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"Go back, where do you want me to go?" Lu Haosheng just looked at Xu Xi straightly, not knowing what he meant by this sentence.

Xu Xi regretted it as soon as he finished speaking, but now that he was questioned by Lu Haosheng, he was even more at a loss.

"Get in the car first." Lu Haosheng opened the co-pilot's door, there are too many people here now, it's not a place to talk.After Xu Xi got into the car, Lu Haosheng stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, and drove the car like this.

Xu Xi grasped the handrail tightly, for some reason, he just felt that Lu Haosheng wanted to die with him at the moment.

He drove to a forked road, which was a kind of remote side road. Lu Haosheng parked the car here, and the veins in his hands clutching the steering wheel bulged, which showed how angry he was now.

Xu Xi looked at this deserted place, and the uneasiness in his heart gradually increased, and Lu Haosheng's appearance was not right, he didn't know what to do, and he didn't even dare to vent his anger.

"Do you hate me that much?" Lu Haosheng lowered his head and said in a low voice.

"Ah." Xu Xi was a little confused as to where this came from.

"You want me to go back, why?" Lu Haosheng looked up at him, really wanting to shut Xu Xi's mouth tightly, so that he wouldn't say those things that made him uneasy.

"Your work and family are not here." Xu Xi looked at Lu Haosheng and said cautiously.

"But you are here."

When Xu Xi heard Lu Haosheng say this, his mind went blank for a moment, and he couldn't say anything.

"I said that I like you and I want you to be by my side all my life. Am I so untrustworthy that you don't want to believe what I say at all?"

"It's not that I don't believe it, it's that I don't dare." Xu Xi didn't dare to look up into Lu Haosheng's eyes. Lu Haosheng's eyes were too sincere, and he was afraid that he would be trapped in that starry sky and never come out again.

"You know, me." Xu Xi wanted to talk about his many problems, but he had already mentioned these to Lu Haosheng once, and now he was not convincing.

"I know that you are not good enough, but no one is perfect. You think you are not good enough for me, but in my heart, I think you are the unattainable person. I have a lot of bad things about me. I’m almost 30 years old and I haven’t had a serious relationship. I don’t know how to pursue someone, but I’m really working hard to learn. Maybe I’m not doing very well in many places, but you can’t take a chance Leave it to me. You can hit me and scold me when I'm wrong, but you can't just say let me go back, let me not appear in your life, do you know that this is the biggest harm to me. I am also human, I am not indestructible, I will be hurt and hurt, why can’t you see my efforts. You say you are cowardly, because you never want to look up at the world, you always It's to stay in your own world, you can't get out by yourself, and you won't let others in. If you don't want to come out, I can drop everything and go in to accompany you, but you, can you stop telling me to leave?" Lu Haosheng Sincerely speaking, sometimes he really hates Xu Xi, why is he so cruel to him, but he still can't let it go.

"But I have children."

"I don't care, I like Xu Wen too, we can raise him together."

"But your parents' side."

"I'll go and talk to them, and I promise there will be no problems, as long as you have no problems."

Xu Xi originally wanted to say something, but looking at Lu Haosheng, he couldn't say anything.It seems that as Lu Haosheng said, he has been hiding, has been stagnant, dare not accept other people's good, living in his own world, lonely like a dog.

"Promise me, give me a chance, let's try." Lu Haosheng grabbed Xu Xi's hand and put it on his chest, and said word by word.

"We, can we really?"

"As long as you want, leave the rest to me."

"Me." Xu Xi wanted to say something, but he didn't expect Lu Haosheng to kiss him in seconds, swallowing all the words in his stomach.

Lu Haosheng hugged Xu Xi tightly, feeling that the whole world was clean, as if sometimes using a little force would still have a good effect.

"Xu Xi, look at me and trust me once, okay?" Lu Haosheng caressed Xu Xi's cheek, sneaking kisses from time to time.

"If you don't agree, I'll keep kissing you until you agree. Anyway, I found out, and I can't use words to deal with you. Force is the most reliable."

Xu Xi looked at Lu Haosheng, he really didn't expect him to be such a rascal, he stretched out his arms and hugged Lu Haosheng slowly, as if he had entrusted his whole world to him.

Now that the relationship is settled, Lu Haosheng thought it was natural to have a good celebration, but Xu Xi said that he would go to pick up his son.After all, Xu Wen will be out of school soon, so it's just right to go at this time.

"Okay, then let's go pick up our son." Lu Haosheng said in a good mood, and he didn't let go of Xu Xi's hand.

Here, he happily picks up his son, but Li Shuning in the bookstore is still worried about Xu Xi, there is no news at all, it's really worrying.

Xu Xi was very happy that day, and he and Lu Haosheng talked all over, and they came together again.And Xu Wen also accepts his new father, it can be seen that Lu Haosheng loves Xiaobai very much.Xu Xi felt that Lu Haosheng was so responsive to Xiaobai, he could be said to be spoiled. Adding Li Shuning and Qiu Shuang, he felt that his father's status was almost at risk.

Today is the weekend, Qiu Shuang took Xiao Bai out to play, and of course Li Shuning also went, Xu Xi didn't like the excitement, so he just stayed at home.I wanted to have a good night's sleep, but when I heard the sound of the door opening, I knew that guy had come over again. I don't know when he got the key of his own house, and now he almost regarded this as his own home.

Xu Xi sat up, and sure enough, Lu Haosheng opened the door and sneaked in. Thinking of Lu Haosheng's recent behavior, Xu Xi felt it was funny. After all, because of Xu Wen's presence, they couldn't do anything unsuitable for children. It's nothing, it's just that Lu Haosheng has a bitter face, as if someone owes him a lot of money.

"I said that you are the boss of a company anyway, why don't you be so sneaky." Xu Xi mocked mercilessly.

"Okay, you, watch my joke, and watch how I deal with you." Lu Haosheng threw himself on Xu Xi's body with a thump, and let go of Xu Xi after kissing enough.

"It's not good to be promiscuous in the daytime." Xu Xi looked at the person on top of him, and that place pushed him up, the meaning of which was self-evident.Xu Xi is the kind of person who is very restrained when there are strangers around, but for Lu Haosheng, who is getting more and more clumsy, he doesn't need to be restrained.

"Then let me move here." Lu Haosheng got down from Xu Xi's body, held Xu Xi's hand and put it on his face, full of desire and dissatisfaction.

"You know, sometimes Xiaobai wants me to sleep with him at night." Xu Xi waved his hand, indicating that it was not my fault.

"So, let's hurry up, you said, we haven't done anything since confirming the relationship." Lu Haosheng slowly moved down holding Xu Xi's hand, along his chest, abdomen, and left In some indescribable place.

"No, I'm very tired. There are a lot of things going on in the store recently." Xu Xi withdrew his hand to prevent Lu Haosheng from succeeding, otherwise he would be disabled for several days.

"It's okay, just lie down, and I'll take care of you." Lu Haosheng lifted the quilt and let the sunlight fall all over the floor.

What does it mean to only breathe out but not to breathe in? Xu Xi feels as if he has been run over by a car. There is no pain in his body, and the culprit is still looking at him with that kind of affectionate eyes. It really makes people angry. Can't get it up.

"Is it uncomfortable? I'll give you a massage." Lu Haosheng is still very gentlemanly, after all, he made it by himself. Looking at the bruises on Xu Xi's body, you can see how fierce they were just now. .But it can't be Lu Haosheng, after all, it's normal to bear it for so long.

Xu Xi let Lu Haosheng give him a massage. Sure enough, a beast in clothes is what describes a person like Lu Haosheng, his waist.

"What do you want to eat tonight, I'll make it for you." Lu Haosheng has now slowly moved closer to a good man at home, but Lu Haosheng still enjoys it very much.

"It's fine, just do whatever you want." Xu Xi said lazily, but when he saw Lu Haosheng, he remembered a question that he had neglected for a long time.Lu Haosheng has been in Hangzhou for nearly two months, and his company has nothing to do.

"By the way, I forgot to ask you, what about the company's affairs if you stay here."

"I hired someone from the outside to help me manage the company, and I also handle the company's major events through emails, and sometimes video conferences. Don't worry, I can definitely support you. If there are any questions, I promise to know There is no end to words.”

"I can eat very well, are you sure I can afford it?"

"It's a big deal, I'll eat less."

Seeing Lu Haosheng pretending to be wronged, Xu Xi smiled, pinched his cheek, and felt warm in his heart.

Lu Haosheng held Xu Xi in his arms, and stroked Xu Xi's naked skin, feeling that his lower body was about to move again.

"Go out, I'm getting dressed." Xu Xi drove Lu Haosheng out, he didn't want to do it again, he didn't have as good physical strength as Lu Haosheng.

"What's there to be shy about? I haven't seen or touched that part of your body." Lu Haosheng said funny.

"Go out and cook." Xu Xi drove Lu Haosheng out, and flung himself onto the bed by himself, with his head stuffed into the pillow, his heart half filled with joy and half satisfied.

Qiu Shuang came back with Xiaobai and saw such a scene of clothes. Lu Haosheng was busy in the kitchen, while Xu Xi was lying on the sofa watching TV. There were leftover orange peels beside him. Look at how loving they are. , I really blinded my eyes.

"Father." Xu Wen ran over to hug Xu Xi, and showed Xu Xi his spoils today.

"My son is awesome, and he knows how to bring gifts for dad." Xu Xi kissed Xu Wen, and as usual, he was disgusted by his son.

"Baby, where are mine." Lu Haosheng had seen it in the kitchen a long time ago, and when he saw Xu Xi coming over with gifts, he squatted in front of Xu Wen, expressing that I was ready, so let's throw a lot of presents here.

"I didn't have any money, so I didn't buy it." Xu Wen said with some embarrassment. In fact, he bought too many snacks and exceeded his budget, so he wronged Lu Haosheng.

Xu Xi had to hold back his laughter so that he couldn't let himself laugh. Seeing Lu Haosheng's face pretending to be fine, he felt it was funny.

"It's okay." Lu Haosheng smiled awkwardly, turned around and continued to work in the kitchen.

"When that person is delivered, I'll go back." Qiu Shuang said to Xu Xi.

"Why don't we stay and have dinner together?"

"No need, my husband is still waiting for me downstairs." Qiu Shuang bid farewell to Xu Wen, and Lu Haosheng also came to see him off.To be honest, I actually don't like Lu Haosheng very much, thinking that his and Xu Xi's personalities are too different, but they are already together, and I don't care too much as a friend, as long as they are happy.

Xu Xi went downstairs to give Qiu Shuang some gifts, and said that next time he had a chance to go out to play together, and when he came back, he saw Lu Haosheng sitting there holding Xu Wen and discussing something, why did he feel so secretive.

"Xiaobai, this is our secret." Lu Haosheng said to Xu Wen.

"Well, I won't tell others." After Xu Wen finished speaking, he ran back to his room to play with toys, passing by Xu Xi's side without even taking a look.

"What were you discussing just now?" Xu Xi asked.

"Secret." Lu Haosheng stopped talking after saying these two words, and went to the kitchen to watch his soup.

Seeing Lu Haosheng like that, Xu Xi knew what he said just now. He is really a jealous person. Xu Wen must have lost his temper for not bringing him a gift just now. Really, it makes people laugh and cry.

When eating, Xu Xi became the shopkeeper. Anyway, now Lu Haosheng takes care of Xu Wen better than himself, so I don't want to join in the fun. I have to say that Lu Haosheng's cooking skills have indeed improved a lot , It can be said that compared with the past that can only make noodles, it can be said that it is a world.

After dinner, Xu Xi gave Xiaobai a bath and told him to go to rest early, because he still has class tomorrow.After playing outside all day, Xu Wen was also tired and fell asleep within a while.When Xu Xi came out of Xu Wen's room, he saw that Lu Haosheng had changed into his pajamas at some point, and at some point he even brought his own clothes over.

"You don't go back." Xu Xi looked at him, probably because he wanted to hang on.

"I think it's necessary for us to discuss it. I'm not someone without a boyfriend. Is it really okay for you to let me stay alone in an empty room every day?" Lu Haosheng said righteously, determined not to compromise for his own benefit .

"Okay, you're right, good night, and close the door for me when I go out later." Xu Xi didn't care about Lu Haosheng's theory. He was not his opponent in terms of eloquence, and he was wrong anyway. , Then what are you doing wasting that time.

"Anyway, I'm going to sleep here tonight." Lu Haosheng followed Xu Xi into the house. Sometimes it seems more beneficial to be a rascal than a gentleman.

Xu Xi was helpless. He used to think that Lu Haosheng was an iceberg beauty, but now he is a rascal, whose IQ is not as good as that of a child.Why did I feel that he was unattainable at first?

Holding Xu Xi in Lu Haosheng's arms, he felt that someone had finally settled in his empty heart, as if he had finally found his place after wandering for a long time. This feeling was very reassuring.

"Say it first, I don't have the strength anymore." Xu Xi felt the need to say something, otherwise, with Lu Haosheng in a state of excitement, he didn't want to go to the store tomorrow and be laughed at by that rotten girl Li Shuning.

"Don't worry, I'm just hugging, absolutely nothing." Lu Haosheng said sincerely.

Facts proved that Xu Xi was still too naive. When Xu Xi had to ask for leave the next day, he felt that it was necessary not to let Lu Haosheng go to bed.

I have traveled thousands of miles alone, and it is so good to meet you when I am not getting old.