In your lifetime, stay safe

I once walked through the mud for half my life alone, but fell into the arms of someone drunk.

"Sou, they must be here, we must find them." Such a dark rainy night is the most suitable for doing some unknown deeds.

"Brother, what should we do." The two shrank their bodies and hid behind the trash can at the corner of the alley, one of them who looked smaller said nervously.

"It's okay, don't be afraid." Cheng Muhan hugged his younger brother in his arms, but even this still couldn't dispel the chill from his body. The patter of raindrops and the crisp sound of falling on the ground echoed in the minds of the two of them.At this moment, the two people are like frightened birds, any slight movement can scare them.

"Brother, will we be unable to hide, will they kill us?" Xiao Ze said fearfully, in his heart, Cheng Muhan is like a god, as long as he is around, nothing will happen of.

"It's okay, I have brother, brother will protect you." Cheng Muhan stretched out his head to look at the street ahead, thinking that they should have gone far away, and was about to pull Xiao Ze away, but he didn't expect to see this when he looked up. A group of people like devils.

"Run, why don't you run away? Aren't you pretty good at running?" A man with a fleshy face said, his subordinates restrained Cheng Muhan, this man just punched Cheng Muhan in the abdomen, and watched him fall on the ground There is an inexplicable excitement under my feet.

"Brother, are you alright?" Xiao Ze broke free from the shackles of the people around him, ran to Cheng Muhan's side to see his injuries, but was quickly caught again.

"Let go of me, you bastards." Xiao Ze yelled, but his body was too small, and he looked like a clown in the eyes of others.

"Don't touch him, I killed him, if something comes at me." Cheng Muhan put his hand on his abdomen, raised his head and said to the person in front of him.

"Don't worry, neither of you two will survive today." The flesh-faced man gave his subordinates a look, indicating that it was time to do something.

The sky was as dark as ink, and even a starlight could not be seen, but the night was too long, so long that there was no hope.

"Boss, I think it's almost done. People are almost out of breath. If you continue to fight, you will really be out of breath." A person walked by and said, the person lying on the ground has already only breathed out but not breathed in.

"Throw them into the sea and make them dead without evidence. Now the police won't be able to find us, you know."

Taking advantage of the cover of the night, a group of people dragged Cheng Muhan and the others to the pier step by step. Cheng Muhan exhausted his last bit of strength to open his eyes, but all he saw was darkness and the dawn that could not be waited for.

There were two thuds, and the water splashed as if nothing had happened. It was just the blood stains along the way. After all, something happened, but it was never found.

There are too many secrets buried deep in the sea, and too many dirty hearts.

But no matter how dark the world is, the sun will still rise the next day, pretending that nothing happened, and continue with a new day.

After the tide ebbed, two scarred people were left on the seashore. One of them moved his fingers slightly and seemed to be breathing.Cheng Muhan slowly opened his eyes, only to feel that the sun was dazzling, this body didn't seem to belong to him, even moving it made people cry out in pain.Cheng Muhan took a lot of effort to sit up, it seems that his life is not worth dying.Just seeing the person lying next to him, all of Cheng Muhan's composure disappeared in an instant.

Xiao Ze hadn't breathed for a long time, because his face was a little swollen from soaking in the water for too long.Xiao Ze's health was not good in the first place, he had already lost more than half of his life after a brutal beating, not to mention being thrown into the water afterward, he had already lost all signs of life.He was only 12 years old, and he hadn't fully enjoyed the beauty of this world, so he left the world like this.

That day Cheng Muhan hugged Xiao Ze's body and cried for a long time. He thought he could protect his only relative well, but this world is so cruel, because of your own weakness, the people you cherish leave you one by one It's ridiculous to go, but the self who deserves to die the most, still wants to stay in this world.

I won't let them go, even if I have to pay with my own life, I still want them to be buried with me.At that moment, all of Cheng Muhan's weakness and kindness disappeared with Xiao Ze's departure. He already had nothing and didn't care about losing anything, but they had to die.

Cheng Muhan was just an ordinary child in the orphanage, and Xiao Ze was the only one among those children who was willing to treat him well. Because of the coldness of this world, they cuddled up to each other for warmth. They only hoped to survive. But even such a simple wish is an unattainable luxury for them.Because of the development that year, their orphanage was in ruins, and Cheng Muhan and Xiao Ze became homeless children. In this cold city, they saw all the warmth and coldness of human beings, and could only live in the bridge hole every day. , If you are hungry, you will go to the trash can, and you have survived like this.

It's just that they were too young at that time, and it was not easy to think about how to survive, and the two of them were helpless, and they were the targets of bullying everywhere.At the age of 14, Cheng Muhan joined a nearby gang and learned to rob. It was also at that time that Cheng Muhan was able to eat enough for the first time and no longer had to sleep in the icy bridge hole.

Because he is older than Xiao Ze, Cheng Muhan has assumed all the responsibilities. For him, Xiao Ze is not only his younger brother, but also his only relative, so even if he is depraved, no matter how unbearable he is, he always thinks what to do How to protect Xiao Ze well, so as not to let him be stained with the slightest stain.It's just that this world is too ruthless, and a person's ability is too small, after all, he can't protect the person he cares about the most.

Gangsters always fight for territory, and Cheng Muhan has been fighting with those children since he was a child, so this kind of thing can be said to be commonplace, and he has been appreciated for his good performance.It was a sunny day, and the two gangs started to fight for a territory. Cheng Muhan thought it was just an ordinary fight, but he somehow killed someone.The young master of the other party died, and the person who killed him was the young master of the gang. Such a small matter fermented like this until it got out of hand.

Cheng Muhan thought that this matter had nothing to do with him, but he was too young, too easy to trust people, and underestimated the darkness of people's hearts.Even at the moment when I was handed over, I didn't understand why it was obviously not the person who killed me, but in the end everyone pointed out that I killed it.He didn't know how he escaped, he only knew that he had to escape from this place as soon as possible, so he took all his things and ran away with Xiao Ze, but in the end he couldn't escape his fate, killing Xiao Ze and destroying himself Kind.

He doesn't have any particularly great wishes, he just wants to live well and take care of his younger brother, but why can't God tolerate such a small wish, what did he do wrong, why should he treat himself like this.Cheng Muhan doesn't know, he only knows that since the world is so dark, what's the use of keeping his so-called kindness, instead of waiting to be killed by others, it's better to strike first, who doesn't step on other people's corpses to climb up Well, since you are not benevolent, let's see whose life is harder.

That year, Cheng Muhan was 19 years old. With a knife, a pair of hands, and a spirit of recklessness, he successfully won the appreciation of the boss. From then on, no one dared to yell at him again.This world has always been dominated by the strong, and the weak will eventually die in the hands of the strong.

You will die, but because you are not ruthless enough, and you are not decisive enough, so you deserve it.

Cheng Muhan has nothing left, and a low life is useless, but if you want me to die, I will drag you to the funeral.

Cheng Muhan is not a fool, his strength alone is too small, if he wants revenge, he can't just rely on his will.Cheng Muhan read books crazily for a while, but all he read was psychology and thick black studies, he didn't care what he would become, he only knew to make those people pay the due price.

Facts have proved that Cheng Muhan succeeded, and the trick of killing people with a knife will never be out of date, and he doesn't need to do it himself, so someone will help him clean it up.Cheng Muhan is now used to seeing a dead body and stepping on it. Everyone who stands in his way deserves to die. This world has always been like this. If you don't die, then I will die. But I don't want to die yet, so I'm sorry .

On that day, Cheng Muhan finally found the person who killed Xiao Ze. Faced with the other party's panic and begging for mercy, Cheng Muhan just thought it was ridiculous. Isn't it too late to beg for mercy? Cheng Muhan has been in the gang for so long, so he naturally knows He begged for mercy just to kill himself at the right time. If it was someone else, he might fall for it, but Cheng Muhan is not that kind of person. He didn't give the other party a chance to fight back, so he let him go to another world.

Cheng Muhan thought that he would be very happy after taking revenge, but he was not as happy as he expected, and there was only emptiness, and his long-standing obsession dissipated like this, so how should he go in the future.But before Cheng Muhan could think it through, someone made the decision for him.

In this world, from ancient times to the present, there is no good end for masters with great achievements. Cheng Muhan naturally had such a result. He thought that there would be such a result, but he didn't expect it to come so soon.That night, he covered his abdominal wound and hid. Years of experience let him know how to dodge to have a chance of survival, but the abdominal wound was not healed in time, and the smell of blood filled the air. Although Cheng Muhan escaped the pursuit, But he couldn't escape the exhaustion of his body.

When his eyelids were so heavy that he couldn't lift them, Cheng Muhan vaguely saw people approaching, but he didn't have the strength to resist again, maybe this was his fate.I wasted half my life, but I don't know what I am living for, there is no hope, and I can't wait for the dawn.

For the first half of his life, Cheng Muhan seemed to have been living in an abyss, unable to see the sun, unable to wait for the dawn, but still eagerly looking forward to it.

Looking forward to someone's approach, someone's redemption.