Mr. Zhen and I
Chapter 1 close, home plate, Zhen Fang successfully kills.
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"There is no cold violence..." Zhen Hao was at a loss for words for a moment.
"Brother Zhen, I know about you. You used to be used to keeping everything in your heart and not saying anything. Anger, pain, and other negative emotions are kept in your heart by yourself, which makes us all worried about you."
"It's not about this..."
"..."
Zhen Hao pursed his lips.
It's really not the problem.
In fact, Zhen Hao is not a fool, he knows what Yi Jingfeng is awkward these days... He just cannot answer Yi Jingfeng's question for the time being.
He didn't want to hide anything from Yi Jingfeng, and didn't want this matter to become a knot between them, but now he couldn't show everything to Yi Jingfeng completely calmly.
Zhen Hao sighed, the white steam from his mouth formed a transparent cloud in the air and gradually dispersed.
"I will adjust as soon as possible, don't worry about us."
"Brother Zhen, you..." In the end, you still don't want to tell me.Yang Bin swallowed the second half of the sentence forcefully, and decided not to talk too much to make Zhen Hao unhappy, "That's all right, Brother Zhen, please do your work first, and I'll call you later to talk to you about work."
"it is good."
After hanging up the phone, Yang Bin on the other end sighed deeply.
Zhen Hao went upstairs with the bread, sat down on the sofa, unwrapped it, took a bite, chewed a few times and put the bread aside.The TV in the living room has not been set up yet, but other furniture has been sorted out.Zhen Hao looked around this warm and somewhat empty house, and he felt mixed emotions in his heart.
The second call was from Mother Zhen's daily greetings.
"Zhen Hao, are you still busy? Have you eaten? Are you tired?"
"I'm resting, it's good, I just ate a piece of bread." Zhen Hao leaned on the back of the sofa, feeling a little more relaxed, "Mom, have you eaten yet? Did Jing Feng go home?"
"I just finished eating, and I'm watching TV now." The noise from Zhen's mother was a little bit lower, as if she had turned down the volume of the TV, "Jing Feng is cooking rice for you in the kitchen, and he will deliver it to you later."
Zhen Hao's eyes lit up: "Jingfeng? Fried rice?"
"Yes," Zhen's mother smiled cheerfully, "Jing Feng's cooking skills have improved a lot, and now he can enter the kitchen by himself."
"Yeah." After imagining Yi Jingfeng wearing an apron making fried rice for himself in the kitchen, Zhen Hao was in a good mood, as if bubbles of happiness were floating in the air, "He should think it's quite fresh. "
Mother Zhen smiled.
"By the way, Mom, I've been so busy that I forgot. Last time you said that there was something wrong with the account change, and you need to make up for it? Shall I go and have a look tomorrow?"
"Okay, uh..." Mother Zhen seemed to remember something, and her tone became a little stiff, "I'll get the household registration book tomorrow... and give it to you."
"Ah."
"Zhen Hao..."
"Ok?"
"The marital status in the household registration book..." Zhen's mother suddenly stopped, her face turned a little ugly, "I'm still married, look, I forgot..."
"..." Zhen Hao tightened his grip on the phone.
"If it wasn't for the last time I went, Jingfeng's mother saw..." Zhen's mother was a little nervous, and she couldn't help but hesitated when she spoke, "We didn't formally divorce before, one is that his status as a retired military officer is a bit embarrassing... two It's...for you to be in the army, not to be gossiped...to have a smoother life. Now that you...retired, I was thinking, is it..."
"Mom... you said..." Zhen Hao's head went blank, "Is Yi Jingfeng's mother seen the 'married' on your household registration book?"
"..." Mother Zhen was taken aback by her son's suppressed vibrato, she was a little ashamed for a moment, she sat on the sofa and wrung her fingers in embarrassment, "...um..."
"Zhen Zhengran didn't die, and she also knows?"
"……Correct."
Zhen Hao forgot to breathe, and his head exploded: "Then... Yi Jingfeng... also knows."
This is an affirmative sentence.
"..."
Everything seemed to become clearer. Zhen Hao remembered Yi's mother's anxious phone bombardment at the airport, Yi Jingfeng's depressed mood when he came back from home, and Yi Jingfeng's sudden obsession with his family affairs. Asking again and again, I remembered Yi Jingfeng's uneven attitude and lukewarm mood during this period...
The scalp began to tingle, Zhen Hao sat on the sofa, his whole body gradually became cold.A sense of almost hopeless remorse and guilt spread in Zhen Hao's heart, almost devouring him.
sorry Sorry……!
Jingfeng...
I……
Yi Jingfeng carried a large bucket of soup and a box of fried rice and came to the new home humming a tune all the way in a good mood. He knocked on the door first, but there was no response. Finally, when he took out the key and was about to go in, the door suddenly opened.
Zhen Hao stood at the door and looked at him with a complicated expression.
49 quarrel
Yi Jingfeng raised his hand holding the thermos: "Zhen Hao, I'll give it to you..."
Before Yi Jingfeng could finish speaking, Zhen Hao stepped forward and hugged Yi Jingfeng tightly, clasped his shoulders firmly, and said in a trembling voice, suppressing his emotions: "Jingfeng, what do you think of me... ..."
Yi Jingfeng was taken aback. Behind Zhen Hao was a floor of candles, arranged in the shape of a heart. On the dining table was an old-fashioned candlestick and some freshly bought vegetables.
Yi Jingfeng seemed to realize something, his face became slightly hot, and just as he was about to pat Zhen Hao on the shoulder and say something, Zhen Hao stretched out his hand and slammed the door shut.
Yi Jingfeng noticed that Zhen Hao's expression was not right.
After closing the door, Zhen Hao looked at Yi Jingfeng, took a deep breath, and said frankly, "Jingfeng, I lied to you."
Yi Jingfeng was startled, his eyes froze as he watched him.
Zhen Hao looked at Yi Jingfeng's unfamiliar expression, clenched his fists and gritted his teeth, and said, "I talked to Mom on the phone, I know you found out." Zhen Hao wanted to continue talking, but his throat suddenly choked.Zhen Hao pursed his lips, watching the joy on Yi Jingfeng's face gradually fade away, his heart hurt like a knife.
Zhen Hao said again: "I'm sorry...Jing Feng, I lied to you. My dad is not dead, and he didn't divorce my mom. He is now residing in the next city, and we haven't seen each other for a long time."
Yi Jingfeng stared at Zhen Hao, the temperature in his palms gradually faded, and he felt a big lump in his chest that was painful.
"Jing Feng," Zhen Hao whispered again, "I'm sorry, I... should have told you a long time ago."
As soon as he finished speaking, Yi Jingfeng's head exploded. The confusion and uneasiness that he had ignored before seemed to come to his heart with soreness. The persistence and tolerance that seemed to be self-protection a day ago turned into a knife , pierced hard into his heart.Yi Jingfeng glared at Zhen Hao, who just looked at him with a livid face and said nothing.
"Fuck you Zhen Hao!" Yi Jingfeng's eye circles were slightly red, and in a rage, he raised the thermos bucket and threw it on Zhen Hao. Zhen Hao didn't dodge it, and he was hit hard on the abdomen, stained with chicken soup. He took off his undershirt, and the sticky and disgusting smell of sweat spread.
"Zhen Hao! What the hell do you mean by telling me this now?" Yi Jingfeng stepped forward, pointed at Zhen Hao's nose with rounded eyes, "How many times, how many opportunities have I given you before! I thought You will be willing to tell me one day, but I never get disappointed! What the hell do you mean by telling me now!!"
Zhen Hao's face was livid, his eyebrows twitched into a huge "Chuan", and he still pursed his lips tightly without saying a word.
Yi Jingfeng laughed back angrily: "Zhen Hao, do you know that we are married and have sex? Do you fucking know what the relationship between you and me is now? Okay, then let me tell you, you Zhen Hao is the one who can sign my critical illness notice, and I, Yi Jingfeng, are the ones whose name can be written side by side with you in your family tree! Who do you think is the person who sleeps next to you every day? Do you think he is willing to help you? Who is the person who gave up his principles and was suppressed by you! Zhen Hao, you were the one who proposed to me at the beginning, but now you can't even do basic honesty!"
As if his head was being torn apart, Zhen Hao closed his eyes in pain, feeling a burst of weakness in his limbs: "I'm sorry."
"Is it difficult to tell me about your dad? Tell me the truth and let me know you better. Is it difficult? Zhen Hao, do you know that for a moment you realize that you don't understand the person who is in the room every morning?" What does it feel like to wake up next to you? Don’t you understand—I don’t care what your dad did, I don’t care who he is! What I care about is you! Zhen Hao! I want to be closer to you— —Is it so difficult!?" Yi Jingfeng grabbed Zhen Hao's shoulders, and his voice started to choke after he spoke, "Zhen Hao, has your family treated me as an outsider from the beginning to the end? Is it? Hmm? "
"I don't, Jingfeng..." Seeing that Yi Jingfeng lost control of his emotions, Zhen Hao hurried forward to explain, but his head was buzzing in a dizzy state, and his voice seemed to be too weak, " No one treats you as an outsider!...I never told anyone about my dad!"
"Anyone?" Yi Jing smiled coquettishly, "Does Yang Bin know?"
"I never told him!"
"Then—" Yi Jingfeng turned his face sideways, his brows still furrowed, "Where's that Tibetan soldier?"
Zhen Hao was at a loss for words immediately, his complexion turned dark.
When Yi Jingfeng saw Zhen Hao like this, the anger in his heart burned instantly, and he opened his mouth to attack, Zhen Hao used his last bit of strength to grab Yi Jingfeng's shoulder and growled: "Jingfeng Calm down! I did something wrong, I’m really sorry! I’ll tell you everything about my father and that Tibetan soldier! Calm down first, okay?”
Yi Jing smiled gracefully, and his shoulders began to tremble.After laughing, Yi Jingfeng put his hands on the back of Zhen Hao's head, and brought him to himself: "Zhen Hao, why are you lying to me? Why are you hiding it from me? Just because I married you, because I like you? "
After finishing speaking, Yi Jingfeng aimed at Zhen Hao's thin lips and kissed them.
The intense hormones were on the verge of firing, as if all the blood was rushing to the lower body.For a moment, without verbal explanation, two young and fiery bodies collided together, sparking a spark of desire in an instant.Zhen Hao frowned and put his arms around Yi Jingfeng's waist vigorously, using all his strength to linger with his lips and tongue.Yi Jingfeng pressed Zhen Hao forcefully, and the two of them rolled into the snow-white and soft duvet together.
The sound of panting and the sound of kissing water became more and more clear, Zhen Hao's breath was a little weak, but his palms rubbed and teased Yi Jingfeng's back and front with excitement as if he had been bewitched.Yi Jingfeng couldn't bear the temptation, and unconsciously adjusted his waist to put on a comfortable posture.
Yi Jingfeng scolded himself an idiot in his heart!Unbelievable idiot!
But I can't seem to stop.Yi Jingfeng quickly took off his coat with one hand, and then hooked Zhen Hao to his death.Want this man!It was as if a voice roared in his chest.
"Um……"
Zhen Hao groaned, and his head fell on the pillow feebly.Yi Jingfeng felt that his lips were empty, and opened his eyes out of breath, facing Zhen Hao lying on his body with a pale face, the body fluid from the corner of Yi Jingfeng's lips was still hanging on the corner of his mouth, panting slowly.
No one spoke, and in the quiet exchange of eyes, the masculine desire seemed to be calmed down silently.
Yi Jingfeng stared at Zhen Hao, and Zhen Hao smiled lightly, the tiredness on his face was clearly visible.After laughing, Zhen Hao reached out his hand, slowly covered Yi Jingfeng's side face, gently rubbed his temples, and said angrily:
"Jingfeng...I have been unable to tell you because...my father is homophobic."
Yi Jingfeng froze for a moment, his body stiffened.
Before he could say the next sentence, Zhen Hao gasped for breath, tilted his head, and closed his eyes drowsily the next second.
"Zhen Hao?" Yi Jingfeng was startled, and patted Zhen Hao's face, "Damn it, Zhen Hao!?"
Zhen Hao didn't respond, as if he had fallen asleep.
Yi Jingfeng stood up in a hurry, and suddenly found the chicken soup that he had sprinkled all over the floor just now and the bread that he took apart and only ate a few bites.
"Zhen Hao!?"
50 frank relative
When sending Zhen Hao to the hospital, Yi Jingfeng was completely shocked, his hands trembling uncontrollably.During the Chinese New Year period, it was hard to find a bed in the ward, and happened to come across a single room that had just moved out, so Yi Jingfeng paid a few hundred extra yuan and brought someone to live in it.It wasn't until the doctor calmly arranged a simple bed for Zhen Hao and gave him a nutritional injection that Yi Jingfeng's thumping heart calmed down.
Zhen Hao is indeed quite tired these days.
Yi Jingfeng sighed, watching the glucose on the top of his head being injected into Zhen Hao's blood vessel bit by bit.
...I don't know where the fried rice I made seems to be thrown away.
Yi Jingfeng sniffled, remembering that just now he pressed Zhen Hao on the bed covered with half of the petals, he smiled wryly and shook his head, thinking it was absurd.
When did he, Yi Jingfeng, become someone who solves problems in bed?
The more I live, the more impulsive I become, and the more I live, the more I regress.
Yi Jingfeng rubbed the center of his brows, and sighed, Zhen Hao's words "My father is homophobic" just now echoed in his ears.Looking up at Zhen Hao's peaceful sleeping face, Yi Jingfeng picked up his coat and decided to go out and buy some fast food.
Downstairs, Yi Jingfeng stood at the entrance of the hospital, leaning against the wall with his arms around his waist and staring up at the dark night sky in a daze, his confused emotions surging one after another.
When is it not too late to start getting to know someone?
The two have been married for several months, is it too late to say "love" now?
Yi Jingfeng sighed, picked his fingernails, got up and went to the 24-hour convenience store to buy lunch.
It was already twelve o'clock when Yi Jingfeng returned to the hospital with two boxes of warm braised pork rice under the moonlight.
Zhen Hao woke up early, sitting on the bed lost in thought.As Yi Jingfeng approached, Zhen Hao's complexion had improved a lot, his face was ruddy and he was panting slightly.
Hearing Yi Jingfeng's movement, Zhen Hao came back to his senses, lifted the quilt and grabbed Yi Jingfeng's wrist, and said in a hoarse voice, "Jingfeng... let's go home."
"I have already sent a text message to my mother, saying that we will stay in the new house for one night." Yi Jingfeng took out the stewed pork rice and took apart the chopsticks, "Just sleep here and we will go back in the morning .I have to go to work later.”
Zhen Hao shook his head: "...I don't want to eat, Jing Feng, let's go home."
Yi Jingfeng smiled when he saw him like that: "Don't worry about it for a while. I have already paid for a day's hospitalization, you should lie down, what a waste."
Zhen Hao didn't say anything, just took the chopsticks.Yi Jingfeng handed over the boxed lunch, and Zhen Hao quickly took a few mouthfuls with chopsticks.
Maybe I'm starving.
Yi Jingfeng murmured: "You have worked hard these few days..."
With his mouth in his mouth, Zhen Hao's appetite gradually faded away. He raised his eyes and looked at Yi Jingfeng complicatedly: "...Jingfeng, I'm sorry, I may have a little hypoglycemia, and I was dizzy just now..."
"It's okay," Yi Jingfeng smiled, "I know you didn't mean it. I don't mean anything else."
"..." Zhen Hao lost his appetite completely, and put the lunch box aside, his eyebrows wrinkled slowly.
"what happened?"
"Jingfeng... It's the first time I've seen you so angry."
Yi Jingfeng recalled his gaffe just now, and said with a wry smile, "Well... it's also the first time I've been so angry."
"I'm sorry," Zhen Hao raised his head solemnly, looking straight into Yi Jingfeng's eyes, "Jing Feng, I'll tell you everything now."
Yi Jingfeng said nothing, but his peaceful eyes signaled him to continue.
"I should have mentioned to you that my father was very strict with me when I was a child. He was born in the military area, so he naturally wanted to train me to be a soldier. Since childhood, he has high standards and strict requirements for me. He attaches great importance to my personality. Physical fitness, character and temperament. I also suffered a lot for this." As if recalling something, Zhen Hao smiled lightly, "For a young and childish child, his father is always so tall, it seems that he is so tall and tall. Impossible. My father ranks as a colonel, and he is also one of the best soldiers among many outstanding soldiers. I have been in awe of my father since I was a child."
"It's just that people probably have shortcomings..."
Speaking of this, Zhen Hao's expression became a little painful: "...I found out that my father is homophobic. It was my high school. That year, I fell in love with someone for the first time. It was a boy. It was that time. Maybe first love is accompanied by an inexplicable courage. I am willing to give my all for him and come out to everyone with him.”
"What made me very gratified was that my mother showed respect to me - she even secretly gave the boy a few candies, hoping that he would tolerate my bad temper more. Now it seems that it is probably the same My mother's gentleness gave me the illusion that 'everything is going well'..."
"The night when I came out to my father..." Zhen Hao suddenly stopped at this point, his brows were tightly knit together.
Yi Jingfeng poured him a glass of warm water and waited quietly for his next words.
Zhen Hao moistened his lips, sighed, and said with a smile: "He seems to be a different person. It feels like... the father who loved me before has disappeared."
"Physical punishment, cold violence... I also have a stubborn temper, so I just fought with my family like this. As a result, I almost dropped out of school because of this in high school. But how could the pure feelings at that time stand up to such a toss? ? After we broke up, I thought my dad would be back to normal... But I found that the situation seems to have deteriorated..."
"Zhen Hao..." Yi Jingfeng frowned, and lightly patted Zhen Hao's shoulder.
Zhen Hao smiled: "Jing Feng, I found that my dad started to give up on me."
"He began to stop doing my daily physical training, no longer paying attention to my cultural achievements, and no longer caring about my life and daily life. Overnight, he seemed to be a different person. He became irritable and irritable. He even Start... domestic violence against me and my mother."
"Zhen Hao," Yi Jingfeng said seriously, "it's not your fault."
"I know." Zhen Hao shook his head, "But at that time, I... lived in pain and guilt every day. I once thought it was my selfishness that ruined my family and such a gentle father."
"So when my mother told my father that he decided to send me to the army, to the frontier, to be a formal guard, I gritted my teeth and endured it. I graduated from college and joined the army willingly. It was there that I met Lu Yang, that is, the Tibetan soldier."
"I didn't have that thought at the beginning. At that time, I just wanted to improve myself, get a military rank, please my father, and make him smile again. Lu Yang also understands me. He appreciates my ideals and is willing to be with me. Supporting me around me. It’s been half a year like this...Maybe, falling in love with him one day is something I didn’t expect..."
"At that time, I was already a responsible adult, and I was no longer in a hurry to declare to the world. Lu Yang had the same thoughts as me. Our relationship——had lasted for nearly half a year before being discovered by other comrades in arms. .I didn't expect my family to find out so soon—but paper can't hold fire after all, can it?"
"After our affair was exposed, my father almost fell ill with anger. Then we were transferred from the Tibetan area and Lu Yang was fired from the army. At that time, people in the army were too closed-minded, and the general tolerance for homosexual love was still low. Very low. And just like that, I let two people I love down at the same time again."
"Just when I lost all hope and almost had the idea of 'If we can get my father and us back together, it doesn't matter if I die alone', my mother told me on the phone that my father had cheated on him and brought money with the woman he raised. Ran."
"Actually, it's better not to let me know forever." Zhen Hao moved his eyes to the window sill, "It felt like the whole world collapsed at that moment. Every time I think about it, I feel so sick that I want to vomit."
"How could such a thing happen to my father? My strict and capable father? I have to ask myself this question every day. Every time I ask it, I feel sick in my heart, my whole body becomes cold with anger, and I retch Voice."
"After that, I seemed to be living in a dream every day. The endless training in the army and the pain from every organ in my body... made me doubt myself several times. Until an offline mission, There was an accident, and I was locked in an abandoned basement for three days and three nights. During this period, I suffered from various diseases and my physical fitness declined greatly. My mother saw that my condition was not right, and she refused to allow me to continue to join the army, so she applied to the higher authorities Retired early and after a few months I came home with a couple of clothes."
"When I first came home, I realized that this era is very different from the one I knew. In the past ten years, same-sex marriage has been legalized, and my mother can be very excited to help me find a blind date." Zhen Hao His expression softened a little, and he pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, "I'm like a child. My mother had to teach me how to pay with my mobile phone when I went to the street to buy groceries. After two or three years of getting used to it, the situation finally got better." …I also started to take my mobile phone with me to scan the QR code to pay. The atmosphere in the army is too tense. After retiring, I have a lot of leisure. I accompany my mother to raise flowers and chop vegetables every day, and occasionally travel to eat something delicious Yes. Slowly I found that this kind of life is also very good. The knot in my heart gradually faded away——until I met you, Jingfeng. I thought I would never feel any more emotional for a person gone."
After finishing speaking, Zhen Hao turned his head to look at Yi Jingfeng, the fragility in his eyes flashed: "Jing Feng, I never told anyone about these things, I always thought that I would never bring it up again in my life... If one day, I know that you have been treated unfairly because of me, I will definitely go crazy. Jingfeng, I am really afraid...of losing you."
Yi Jingfeng smiled, and the lingering restlessness and uneasiness gradually faded away, as if something was slowly sprouting and blooming in his heart.Yi Jingfeng stretched out his hand, hugged Zhen Hao's neck, and hugged him tightly: "If you don't tell me, you are protecting me? Zhen Hao, you are such a coward. But...you are also my hero."
"But," Yi Jingfeng let go of his hand, "I don't need your protection, Zhen Hao, I am also a man, I love you, and my feelings for you are not affected by anyone. At least, you have to treat me I have this confidence. The so-called sense of security...is that how it came about?"
Zhen Hao had a sore nose, put his arms around Yi Jingfeng's waist, and leaned his head on his shoulder.
Yi Jingfeng smiled like a coaxing child, and patted him on the back: "Zhen Hao, thank you... for being willing to tell me this. Let me know you a little better."
51 Tired and crooked
The next morning, when Zhen Hao woke up, Yi Jingfeng was still napping beside him.
Zhen Hao's heart softened, and he reached out and rubbed Yi Jingfeng's hair unconsciously.Yi Jingfeng hummed, awakened by Zhen Hao's movements.
Zhen Hao withdrew his hand, Yi Jingfeng raised his head in a daze, seeing Zhen Hao, the events of last night came back to his mind.
Zhen Hao was the first to smile gently at Yi Jingfeng.Smile like the sun, bright and warm.
Seeing Zhen Hao's smile, Yi Jingfeng felt as if something was shaking in his heart for a moment, it was so soft that it was about to melt.
Yi Jingfeng also smiled at Zhen Hao, the tenderness in his eyes was about to overflow.
Today's sun, shining on the body makes people feel warm.
The two went through the discharge procedures together.
Yi Jingfeng stood in front of the stage and waited patiently. Zhen Hao just came up with breakfast. The little nurse who signed the signature looked at the two and said with a smile: "Mr. Yi... right? Next time your husband will suffer from hypoglycemia again." Just give him some sugar water and some chocolate or something. You were nervous last night, and you have to open a ward to live in after persuading him for a long time. Look, Mr. Zhen has recovered his complexion today, hasn't he?"
Yi Jingfeng looked at the receipt and frowned: "Well, it's a waste of money, I'll definitely pay attention next time."
Zhen Hao: "...?"
When the two were about to leave, the little nurse added competently: "By the way, you should remember to eat regularly. You two men live together, so you should learn to take care of yourself at ordinary times!"
Just as Yi Jingfeng was about to answer, Zhen Hao wrapped his arms around Yi Jingfeng's waist and said first: "Mr. Yi cooks very well. He not only takes care of himself, but also takes good care of me. Thank you for your concern!"
The little nurse covered her mouth and smiled "Oh".
Yi Jingfeng blushed, pushed Zhen Hao, and said angrily in a low voice, "The cooking is delicious, so why didn't you eat it yesterday?"
"I am 1 willing," Zhen Hao blinked innocently, "...how about we go back and have another meal now?"
"...Damn it!" Yi Jingfeng's eyes lit up, and he ran away, "I forgot to drag the chicken soup on the ground yesterday!"
By the time the two of them drove home at lightning speed, the situation was a foregone conclusion.Yi Jingfeng looked at the mess and the pungent musty smell all over the floor, rubbed his temples and sighed deeply.Zhen Hao is the practical type, he pursed his lips and took the initiative to get the mop and rag.Yi Jingfeng then put down his bag and started to clean up the mess.
The two of them were busy for a long time, and finally cleaned up the living room.
"It's a pity." Zhen Hao looked at the frozen chicken soup in the garbage bag, "This is your first time cooking."
"Then your heart will be distressed." Yi Jingfeng sighed, leaned on the kitchen counter, reached out for a can of Coke and clicked it open, and took a sip from the mouth of the bottle.
The cola slid down his throat, Yi Jingfeng looked at Zhen Hao, and changed the subject: "Zhen Hao... Let's continue our conversation from last night."
Zhen Hao glanced at him and nodded: "...OK."
Yi Jingfeng paused for a while, and then said again: "So, it's really because you don't have any relatives to run away during the Chinese New Year?"
"Most of our relatives here are from my father's side. After such a joke, who is willing to come to our house as a guest? It's too late to avoid suspicion." Zhen Hao sighed, "Plus, my mother and I are indeed halfway Moving here, I don’t have any close relatives in the local area.”
Yi Jingfeng nodded to express his understanding, and then asked another question: "Why do you keep keeping a photo of Lu Yang and you?"
Zhen Hao was taken aback for a moment, but stopped talking.
This question should be answered carefully.
Zhen Hao thought for a long time with a simple mind, and then quietly said: "...then I go back and throw it away?"
Yi Jingfeng glanced at him, obviously not very satisfied with the answer.
Zhen Hao sighed, and said honestly: "That photo was mixed with other photos, I didn't subdivide it, and kept it together. I don't usually go through that photo album often."
Yi Jingfeng nodded, and Zhen Hao breathed a sigh of relief.
Seeing him like that, Yi Jingfeng couldn't help but hugged his waist and smiled, "Damn, what do you think of me? I don't mean anything else, so I just asked a casual question."
Zhen Hao approached, hugged Yi Jingfeng's shoulders, kissed him softly on the face, and said with a low smile, "I treat you as a jealous kitten... is that okay?"
Yi Jingfeng kicked him away with a smile: "Get lost."
Zhen Hao avoided his attack with a smile, "Any more questions?"
"No more." Yi Jingfeng added, "Go ahead and ask next time."
"it is good."
Zhen Hao agreed immediately, and then said, "I also want to ask you a question."
Yi Jingfeng smiled: "Okay, tell me."
"Do you... have any close brothers and sisters?"
"I'm an only child, so my relationship with other relatives is average. It's my cousin's youngest daughter...that little girl, Chen Guli, she's a little more clingy to me."
"Your family relationship is quite good," Zhen Hao smiled, "I can see that. I... am quite envious."
"What envy?" Yi Jingfeng smiled, "Now you are also a member of our family."
Zhen Hao was taken aback, and raised the corners of his lips, "Jing Feng...your mouth is so sweet."
Yi Jingfeng waved his hand modestly: "Thank you for the compliment."
"Pfft." Zhen Hao laughed out loud as if he had made a fuss.
The warm afternoon sun shines on the wooden floor through the floor-to-ceiling windows, creating layers of dazzling halos.Yi Jingfeng and Zhen Hao stood face to face, looked at each other quietly for a while, silently enjoying the peaceful and gentle atmosphere at the moment.
Then, they looked at each other and smiled tacitly.
"Let's go, Jingfeng, let's... move."
After finishing speaking, Zhen Hao turned around and picked up Yi Jingfeng's coat and bag, and stretched out his hand towards Yi Jingfeng.Yi Jingfeng smiled, put down the Coke and took a step forward, reaching out to hold Zhen Hao's as well.
"Walk."
With the assistance of Zhen's mother and the moving company, the two quickly packed up all the things in the small western building before, and transported them back to their new home.Before the two got into the car, Zhen's mother stood worriedly at the door and told her, "Zhen Hao, you must keep your ID bag safe!"
Zhen Hao replied with a smile: "Put it together with Jing Feng's, and keep it tightly, don't worry, Mom!"
"That's fine," Zhen's mother finally said with a smile, "Today is the Lantern Festival, don't forget to go home and have a meal together tonight!"
"it is good!"
In this way, the couple moved successfully and moved into their own small apartment.
When Zhen Hao sorted out boxes of things and put them into the room, Yi Jingfeng received a call and happily went downstairs to bring the ordered TV back home. After communicating with the staff for a long time, he finally got the big color TV set up. up.
After another whole morning of tossing, this small house finally has a bit of a home.At three o'clock in the afternoon, the two collapsed on the sofa exhausted, and Yi Jingfeng ordered a takeaway with the last bit of strength.
However, when the takeaway arrived, Yi Jingfeng had already fallen asleep.Zhen Hao, who was irritated by the phone ringing, had no choice but to take the phone and go downstairs to get a takeaway, a bag of fast food.
When he got home, Zhen Hao woke up Yi Jingfeng, who rubbed his eyes and sat up, picking up his chopsticks.The two gobbled it up.
After eating, Zhen Hao wiped his mouth and commented regretfully: "The fried rice is not as good as yours."
"Pfft," Yi Jingfeng almost spit out a mouthful of rice, laughing so hard that his eyes slit, "Zhen Hao, you... are you trying to get mad at me!?"
Zhen Hao cleared his throat.
"Okay, I know the ancestors!" Yi Jing smiled coquettishly, "I'll cook Yuanxiao for you when I come back tonight, is that okay?"
"Frozen Lantern Festival?"
"Yes," Yi Jing added, "as long as you can eat it."
Zhen Hao smiled: "Guarantee the organization and complete the task satisfactorily."
52 daily
After moving into the new house, slowly, life gradually got on the right track.
Back home on the night of the Lantern Festival, Yi Jingfeng put on an apron and cooked a pot of Lantern Festival for Zhen Hao, and Zhen Hao was very satisfied.When the two of them were washing the dishes together, Zhen Hao watched Yi Jingfeng skillfully squeeze out the dish soap, rinse it with water, and finally wipe his hands with his apron. too far away from him.
The new apartment is much larger than the original one, so Yi Jingfeng is given a lot of space to store his personal belongings.Zhen Hao later told him that during the renovation, he deliberately vacated a room as a baby's room - of course, Yi Jingfeng temporarily used it as a study.
It would be foolish to say that he never thought about this, Yi Jingfeng already knew that Zhen Hao likes children, maybe it will be a matter of time to adopt a child.
Just not now.
Every time Yi Jingfeng thinks of this, he can't help but laugh out loud.At the time it was obviously so repulsive, but now I think about it, it seems that it is a good thing to have a child raised with Zhen Hao.
Yi Jingfeng's cooking learning is still going on. Every day when he comes home from get off work, Zhen Hao will cook with his hands and teach by himself.Over time, Yi Jingfeng has learned a few home-cooked dishes, and they taste pretty good.
After the couple moved out, Zhen's mother created a WeChat group for the convenience of communication, and brought both families into it.In the beginning, Yi Jingfeng would make regular comments in the group, and deduct 1 or something under the shared articles of the mothers, but then he was too lazy to reply and blocked it without knowing it...
Zhen Hao never tires of this, so the family group is filled with various articles and old jokes exchanged by the two old ladies and their silly son.
On a weekend, the two of them were lying on the sofa playing with their mobile phones. Zhen Hao was having a hot chat on WeChat, when Yi Jingfeng suddenly remembered something, smiled, and pushed Zhen Hao's arm: "Hey, let me see your WeChat Emoticons."
"Huh?" Zhen Hao was still typing,
"There is no cold violence..." Zhen Hao was at a loss for words for a moment.
"Brother Zhen, I know about you. You used to be used to keeping everything in your heart and not saying anything. Anger, pain, and other negative emotions are kept in your heart by yourself, which makes us all worried about you."
"It's not about this..."
"..."
Zhen Hao pursed his lips.
It's really not the problem.
In fact, Zhen Hao is not a fool, he knows what Yi Jingfeng is awkward these days... He just cannot answer Yi Jingfeng's question for the time being.
He didn't want to hide anything from Yi Jingfeng, and didn't want this matter to become a knot between them, but now he couldn't show everything to Yi Jingfeng completely calmly.
Zhen Hao sighed, the white steam from his mouth formed a transparent cloud in the air and gradually dispersed.
"I will adjust as soon as possible, don't worry about us."
"Brother Zhen, you..." In the end, you still don't want to tell me.Yang Bin swallowed the second half of the sentence forcefully, and decided not to talk too much to make Zhen Hao unhappy, "That's all right, Brother Zhen, please do your work first, and I'll call you later to talk to you about work."
"it is good."
After hanging up the phone, Yang Bin on the other end sighed deeply.
Zhen Hao went upstairs with the bread, sat down on the sofa, unwrapped it, took a bite, chewed a few times and put the bread aside.The TV in the living room has not been set up yet, but other furniture has been sorted out.Zhen Hao looked around this warm and somewhat empty house, and he felt mixed emotions in his heart.
The second call was from Mother Zhen's daily greetings.
"Zhen Hao, are you still busy? Have you eaten? Are you tired?"
"I'm resting, it's good, I just ate a piece of bread." Zhen Hao leaned on the back of the sofa, feeling a little more relaxed, "Mom, have you eaten yet? Did Jing Feng go home?"
"I just finished eating, and I'm watching TV now." The noise from Zhen's mother was a little bit lower, as if she had turned down the volume of the TV, "Jing Feng is cooking rice for you in the kitchen, and he will deliver it to you later."
Zhen Hao's eyes lit up: "Jingfeng? Fried rice?"
"Yes," Zhen's mother smiled cheerfully, "Jing Feng's cooking skills have improved a lot, and now he can enter the kitchen by himself."
"Yeah." After imagining Yi Jingfeng wearing an apron making fried rice for himself in the kitchen, Zhen Hao was in a good mood, as if bubbles of happiness were floating in the air, "He should think it's quite fresh. "
Mother Zhen smiled.
"By the way, Mom, I've been so busy that I forgot. Last time you said that there was something wrong with the account change, and you need to make up for it? Shall I go and have a look tomorrow?"
"Okay, uh..." Mother Zhen seemed to remember something, and her tone became a little stiff, "I'll get the household registration book tomorrow... and give it to you."
"Ah."
"Zhen Hao..."
"Ok?"
"The marital status in the household registration book..." Zhen's mother suddenly stopped, her face turned a little ugly, "I'm still married, look, I forgot..."
"..." Zhen Hao tightened his grip on the phone.
"If it wasn't for the last time I went, Jingfeng's mother saw..." Zhen's mother was a little nervous, and she couldn't help but hesitated when she spoke, "We didn't formally divorce before, one is that his status as a retired military officer is a bit embarrassing... two It's...for you to be in the army, not to be gossiped...to have a smoother life. Now that you...retired, I was thinking, is it..."
"Mom... you said..." Zhen Hao's head went blank, "Is Yi Jingfeng's mother seen the 'married' on your household registration book?"
"..." Mother Zhen was taken aback by her son's suppressed vibrato, she was a little ashamed for a moment, she sat on the sofa and wrung her fingers in embarrassment, "...um..."
"Zhen Zhengran didn't die, and she also knows?"
"……Correct."
Zhen Hao forgot to breathe, and his head exploded: "Then... Yi Jingfeng... also knows."
This is an affirmative sentence.
"..."
Everything seemed to become clearer. Zhen Hao remembered Yi's mother's anxious phone bombardment at the airport, Yi Jingfeng's depressed mood when he came back from home, and Yi Jingfeng's sudden obsession with his family affairs. Asking again and again, I remembered Yi Jingfeng's uneven attitude and lukewarm mood during this period...
The scalp began to tingle, Zhen Hao sat on the sofa, his whole body gradually became cold.A sense of almost hopeless remorse and guilt spread in Zhen Hao's heart, almost devouring him.
sorry Sorry……!
Jingfeng...
I……
Yi Jingfeng carried a large bucket of soup and a box of fried rice and came to the new home humming a tune all the way in a good mood. He knocked on the door first, but there was no response. Finally, when he took out the key and was about to go in, the door suddenly opened.
Zhen Hao stood at the door and looked at him with a complicated expression.
49 quarrel
Yi Jingfeng raised his hand holding the thermos: "Zhen Hao, I'll give it to you..."
Before Yi Jingfeng could finish speaking, Zhen Hao stepped forward and hugged Yi Jingfeng tightly, clasped his shoulders firmly, and said in a trembling voice, suppressing his emotions: "Jingfeng, what do you think of me... ..."
Yi Jingfeng was taken aback. Behind Zhen Hao was a floor of candles, arranged in the shape of a heart. On the dining table was an old-fashioned candlestick and some freshly bought vegetables.
Yi Jingfeng seemed to realize something, his face became slightly hot, and just as he was about to pat Zhen Hao on the shoulder and say something, Zhen Hao stretched out his hand and slammed the door shut.
Yi Jingfeng noticed that Zhen Hao's expression was not right.
After closing the door, Zhen Hao looked at Yi Jingfeng, took a deep breath, and said frankly, "Jingfeng, I lied to you."
Yi Jingfeng was startled, his eyes froze as he watched him.
Zhen Hao looked at Yi Jingfeng's unfamiliar expression, clenched his fists and gritted his teeth, and said, "I talked to Mom on the phone, I know you found out." Zhen Hao wanted to continue talking, but his throat suddenly choked.Zhen Hao pursed his lips, watching the joy on Yi Jingfeng's face gradually fade away, his heart hurt like a knife.
Zhen Hao said again: "I'm sorry...Jing Feng, I lied to you. My dad is not dead, and he didn't divorce my mom. He is now residing in the next city, and we haven't seen each other for a long time."
Yi Jingfeng stared at Zhen Hao, the temperature in his palms gradually faded, and he felt a big lump in his chest that was painful.
"Jing Feng," Zhen Hao whispered again, "I'm sorry, I... should have told you a long time ago."
As soon as he finished speaking, Yi Jingfeng's head exploded. The confusion and uneasiness that he had ignored before seemed to come to his heart with soreness. The persistence and tolerance that seemed to be self-protection a day ago turned into a knife , pierced hard into his heart.Yi Jingfeng glared at Zhen Hao, who just looked at him with a livid face and said nothing.
"Fuck you Zhen Hao!" Yi Jingfeng's eye circles were slightly red, and in a rage, he raised the thermos bucket and threw it on Zhen Hao. Zhen Hao didn't dodge it, and he was hit hard on the abdomen, stained with chicken soup. He took off his undershirt, and the sticky and disgusting smell of sweat spread.
"Zhen Hao! What the hell do you mean by telling me this now?" Yi Jingfeng stepped forward, pointed at Zhen Hao's nose with rounded eyes, "How many times, how many opportunities have I given you before! I thought You will be willing to tell me one day, but I never get disappointed! What the hell do you mean by telling me now!!"
Zhen Hao's face was livid, his eyebrows twitched into a huge "Chuan", and he still pursed his lips tightly without saying a word.
Yi Jingfeng laughed back angrily: "Zhen Hao, do you know that we are married and have sex? Do you fucking know what the relationship between you and me is now? Okay, then let me tell you, you Zhen Hao is the one who can sign my critical illness notice, and I, Yi Jingfeng, are the ones whose name can be written side by side with you in your family tree! Who do you think is the person who sleeps next to you every day? Do you think he is willing to help you? Who is the person who gave up his principles and was suppressed by you! Zhen Hao, you were the one who proposed to me at the beginning, but now you can't even do basic honesty!"
As if his head was being torn apart, Zhen Hao closed his eyes in pain, feeling a burst of weakness in his limbs: "I'm sorry."
"Is it difficult to tell me about your dad? Tell me the truth and let me know you better. Is it difficult? Zhen Hao, do you know that for a moment you realize that you don't understand the person who is in the room every morning?" What does it feel like to wake up next to you? Don’t you understand—I don’t care what your dad did, I don’t care who he is! What I care about is you! Zhen Hao! I want to be closer to you— —Is it so difficult!?" Yi Jingfeng grabbed Zhen Hao's shoulders, and his voice started to choke after he spoke, "Zhen Hao, has your family treated me as an outsider from the beginning to the end? Is it? Hmm? "
"I don't, Jingfeng..." Seeing that Yi Jingfeng lost control of his emotions, Zhen Hao hurried forward to explain, but his head was buzzing in a dizzy state, and his voice seemed to be too weak, " No one treats you as an outsider!...I never told anyone about my dad!"
"Anyone?" Yi Jing smiled coquettishly, "Does Yang Bin know?"
"I never told him!"
"Then—" Yi Jingfeng turned his face sideways, his brows still furrowed, "Where's that Tibetan soldier?"
Zhen Hao was at a loss for words immediately, his complexion turned dark.
When Yi Jingfeng saw Zhen Hao like this, the anger in his heart burned instantly, and he opened his mouth to attack, Zhen Hao used his last bit of strength to grab Yi Jingfeng's shoulder and growled: "Jingfeng Calm down! I did something wrong, I’m really sorry! I’ll tell you everything about my father and that Tibetan soldier! Calm down first, okay?”
Yi Jing smiled gracefully, and his shoulders began to tremble.After laughing, Yi Jingfeng put his hands on the back of Zhen Hao's head, and brought him to himself: "Zhen Hao, why are you lying to me? Why are you hiding it from me? Just because I married you, because I like you? "
After finishing speaking, Yi Jingfeng aimed at Zhen Hao's thin lips and kissed them.
The intense hormones were on the verge of firing, as if all the blood was rushing to the lower body.For a moment, without verbal explanation, two young and fiery bodies collided together, sparking a spark of desire in an instant.Zhen Hao frowned and put his arms around Yi Jingfeng's waist vigorously, using all his strength to linger with his lips and tongue.Yi Jingfeng pressed Zhen Hao forcefully, and the two of them rolled into the snow-white and soft duvet together.
The sound of panting and the sound of kissing water became more and more clear, Zhen Hao's breath was a little weak, but his palms rubbed and teased Yi Jingfeng's back and front with excitement as if he had been bewitched.Yi Jingfeng couldn't bear the temptation, and unconsciously adjusted his waist to put on a comfortable posture.
Yi Jingfeng scolded himself an idiot in his heart!Unbelievable idiot!
But I can't seem to stop.Yi Jingfeng quickly took off his coat with one hand, and then hooked Zhen Hao to his death.Want this man!It was as if a voice roared in his chest.
"Um……"
Zhen Hao groaned, and his head fell on the pillow feebly.Yi Jingfeng felt that his lips were empty, and opened his eyes out of breath, facing Zhen Hao lying on his body with a pale face, the body fluid from the corner of Yi Jingfeng's lips was still hanging on the corner of his mouth, panting slowly.
No one spoke, and in the quiet exchange of eyes, the masculine desire seemed to be calmed down silently.
Yi Jingfeng stared at Zhen Hao, and Zhen Hao smiled lightly, the tiredness on his face was clearly visible.After laughing, Zhen Hao reached out his hand, slowly covered Yi Jingfeng's side face, gently rubbed his temples, and said angrily:
"Jingfeng...I have been unable to tell you because...my father is homophobic."
Yi Jingfeng froze for a moment, his body stiffened.
Before he could say the next sentence, Zhen Hao gasped for breath, tilted his head, and closed his eyes drowsily the next second.
"Zhen Hao?" Yi Jingfeng was startled, and patted Zhen Hao's face, "Damn it, Zhen Hao!?"
Zhen Hao didn't respond, as if he had fallen asleep.
Yi Jingfeng stood up in a hurry, and suddenly found the chicken soup that he had sprinkled all over the floor just now and the bread that he took apart and only ate a few bites.
"Zhen Hao!?"
50 frank relative
When sending Zhen Hao to the hospital, Yi Jingfeng was completely shocked, his hands trembling uncontrollably.During the Chinese New Year period, it was hard to find a bed in the ward, and happened to come across a single room that had just moved out, so Yi Jingfeng paid a few hundred extra yuan and brought someone to live in it.It wasn't until the doctor calmly arranged a simple bed for Zhen Hao and gave him a nutritional injection that Yi Jingfeng's thumping heart calmed down.
Zhen Hao is indeed quite tired these days.
Yi Jingfeng sighed, watching the glucose on the top of his head being injected into Zhen Hao's blood vessel bit by bit.
...I don't know where the fried rice I made seems to be thrown away.
Yi Jingfeng sniffled, remembering that just now he pressed Zhen Hao on the bed covered with half of the petals, he smiled wryly and shook his head, thinking it was absurd.
When did he, Yi Jingfeng, become someone who solves problems in bed?
The more I live, the more impulsive I become, and the more I live, the more I regress.
Yi Jingfeng rubbed the center of his brows, and sighed, Zhen Hao's words "My father is homophobic" just now echoed in his ears.Looking up at Zhen Hao's peaceful sleeping face, Yi Jingfeng picked up his coat and decided to go out and buy some fast food.
Downstairs, Yi Jingfeng stood at the entrance of the hospital, leaning against the wall with his arms around his waist and staring up at the dark night sky in a daze, his confused emotions surging one after another.
When is it not too late to start getting to know someone?
The two have been married for several months, is it too late to say "love" now?
Yi Jingfeng sighed, picked his fingernails, got up and went to the 24-hour convenience store to buy lunch.
It was already twelve o'clock when Yi Jingfeng returned to the hospital with two boxes of warm braised pork rice under the moonlight.
Zhen Hao woke up early, sitting on the bed lost in thought.As Yi Jingfeng approached, Zhen Hao's complexion had improved a lot, his face was ruddy and he was panting slightly.
Hearing Yi Jingfeng's movement, Zhen Hao came back to his senses, lifted the quilt and grabbed Yi Jingfeng's wrist, and said in a hoarse voice, "Jingfeng... let's go home."
"I have already sent a text message to my mother, saying that we will stay in the new house for one night." Yi Jingfeng took out the stewed pork rice and took apart the chopsticks, "Just sleep here and we will go back in the morning .I have to go to work later.”
Zhen Hao shook his head: "...I don't want to eat, Jing Feng, let's go home."
Yi Jingfeng smiled when he saw him like that: "Don't worry about it for a while. I have already paid for a day's hospitalization, you should lie down, what a waste."
Zhen Hao didn't say anything, just took the chopsticks.Yi Jingfeng handed over the boxed lunch, and Zhen Hao quickly took a few mouthfuls with chopsticks.
Maybe I'm starving.
Yi Jingfeng murmured: "You have worked hard these few days..."
With his mouth in his mouth, Zhen Hao's appetite gradually faded away. He raised his eyes and looked at Yi Jingfeng complicatedly: "...Jingfeng, I'm sorry, I may have a little hypoglycemia, and I was dizzy just now..."
"It's okay," Yi Jingfeng smiled, "I know you didn't mean it. I don't mean anything else."
"..." Zhen Hao lost his appetite completely, and put the lunch box aside, his eyebrows wrinkled slowly.
"what happened?"
"Jingfeng... It's the first time I've seen you so angry."
Yi Jingfeng recalled his gaffe just now, and said with a wry smile, "Well... it's also the first time I've been so angry."
"I'm sorry," Zhen Hao raised his head solemnly, looking straight into Yi Jingfeng's eyes, "Jing Feng, I'll tell you everything now."
Yi Jingfeng said nothing, but his peaceful eyes signaled him to continue.
"I should have mentioned to you that my father was very strict with me when I was a child. He was born in the military area, so he naturally wanted to train me to be a soldier. Since childhood, he has high standards and strict requirements for me. He attaches great importance to my personality. Physical fitness, character and temperament. I also suffered a lot for this." As if recalling something, Zhen Hao smiled lightly, "For a young and childish child, his father is always so tall, it seems that he is so tall and tall. Impossible. My father ranks as a colonel, and he is also one of the best soldiers among many outstanding soldiers. I have been in awe of my father since I was a child."
"It's just that people probably have shortcomings..."
Speaking of this, Zhen Hao's expression became a little painful: "...I found out that my father is homophobic. It was my high school. That year, I fell in love with someone for the first time. It was a boy. It was that time. Maybe first love is accompanied by an inexplicable courage. I am willing to give my all for him and come out to everyone with him.”
"What made me very gratified was that my mother showed respect to me - she even secretly gave the boy a few candies, hoping that he would tolerate my bad temper more. Now it seems that it is probably the same My mother's gentleness gave me the illusion that 'everything is going well'..."
"The night when I came out to my father..." Zhen Hao suddenly stopped at this point, his brows were tightly knit together.
Yi Jingfeng poured him a glass of warm water and waited quietly for his next words.
Zhen Hao moistened his lips, sighed, and said with a smile: "He seems to be a different person. It feels like... the father who loved me before has disappeared."
"Physical punishment, cold violence... I also have a stubborn temper, so I just fought with my family like this. As a result, I almost dropped out of school because of this in high school. But how could the pure feelings at that time stand up to such a toss? ? After we broke up, I thought my dad would be back to normal... But I found that the situation seems to have deteriorated..."
"Zhen Hao..." Yi Jingfeng frowned, and lightly patted Zhen Hao's shoulder.
Zhen Hao smiled: "Jing Feng, I found that my dad started to give up on me."
"He began to stop doing my daily physical training, no longer paying attention to my cultural achievements, and no longer caring about my life and daily life. Overnight, he seemed to be a different person. He became irritable and irritable. He even Start... domestic violence against me and my mother."
"Zhen Hao," Yi Jingfeng said seriously, "it's not your fault."
"I know." Zhen Hao shook his head, "But at that time, I... lived in pain and guilt every day. I once thought it was my selfishness that ruined my family and such a gentle father."
"So when my mother told my father that he decided to send me to the army, to the frontier, to be a formal guard, I gritted my teeth and endured it. I graduated from college and joined the army willingly. It was there that I met Lu Yang, that is, the Tibetan soldier."
"I didn't have that thought at the beginning. At that time, I just wanted to improve myself, get a military rank, please my father, and make him smile again. Lu Yang also understands me. He appreciates my ideals and is willing to be with me. Supporting me around me. It’s been half a year like this...Maybe, falling in love with him one day is something I didn’t expect..."
"At that time, I was already a responsible adult, and I was no longer in a hurry to declare to the world. Lu Yang had the same thoughts as me. Our relationship——had lasted for nearly half a year before being discovered by other comrades in arms. .I didn't expect my family to find out so soon—but paper can't hold fire after all, can it?"
"After our affair was exposed, my father almost fell ill with anger. Then we were transferred from the Tibetan area and Lu Yang was fired from the army. At that time, people in the army were too closed-minded, and the general tolerance for homosexual love was still low. Very low. And just like that, I let two people I love down at the same time again."
"Just when I lost all hope and almost had the idea of 'If we can get my father and us back together, it doesn't matter if I die alone', my mother told me on the phone that my father had cheated on him and brought money with the woman he raised. Ran."
"Actually, it's better not to let me know forever." Zhen Hao moved his eyes to the window sill, "It felt like the whole world collapsed at that moment. Every time I think about it, I feel so sick that I want to vomit."
"How could such a thing happen to my father? My strict and capable father? I have to ask myself this question every day. Every time I ask it, I feel sick in my heart, my whole body becomes cold with anger, and I retch Voice."
"After that, I seemed to be living in a dream every day. The endless training in the army and the pain from every organ in my body... made me doubt myself several times. Until an offline mission, There was an accident, and I was locked in an abandoned basement for three days and three nights. During this period, I suffered from various diseases and my physical fitness declined greatly. My mother saw that my condition was not right, and she refused to allow me to continue to join the army, so she applied to the higher authorities Retired early and after a few months I came home with a couple of clothes."
"When I first came home, I realized that this era is very different from the one I knew. In the past ten years, same-sex marriage has been legalized, and my mother can be very excited to help me find a blind date." Zhen Hao His expression softened a little, and he pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, "I'm like a child. My mother had to teach me how to pay with my mobile phone when I went to the street to buy groceries. After two or three years of getting used to it, the situation finally got better." …I also started to take my mobile phone with me to scan the QR code to pay. The atmosphere in the army is too tense. After retiring, I have a lot of leisure. I accompany my mother to raise flowers and chop vegetables every day, and occasionally travel to eat something delicious Yes. Slowly I found that this kind of life is also very good. The knot in my heart gradually faded away——until I met you, Jingfeng. I thought I would never feel any more emotional for a person gone."
After finishing speaking, Zhen Hao turned his head to look at Yi Jingfeng, the fragility in his eyes flashed: "Jing Feng, I never told anyone about these things, I always thought that I would never bring it up again in my life... If one day, I know that you have been treated unfairly because of me, I will definitely go crazy. Jingfeng, I am really afraid...of losing you."
Yi Jingfeng smiled, and the lingering restlessness and uneasiness gradually faded away, as if something was slowly sprouting and blooming in his heart.Yi Jingfeng stretched out his hand, hugged Zhen Hao's neck, and hugged him tightly: "If you don't tell me, you are protecting me? Zhen Hao, you are such a coward. But...you are also my hero."
"But," Yi Jingfeng let go of his hand, "I don't need your protection, Zhen Hao, I am also a man, I love you, and my feelings for you are not affected by anyone. At least, you have to treat me I have this confidence. The so-called sense of security...is that how it came about?"
Zhen Hao had a sore nose, put his arms around Yi Jingfeng's waist, and leaned his head on his shoulder.
Yi Jingfeng smiled like a coaxing child, and patted him on the back: "Zhen Hao, thank you... for being willing to tell me this. Let me know you a little better."
51 Tired and crooked
The next morning, when Zhen Hao woke up, Yi Jingfeng was still napping beside him.
Zhen Hao's heart softened, and he reached out and rubbed Yi Jingfeng's hair unconsciously.Yi Jingfeng hummed, awakened by Zhen Hao's movements.
Zhen Hao withdrew his hand, Yi Jingfeng raised his head in a daze, seeing Zhen Hao, the events of last night came back to his mind.
Zhen Hao was the first to smile gently at Yi Jingfeng.Smile like the sun, bright and warm.
Seeing Zhen Hao's smile, Yi Jingfeng felt as if something was shaking in his heart for a moment, it was so soft that it was about to melt.
Yi Jingfeng also smiled at Zhen Hao, the tenderness in his eyes was about to overflow.
Today's sun, shining on the body makes people feel warm.
The two went through the discharge procedures together.
Yi Jingfeng stood in front of the stage and waited patiently. Zhen Hao just came up with breakfast. The little nurse who signed the signature looked at the two and said with a smile: "Mr. Yi... right? Next time your husband will suffer from hypoglycemia again." Just give him some sugar water and some chocolate or something. You were nervous last night, and you have to open a ward to live in after persuading him for a long time. Look, Mr. Zhen has recovered his complexion today, hasn't he?"
Yi Jingfeng looked at the receipt and frowned: "Well, it's a waste of money, I'll definitely pay attention next time."
Zhen Hao: "...?"
When the two were about to leave, the little nurse added competently: "By the way, you should remember to eat regularly. You two men live together, so you should learn to take care of yourself at ordinary times!"
Just as Yi Jingfeng was about to answer, Zhen Hao wrapped his arms around Yi Jingfeng's waist and said first: "Mr. Yi cooks very well. He not only takes care of himself, but also takes good care of me. Thank you for your concern!"
The little nurse covered her mouth and smiled "Oh".
Yi Jingfeng blushed, pushed Zhen Hao, and said angrily in a low voice, "The cooking is delicious, so why didn't you eat it yesterday?"
"I am 1 willing," Zhen Hao blinked innocently, "...how about we go back and have another meal now?"
"...Damn it!" Yi Jingfeng's eyes lit up, and he ran away, "I forgot to drag the chicken soup on the ground yesterday!"
By the time the two of them drove home at lightning speed, the situation was a foregone conclusion.Yi Jingfeng looked at the mess and the pungent musty smell all over the floor, rubbed his temples and sighed deeply.Zhen Hao is the practical type, he pursed his lips and took the initiative to get the mop and rag.Yi Jingfeng then put down his bag and started to clean up the mess.
The two of them were busy for a long time, and finally cleaned up the living room.
"It's a pity." Zhen Hao looked at the frozen chicken soup in the garbage bag, "This is your first time cooking."
"Then your heart will be distressed." Yi Jingfeng sighed, leaned on the kitchen counter, reached out for a can of Coke and clicked it open, and took a sip from the mouth of the bottle.
The cola slid down his throat, Yi Jingfeng looked at Zhen Hao, and changed the subject: "Zhen Hao... Let's continue our conversation from last night."
Zhen Hao glanced at him and nodded: "...OK."
Yi Jingfeng paused for a while, and then said again: "So, it's really because you don't have any relatives to run away during the Chinese New Year?"
"Most of our relatives here are from my father's side. After such a joke, who is willing to come to our house as a guest? It's too late to avoid suspicion." Zhen Hao sighed, "Plus, my mother and I are indeed halfway Moving here, I don’t have any close relatives in the local area.”
Yi Jingfeng nodded to express his understanding, and then asked another question: "Why do you keep keeping a photo of Lu Yang and you?"
Zhen Hao was taken aback for a moment, but stopped talking.
This question should be answered carefully.
Zhen Hao thought for a long time with a simple mind, and then quietly said: "...then I go back and throw it away?"
Yi Jingfeng glanced at him, obviously not very satisfied with the answer.
Zhen Hao sighed, and said honestly: "That photo was mixed with other photos, I didn't subdivide it, and kept it together. I don't usually go through that photo album often."
Yi Jingfeng nodded, and Zhen Hao breathed a sigh of relief.
Seeing him like that, Yi Jingfeng couldn't help but hugged his waist and smiled, "Damn, what do you think of me? I don't mean anything else, so I just asked a casual question."
Zhen Hao approached, hugged Yi Jingfeng's shoulders, kissed him softly on the face, and said with a low smile, "I treat you as a jealous kitten... is that okay?"
Yi Jingfeng kicked him away with a smile: "Get lost."
Zhen Hao avoided his attack with a smile, "Any more questions?"
"No more." Yi Jingfeng added, "Go ahead and ask next time."
"it is good."
Zhen Hao agreed immediately, and then said, "I also want to ask you a question."
Yi Jingfeng smiled: "Okay, tell me."
"Do you... have any close brothers and sisters?"
"I'm an only child, so my relationship with other relatives is average. It's my cousin's youngest daughter...that little girl, Chen Guli, she's a little more clingy to me."
"Your family relationship is quite good," Zhen Hao smiled, "I can see that. I... am quite envious."
"What envy?" Yi Jingfeng smiled, "Now you are also a member of our family."
Zhen Hao was taken aback, and raised the corners of his lips, "Jing Feng...your mouth is so sweet."
Yi Jingfeng waved his hand modestly: "Thank you for the compliment."
"Pfft." Zhen Hao laughed out loud as if he had made a fuss.
The warm afternoon sun shines on the wooden floor through the floor-to-ceiling windows, creating layers of dazzling halos.Yi Jingfeng and Zhen Hao stood face to face, looked at each other quietly for a while, silently enjoying the peaceful and gentle atmosphere at the moment.
Then, they looked at each other and smiled tacitly.
"Let's go, Jingfeng, let's... move."
After finishing speaking, Zhen Hao turned around and picked up Yi Jingfeng's coat and bag, and stretched out his hand towards Yi Jingfeng.Yi Jingfeng smiled, put down the Coke and took a step forward, reaching out to hold Zhen Hao's as well.
"Walk."
With the assistance of Zhen's mother and the moving company, the two quickly packed up all the things in the small western building before, and transported them back to their new home.Before the two got into the car, Zhen's mother stood worriedly at the door and told her, "Zhen Hao, you must keep your ID bag safe!"
Zhen Hao replied with a smile: "Put it together with Jing Feng's, and keep it tightly, don't worry, Mom!"
"That's fine," Zhen's mother finally said with a smile, "Today is the Lantern Festival, don't forget to go home and have a meal together tonight!"
"it is good!"
In this way, the couple moved successfully and moved into their own small apartment.
When Zhen Hao sorted out boxes of things and put them into the room, Yi Jingfeng received a call and happily went downstairs to bring the ordered TV back home. After communicating with the staff for a long time, he finally got the big color TV set up. up.
After another whole morning of tossing, this small house finally has a bit of a home.At three o'clock in the afternoon, the two collapsed on the sofa exhausted, and Yi Jingfeng ordered a takeaway with the last bit of strength.
However, when the takeaway arrived, Yi Jingfeng had already fallen asleep.Zhen Hao, who was irritated by the phone ringing, had no choice but to take the phone and go downstairs to get a takeaway, a bag of fast food.
When he got home, Zhen Hao woke up Yi Jingfeng, who rubbed his eyes and sat up, picking up his chopsticks.The two gobbled it up.
After eating, Zhen Hao wiped his mouth and commented regretfully: "The fried rice is not as good as yours."
"Pfft," Yi Jingfeng almost spit out a mouthful of rice, laughing so hard that his eyes slit, "Zhen Hao, you... are you trying to get mad at me!?"
Zhen Hao cleared his throat.
"Okay, I know the ancestors!" Yi Jing smiled coquettishly, "I'll cook Yuanxiao for you when I come back tonight, is that okay?"
"Frozen Lantern Festival?"
"Yes," Yi Jing added, "as long as you can eat it."
Zhen Hao smiled: "Guarantee the organization and complete the task satisfactorily."
52 daily
After moving into the new house, slowly, life gradually got on the right track.
Back home on the night of the Lantern Festival, Yi Jingfeng put on an apron and cooked a pot of Lantern Festival for Zhen Hao, and Zhen Hao was very satisfied.When the two of them were washing the dishes together, Zhen Hao watched Yi Jingfeng skillfully squeeze out the dish soap, rinse it with water, and finally wipe his hands with his apron. too far away from him.
The new apartment is much larger than the original one, so Yi Jingfeng is given a lot of space to store his personal belongings.Zhen Hao later told him that during the renovation, he deliberately vacated a room as a baby's room - of course, Yi Jingfeng temporarily used it as a study.
It would be foolish to say that he never thought about this, Yi Jingfeng already knew that Zhen Hao likes children, maybe it will be a matter of time to adopt a child.
Just not now.
Every time Yi Jingfeng thinks of this, he can't help but laugh out loud.At the time it was obviously so repulsive, but now I think about it, it seems that it is a good thing to have a child raised with Zhen Hao.
Yi Jingfeng's cooking learning is still going on. Every day when he comes home from get off work, Zhen Hao will cook with his hands and teach by himself.Over time, Yi Jingfeng has learned a few home-cooked dishes, and they taste pretty good.
After the couple moved out, Zhen's mother created a WeChat group for the convenience of communication, and brought both families into it.In the beginning, Yi Jingfeng would make regular comments in the group, and deduct 1 or something under the shared articles of the mothers, but then he was too lazy to reply and blocked it without knowing it...
Zhen Hao never tires of this, so the family group is filled with various articles and old jokes exchanged by the two old ladies and their silly son.
On a weekend, the two of them were lying on the sofa playing with their mobile phones. Zhen Hao was having a hot chat on WeChat, when Yi Jingfeng suddenly remembered something, smiled, and pushed Zhen Hao's arm: "Hey, let me see your WeChat Emoticons."
"Huh?" Zhen Hao was still typing,
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