I start a business to support you GL [rebirth]

Song Xizi and Ying Letian specially found time to chat about psychological issues. Originally Song Xizi wanted to treat his illness, but during the chat, the topic shifted to Ying Letian. Because of the illness in his own heart, Song Xizi asked Zhang Xin if he knew.

Ying Letian doesn't talk about these things with Zhang Xin. Sometimes he wonders what he is worrying about. It was because he wanted to back down if Zhang Xin abandoned him one day, and sometimes he wanted to back down.

Song Xizi suspected that Ying Letian had depression. Ying Letian said that everyone has similar problems to some extent, and he should not be serious. At the end, he joked, "Don't forget, I am a professional."

Song Xizi still decided to remind Zhang Xin. I don't know how Zhang Xin persuaded Ying Letian to cooperate with taking medicine, and his condition is much better than before.Only then did Song Xizi know that Ying Letian had been suffering from depression, but he didn't pay much attention to it, and it was also because he always put others before himself and hid his anxiety, so others couldn't see his distress.He is such a gentle person, he is afraid that others will be worried because of his affairs, so he stubbornly refuses to extend his hand to help others. Even Song Xizi realized later that Ying Letian, who has been helping others, is the last one. need help.

Song Xizi told Lou Chunyu about this matter, and Lou Chunyu immediately figured it out, and when he figured it out, he felt even more uncomfortable. The Ying Letian before his rebirth committed suicide several times, and everyone around him, including himself, thought that It was because he was hurt by love, but he never thought about depression, because he made a perfect disguise with tenderness.

"Didn't I buy a lot of books and read them? Zhang Xin asked me to borrow books these days, saying that he also wanted to learn a little, which meant that he was starting to worry. This is a good thing, and it shows that he cares about Letian's feelings. But I If you are angry with him, Letian will become like this, and there is also his reason."

Song Xizi can't forgive Zhang Xin for the things he did before. His behavior can't be regarded as scum, because there are more scumbags than him, and he has seen worse abandonment by her side. He is full of words that I can't disappoint my parents And it’s not uncommon for people to cheat on marriages. Zhang Xin can only be regarded as a minor problem at best, but Ying Letian has given everything to Zhang Xin, so she naturally has high demands on Zhang Xin. I hope he is a 100% perfect lover , can't let Ying Letian hurt a little bit.

Lou Chunyu saw the disappointment in Song Xizi's eyes. Before she was reborn, she accompanied Song Xizi and saw how much Song Xizi attached importance to Lotte. It was a friendship that transcended blood relationship and love, and it also carried a kind of pity.

The word pity has nothing to do with gender.

Covering Song Xizi's hand, wrapping her and warming her, "This time, they have discovered the problem and treated it, so there will be no problem." Lou Chunyu believed that the two of them would definitely not Will make each other full of pain again.

Song Xizi smiled and said: "Well, because as long as you say it, I think it is right. And let's not go to this point, okay, if you have something on your mind, tell me, what I have , and I must tell you, keep communicating and don’t hide it in your heart.”

Lou Chunyu nodded vigorously. No matter what happened in the past, she just needs to believe in one thing now. She is going to go to the end of her life with Song Xizi. Once the two of them firmly believe that they want to go on together, the contradictions in life will definitely not be resolved. There will be less, and the solution is communication.

"It's your birthday in a few days, where do you want to celebrate?"

"Go home and have a meal with my parents, then..." Song Xizi remembered that Lou Chunyu had never been to her house once, and the time seemed a bit awkward when they were together for so long. If she still went back to her home alone , Leaving Lou Chunyu at home, Lou Chunyu may not feel at ease, but she will feel that she is very sorry for Lou Chunyu.

But if she had to take it back...she couldn't imagine what it would be like.

She carefully recalled whether a similar situation had happened in her family during the more than 20 years of her life.

It doesn't seem to be. She has always been a child who has her own opinions but not deviant.Her parents raised her democratically and gave her the greatest freedom. She has done many bold things. For example, she worked under Zhang Xin and Ying Letian during the summer vacation of her third year of high school. They greeted each other and made promises, and the family did not object, thinking that this was an opportunity to train people.

For example, she completed the credits in college ahead of time for work. When her father found out, he just said it was nothing. He also said that if he could repeat college, he would complete four years in two years. The implication was that his daughter was useless.

For another example, she told her family that she was planning not to get married and would be single for the rest of her life. The family only said that she should think about it for herself. After all, she was still young when she said this. They thought she needed time to wait for the person who made her let go of her thoughts. people appear.

Song Xizi couldn't think of anything that she could use as a reference.

Song Xizi even suspected that when she brought Lou Chunyu back, her parents would open the door to welcome Lou Chunyu, and then shut her daughter out.

Lou Chunyu saw that Song Xizi's expression was constantly changing, as if he was stumped by something.

She just asked how her birthday was, was it such a difficult question to answer?

Song Xizi cleared his throat and said, "It's my birthday this year, why don't you go home and eat with me?"

Lou Chunyu was speechless from shock to joy, she calmed down and shook her head, "Could it be bad, I'm afraid to face the elders, if I go to your house, I'll be so nervous that I can't even speak Come out, you must know that I have had a bad relationship with my family since I was a child, I think I am not good at dealing with the relationship with the elders, you may be in a dilemma between us."

Song Xizi grew up in a happy family environment, so her heart is warm, and she also hopes to bring this warmth to those around her. Lou Chunyu envies her world surrounded by sunshine, she wants to get closer, But she was worried that she would be a gloomy shadow destroying the beautiful scenery, so she would rather wait and see from a distance.

"No, no, what you said is not right at all. You said that you are not good at dealing with the relationship between elders. On the contrary, you are very popular with the aunts. Ms. Qiao likes you very much. Do you know that Ms. Qiao only I told a few people about my name, and one of them is you, don’t you like it? I like it very much!” Song Xizi really wanted to wake Lou Chunyu up with a stick, what she was not good at, what shadow, she didn’t have it at all It can be seen that she only saw that Zai Lou Chunyu and Ms. Qiao had a happy conversation, and even began to share her childhood secrets.

"But have you ever thought that she is so kind to me for your sake?" Lou Chunyu thought Song Xizi was still too naive.This is different, Mother Song is a good mother and a good person, so she shows kindness to herself, for Song Xizi's face, because of her upbringing, and because politeness is a habit, and it doesn't mean anything.

Song Xizi held Lou Chunyu's face, at first he wanted her to look at him squarely, look into his eyes, listen to his words, and stop those absurd thoughts, but later he was attracted by the elastic touch of her cheek, and couldn't help but ravage her face.

Lou Chunyu's face turned slightly red from being rubbed by her, Lou Chunyu slapped her hand away angrily, and said, "Be serious."

"I'm serious. Let's take it slowly, my dear, let's take it step by step. Two people can come together, need an opportunity, for example, because of me, I am your common bond. You are my lover, they are My family, you all love me, and I love you too, so we sat around a table together. But the next development will take time, and you need to exchange your hearts. If my parents really don’t accept it You, or if I said harsh words to you, I must stand in front of you, because I am the one who is pulling all this, so you can blame me."

"I don't want to blame you. I can only blame myself. I'm not good enough."

"What are you talking about, you are good enough, you believe me once, I will stand in front of you and convince them, if not, you are not happy with this meal, we will leave, I will accompany you for a big meal , as a compensation, okay?"

Lou Chunyu blinked hard, and blinked away the wetness in his eyes, "You speak nicely, who knows if your guarantee is useful, in case your father asks me if I have ulterior motives for you, what do you want me to do?" explain."

"What is he thinking? How can his daughter be so good?" Song Xizi was dumbfounded when she heard this. She didn't think her father could ask this question, let alone he would never ask it face to face, because Teacher Song's gaze Can see through all lies, he can tell what the man is thinking with just a few glances.

Lou Chunyu smiled, "Then if your father doesn't take the initiative to drive me away or keep me, or just doesn't say a word? Will you be in a difficult position when you are between the two of us?"

Song Xizi curled his lips, "Based on what I know about Mr. Song, he will not take passive and non-resistance measures. He will teach you a lot of principles, such as the inevitability of marriage, why human beings need marriage, and the relationship between men and women. How important it is, anyway, it is to give you a solid lecture, and after you finish the class, maybe there will be homework for you after class, so that you can go back and think about it." Since childhood, if she has something If you made a mistake, Teacher Song took this method, reasoning, until Song Xizi himself nodded and admitted his mistake, or if Song Xizi didn't think he was wrong, then he had to refute, and it had to be debated until one side convinced the other.

Song Xizi's enlightenment only made Lou Chunyu nod and agree to go to her house for dinner. Her words relieved Lou Chunyu's uncertainty.But it couldn't make Lou Chunyu not nervous.

Lou Chunyu is thinking, she has lived two lives, and the relationship with the closest people will always be a problem that she can't solve well. Between her family, she chooses to stay away, and she will live in peace when they don't see each other.But in this life, she mustered up the courage to get close to Song Xizi and walked into her life. Even after being together for so long, she still had to learn how to live with Song Xizi.

But now, another problem has arisen. She has to face a new relationship. Different from the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law in the marriage before her rebirth, the current family relationship is chosen by her on her own initiative, and Song Xizi is by her side. Let her face it together.

She wants to ask Song Xizi, can you really stand by my side as you said, and if the relationship between these four people messes up by then, making you feel stressed, headache and even embarrassing, you will regret leaving The act I brought to your parents?

Song Xizi actually thought very simple, she thought it was time, so she went to test the thoughts of her family.

Mr. Song is feeding his beloved chickens - Ah Huang and Xiao Hong. He has left two eggs for the two chickens to hatch the chicks. The hatching period of the chicks is coming to an end. Mr. Song is squatting in front of the chicken nest every day to observe the eggs The situation with the hen was even recorded with a hand-held camera, preparing to make a documentary for myself to watch.

The egg in the screen was pecked out by a small crack, and through the crack, one can vaguely see the tiny life trembling inside...

Teacher Song called Ms. Qiao over and asked her to come and see it together.

Ms. Qiao said that it is so rare to see chickens hatching, and she also lived in the countryside.

As a result, the two of them squatted together, watching the chicks get out of their shells little by little, their hearts were touched, sometimes they gasped, and sometimes they said cheers.

At this moment, Teacher Song's cell phone rang. I didn't want to go down to answer the phone, but the ringing kept ringing.Ms. Qiao pushed Teacher Song, "Maybe it's your daughter calling."

"That's your daughter too, you go pick it up."

"No, I want to see the baby chick is born, you pick it up yourself."

Mr. Song couldn't push Ms. Qiao, so he had to go to the house to get the mobile phone. While answering the phone, he ran out and squatted beside Ms. Qiao.

"What's up?"

"It's my birthday in a few days, shall we have a meal together as a family?"

"Okay, okay. Look, it's its little wings coming out..."

Ms. Qiao gave him a blank look: "Keep your voice down, don't scare it, it's still small."

"I'm bringing a friend back for dinner." Song Xizi didn't speak clearly on the phone, leaving a blank space, and thought about meeting him sometime.

Mr. Song only had the little chicken in front of him, and the words passed through his left ear, and then out the other ear, "Oh, bring friends, then you need an extra pair of chopsticks."

After hanging up the phone, the little chick had already come out. Teacher Song and Ms. Qiao breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, "Life is really tenacious." What did the daughter call just now?

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small theater:

Lou Chunyu: Xiao Xixi, you look so depressed, what's wrong?

Song Xizi: Honey, there may be a new family member in my family...

Lou Chunyu: No way, your mother...your parents are old...are they working so hard?

Song Xizi: And according to what my parents said, it’s not just one, it should be two.

Lou Chunyu: My God!