short story collection

In the year of the senior high school entrance examination, he did not perform well, and went to a high school that was not very good but not bad.

Originally, I was really disappointed and sad at the beginning, after all, I was only a few points away from being able to go to my ideal high school...

But until now I'm still very happy.

It’s a good thing I didn’t play well, and it’s a good thing I went to that high school.

That's why I got to know him.

He is the one who looks so good when he smiles.

I'm also grateful that his parents brought him to this city.

So that we can meet.

Zhong Nan is a very lively and familiar person, completely opposite to me.

I still remember when I first saw him in the classroom, my heartbeat was completely uncontrollable.

I wanted to go up and say hello to him, but I flinched inexplicably.

...I'm afraid I'll scare him.

But what I didn't expect was that he ran over to greet me on his own initiative.

At that moment, his heart beat faster, and he couldn't react at all, so he looked at him stupidly.

Later, many people said that I had an extra little follower.

I really want to refute, I can't explain because I am not good at words, I can only silently want to stay away from Zhong Nan, so that they can realize that Zhong Nan is not my follower...

Moreover, it seems that Zhong Nan is not only good to me.

Just thinking about it makes me feel a little lost.

The three years of high school passed quickly.

When filling out the application form, Zhong Nan came to ask me what university I wanted to go to, and I said Z University almost without thinking.Because I remember, City Z is the place where Zhong Nan lived since he was a child.

Zhong Nan looked very happy, and he told me that he also wanted to be admitted to Z University.

God knows how excited I was.

City Z is a beautiful small coastal city, and I feel that the sea breeze blowing past seems to be mixed with the smell of Zhong Nan.Here is the city where he was born. I am really happy to be able to go to his city and get his breath.

Zhong Nan has been away from here for three years, but he is still quite familiar with this place and took me around to play.

In fact, those scenic spots can't be said to be very good, but with Zhong Nan, I think it's very good.

For four years in college, I went to the dormitory with Zhong Nan almost every day after class and after class.

Others say that we have a very good relationship, even though we are not blood brothers, we are closer than blood brothers.

Every time they talked, Zhong Nan would say, "I have a lifelong relationship with Bai Ze that you can't even envy!" ]

They are envious, but I can only smile bitterly, I don't want any so-called brotherhood at all.

I don't want to be a good buddy for life at all.

Zhong Nan, you probably don't know,

How dirty my mind is for you,

if you know,

will definitely stay away from me,

Old and dead do not communicate with each other.

So I dare not tell you at all.

I never knew that time flies so fast.

The four years of college have actually come to an end.

I thought I might lose contact with Zhong Nan,

Just like other classmates before,

As a result, I didn't expect that after graduation, we would still keep in touch.

In fact, there is quite a big difference between me and Zhong Nan.

It was only after I graduated that I found out that Zhong Nan is an out-and-out rich second generation.

He took over the branch of his father's company in Z City,

I am an ordinary doctor in Z City.

But fortunately, Zhong Nan will still contact me.

I sometimes call Zhong Nan to come to me,

Sometimes he cooks for me silently,

We seem to have gotten used to this way of getting along,

Sometimes I can see Zhong Nan at home,

I feel very happy, and I hope that time can continue like this.

Every time Zhong Nan came to see me, he would never stay overnight. That day I finally mustered up the courage to let Zhong Nan stay.

Probably only I know how happy I am.

Unfortunately, after he made breakfast for me the next morning, he told me that he was going on a business trip and probably couldn't come and cook for me.

I was a little depressed, I didn't know what to say, I could only nod silently, I couldn't express the sadness in my heart.

Later, when Zhong Nan came back, his bamboo horse Xuan Che helped him clean up the dust, and the two of them went to drink.

God knows how jealous I am of his bamboo horse.

But when Xuan Che called me to tell me that Zhong Nan was drunk and told me where they were, besides being jealous, I was also a little more grateful.

To be honest, that day was my happiest day.

I have liked Zhong Nan for 12 years,

I also like me.

What a wonderful thing.

Zhong Nan asked me if I was gay,

Actually I am not,

Because I have never liked anyone of the same sex except Zhong Nan,

Of course, I don't have the opposite sex I like either.

I don't know where I saw this sentence,

"I'm not gay, I just happen to like you of the same sex."

I thought, I was just in that warm afternoon,

Just fell in love with Zhong Nan whose smile is more dazzling than the sun.

Anyway, thank you for liking me.

Zhong Nan, I love you.

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