In your lifetime, stay safe

Watching the car drive away, Shen Shu stood there alone, a little hesitant and a little lost.

Lu Haosheng said that he is very good now, is it really good, without him by his side, he should be very happy.But thinking of his happiness without my own participation, I still feel very lost.

Shen Shu couldn't help smiling bitterly, he and he had become strangers two years ago, they had been walking hand in hand before, but they didn't realize that there was only him alone on the road.Since he is good, it doesn't matter if he is good or not.

"Why, hearing that my old lover was happy without you, I feel very uncomfortable?" Seeing her brother come back with a lonely expression, Shen Qiao knew that he was thinking about that person again. It had been two years, and he Why can't I let go.

"Shen Qiao, I'm your brother, why are you talking to me in this tone?" Shen Shu said weakly, he really didn't have the strength to argue with her.In the past two years, my life at home has never been stable, things at work have never been smooth, and I have been blamed by my father when I get home. Now, even my most beloved sister has begun to dislike me.

"You still know that you are my elder brother, so do you still remember your last name? Do you know that my company would have been defeated by you long ago? Do you know that Dad is still lying in the hospital now? Do you really want nothing for that man?" Shen Qiao looked at her brother, at the beginning she really hoped that they could get together, but things are already like this, why is Shen Shu still unwilling to accept the reality? It's been two years, isn't it enough?

"It would be great if he could forgive me." Shen Shu said with self-deprecation, but this can only be an extravagant wish.

"Brother, I beg you, wake up, you are getting married soon, forget about Lin Jing, okay?"

"Yeah, I'm going to get married." Shen Shu looked at the ring on his hand, like a cage, locking himself here forever.

"Brother, you're tired, go back and rest, I'll be fine here." Shen Qiao comforted. Since Shen Shu was rejected by Lin Jing two years ago and even stabbed, he seemed to have lost his soul. Similarly, he is muddled every day, like a walking dead, and now he is finally a little angry, is it because of Lin Jing that he will fall again?

Shen Shu looked at his younger sister, as if she could barely recognize her. Is this still the innocent Shen Qiao she was back then, but if it wasn't because she was useless, Shen Qiao wouldn't have forced herself to be like this, saying In the end, it was all my fault. People like me are really about to betray their relatives.

"That person just now, can you not be too extreme." Shen Shu said, he is Lin Jing's best friend after all, even now, he still wants to keep the last trace of beauty in Lin Jing's heart, even if that It is my own comfort.

"Brother, don't worry about the affairs here, I will take care of it, you just need to rest well." Shen Qiao comforted, let Lu Haosheng go, how could it be possible, in the shopping malls, today's hero has always been, tomorrow defeated.It can be said that Lu Haosheng's ability is clearer than anyone else. If he doesn't take this opportunity to completely knock Lu Haosheng into the abyss, and if Lu Haosheng makes a comeback in the future, it will be their Shen family who failed. Therefore, it is impossible at such a critical moment. give up.A proud person like Lu Haosheng has been smooth sailing since he was a child, so he has his conceit and pride, and I want to wipe out his conceit. Lu Haosheng's real success is only when all pride of Lu Haosheng is under his feet.

"What you said just now, that is, you said that you robbed his employees and customers, is it true?" Shen Shu believed in his sister's ability, but Shen Shu didn't believe that Shen Qiao would take him away in such a short period of time. All these things were handled seamlessly, and Lu Haosheng had no news at all. Even with Zou Kai's help, Shen Shu still felt unrealistic.

"Of course not. What I said to him just now is half true and half false. As for which is true and which is false, it depends on Lu Haosheng's own experience. However, once a person like Lu Haosheng has seeds of doubt in his heart, he will deal with it himself When the time comes, I don't need to take action, he will shatter his own company. As for me, I just need to wait. In fact, I learned this trick from Lu Haosheng and Lu Haosheng. Collusion, this kind of thing is not uncommon, I just use my own way to deal with my own body."

Shen Shu looked at Shen Qiao, who had the chance to win, and couldn't tell whether he was worried or admired. If the company had Shen Qiao, it probably wouldn't need her useless self.However, thinking about Shen Qiao breaking up with her boyfriend because she wanted to take over the company, Shen Shu still felt a little pity. After all, he still killed his sister.

It turned out that I was a sinner from beginning to end.

When Lu Haosheng returned to the company, he locked himself in the office, thinking over and over again what Shen Qiao said just now, looking at the employees outside who were swaying and suspicious of each other, thinking that some of them had already signed contracts with Shen Qiao. After signing the contract, now he is just waiting for his own destruction, so he feels sad. Could it be that he is really helpless?

People in the company were panicked that day, although they didn't know what happened, but since the board of directors forced the palace this morning, and now Lu Haosheng locked himself in the office and didn't come out all day, he knew that something terrible happened.Although Lu Haosheng blocked the news, it is inevitable that some good people spread rumors in the company, and the office was filled with dead silence for a while, and they all began to seek another way out.

Lu Haosheng called many times that day, but no one was willing to lend him money, and some even hung up without answering the phone.Lu Haosheng didn't expect that the people he usually called brothers and sisters would become strangers in a blink of an eye. Sure enough, people are animals that pay attention to interests.

Now that I have no working capital in my hands, and a lot of real estate is firmly locked up by several development projects, it is impossible for me to come up with the money in the face of future compensation and debts.That night, Lu Haosheng seemed to have aged several years, even his hair started to turn white.

This was his last chance. Lu Haosheng knew that if he couldn't borrow any more money, his company would have to declare bankruptcy.That morning, Lu Haosheng drove to the bank where he was dating. It was still early when he went there. Lu Haosheng was standing outside the bank and waiting. At that time, the weather had not yet warmed up. Lu Haosheng was standing there wearing thin clothes, like Very much a sculpture.

It's just that in this world, there has always been less charcoal in the snow, and more fuel in the fire. No one is willing to cause trouble for themselves, not to mention that now everyone knows that the newly appointed head of the Shen family is determined to put Lu Hao to death. , who would be stupid enough to help a loser and cooperate with a big company like Shen's.In the end, Lu Haosheng still didn't get the loan. Looking at the other party's hypocritical face and making those false excuses, Lu Haosheng felt it was ridiculous. Sure enough, the world is so cold.

Lu Haosheng didn't know how he survived those few days. The entrance of the company was blocked by debtors, all his property was taken back by the bank, his company declared bankruptcy, and he finally became a loser .

In this game, I lost completely.

It turned out that it was only an instant away from the proud son of heaven to the current down and out drunk.

Hiding in the room and drinking in the dark, I don't know how long it has passed, and I don't know whether it is day or night. The living room is full of empty wine bottles, messy as if the whole room has been robbed, in the living room In the middle of the room, Lu Haosheng was sleeping there, with a wry smile overflowing from the corner of his mouth.

"Lu, get out, when will you pay back the money you owe us, do you know when to pay back the money?"

Lu Haosheng was awakened by the scolding outside, rubbing his sleepy eyes, looking at the messy room, listening to the unbearable scolding outside, he felt unexpectedly harmonious.Since the accident until now, I have been hiding here, as if everything that happened outside has nothing to do with me, and I am not very clear about what I am doing now.

Now that I have nothing, I feel a lot more relaxed. As for the debt collectors outside, Lu Haosheng thought about opening the door, let them take whatever they fancy, at least they will be clean, but he seems to have already There is nothing valuable anymore, and they might be beaten up by them in the end, but what does that matter, anyway, I am already a loser, just like what Shen Qiao said, I lost completely and did not stand up. Motivation to get up.

I was about to open the door, but found that there was no sound of scolding outside the door. Could it be that they were tired of scolding, so they left.Lu Haosheng laughed at himself, but he never thought that the person standing outside would be him.

Xu Xi looked at Lu Haosheng, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, and never thought that he would degenerate into what he is now. Is this the Lu Haosheng he knew? The current Lu Haosheng looks like a homeless man, with his clothes drooping on his body. His hair is messy, and the beard on his face should not have been shaved for a long time. The most important thing is his eyes, which are lonely and dull, dodging his own eyes. If it wasn't for this face, Xu Xi couldn't believe it. He knew this person. That Lu Haosheng.

Looking at Xu Xi, Lu Haosheng realized how unbearable he was now. He subconsciously wanted to close the door, but was blocked by Xu Xi. The two of them stood there, but they didn't dare to approach. The short distance was like a natural moat.

Xu Xi held back the soreness in his heart, and wanted to reach out and touch his cheek. How could such a beautiful person in his heart become what he is now.

Lu Haosheng subconsciously avoided Xu Xi's touch. The current self is unworthy, dare not, and can't.

For a moment, there was nothing to say to each other, and the two of them stood there, as if they had missed half their lives.

Xu Xi suppressed the discomfort in his heart, it's okay, you can start over, right?When I came here, I was so afraid that something would happen to Lu Haosheng, now seeing him standing here intact is the greatest comfort to me.

Lu Haosheng wanted to speak out, but found that he couldn't say anything, what he could say, he was already a loser now, and he couldn't give him anything, he was no longer that excellent Lu Haosheng that Xu Xi liked Well, this kind of me is not worthy of Xu Xi's liking.

"Can you let me in? I bought a lot of food. Let's eat together later, okay?" Xu Xi walked past Lu Haosheng and looked at the mess in the room. Before coming, he thought that Lu Haosheng would be disappointed and uncomfortable, but he didn't Thinking that he would degenerate into what he is now, it seems that this incident really hit him hard.

Lu Haosheng looked at Xu Xi who was busy in the kitchen, and obviously the thoughts in his heart were about to flood, but now that he was by his side, he didn't dare to hug him. What can I give him.

Xu Xi made soup from the fish he bought, steamed the rice with a rice cooker, and made a few side dishes. After the fish soup was ready, he could eat.When he was cooking by himself, Lu Haosheng sat there, like a child who made a mistake, carefully waiting for the adult's judgment.

"The meal is ready, come and eat." Xu Xi tidied up the dining room and called Lu Haosheng to come over to eat. Just now he saw a lot of boxes of leftover instant noodles in the kitchen. Could it be that he has eaten all these these days?

"Why are you here?" Lu Haosheng looked at Xu Xi in front of him, clenched his fists tightly, his nails pierced deeply into his flesh, as if this was the only way he could wake himself up, as if this was the only way he would not collapse .

"You're here, so I'm here." Xu Xi said lightly, as if nothing had happened, they were still the same as before, simple but beautiful.

Lu Haosheng knocked down the chopsticks that Xu Xi handed over, and looked at him with bloodshot eyes, but Xu Xi just smiled faintly, as if all this was nothing to him.

"I'm bankrupt, I have nothing left, and I still owe a lot of debt, you know." Lu Haosheng said word by word, he had never felt that he was such a waste, but in front of Xu Xi, how much he I hope I can hide and prevent him from seeing such an unbearable side of myself.

"It's okay, I don't care, the big deal is that I will pay it back with you, and it will be paid off." Xu Xi picked up the dropped chopsticks, gave him a new pair of chopsticks, and then scooped up Lu Haosheng's chopsticks on his own. A bowl of fish soup was placed in front of him.

"Are you an idiot? I don't have anything now, and I'm being forced to pay off my debts. What are you doing with me? Get out, get out." Lu Haosheng stood up and said, clapping his hands on the table with fish in it. The bowl of soup happened to be poured into his hand, but within a split second, Lu Haosheng's right hand was already red.And Lu Haosheng didn't seem to feel any pain, he just looked at Xu Xi like that, biting his lips tightly to prevent himself from collapsing in the next moment.

"Your hand." Xu Xi hurriedly ran over to hold Lu Haosheng's hand to check the injury, but was pushed to the ground by Lu Haosheng.

"I told you to leave, didn't you hear, I beg you, let's go." Lu Haosheng finally couldn't help it, and at the end his voice was mixed with sobs.Facing the company's overwhelming defeat, he didn't collapse, nor did he face Shen Qiao's pressing every step of the way and those partners' downfall, but Xu Xi just looked at him calmly, saying that he didn't care, so he just kept going. I couldn't bear it any longer.He is human, he will be tired, he will also be in pain, and he does not want to be alone, but he has nothing, it is really not worth it.

"It's okay, just cry out, I'll be here with you, and I won't leave you alone anymore." Xu Xi hugged Lu Haosheng who was curled up like a hedgehog. He understood Lu Haosheng's pain, so he felt more pain Cherish and feel sorry for Lu Haosheng like this.Now that they are by his side, they can take care of everything together, and will not let Lu Haosheng suffer so much pain alone.

Lu Haosheng vented for a long time that day, and the emotions of so many days were vented in an instant. His whole body was like a deflated ball, leaving only scars everywhere.

I can bear all the pain and loneliness, but when you came to my side, I realized how hard it is to pretend to be neither painful nor tired.