In your lifetime, stay safe

That night, the moon and the stars were thin, there was a breeze blowing past the ears, and the fallen leaves fell behind him. Xu Xi lay on Lu Haosheng's back, listening to his shallow breathing, as if it had been a lifetime.

"Are you hungry, do you want me to cook something for you?" Lu Haosheng asked gently as he put Xu Xi on the sofa.

"Yeah." Xu Xi was embarrassed to look at him, lowered his head and said, he hadn't eaten since noon and was already hungry.It's just that they were so close just now, that I didn't even know where to put my hands.

"Then wait for me for a while and watch TV, it will be fine soon." Lu Haosheng rubbed Xu Xi's hair, then went to find the apron to cook.

Xu Xi looked at Lu Haosheng who was busy in the kitchen, the warm light shone on him, as if it was something beautiful and out of place.Xu Xi leaned on the pillow, thinking about the good smell of Lu Haosheng, thinking about his broad back, thinking about everything about Lu Haosheng.From time to time, his gentleness is like sex, but he still can't help but fall into it.Xu Xi didn't turn on the TV, but lay on the sofa thinking about what happened today. He didn't expect that even his relatives would treat him like that, but Lu Haosheng was willing to defend himself so recklessly.

Xu Xi has long been used to Xu Yingyu's ruthlessness. When he lived in their house temporarily, he was always cautious, afraid that if he did something wrong, he would be scolded.But the more cautious they are, the more disgusted they are with their own existence, so they choose one person to come out, so that at least they are freer.

"What are you thinking about? It's time to eat." Lu Haosheng walked over and said, why is this guy distracted anytime and anywhere.

"Oh." Xu Xi got up from the sofa, but he couldn't find his slippers. Lu Haosheng carried him in just now, so his slippers were still in the entrance.

"Do you want me to hug you?"

"No need." Xu Xi hurriedly refused, since he was not seriously ill, he could still walk.Besides, I'm not a girl, how embarrassing to be hugged by others.

Lu Haosheng saw that Xu Xi was too strong, sometimes he couldn't reason with him, it would be better to do it directly, otherwise the meal would be cold when he walked over by himself.Lu Haosheng directly hugged Xu Xi's waist and hugged him vigorously, walking towards the dining room.

"Hello." Xu Xi was a little caught off guard. When he realized that he was already in Lu Haosheng's arms, he subconsciously hugged Lu Haosheng's neck to prevent him from falling.Realizing how close they are, Xu Xi hurriedly withdrew his hands, wanted to get down and walk by himself but couldn't get rid of Lu Haosheng's embrace.

"Don't move around, I'm not responsible for falling down." Lu Haosheng said a little funny, how could such a big man blush even if he couldn't move.

Xu Xi blushed like a tomato, and could only nestle in Lu Haosheng's arms like a turtle.

Lu Haosheng put Xu Xi on the stool, and then sat opposite him.

"Try it." Lu Haosheng handed the noodles he made to Xu Xi's noodles. In fact, there are quite a lot of ingredients in the refrigerator. The key is that he doesn't know how to make them, so he can only make some tomato and egg noodles.But it should still be possible, Lu Haosheng thought so.

Looking at the steaming noodles in front of him, Xu Xi couldn't express what it was like. In the past, he always thought that no matter what happened to him, he could just grit his teeth and persevere, so he always pretended to be omnipotent. appearance, but only Xu Xi knows that he has never been that kind of strong person, he is weak and incompetent, and only wants to avoid things when he encounters them.But he can't help it, this world is so cruel, if he wants to survive, he has to endure what he didn't dare to bear before.How long has it been since I have been taken care of like this, and I almost forgot that I would be tired too.Because there is no home to hide behind, I can only move forward a little bit.

"What's the matter, is my cooking not tasty? No, I tasted it just now, and it tastes okay." Lu Haosheng watched Xu Xi hold the chopsticks and hesitated to do it, wondering if he should make it himself The noodles are too unpalatable, so Xu Xi doesn't like to eat them.

"No, I just felt a little surprised." Xu Xi came back to his senses and said, now that he thought about the past, he felt that all the hardships he had suffered before seemed nothing.

"Accident, isn't it just a bowl of noodles? What a surprise." Lu Haosheng was puzzled, did Xu Xi never eat tomato and egg noodles before.

"Actually, when I first came out, in order to survive in this city, I worked many jobs every day, and sometimes I returned to the house I rented in the middle of the night. At that time, there was no money, so the rent was the kind of cold winter and summer. The basement is hot, and the food is the cheapest. But you know, I don’t have a degree, and I haven’t even finished high school, so no formal company is willing to hire me, so I can only do odd jobs at that time, sometimes I couldn’t pay the rent, so I was kicked out by the landlord to sleep on the street. After finally finding a stable job, I thought I could start a new life, but Li Ying asked me for money every day, and sometimes I wanted to Let’s just die like this, since there is no point in living anyway. It’s better to die, so that you don’t have to live so tiringly.” Xu Xi said lightly, as if he was telling someone else’s story, which had nothing to do with him.

"Okay, stop talking, I won't let you be bullied with me in the future." Lu Haosheng said solemnly.

Xu Xi didn't speak. He had already passed the age of believing other people's promises, but even so, he would still feel the long-lost warmth. At least there are still people in this world who care about him.

"Okay, eat quickly, it's getting cold." Lu Haosheng didn't know how Xu Xi spent those years. Although what Xu Xi said was calm, one can imagine that his past few years must have been very smooth. not good.Lu Haosheng already knew a lot about Xu Xi from Shao Fengmian. He knew that his parents died in a car accident when he was in high school, and he was adopted by relatives. It was just that the relatives treated him badly, so he chose only one person to make a living.Lu Haosheng couldn't imagine how Xu Xi came here for so many years, he just felt sorry for not being by his side in those few years, feeling sorry for not meeting him earlier, so that he could protect him in his arms early and tell him, I have been here all the time.

"Is there any more?" Xu Xi ate the noodles in front of him in a few strokes, probably because he said all the things accumulated in his heart for so long and relieved a lot, so his stomach was also very hungry, and he never ate so much before. Yes, but Xu Xi wanted to eat more tonight. It was like this before. When something unpleasant happened, he would eat, so that at least he could feel better.

"The noodles are gone, but I boiled two eggs for you, and I'll get them for you."

Lu Haosheng peeled the egg and handed it to Xu Xi. Watching him take a bite, he quickly poured him a glass of water.

"No one is robbing you, what's the matter?" Lu Haosheng wiped his mouth with a tissue, and made him look like a tabby cat after eating.

"Still hungry." Xu Xi burped a lot while talking, but he still wanted to eat without blushing.

"Why didn't I realize that you can eat so much before, you're almost like a bun." Lu Haosheng hooked Xu Xi's nose and said angrily.

Xu Xi pouted, what's wrong with Baozi's face, he wanted to.

"If you eat too much at night, you won't be able to sleep. Why don't you eat some fruit? I just bought a banana."

"Okay." Xu Xi waited for Lu Haosheng to come over with bananas, thinking that he could eat some more later.

"Then you eat first, I warmed you a glass of milk, don't forget to drink it." Lu Haosheng instructed, then picked up the bowl and walked to the kitchen, thinking whether to buy a dishwasher, after all, he hates it Dishwashing.

After Lu Haosheng finished washing the dishes, he saw Xu Xi lying on the sofa rubbing his stomach. Needless to say, he must be full.

Xu Xi was lying on the sofa, and music programs were playing on the TV, so it was best to close your eyes and rest your mind.But I didn't expect my body to be lifted up by someone, and then I felt leaned against a gentle place. When Xu Xi turned around to look, when did Lu Haosheng walk over, and now I was putting my head on his lap .

"I'll rub your belly for you, otherwise you won't be able to sleep at night." Lu Haosheng said kindly, deliberately ignoring someone's surprise.

"Oh." Xu Xi turned his head to watch TV, pretending that Lu Haosheng didn't exist, but his hand was on his stomach, and he couldn't ignore it even if he wanted to.At this moment, Xu Xi looked down on him very much, reminding himself to stay away from Lu Haosheng, but at the same time couldn't help but fall for his tenderness.If Lu Haosheng could treat him a little worse, he wouldn't have to be so entangled.

Neither of them spoke, and there was only light music playing on the TV in the room, which was unusually harmonious.

Lu Haosheng rubbed for a while, wondering why Xu Xi didn't respond, but it turned out that he had fallen asleep long ago.Lu Haosheng laughed, and resigned himself to his fate, picked up Xu Xi and walked to his room, covered him with a quilt before coming out.

Lu Haosheng never thought that he was a good person alone. Although he didn't do many bad things, and most of them were done by others, it didn't mean that he was a good person. The people in the family generally do not end well, and he will not let go of any of the two relatives of Xu Xi that Shao Fengmian mentioned today.He would make them pay back double what they owed Xu Xi.

When something like this happened, Xu Xi thought it would be very difficult to continue the lawsuit, and besides, he couldn't afford the lawyer's fee.And he has already caused a lot of trouble for Lu Haosheng, because his own affairs have delayed many important things for Lu Haosheng, so Xu Xi finally thinks about it and forgets it, just pretend that he doesn't have that ability.But I didn't expect that when I went to see Lawyer Shao today, I heard that there was a new development in the matter. If there is a lawsuit, there is an 80.00% success rate.And his legal fees are also paid by someone, so don't worry about it yourself.Xu Xi is not a fool. There is no one else in this world who will help him except Lu Haosheng. Thinking that he will trouble him in the end, Xu Xi feels uneasy. He already owes him too much. This life is still unclear.

But the deal is done, and Xu Xi is not the kind of person who doesn't know how to praise him, so he just wants to find an opportunity to repay Lu Haosheng in the future.It's just that he is so busy with work every day, and I only meet him at that point in the evening every day, and when I talk about what I can do for him, I suddenly feel that I am so useless, and I can't help Lu Haosheng with anything.

After thinking for a long time, Xu Xi still sent a text message to Lu Haosheng, thanking him for his help.There was a reply in less than a while, Xu Xi turned on the phone, and it said don't worry, he will take care of it.Xu Xi looked at this text message, he knew that as long as Lu Haosheng said he would do it well, he would really do it well, so he didn't need to think too much, just trust him.Thinking of this, Xu Xi felt much more relaxed.But Xu Xi was most afraid of being in debt to others in his life. Since he couldn't help Lu Haosheng at work, he could only take care of him in life.Because Lu Haosheng is obsessed with cleanliness and hates strangers entering his apartment, he has always cleaned the apartment by himself.Xu Xi thought that anyway, he still had such a long time after get off work, so he could clean the apartment well, which could be regarded as sharing Lu Haosheng's affairs.There wasn't much he could do, but Xu Xi worked very hard, earnestly doing it bit by bit, just hoping not to cause trouble to Lu Haosheng.

Xu Xi didn't wash the clothes in the bathroom. He knew that Lu Hao usually sent his clothes to laundry outside. Besides, his clothes were so expensive, most of them didn't need to be thrown into the washing machine or washed by hand. It's not like your own clothes, you can wear them after washing them casually.Xu Xi had already cleaned the apartment inside and out, and it looked much cleaner.Xu Xi wiped the sweat from his forehead, feeling that he still had a sense of accomplishment.

This is what Lu Haosheng saw when he came back. Xu Xi was mopping the floor with a paper hat and a mop, humming a song while mopping, as if he was in a good mood.

"You're back." Xu Xi dragged the floor in front of Lu Haosheng, looked at the pair of expensive leather shoes in front of him, from bottom to top, straight legs, a slim suit, and a playful handsome face, isn't it? Who is Lu Haosheng?The first thing Xu Xi thought about was that he could have heard all the out-of-tune tunes he hummed casually just now, and he didn't hear the sound of the door opening just now, what a shame.

"I just came back, and I'm in a good mood." Lu Haosheng looked at him, after all, it was rare to see Xu Xi so happy.

"Ah." Xu Xi was a little confused, did he act happy.

"It seems that this is the first time I've heard you hum a song. It's a good hum."

"Well, I'll just hum casually." Xu Xi said haha, he had already whipped himself many times in his heart, did he get too complacent, why did he just hum, luckily Lu Haosheng overheard him Well, he used to be number one among the school's top ten singers, and he was playing tricks, and he probably gave him another reason to laugh at himself. He really did it himself.

"Are there any guests today?"

"No, what's the matter." Xu Xi wondered why he asked such a question.

"It's nothing, just ask." Lu Haosheng thought that some guests were coming, otherwise, what would you do with such a clean job? Lu Haosheng usually hates sweeping the floor, so he always hires outside part-time workers, but when the part-time workers come, Xu Xi usually doesn't know what to do. No, that's why he doesn't love outsiders from home.

"What do you want to eat tonight?" Xu Xi put away the mop. He didn't expect it to be dark so soon. It seemed that he was taking things too seriously.

"It's fine, I'm not picky eaters."

Xu Xi thought he was hallucinating, he wasn't picky about food, he really didn't blush when he lied, anyway, he let him do whatever he wanted, so he did whatever he wanted.Anyway, he said he was not picky eaters.Xu Xi thought about making fried pork with celery later. After all, Lu Haosheng doesn't eat celery, so he can eat this dish by himself, or as long as Lu Haosheng doesn't like it, he can make it himself, and then let him see it. eat by yourself.Xu Xi thought it was funny just thinking about it, but when cooking, he still cooked according to Lu Haosheng's preferences. Seeing him eating so happily, Xu Xi felt that it was too easy for him to compromise, and next time he must follow his own heart .

The night outside the window is as dark as ink, but inside the house is warm as spring.

It's fine, I'm not picky, as long as it's made by you.Lu Haosheng looked at Xu Xi who was sitting opposite him, and thought so.