short story collection

I'm not gay, I just happen to like, same-sex you.

Maybe you won't believe it, but I fell in love with you at first sight.

The love I first met when I was young is the purest and most beautiful.

It's like chocolate, sweet and greasy to nausea, bitter and astringent to uncomfortable.

The taste of secret love is very good, at least you won't lose love, and you won't feel uncomfortable and suffocated.

He is happy for many days when he smiles, and he can remember a word for many years.

Those days when I liked him, how beautiful, how uncomfortable, how heartbreaking, only I know, if I can do it all over again, I must still like him.

Zhang Ailing once said that if you like someone, you will become very low, low into the dust, and then bloom.

Zhong Nan folded his arms and looked at the sky in a daze.

How could I like someone so much?

How could you like one so much,

It is impossible to like your own people.

Zhong Nan smiled wryly, knowing that it was impossible, but he insisted on holding on.

It's like a drowning person grabbing the last straw, even if it can't save him at all...

Zhong Nan squatted in front of Bai Ze's house, buried his head in his knees with a wry smile.

Zhong Nan, Zhong Nan, how stupid you are, you come if you are asked to come, is it not enough to be fooled?

When disappointment accumulates to a certain extent, you have to give up.

"Zhong Nan?" A deep, cold and emotionless voice sounded above his head.

Zhong Nan suddenly raised his head, and in front of him was the person he had loved for many years and was reluctant to give up.

Bai Ze frowned, "Why...? Didn't I tell you that I don't have to come here today? I have a temporary operation today."

Zhong Nan felt very sad when he saw Bai Ze frowning. Was he hated?He didn't want to, but he didn't miss the news on purpose...

"Ah, is that so? I'm sorry, I didn't see it. Excuse me, I... I'm leaving first." Zhong Nan stood up at a loss and wanted to leave, but his legs were numb because of squatting for too long. Can't stand up.

Bai Ze stretched out his hand to support Zhong Nan who was about to fall, and sighed inaudibly, "It's so late now, let's spend the night at home."

Zhong Nan was a little dazed, he didn't expect Bai Ze to take the initiative to keep him overnight... But he subconsciously refused, "Uh, what, no, no, thank you, I can go back by myself."

Bai Ze frowned even tighter, "It's almost twelve o'clock and you still have to go by yourself? It's not easy to take a taxi here."

Bai Ze was right, it was not easy to get a taxi at this point, and he liked quiet places, so when buying a house, he bought this land without hesitation.Moreover, there are markets and supermarkets in this community, which is not inconvenient.

Zhong Nan felt that his face must be as red as a boiled shrimp now, so he quickly responded: "Ah...Okay, excuse me."

Bai Ze frowned, said nothing, opened the door and walked in.

The layout of Bai Ze's house is very similar to that of Bai Ze himself.

Although Zhong Nan came to Bai Ze's house for the first time, his first reaction when he walked in was still deserted.

The house is dominated by monotonous black, white and gray, which gives people a serious and meticulous feeling, and also shows that the house is not popular. Only the potted cactus on the balcony adds a little popularity to the house.

By the way, this pot of cactus was given to Bai Ze by Zhong Nan.

Bai Ze handed Zhong Nan a towel, a set of pajamas, and a pair of underwear, and said, "Go to the bathroom and take a shower. The clothes and towels are all new. You have been squatting outside for a long time, right? Take a hot shower." A bath will be much more comfortable.”

Zhong Nan nodded flattered, and then said with a smile, "Actually, it didn't take long." He took what Bai Ze gave him, and walked to the toilet silently and excitedly.

Both Bai Ze and Zhong Nan took a bath efficiently, and they both finished washing after a short while.

When Zhong Nan came out, Bai Ze was wiping his hair.

"Do you want to work tomorrow?" Bai Ze put down the towel and drank some water.

Zhong Nan nodded, "I've been a little busy recently. I won't be able to cook for you for a while."

Bai Ze nodded and said nothing, Zhong Nan couldn't help but be disappointed.

Zhong Nan felt a little uncomfortable, silently said good night and entered the room prepared by Bai Ze.

Lying on the bed, Zhong Nan couldn't sleep at all, his mind was full of the meeting and getting along with Bai Ze.

Zhong Nan is a freshman in high school and met Bai Ze when he was 15 years old.

The throbbing of that moment, Zhong Nan will never forget it no matter what.

Do you know what is love at first sight?That's the kind, when you see him, it's like fireworks explode in your mind, it's blank, only the gorgeous him, deeply imprinted in your heart.

Just one glance, and I don't want to look at others anymore.

Zhong Nan's first reaction was to go up and say hello to him.

From then on, Bai Ze had a little follower named Zhong Nan beside him.Zhong Nan will do many things for Bai Ze, and he is also willing to do these things.

For example, he will prepare lemonade, mineral water and towels when he is playing in Bai Ze, help him mark the key points after class, copy notes, wash some personal clothes for him, cook for him and so on.

The most important thing is that if there is an excellent girl who pursues Bai Ze, he will also help out with advice, even if...he himself is too sad.

After graduation, the two still had contact. To be precise, it was Zhong Nan who contacted Bai Ze unilaterally, and Bai Ze was still the same, neither salty nor salty...

Unknowingly, the two have known each other for 12 years.

And he has been chasing Bai Ze for 12 years.Zhong Nan thought bitterly.

At seven in the morning, Zhong Nan's biological clock woke him up.

He was a little dazed and unable to react, and it took a while before he remembered that he was at Bai Ze's house.

After quickly brushing his teeth and washing his face, he went to prepare breakfast for Bai Ze.

The rice was already soaked last night, so now Zhong Nan cooks it directly in the pot; cut the pickled radish into cubes, fried it in the pot, fried two eggs, and put the bacon in the pot. After that, finally cut the toast into thick slices of about one centimeter, wrap it in cheese and egg liquid, put it in the oil pan and fry it, and the simple breakfast is ready.

After Bai Ze got up, breakfast was ready and served on the table, and Zhong Nan had just washed his hands and wiped the water on his body.

"morning."

Bai Ze nodded, "Morning."

When he just woke up, his voice was no longer as cold as it used to be, his laziness and hoarseness revealed sexy, and Zhong Nan's heartbeat suddenly missed a few beats.

So he quickly patted his red and hot face with his hands, and sat down to eat breakfast.

——It was precisely because of this that he missed the trace of affection in Bai Ze's eyes.

Because Zhong Nan was in a hurry, he left in a hurry. (However, in fact, he didn't want to leave so early, but he is a president after all, isn't he--it must be bad to always play around.