In your lifetime, stay safe

It may only take a moment to like someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Yin Linshu had never felt that he was so disliked by others, as if he was some kind of scourge, making that person avoid him like this.Yin Linshu leaned on the window sill of the room, looking at the person sitting in the garden. Since he moved in, he has been hiding from him, and he often doesn't see anyone for a whole day. He wants to say something to him Words are not easy.What's ridiculous is that he didn't even say the phrase he likes, and he has already avoided it like this.If he said those words himself, he might not even be able to maintain the superficial peace.

The wind blew the leaves and rustled, Yin Linshu smiled wryly.It turns out that this feeling when a lovelorn is broken, obviously hurts in my heart, but I just can't express it.Yin Linshu had never liked anyone before, and he didn't know how to like someone. Before he met Cheng Muhan, he thought that his future would be very ordinary, maybe he would meet a girl who was not so beautiful but very gentle.Or simply stay single for the rest of your life.But fate is never up to him to decide, so Cheng Muhan caught himself off guard and broke into his own life. At an age when he didn't know how to love, it was the first time he knew what it was like to miss someone.It's just that I was too young at that time, and I clearly cared about someone but couldn't say anything.At that time, Yin Linshu was afraid that Cheng Muhan would die in his apartment, so he didn't go to class for many days, and just guarded him until he was able to walk independently.Knowing that he is alone in the apartment, I don't feel at ease. Every time I leave get out of class, I rush back, and I am relieved when I see that he is fine. He is not at all like my original self.But no matter how much I miss in my heart, some words change before they are spoken.It may be too young, don't know how to cherish, just miss it like this.Yin Linshu didn't realize that he really liked Cheng Muhan until after he left, but he couldn't find him anymore.Originally thought that this reunion was a chance given to him by God, so Yin Linshu tried his best to protect everything about Cheng Muhan, using his clumsy way to protect him and make him notice him.But in the end, I realized that all of this was a one-man show of my own.He doesn't care and doesn't need to.

Now that I calm down and think about it, Cheng Muhan never said that he likes men, and he always treats himself politely, but he doesn't know how to flatter him.Yin Linshu has been a conceited person since he was a child, and he didn't want to embarrass himself too much just because he couldn't be liked by someone.There are still many places he hasn't been to, why lock himself in a corner, maybe, he didn't let go, he cared too much and lost his heart.

The figure of that person was gone in the garden, Yin Linshu took a few deep breaths, and then slowly returned to the room.Leaning on the bed and thinking about everything these days, it seemed that he had gone too far, maybe Cheng Muhan just couldn't tell him to leave, maybe he was already bored with him.In fact, if you think about it, there is nothing good about him. Apart from being good-looking and cooking deliciously, there are no other advantages. There is nothing to let go of.Yin Linshu took out his mobile phone and looked through the photos in the album. They were all of the figure of that person, and he deleted them one by one with his fingers. That's it. If you let each other go, you should free each other.

Yin Linshu didn't come out for dinner tonight, and Cheng Muhan lost his appetite looking at the dazzling array of dishes.Walking outside his tightly closed door, Cheng Muhan raised his hand several times and then put it down, sighed a few times, and then slowly walked downstairs.Because of the troubles before, Cheng Muhan has been running between black and white recently, and he didn't get a rest until today.I have been in the underworld for so many years, and it doesn't mean that I can be cleansed. Many forces are staring at me. If I don't pay attention, it will be a disaster. He doesn't care, but he has to be responsible for his brother.Although Yin Linshu was in the limelight before, it was inevitable that he would not be targeted. Cheng Muhan has been dealing with this matter recently.Although he didn't know the reason, as long as he thought that Yin Linshu would be in danger because of himself, Cheng Muhan couldn't accept it.

Cheng Muhan never thought that he would meet Yin Linshu again. He thought that they were just passers-by on each other's roads. He had never been a good person. He could even say that he had been living in a dark abyss. To pull Yin Linshu into the abyss he was in.A person like him should live in the sun and have a bright future instead of being with a rotten person like himself.Some people are too beautiful to touch.Although he knew that he couldn't be with Yin Linshu, Cheng Muhan couldn't do anything to push him away from his own world. It seemed that as long as he could look at him from a distance like this, it was a rare beauty.Cheng Muhan felt that he was shameful, but he controlled himself not to be himself.The more I can't get close, the more I want to get close, just like my own heart, I can't help getting close to that person.

Because I care too much, I am even more afraid of losing.Cheng Muhan knew what it was like to lose, he had experienced that kind of pain once, how painful it was.If Yin Linshu was like Xiao Ze, Cheng Muhan was afraid that he would go crazy.

It's not that he doesn't know Yin Linshu's thoughts, but he doesn't dare to expose or speak out.

So be it, and breathe the air with you at last.Yin Linshu looked at the packed luggage. After staying for so long, it was time to say goodbye. After all, there would be no results if he stayed any longer. It would be better to leave quickly, at least to leave a good impression on each other.

Cheng Muhan didn't sleep last night, just sat in the living room all night, seeing Yin Linshu walking down slowly with his luggage, it turned out that he was going to give up first.fair enough.

"Do you want to leave?" Cheng Muhan said hoarsely, even though his heart kept clamoring for him to stay, he did say such a sentence.

"Yeah, after all, it's inappropriate to bother you for so long." Yin Linshu said lightly, why couldn't he say something to keep him, if you open your mouth, I guarantee that I will put down my luggage immediately and not leave, you talk.

"Actually, you can stay." The voice behind was like a mosquito, Cheng Muhan lowered his head and then raised it quickly, concealing his feeling of loneliness.

"What did you say?" Yin Linshu saw Cheng Muhan's mouth move slightly, but did not hear what he said.

"I said you haven't had breakfast yet, aren't you hungry, why don't I make you something to eat before you go." Cheng Muhan walked to the kitchen without giving Yin Linshu time to refuse.

Yin Linshu just watched Cheng Muhan run away, dragged his luggage helplessly to the living room and sat down, watching the busy figure in the kitchen.In fact, to be honest, Yin Linshu knew that even if he said it thousands of times in his heart, he still couldn't let go of himself completely. After all, he might never meet such a good person in the future.

Cheng Muhan had never cooked such a meal so meticulously, even though he wanted to procrastinate, he still brought all the dishes. After all, Yin Linshu didn't eat last night, so he couldn't bear to make him wait too long.

"Taste and see if it's delicious." Cheng Muhan said indifferently, seeing Yin Linshu eating happily, he was also happy. It would be great if time stopped at this moment.

"It's not bad. After all these years, your skills haven't deteriorated a bit. You can become a chef now." Yin Linshu ate carefully, maybe this was the last time he ate his food.

Maybe it's because the lights are too warm, but they both have a crush on each other, but they wake up at the moment they get close, leaving only embarrassment and sigh.

At that time, I was nostalgic but didn't stay. You wanted to let me stay but didn't say anything. After all, I still missed it.

After I came out, I breathed fresh air, thinking that I should let it go, be a free and easy person, there is nothing I can't let go of, the big deal is to get drunk, and tomorrow is a new beginning.

After Yin Linshu came out, he found a hotel and slept all day. Last night he thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't fall asleep.Now that I came out, I was so tired that I fell asleep until dusk.Yin Linshu felt that staying in the hotel was boring and easy to think about things, so he went out with his mobile phone, and it was quite interesting to listen to the songs on the mobile phone while walking on the road.

Maybe it was because of his mood, Yin Linshu didn't go to the lively place, after all, he had just lost his love, and the place that was too lively made him look too desolate.Yin Linshu stopped and stopped along the way, and came to a shop selling Kongming lanterns. He usually likes to read some ancient books, and he knew that Kongming lanterns were the best sustenance for ancient people. Come down and fly to the sky, not for a kind of sustenance.

What Yin Linshu didn't notice was that there was someone sneaking behind him all the time.Yin Linshu bought a white Kongming lantern and went to a place where there were few people, but found that he forgot to buy a lighter. He was about to go back but found that the eyes of the people behind him were wrong. He knew that today was a bad day, and he had nothing on him. Take, this is not a good sign.

"What do you want to do?" Yin Linshu looked around, looking for a chance to escape. No matter what, saving his life was the most important thing.

"Nothing, I just want your life." The man's eyes were sharp, he took out a knife and stabbed at Yin Linshu.

Yin Linshu is not a fool, so naturally he would not let him poke him, but he wanted to hide while paying attention to the lantern in his hand, and he lost his pace for a while, and it seemed that he could not escape, Yin Linshu was ready He used his arms to block the inside, but after waiting for a while, he didn't feel the pain that he should have. When he opened his eyes, he saw Cheng Muhan fighting with that man.

After all, Cheng Muhan is a man who walked out of a pool of blood, and he has experienced many such things.And he dared to hurt Yin Linshu, so naturally he would not let him go.Cheng Muhan directly removed the man's two arms and kicked him unconscious.

"Are you okay?" Cheng Muhan turned to look at Yin Linshu's situation after he had dealt with the man. He almost had this kind of thing happen just because he didn't pay attention for a while, but he didn't expect that the thing he was most afraid of happened.

"You, follow me all the time." Yin Linshu didn't believe in any miracles, this guy definitely followed him all the time, but he hadn't noticed it yet.

Cheng Muhan was stopped by his question, and stayed there not knowing what to say.

"No, why are you following me?" Yin Linshu pressed on every step of the way, he would be foolish to let go of this chance, now he wouldn't believe it if he said that Cheng Muhan didn't like being beaten to death.Yin Linshu seemed to be revived all of a sudden, not as embarrassed as before.

"I'm just going for a walk, just a walk." Cheng Muhan smiled awkwardly, and he also felt how clumsy his lie was.

"Oh, take a walk, then you go back, after all, it's not too early."

"Ah." Cheng Muhan was dumbfounded, how did this happen.

"I said you're not tired, but if you say you like me, I'll die." Yin Linshu didn't bother anymore, isn't it just for face, there will be men soon, what face do you want.

"No, I'm just." Cheng Muhan didn't know how to put it. Ever since Yin Linshu left, he had been worried and followed like a stalker. Even he hated himself for being like this.

"Okay, I understand." Yin Linshu said lightly, sometimes actions are more straightforward than words, Yin Linshu directly grabbed Cheng Muhan's hand and let him hook it around his waist, and then slowly kissed it.

After the kiss was over, the two of them didn't speak, Yin Linshu looked at him and wanted to laugh, why did he look like a log.

"Understood?" Yin Linshu asked.

"Understand what?" Cheng Muhan was still reminiscing about the kiss just now, and couldn't keep up for a while.

"I understand that you, Cheng Muhan, will be my Yin Linshu's person from now on. From now on, you can only like me, cook for me, and be bullied by me. You will be with me for the rest of your life. What you say is what you say, you have to listen to me unconditionally, understand."

"Oh." Cheng Muhan returned slowly.

"What I say is what I say, are you stupid?" Yin Linshu pinched his face, which really made people not angry at all.

"Lin Shu, it's dangerous to be with me. I have many enemies, and you may encounter many situations like the one just now. I'm afraid."

"Will you protect me?" Yin Linshu asked directly.

"what."

"Ah what, say yes."

"Oh."

"Cheng Muhan, I'm a man. Not only can I protect myself, I can also protect you. If I can only live by relying on your protection, then I don't have the right to stand by your side. I know your situation , I don’t care, I understand how dark your past is. Although I don’t have time to participate in your past, I can promise to make you happy every day in the future. Because you are the person I like, how can I be willing to make you sad? .”

"But."

"No, but, you're a man, and I'm not afraid of anything you're afraid of." Yin Linshu knew Cheng Muhan's suffering, but if Cheng Muhan retreated after this point, he wouldn't be too aggrieved.

"Okay, it's all up to you." Cheng Muhan slowly tightened his hands around Yin Linshu's waist. He probably won't be able to let go of the person in front of him again in his life, but he is willing to do so.

The smile on Yin Linshu's face couldn't be restrained. It seems that he won't have to wander anymore, and he will finally be loved by someone. It's great.

"Hey, put up a lantern with me, I just wrote our names on it." Yin Linshu remembered the lantern he bought at this moment, thinking that since it cost money, it must be worth the money. .

"Wow, what are you writing about? It's so ugly." Cheng Muhan complained mercilessly.

"Who told you to drive me away, if you are in a bad mood, you can't write well."

"I don't dare to drive you away, you are the one who wants to go."

"I'm leaving, you don't know how to keep me, and whoever told you to avoid me, anyway, it's your fault. Nuo, I will give you a chance to make amends, just let me put this lantern into the sky together."

"Okay." Cheng Muhan took the lantern, lit the candles inside, raised the Kongming lantern with the help of the wind, and watched it go away and float to the distant horizon.

There are more and more lanterns in the sky, maybe there are many couples like them.The Kongming lanterns and the stars in the sky reflect each other, which is beautiful and indescribable.

Looking at the people around him, Cheng Muhan really felt satisfied. At this moment, it was great to have him by his side.

"Let's go, go back."

"It's so early, what are you going back for?"

"Of course, fuck the bed." Yin Linshu said seductively in Cheng Muhan's ear, and walked back while holding Cheng Muhan's hand.

It's a night full of lanterns, but luckily, I didn't lose you.