfirmed with himself in his heart, I did nothing wrong, she was the one who made a big fuss, a woman has too many eyes, and her personality is unpredictable.

Only Lou Chunyu knew that what she said to the future Lou Chunwang was the sum of countless disappointments, and finally, it collapsed at this moment.

In the evening, Lou Chunyu didn't come downstairs to eat. At the dinner table, Lou's father asked Lou Chunwang to go up and call Lou Chunyu to come down to eat.Lou Chunwang refused to stand up, showing a gesture of refusal, "As soon as she came back this afternoon, she told me that I didn't care about her, and didn't ask her what was wrong, and then yelled at me, she is an adult, I don’t know how to tell if I’m uncomfortable, do you have to ask me?”

Lou's father said: "This is your fault, your sister is sick, shouldn't you care about her?"

"I don't care about it. I don't think she's well. She still has the strength to pull my arm. I think she's fine."

Lou's mother also served the bowl of rice that belonged to Lou Chunyu, but the seat was empty. Lou's mother wiped her hands, went up and knocked on the door of Lou Chunyu's room. "Are you feeling better now?"

"I'm fine, don't wait for me to eat, I just want to sleep." Lou Chunyu's voice couldn't be heard through the door.

Lou's mother knocked three more times, "Eat before going to sleep."

"I can not eat."

Lou's mother said, "Let's eat first without waiting for her."

"Lou Chunyu is so strange recently, her whole person has changed. She suddenly said that she was going to take an entrance examination for a school in a foreign country. Could it be a puppy love? Did she go to that school just to find a boyfriend?" Lou Chunwang was gossip about Lou Chunyu Show great interest.

Lou's father tapped Lou Chunwang's head with the tail of his chopsticks, "What are you talking about, your sister is a good student, how could she fall in love early, but you, where did you spend so much pocket money this month?"

Lou Chunwang moved the chair closer to his mother, "I really didn't spend much, it's because you are old-fashioned, Dad, and now there are many places for students to spend money, and prices have risen, so I can't help it."

Lou's mother said to ease the atmosphere: "Okay, okay, you still have to spend your pocket money where it should be. Don't save money. As long as you study hard, don't delay your studies. Mom has only one request for you."

"Mom is the best." Lou Chunwang showed a big smile to Lou's mother.

The harmonious and happy atmosphere downstairs has not been conveyed to Lou Chunwang. She is now lost in the darkness, groping in the darkness. There is no way forward and no way out. Still run, there is only endless darkness in front of you.

She desperately wondered if it was actually a dream for her to go back to being 18 years old. She thought she had the courage to take the first step and change her future, but it was actually just her own beautiful fantasy.

She doesn't want it!It was not easy for her to come out, and she finally saw her changes. She was even full of good expectations for the future. Don't tell her that it was just her dream.

don't want!Do not do this to me!

Do tell me I'm alive, don't take away my chance to do it all over again.

In the darkness, she called out with all her might, her voice drifting far, far away.

She saw a blurry shadow in front of her eyes, even if it was blurry, she could still recognize that it was Song Xizi's figure, which gave her the courage to move forward, and she ran towards the shadow with all her might.

The shadow gradually became clear, it was Song Xizi, she was fresh, bright and dazzling.

The distance between Song Xizi and Lou Chunyu was getting closer, even closer, even closer.

She imagined herself standing in front of Song Xizi with her head held high and her chest held high. She also had a lively and bright soul and the ability to walk side by side with her.

But when Song Xizi walked in front of her, Lou Chunyu flinched, and she stood back in the darkness, watching her walk in front of her, it turned out that she didn't have enough courage.She was so unhappy.

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[High-energy reaction ahead]

If the author writes like this————

Some years later

Lou Chunyu: Here I am, I, Lou Chunyu, have become a strong woman worthy of you.

Song Xizi: Excuse me, I'm sorry, I don't like strong women, I prefer helpless and pitiful little girls with a tragic past.

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Song Xizi: I don't, I'm not, don't represent me!I like all kinds of her!

Lou Chunyu: Shame.