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"That's right!" Guan Lianxin gave Shen Wenle a thumbs up.

"What are you talking about?" Yue Ye stepped forward to see that it was Shen Wenle who was drawing something.

"There is a shot that is awkward no matter how you shoot it, and needs to be readjusted. No, thanks to Lele."

Guan Lianxin has a strong sense of writer and painter. There are very few discarded materials and reshoots when making movies. Basically, the prototype of the finished film is formed when the film is finished, but she can't draw the picture in her mind. No small flaw.

"Draw a storyboard?"

"That's right. I don't know how to draw storyboards. I have pictures in my mind but I can't draw them. I usually rely on the assistant director, but Lele is the best." He painted it for me, you don’t know, do you?”

"Really?" Yue Ye was surprised, he didn't expect Shen Wenle to have this side, it was completely unexpected.

Shen Wenle was a little embarrassed, and said shyly, "It's nothing, I'll just do a little favor."

Without saying a few words, everyone was busy, and Yue Ye also entered a simple office.After taking over the steam malt, he was busier than before. He came to the set only out of selfishness rather than the claimed work needs. However, the efficiency of remote work is limited, and it seems that it is time to go back.

He was still thinking about Shen Wenle in his mind, so he asked Xiao Zhu: "You said... Shen Wenle has so many excellent directors and enviable resources around him, why does he like to make bad movies?"

Xiao Zhu, who was checking the wireless network, said casually: "Maybe he doesn't 'like' it, it's just because he is young and lacks skill."

"That can start simple, why bother to make a big fuss."

"He likes big scenes such as fantasy and war, so he will shoot it naturally if he has this condition, it's normal."

Yue Ye didn't answer, Xiao Zhu said again: "He is completely different from what he imagined, even a married straight man like me thinks it is cute, you like men, don't you think so?"

Hearing what he said, Shen Wenle's face appeared in Yue Ye's mind, most of the time he smiled innocently, and often blushed shyly. I also like to peek at him, with a little timidity and anticipation...

Thinking about Yue Ye's heart itching, like catkins floating into his chest, unable to catch and fall to the ground.

"The internet is ready." Before he could withdraw his thoughts, Xiao Zhu had already looked over.Although Xiao Zhu is called Xiao Zhu, he is a mature professional manager who is nearly 40 years old. Because he is smart and reliable, Yue Jing sent him to follow him.

Yue Ye's heart tightened, as if he had seen through something, he hurriedly said: "A man? How does he look like a man?"

Shen Wenle stood outside the door holding two cups of coffee.

He was not born with Shen Ruoyu's strong and tall appearance, and he was the youngest in the family. When he was a child, he always fell ill after falling into the water and had an accident, so the whole family doted on him and put him on the top of their hearts. Although he can't be called a mother when he grows up , but not so masculine from appearance to personality, even delicate and weak, but still likes to cry, and parents occasionally joke and say that they are as worried as raising a daughter.

However, the words "unlike a man" do not have good intentions.

Is it because I am too sensitive to take a joke?Or... all this latest is fake, is it his wishful thinking?

During lunch, Guan Lianxin saw that Shen Wenle was not in good spirits, so she said, "Lele, Xiao Ye, it's boring for you to be on the set all day long. There is an ancient town nearby. It is said that the scenery is good. You can go to have fun when you have time."

"I do not……"

"Okay, I'm going back to City S soon, just to go shopping before I leave."

Shen Wenle and Yue Ye spoke at the same time, but Shen Wenle's voice was too low for anyone to pay attention.

Guan Lianxin was still telling: "It's colder there than here, keep warm and don't freeze."

Shen Wenle couldn't find a reason for his refusal, so he had no choice but to follow Yue Ye to the ancient town that afternoon, but he had a lot of worries, and he had to try his best not to let the people around him see his abnormality.

The ancient towns across the country are similar, especially small ones, which are often modified to please tourists in order to promote economic development. The newly built small buildings with cornices are brightly painted, the clean bluestone roads are neatly paved, and the shops along the streets sell food and souvenirs. , and even a bar with a flashing sign.

But unexpectedly, this small town whose name has never been heard is actually different.

Walking for 10 minutes from the green leather train, you can see two rows of wooden flower stands along the path, planted with woody incense and safflower loropetalum along the way, leading directly to the main street of the ancient town, but the elaborate decoration is limited to this, until the street entrance Looking around, there are only stretches of ancient dwellings standing quietly along the rocks. There are no other fresh decorations. There are not many people on the street. Most of them are locals in their clothes and there are few tourists. It is not as imagined at all. lively.

"Is it here?" Shen Wenle asked suspiciously, Baidu said that this place has a history of more than 1300 years, with a strong old charm, and it is a new tourist attraction - obviously only the first half of the sentence is true.

"Go ahead and have a look." Yue Ye said.

The two entered along the main street with red sandstone slabs. The shops on both sides were open, but most of them were grocery stores, barber shops and other shops for permanent residents. The most vivid one was a Western medicine clinic with a green cross on it. Modern.

They entered the door with the signboard of "Welcome Hotel". There was only a middle-aged man inside, and his eyes lit up when he saw the unfamiliar face dragging the suitcase.

"Are you two going to eat or stay?"

Yue Ye said: "Accommodation. But it's the first time I come, I want to understand the situation with the boss first."

"Okay, tell me everything."

It turns out that the owner, Lao Wang, is also a foreigner, but his wife is a local. His wife died of illness two years ago, and he has no children.The town is too small, surrounded by big rivers on three sides, the tourism development project was stopped as soon as it started, and only occasionally people came - mostly because they went the wrong way - originally going to the town on the other side of the river, where the development It will be more successful.

"Where are you from?"

"S City."

"He's from S City, so don't go to the other side, it's boring."

"how?"

"Tourist areas are like that. You have seen a lot, and there is nothing new."

"Any fresh ones here?"

Lao Wang patted his thigh and said: "Yes! There is a glass plank road here, with the river below, which is exciting. Opposite is a wild peach forest, like a peach blossom garden. You city people must like it!"

"The glass plank road?" Shen Wenle's heart trembled, he was timid, he couldn't count the things he was afraid of with two hands, he was afraid of heights for sure, how dare he go to such a place.

"It's a pity that you two didn't bring the girl here," Lao Wang continued, "It was originally an ordinary suspension bridge, but the glass path was changed to attract tourists. I heard that it cost a lot of money. They are all called 'Jiexi Bridge', because the young men in the neighborhood like to take the young girls they like for a walk, and the young girls are timid, and the young men cross the bridge arm in arm, and often succeed in confessing their love."

"Sounds very good." Yue Ye cheered. In fact, every scenic spot has similar folk jokes. He didn't care. Seeing that Shen Wenle lowered his head and didn't know what to think, he asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Shen Wenle replied weakly, seeing that Yue Ye was very interested, he had no choice but to swallow the fear of not seeing it.

"Then live here? The scenery is not bad, and it's late today, and it's just about the same for a day of shopping tomorrow." Yue Ye looked at Shen Wenle and nodded, and said, "Two rooms, please, stay for two nights."

"Two rooms..." Lao Wang rubbed his hands and said, "Originally there were two rooms left, but one room leaked and hasn't been repaired yet, so there is only one big bed room left... You see, my bed here is very big, it is absolutely no problem to sleep two people."

"..."

"This way, it just so happens that the mayor's son is getting married, and there will be a three-day banquet, and the stage is also open. I will take you to Cengfan tomorrow. I guarantee the local specialties. I have never seen it before. How about it?"

"..."

In the end, he stayed because there was no second hotel in this town, and Yue Ye felt that Shen Wenle was spying on him again, just like the countless times before, which made him change his philosophy inexplicably, as if it was becoming a problem to share a bed with someone. One thing to look forward to.

It was getting dark very early, and the dinner was cooked by Lao Wang himself. After eating, he brought them quilts and daily necessities, and said as he took them: "Three quilts should be enough, one bed for each person, and another bed on top. If it is not enough, I can take it from the cabinet. I have washed it in the sun two days ago to ensure it is clean and warm, but it is still a bit cold when I take a shower."

The pace of life in the small town was slow, and the two of them had nothing to do. Watching Lao Wang rushing in and out by himself, it became deserted after he left.

It was pitch black outside the window, Shen Wenle looked at the phone and said, "Mr. Yue, it's only past 8 o'clock, do you want to wash up?"

"I still have work to do, you can wash it first."

Yue Ye thought that Shen Wenle would have to be excited for a while, after all, usually a small new thing would be enough for him to be happy for a long time, but this whole day he was unusually quiet, at this time he went to the bathroom to wash up without saying a word, after washing, he took care of himself. He went to bed and fell asleep while swiping his phone without even saying a few words to him.

The air conditioner in the room didn't work very well, Yue Ye felt cold after sitting for a while, and he washed up early and went to bed, the person on the bed turned around when he heard the movement, facing him.

Shen Wenle looked obedient when he was asleep, wrapped in the quilt and breathing lightly, without making a sound, half of his face was printed with an old pattern of flower-painted pillow covers, the corners of his pouty mouth also rested, his lips were full, the color was like Fresh cherries waiting to ripen.

Yue Ye remembered a sentence from some book: "The lips are so beautiful that they are a kiss."

He looked at it for a long time without knowing it, until he stretched out his hand to touch it, and then he retracted as if waking up from a dream and snapped off the light, but he barely fell asleep until the middle of the night.

The next morning, when Shen Wenle went downstairs, he saw Yue Ye was talking to Lao Wang, Lao Wang seemed to be in a dilemma, Yue Ye waved his hand and didn't continue, and the smile returned to his face.

Then Yue Ye went to the breakfast shop next door, and Shen Wenle stepped forward and said, "Boss, what did Mr. Yue tell you?"

"Morning, Mr. Shen. Mr. Yue said that he is not used to sharing the bed with others. He didn't sleep well last night. Ask me what else I can do. How did you sleep?"

Shen Wenle understood, stared at the toe of her shoe and said, "I slept pretty well, is there a way?"

"I really can't help it, but Mr. Yue also said that he can stay for another night at most, and he will go home tomorrow. Thank you for your understanding."

"Well, thank you boss."

After breakfast, the town has woken up from the mist. It is a good time for strolling. Although the town is small, there are many lanes, shops and houses intersect.

But Yue Ye was bored by the vague and ambiguous dream last night, while Shen Wenle was still trying to figure out Yue Ye's true feelings and hypocrisy.

After slipping away for a while, Shen Wenle said embarrassedly: "Mr. Yue, have you seen the public toilet?"

Yue Ye thought for a while and said: "I don't have any impression, let's look for it."

The town didn't really need public toilets. The two of them walked around for a long time before they found one in the corner. They could only recognize it by the handwriting scrawled on the low wall, and it was too simple. Not only did it have no roof, but even the isolated low wall had Half the height of a person, close to the street.

Shen Wenle was rather hesitant, but had no choice but to go in due to the urgency of urination. He looked back at Yue Ye, and wanted to ask him to help pay attention to passers-by, but felt that it was too coy.

As a result, it was just beginning to be solved, and a middle-aged aunt suddenly came out from the small door next to him. Seeing him not only did not avoid suspicion, but went straight to the pit next to him to start a set of skillful toilet flushing procedures, she said enthusiastically: " Are you guys coming to play?"

Poor Shen Wenle had already froze all over from fright, seeing that the aunt didn't care, and she didn't want to react too much, so she could only answer stammeringly: "Yes, yes."

"Yo..." Only then did the aunt realize that the person in front of her was not a rough kid from the village, she smiled awkwardly and went back to the small back door, only then did the pattering sound resound.

After the solution was over, Shen Wenle lowered his head and fiddled with the corner of his clothes, trying to get over this embarrassing little setback, but his face was already red to the base of his neck, hidden in the black turtleneck sweater, and he said in a low voice: "I, I'm all right..."

Yue Ye smiled softly, and reached out to help him pull his collar, but was dodged unexpectedly.

"Thank you, I can do it myself." Shen Wenle pursed his lips and smiled stiffly, as if eager to draw a line with him.

His acting skills were worse than his directing ability, Yue Ye saw the resistance, and he breathed a sigh of relief, because of Shen Wenle's refusal, and even more because he cared too much.

After lunch, the two went to the glass plank road "Jiexi Bridge". It is said that the total length is 101 meters and the hanging height is 155 meters. Looking from a distance, the flour is white. It should be the wild peach forest that Lao Wang said, and it is exactly what he said , this is the busiest place for people in the town. Many tourists with backpacks are screaming or eager to try on the bridge, and there are a few small stalls selling things.

Yue Ye wasn't interested in this kind of tricks that stimulate the senses, and his mood became worse and worse after brewing all the way. He walked to the bridge absent-mindedly only to find that Shen Wenle had disappeared. Looking back, he saw that his steps were getting smaller and smaller, sticking Move step by step as if on the ground.

He took two steps back and asked, "Are you tired?"

Shen Wenle shook his head: "Mr. Yue, go first, I'll come right away."

"What's the matter?" Seeing that he still wanted to stay away from him, Yue Ye became more and more irritable, his tone and expression were not good.

Shen Wenle looked up at him, sensitively aware of the impatience of the word "again", as if he had endured himself for a long time and was about to explode soon.

"It's okay to trouble your family, but don't trouble others", this is what Shen Lihui taught him since he was a child. "How does he look like a man?" This sentence also echoed in his mind.

After a while, he just said: "It's nothing, I just want to walk alone..."

Yue Ye's face sank, he turned around and walked away.

The inner side of the bridge leaned against the mountain, and the outer handrails were woven with thick hemp rope, reinforced with iron chains. The fine mesh not only did not bring a sense of security, but made Shen Wenle dizzy even more.

Yue Ye had already stepped onto the bridge, and was answering a phone call, maybe because of poor signal, he kept frowning.

Shen Wenle's body was covered in profuse sweat, his heart beat faster and faster, as if it was constantly squeezing his chest, and he could barely breathe.He tried to close his eyes and touch the cliff to force himself to move forward, but when he couldn't see it, his fear expanded even more. The screaming and crying of the people around him made it difficult for him to move forward.

When Yue Ye finished hanging up the phone, he was already on the other side, but he had no intention of admiring the glowing peach blossoms in front of his eyes, while Shen Wenle had gone somewhere alone, and he couldn't even see a single person.

He casually glanced at his phone, just in time to see the message Guan Lianxin just sent him: "Xiaoye, Lele is afraid of heights, so don't go to Jiexi Bridge."

He suddenly panicked, and hurriedly ran back against the crowd, and only saw Shen Wenle three or four meters away from the starting point. Shen Wenle was still holding on to the cliff with his eyes closed, his knuckles turned white from scratching, and his face was even more abnormal. His brows were flushed from the enduring tears, and they protruded directly from his fair skin. He looked extremely pitiful, but because there were terrified people around him, no one paid attention to him.

Yue Ye quickly stepped forward to grab him, and shouted anxiously and angrily: "Why are you so brave when you're afraid of heights?!"

Shen Wenle trembled from being yelled at by him, trembling with tears: "I'm sorry..."

After saying this, he couldn't hold back his tears any longer, and slumped on the narrow bridge deck.He remembered that his classmates called him a coward when he was a child, he remembered that Shen Lihui said with a smile that he "loves to cry like a little girl", and he remembered that Lele accidentally scratched his paw... In short, the nails as big as the nails he had suffered in the past 20 years I remembered all the grievances.

He saw the interview video the night before, and it turns out that the type Yue Ye likes is completely different from his own, and the ones he hates the most are crybabys like him.

Then when I asked him what kind of person he likes and he smiled and replied "guess", what was he thinking?Shen Wenle once thought it was an ambiguous signal, but now that he thought about it, it was actually a high-level mockery and tease, just like the countless times on the Internet before.

That's right, what's the point of showing off, Shen Wenle thought, he's just so cowardly and cowardly, he doesn't look like a man at all, do he think that everything can be changed by closing his eyes?

He closed his eyes and sobbed, tears streaming down his face, he didn't say a word, he twitched in self-sacrifice, his body trembling.

Although I heard that Shen Wenle loves to cry, it was the first time Yue Ye saw him shed tears. His anger was completely extinguished, but his mood was hard to calm down. His chest was filled with unexplainable intense emotions, and he couldn't say a single nice word. .He reached out to wipe Shen Wenle's tears, but Shen Wenle's face was as cold and slippery as ice, and he couldn't wipe it dry.

He didn't know what to do, so he could only say: "Let's go, I'll carry you back."

Shen Wenle knew that there was no point in refusing, so she obediently lay down and circled his neck.His back was broad and solid, and he felt very secure. Shen Wenle let out a sigh of relief in aggrieved resignation, and escaped from the terrifying hell.

This breath was blown behind the ears, with the moisture of tears, and the faint scent of deja vu, which made Yue Ye feel like a horse, but it was a pity that he walked to the solid mountain in just a few steps, and he felt a lingering regret.

After returning home, both of them were not quite right, Shen Wenle was especially depressed, he didn't go to the village banquet that he was looking forward to, he said he was tired after a few mouthfuls of food, and went to bed silently.

That night he focused on facing the wall, shrinking himself in the smallest possible area, and never turned around again.

Early the next morning, Shen Wenle did not return to the crew of "The Typhoon Is Coming" as originally planned, but went back to City S with Yue Ye. He slept on his seat all the way, without saying a word.

The two met Shen Ruoyu at the exit, and he came to pick up Shen Wenle himself. When they met, he frowned and pulled Shen Wenle over, touched his forehead, and said coldly, "Why is the burn so severe?"

"What?" Yue Ye was stunned, "You have a fever?" After speaking, he realized that Shen Wenle's complexion was really bad and his spirit was listless.

Shen Ruoyu didn't say any more, he covered Shen Wenle's shoulder and turned to leave.

"Director Shen..." Yue Ye couldn't help but reached out and grabbed Shen Wenle's arm.

Shen Wenle broke free from him again, lowered his head and said, "It has nothing to do with Mr. Yue, it's me who is too useless."