In your lifetime, stay safe

There are lights and shadows on the street, pedestrians pass by in a hurry, most of them are lovers clinging to each other, but there are always a few lonely people who can't see the way ahead and can't go back.

Xu Xi crossed his hands on his chest, as if this would make him feel better. He didn't know how he got out of that place, and he didn't know where he should go now.He just wants to be alone, or get drunk.

"Qiu Shuang, do you have time? Can you come and pick me up?"

Xu Xi hung up the phone and sat on a bench in the park next to him. He had just sent a text message to Li Shuning to ask her to take care of Xu Wen for the whole night. How could he let his son see him in such a terrible state? Otherwise, he would definitely complain again My father is useless.He also didn't want to go home, didn't want to see Lu Haosheng, just wanted to be alone, after thinking about it, he could only disturb Qiu Shuang, and hoped that she wouldn't be angry.

During the half an hour waiting for Qiu Shuang to come, Xu Xi thought a lot about his high school life with Lu Haosheng. Lu Haosheng was always so unattainable. I've been liking it until now, it's really not worth it when I think about it.

"What's the matter, what happened, this is on you, damn it, who the hell bullied you, is it that Lu Haosheng, I'm going to settle accounts with him now." Qiu Shuang felt something was wrong when he received Xu Xi's call , Xu Xi had never called her so late before, and Xu Xi's tone on the phone just now was also very abnormal, so Qiu Shuang almost drove over at his maximum speed.When I came over, I saw Xu Xi sitting alone in the park, his hair was almost stuck to his forehead, and the clothes on his body seemed to have been splashed by someone.Qiu Shuang had always looked down on Lu Haosheng, but now that he saw Xu Xi like this, all the blood in his body was going backwards.

"It's okay, come and sit down." Xu Xi pulled Qiu Shuang to sit next to him, with a smile that didn't matter.

"Why are your hands so cold, Xu Xi, tell me if something happened." Qiu Shuang was so anxious that he was on the verge of crying. Xu Xi has always been like this. I don't want others to worry about him, so I have always endured it silently by myself, but this makes people feel more distressed.

"Qiu Shuang, don't ask anything, okay, just let me lean on Qiu Shuang's shoulder for a while, okay." Xu Xi leaned on Qiu Shuang's shoulder, although he thought it was useless, but he insisted on it for too long. too tired.

"It's okay, I'm here, it's okay." Qiu Shuang put his arms around Xu Xi's shoulders, and just stayed with him like this without saying anything.

"Qiu Shuang, let's go to the bar, I want to drink." Xu Xi sat up straight and said in a low voice.

"Okay, we'll go wherever you say." Qiu Shuang pulled Xu Xi into the car and drove out.

Qiu Shuang lowered the car window a little, and the cold wind outside the window poured into the car. Xu Xi felt a lot more awake, and then realized how reckless it was to call Qiu Shuang out so late. After all, Qiu Shuang has a family now and she has two children, will this cause misunderstandings for her?

"Sorry, calling you out so late, will your husband be unhappy?" Xu Xi said apologetically.

"It's okay, my husband knows that I want to see you, so I won't misunderstand. Besides, my husband has always been the one with the least status in the family, so don't think too much about it. Besides, we are such good girlfriends, how can I If you can leave you alone, then what kind of girlfriends are you?"

Xu Xi smiled embarrassedly, he could tell that Qiu Shuang was very happy now, her husband should also love her very much, he was really envious, even almost jealous.

Qiu Shuang drove directly to a food stall, dragged Xu Xi to find an empty seat, and then let the boss serve the wine

"What if we don't get drunk tonight? What's the matter? We forget about it after drinking." Qiu Shuang boldly opened several bottles of beer, put them in front of Xu Xi, and picked them up by himself. Start with a bottle of wine.

Xu Xi hadn't drank much before, seeing Qiu Shuang so neat, he didn't feel restrained anymore, picked up the beer bottle and started drinking, but he choked up when he drank in a hurry, and let Qiu Shuang see it for no reason joke.

"It's okay, let's continue, you'll get used to it if you drink too much." Qiu Shuang asked the boss to take two cups, and served some barbecue by the way.In fact, she didn't know how to drink at first, but she got used to it later and felt that it was nothing.

Xu Xi picked up a glass and drank another, as if he wanted to drink all the depression tonight, and swallow all the unhappy things with wine.

"Xiao Shuang, do you know that sometimes I really hate myself, I'm so cowardly and useless, so I deserve to be bullied." After all, Xu Xi drank too much wine, and he was vaguely drunk, and accumulated himself through the drunkenness. All the words that have been in my heart for many years have been said.

"I went to dinner with Lu Haosheng tonight, but I met Cheng Na, who was our high school classmate. Cheng Na didn't like me, and I didn't care if I was a disgusting gay, but Lu Haosheng, why should he Don't believe me, why."

Qiu Shuang remembered that there was such a person. He was a lotus bitch when he was in high school, but he didn't expect to be a monster now.Even though he wasn't there, he could make a rough guess.

"Xiao Shuang, you know, I really don't want much, I can earn money by myself, I can buy a house by myself. I just want to find someone who will believe in me and be willing to stay with me all the time. But Lu Hao Sheng is not that person, he would rather believe his own eyes, believe what he sees, he is not willing to believe me. Sometimes I don't know what kind of person I am in his heart, how unbearable I am, so He just doesn't want to believe me. I just hope that he can believe me and stand by me unconditionally, and don't leave me so helpless alone, isn't this a luxury?"

"Xu Xi, it's okay. I believe in you. No matter what you do, I will believe in you. No matter whether you do something right or wrong, I will stand by your side unconditionally. If you do something right, I will be with you." Let's scold that unscrupulous green tea whore together, it doesn't matter if you do something wrong, in my heart, our family Xu Xi has done nothing wrong, at worst we can't fight and run away, don't you think so?"

"Xiao Shuang, you are so kind, why can't Lu Haosheng trust me like you do."

"Xu Xi, it's okay. It's hard to find three-legged men. Aren't two-legged men all over the street? At worst, we don't want that Lu Haosheng, we'll find another one."

"I don't want it, I don't want it anymore." Xu Xi fell drunk on the table as he said that, the corners of his eyes were a little bright, and he kept mumbling in his mouth that he didn't want it anymore, he couldn't afford it, and he didn't dare to take it anymore.

Qiu Shuang looked at Xu Xi who was lying on the table, it's all right, I'll be here from now on, I won't let others bully you.

Looking at Xu Xi like this, Qiu Shuang also felt distressed.Thinking of the ignorant self in the past, I don't feel a little self-deprecating, how lucky I and Xu Xi are.

In fact, Qiu Shuang had a boyfriend who had been dating for many years before. They had known each other since college and made an appointment to get married as soon as they graduated. It was only later that they realized that life is sometimes like what is sung in the song: too beautiful promises because they are too young.After graduation, the two hit a wall one after another. Qiu Shuang chose to stay and find a job of his own. But Qiu Shuang's boyfriend chose to leave to fight because he was unwilling, and said he would come back to marry her after earning enough money.At that time, they relied on the phone and the Internet to communicate, because they had just graduated, so they were always working very hard. Qiu Shuang worked for half a month, and when he called his boyfriend that night, he made a random joke, saying that I don't work Okay, please support me.At that time, Qiu Shuang knew it was impossible, but he just hoped to get some comfort, or even lie to himself. Qiu Shuang even thought about letting go of everything here and choosing to fight with him, but he was full of loneliness and courage. Still a deflated balloon.

At that time, he said, "Go to bed early, I have to go to work tomorrow."

Qiu Shuang felt very uncomfortable at that time, why couldn't he lie to himself, and then love was finally lost to time and distance, he had a new partner, and he finally chose to get out of that love.But now that I think about it, it’s not necessarily a bad thing to miss sometimes, at least I’ve grown up and met the right person.

Although the current husband is not tall and handsome, Qiu Shuang just thinks he is very good. Qiu Shuang knows that they all like to eat beef, but whenever there is beef on the dinner table, he always picks all the beef into his d bowl. To eat those vegetables, Qiu Shuang sometimes wants to laugh when he sees them.And he is really stupid, he believes everything he says, last time someone called and lied to him that something happened to him and asked him to send money, and it happened that his phone was turned off at that time, he was really stupid The money has passed.Such a stupid person, if he doesn't care about it, it would be a pity to be cheated away.

Qiu Shuang found a hotel for the drunk Xu Xi to rest, and then found a surrogate driver to go home. He thought that the family should have gone to bed by this time, but who knew he was still sitting on the sofa waiting for him.Obviously sleepy to death, but really can't get angry.

"It's so late, why are you still awake?"

"I'm worried if you don't come back. By the way, I left some soup for you. Do you want to drink some?"

Looking at the busy man, Qiu Shuang couldn't help hugging him from behind. Such a good man, he had done a lot of good deeds in his previous life to meet him.

On the other side, Lu Haosheng searched all night and almost searched all the places, but there was no trace of Xu Xi, as if he had disappeared into his life just like two years ago, and could never be found again. .

Qiu Shuang woke up early the next day to pick up Xu Xi from the hotel. When he arrived, he was taking a shower in the bathroom, and he was still a little uncomfortable seeing Qiu Shuang sitting on the bed.

"No, the clothes I brought you, I threw away yesterday's clothes for you, they all stink."

"Thank you." In the end, Xu Xi really didn't know what to do if Qiu Shuang didn't come.

"Thank you yesterday." Xu Xi changed his clothes and said apologetically. After all, he suddenly called someone out yesterday and heard himself complaining all night. Thinking about it, he feels embarrassed.

"Let's go, pick up my godson by the way." Qiu Shuang walked directly downstairs, and Xu Xi hurriedly followed.

He went to Li Shuning's place to pick up Xu Wen, and had breakfast outside before heading back.On the way, Qiu Shuang asked Xu Xi if he had let go. Xu Xi said that he really let go this time. Qiu Shuang also promised to find a better one for him, which made Xu Xi dumbfounded. Now he dare not think about anything. , as long as you take good care of your son.

But Xu Xi didn't expect that Lu Haosheng would wait at the door of his apartment, looking at his appearance, did he sit here all night?

"Xu Xi, you're back, do you know that I've been looking for you for a long time?" Lu Haosheng saw Xu Xi come back and struggled to get up, his steps were a little staggered, but he still walked towards Xu Xi, wanting to hold him in his arms It proves that he is a real existence, and he has not disappeared like last time.

Seeing Lu Haosheng approaching, Xu Xi subconsciously took a step back.But I didn't expect Qiu Shuang to kick it with a heart-warming kick. Lu Haosheng was already exhausted, and he was defenseless, so he fell to the ground and couldn't get up for a long time.

Xu Xi couldn't believe it, Qiu Shuang was wearing high heels, so there was no need to be so ruthless.

"Xu Xi, you guys go in first, I'll do it here." Qiu Shuang took off the sunglasses on his face, it looked like he was about to show his skills.

Just as Xu Wen wanted to say something, Xu Xi hugged him in. Now this battlefield filled with gunpowder and smoke is really not suitable for children.Although Xu Xi couldn't bear it, he also knew that since he decided to give up, there was no need to be so procrastinating. Sometimes being decisive is not a bad thing at all.Besides, with Qiu Shuang's fiery temper, if he begged for mercy, he might even beat him up.

"Qiu Shuang, what do you want to do?" Lu Haosheng endured the pain and struggled to get up. Xu Xi had already carried Xu Wen in. Looking at the situation, he knew that he needed to talk to Qiu Shuang.

"What do I want to do, surnamed Lu, let me tell you, Xu Xi cares about you, but it doesn't mean you can bully him casually. The old lady entrusted him to you, not to let him be bullied by you. You are attracting bees and butterflies outside. You can ignore it, but you have made Xu Xi bullied, and I am not a vegetarian." Qiu Shuang said without stage fright that she had experienced many such scenes, as if no one had ever fought.

"I didn't bully him." Lu Haosheng subconsciously wanted to refute.

"No bullying, then let me ask you, what happened last night, do you know that Xu Xi cried yesterday, do you know how much he endured alone, do you know how heavy your position is to him? How did he What did you do to him, how did you treat him. Xu Xi is a nice person, so he doesn’t have to care. But I can’t, if Xu Xi is bullied, I will find him back, no one can bully him, not even you.”

Lu Haosheng remembered what happened yesterday, and knew that he had gone too far, but that was the best solution at that time.It's just that Lu Haosheng ignored it. It was a way to make everyone happy, and it really pushed all the suffering on Xu Xi alone. He considered everyone's feelings, but ignored the person who should be considered the most. .

"Go away, Xu Xi doesn't want to see you, and I don't want to see you either." Qiu Shuang prepared to open the door and enter without even looking at Lu Haosheng.

"I won't give up, I don't have to give up anything, only Xu Xi, I can't do it." Lu Haosheng said word by word while clutching his abdomen.

"What did you say?" Qiu Shuang turned around and stared at him, as if Lu Haosheng would eat him alive if he said another word.

"I said I wouldn't give up."

"Is it because I didn't speak clearly enough, or are you deaf?" Qiu Shuang approached step by step, the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually enlarged.

"No matter what, I won't give up."

Before Lu Haosheng could finish his sentence, Qiu Shuang kicked him again. Now Lu Haosheng really couldn't stand up. After all, Qiu Shuang was wearing [-]cm high heels.

"My surname is Lu, let me tell you right now, don't be ignorant of flattery, I'm not as good-tempered as Xu Xi, you should take care of yourself." After finishing speaking, Qiu Shuang took out the key without looking at the people on the ground. He opened the door, leaving Lu Haosheng lying on the ground alone, sobbing.

"He, is he alright?" Xu Xi asked a little uneasy as he watched Qiu Shuang come in.

"Don't worry, if you can't die, just leave it alone, I'm a son."

"He's in the room." Xu Xi was still a little worried, but he felt that he was too procrastinating. Since he decided to give up, it meant that that person had nothing to do with him, so why should he care about it.

"By the way, Xu Xi, I've already found a lot of male friends. Let me go on a blind date with you sometime." Qiu Shuang said to Xu Xi. As the saying goes, the best way to forget a relationship is to start a relationship. Another relationship, Xu Xi is so good, he will definitely not be able to find a good person.

"No way." Xu Xi looked at Qiu Shuang and couldn't believe it.

Qiu Shuang smiled, just leave it to my sister, I promise to find you a good man.