[Psycho-Pass] Paranoia

"The blood clots caused by the external heavy blow to the brain squeezed the brain nerves, resulting in the loss of large pieces of memory fragments, making it impossible to extract experiences.

In addition, the hippocampus is unable to recall traumatic experiences due to trauma.

The chip implanted in the body after the replantation of the severed limb was also incompletely recovered because the right hand was crushed. "

The headquarters building of the Ministry of Health and Welfare, the internal monitoring room of Nonata, and the executive officer of the second department, Shenyue, reported to the cabinet official sitting in the position of the chief of the Public Security Bureau.

"Originally, my evaluation of you would be higher." The middle-aged official smiled slightly, "Using that stupid flower card like you to warn this dull daughter will not work, you need to be more straightforward for her to understand. What a pity, I admire your performance when you captured that boy who thought he was an outstanding politician in the specimen incident, Miss Shenyue."

The changes in the past year have caused her to be demoted from a surveillance officer to an executive officer, but her young face is filled with the fearlessness of seeing through the world: "Because Kosaburo Fujima is a real criminal, it is impossible for me to give up the arrest because of the judgment of the ruler. But designing a minor, ordering me to put pressure on her to become an executive, aside from talking about it, why put those things in her body..."

"This is something beyond your authority. I appreciate your loyalty to silence, so after you go out through this door, just forget about those things as before."

Shenyue hesitated for a moment, but still asked: "That prisoner... Kosaburo Fujima... What did you take him to do?"

"I can tell you." He smiled, "But then you won't be able to go out from here."

"Now, what are you going to do to the executive..."

"She is no longer an executive officer... Also, starting tomorrow, she will change her name. Miss Shenyue, you can leave. The work you have to do has been completed, please enjoy the future life happily."

……

...

She raised her hands, the severed limbs were surrounded by white, but there should be hands there.

Thinking this way, his brain was still blank.Who I am, why I am here, such things, I can't remember at all.

But even if you can't remember it, you can cry about it.

Tears welled up in her eyes because of not being able to think of anything, because she had forgotten something important.

"What do you think makes a great leader?"

She sat on the edge of the bed in a loose white robe, and the young man stood behind her and brushed her hair.

"No desires," she replied.Although tears rolled down his cheeks, his thinking was still clear, and his reserve of knowledge was not lost.

"But as long as there is a human body, emotions and desires, joy and sorrow are unavoidable. Even if the joy and sorrow of this body are different from ordinary people, even if no one can understand it, the body is still full of personal desires. Only by abandoning the body, Only through the fusion of thoughts can we achieve omniscience and omnipotence.”

"To look at the overall situation without getting lost in my own desires, this is what Socrates said. His student Plato expanded it and wrote the book "Utopia."

"I have read all the books on political economy, and I have written works that vent my dissatisfaction with the world. But what is the point of these. I have no feelings for anyone, and I have no interest in what the world is like. . Trying to imitate human beings until I lose everything. Doing these things is just to play with myself." He said, "It's so boring."

"If you can be bored, then there is something interesting to you, otherwise there is no boredom."

"That's the way it is said. 'But in the journey of life that carries the most important things, if one day I can return to the world, at that time, I will cry alone'..." Saying this, he used A white ribbon helped her tie up her hair, "Once upon a time there was a monster who split himself in two and wanted to find a name. One headed east and the other headed west. They thought they would never meet again but still met. At this time, I wanted to The other monster bears all the sins, and the monster that made him live as a real man is eaten by the other."

"Monsters are imaginary phantoms...no one would admit to exist."

"Even the same kind won't remember her... what will happen next, another monster will not be able to live as a human, and it will probably be mutated into something even weirder by them. It's a punishment that is even weirder than death." You can’t choose things like this... From then until now, I’ve been a weak person who has no choice but to face them. I’ve never been really strong for a day, so I’m so self-righteous, monster.”

"Since it's so painful and lonely, why are monsters born?"

"At least that monster doesn't want to choose this body." He said softly, "But the crime rate is too low, and life is too gentle and flat to have nowhere to vent, so people's subconscious creates monsters. But society produces monsters, but And don’t admit it. Because they were not recognized by their real parents at birth, so they are all... nameless monsters.”

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...

"What do you inject me with every day?" she couldn't help asking after another intramuscular injection.

The artificial machine answered her in an electronic voice without emotion: "Mood suppressant. It is the same thing as the chip implanted in your arm before, because the chip has a defect of causing muscle imbalance, and it will not be used on you in the future."

"Emotional suppression?" She frowned, "Are you conducting human experiments on me?"

"A year ago, because of your mental illness, you carried out indiscriminate attacks on the surrounding individuals. The system found that it could not read your mind only when you carried out a fatal attack. We think this is a beneficial case different from the constitution of immunity. Of course , your flaws are very large, such as excessive sensibility, emotionality, obvious violent tendencies, and mental illness, so that the hue is extremely cloudy. But because you are one of the few cases that can restore the crime coefficient, so now I decided to conduct an emotional deprivation test for you, removing Unnecessary emotions get a leader who has a physical body and will not get lost in individual desires."

"So, why tell me this? I thought I would have no opinion and let you do whatever you want."

"After the drug phase is over, we will wash away the memory of this phase for you."

"What is the purpose?"

"Because the individual has insufficient authority, the information cannot be obtained."

"The person who came here before is the same as me?"

"That's a sin-free individual who will soon become a useful supplement to the witch system. The sin-free physique is fundamentally different from you who can be read by the witch."

"My previous memory was also washed away by you?" When asked to this point, the artificial machine still had such a noble and glamorous attitude, which greatly stimulated her who realized that she was just a test subject.

"No, because your memory was lost due to heavy trauma, so we have no way of knowing what happened to you."

"Okay." She was very angry at her inexplicable situation, but she had to continue to ask, "After the drug suppression is completed, what are you going to do to me?"

"Put you back into society, and collect the test results after the expiration date."

"What are you going to do after recycling?"

"Because the individual has insufficient authority, the information cannot be obtained. Please calm down, otherwise the injection dose will be increased." An annoying electronic voice with no ups and downs, but because the other party is AI, it seems unreasonable for her to be angry with it up.

"Where's the hand? What about my hand?" She raised the wrist that lost her hands.

"Don't worry, there will be hands. We will equip you with the most technologically advanced mechanical wrists in the government."

Do you think that I will be grateful to you?

A strange blue light flashed across the eyes of the artificial machine: "You are an individual who can be read by the witch system, so we can know what you are thinking without saying it. All your resistance and attack behavior can be stopped by us before it happens . Of course, including suicidal behavior."

Can't even commit suicide, it's outrageous.However, she actually thought it was ridiculous.Where is the joke...

"It is precisely because you have the excellent ability to not be completely defeated by any situation but to be able to recover after a serious injury, so we have high expectations for you. Please don't worry, the isolation test is just a short part of your life, because you For the sake of personal identity, whether the experiment fails or not, you will be back on the right track in life. There is no need to doubt this, and we will not deceive anyone."

The mood wasn't relaxed by its reassurance, she felt relieved by the thin moonlight filtering through the circular glass ceiling.It seems that there is something waiting for her that she has to accomplish, and there is someone, someone who is not inferior to family members, who is under the same moonlight as her... because they are under the same moonlight , so you're not alone, and you don't need to be afraid.

It was obviously a baseless delusion, but she easily believed her delusion.

"By the way, what does it mean that the moonlight is good tonight?" This sentence appeared in her mind for no reason. Although she vaguely felt that it had other meanings, she couldn't think of it no matter what.

The artificial machine conducted a short data search: "' Natsume Soseki asked his students to translate 'ILoveYou', and some students translated it into 'I Love You'. Natsume said, how can the reserved Japanese be so straightforward, and translated into 'Tonight Moon' A good color 'is enough.'”

"That's right... I never knew that we are such a reserved nation..." She smiled, but tears welled up from her eyes again, slid down her cheeks, and dripped onto the cold ground.

What was it that she had forgotten that made her so worried.

"I'm so thirsty for blood rushing

But the stone statue is still cold

I hope to be born again

life is so beautiful.

Who has such courage

wake me up

if one day

i can be reborn

Get life-giving gold leaf

At that time, I will still cry alone"

She caressed the collection of Rilke's poems beside the bed, tears ran down her cheeks unscrupulously, she cried and laughed, but remained silent.

Even though her memory is blank, the sadness in her heart is enough for her to understand her loss...

The author has something to say:

The next volume will be about returning to society after the drug experiment.

About a year later.

Executive officer Shenyue in PP was sanctioned privately by supervisor Qingliu.

No matter what, I still hope that Shenyue is that cute blond girl, and a pair of lilies who love each other and kill each other.

Junmei and Lihuazi are true love, and both of them are honest.Acting as if it is to satisfy the physiological needs, but in fact, it is really not a good hobby.

Chunmei's feelings for Mr. Fujima go beyond true love and life and death.To blow up the prime minister's mansion for the teacher who was used as a test product by the government.Later, before going abroad, he repented and was going to dismantle the bomb, but was bumped into by the chief who came to the door.So the glorious and arduous task was handed over to the good son of the non-war 5 scum.

She slapped the teacher because the teacher helped Rikako write the stalker's Snow Queen script to mock her, so she was very angry and annoyed.

But Fujima-sensei is the same type as her who puts herself on the road to death. Even if she has the opportunity to not be alone, she will refuse in various ways, and only let herself die.So he didn't have too much ridicule and malice.

The following plots are all at home for the stars.

Originally played with a single arrow pupil, a pure girl was killed in the mid-term (Liangzi please let her go), and the subsequent Liangzi are all stars.

ⅡThe person who is willing to sink into the deep sea for me