[Psycho-Pass] Paranoia

Because the criminal asked to see her before the execution of the sentence, Ryoko came to this small isolation room.

"I was abandoned by my parents and grew up in a welfare institution. You must know that without the protection of parents, a child is very powerless." The woman who cut off her wrist said calmly, "Anyone can bully you." , As long as you don’t die, no matter how you are treated, you have nowhere to complain. It’s such a powerless life. I spend my days and nights in worry and fear, and I feel scared and helpless when I see anyone.”

"So you want 'mother'?" Ryoko looked at her quietly at the torture table.

"I want to stay in the warm and dark womb, this feeling of being protected and stable." She closed her eyes and hugged her body, "There is no place in this world where I can stay. My memory is all about being protected." The experience of being alone with no one to talk to. Then one day I cut my own vein and found that the blood made me feel warm and at peace. I just wanted to be safe and accepted, and then saw the Ripper case, even though it was hundreds of years away Years, but it seems as if I can empathize with each other, and I am no longer alone."

"Did you tell me this because you think that 'as long as there is a reason, all crimes can be forgiven'." Because of the other party's calm and indifferent attitude, Ryoko felt deeply regretful, "Because you are lonely, you can hurt others gone?"

"Because I've never been treated with tenderness."

"Many people, no matter how betrayed by life, no matter how oppressed by society, no matter how hurt and devastated they are, even if they are in a situation that is ten thousand times more dangerous than you, those people will not commit crimes. Do you know? The reason why I hate him so much is because criminals have made countless explanations for their crimes, and even if they are sentenced, they don’t think they are really at fault.” Liangzi said, “In the same situation, even if you have been betrayed by the world [-] times, There are still people who don't commit crimes. You are the real criminal, the only fact that needs no explanation."

"As expected of the cabinet minister's daughter, you are well protected by your parents, you must have smooth sailing in life, and you will not encounter any setbacks."

"Yes. Because of my birth, I was well protected. Therefore, I witnessed the death of my friends, saw my own weakness, ignorance and vulnerability, and deeply felt what they brought to the victims and relatives of the victims. The pain of a friend. All I ever wanted to do was vent my personal rage and abuse the criminals I met, but that's all over. Because I met a man who, like you, was born with no choice and was never treated tenderly by the world, But he still chooses to be gentle with everyone. So I learned that even if someone killed my friend, I can't treat others in the same illegal way as criminals."

Ryoko paused, and the other party suddenly slapped her loudly.

"You...how can you know the pain I have suffered? I'm afraid I can't bear even one ten-thousandth of it for you? What do you know? You...have been well protected and have never been exposed to dirt and dirt. A filthy person... I also want to be well protected..." The young woman's eyes were red, holding back the tears that were about to fall and staring at Yoshiko.

Ryoko looked at her silently, her eyes gradually becoming cold: "I said it before. Even if the society hurts you to pieces, a real person will not hurt the same kind that has nothing to do with you. Such a reason is just disgusting. Excuse."

Just like Izumi Gongji Jun who murdered his blood relatives, even if he wrote a message of loneliness and fear, it would only make Ryoko feel disgusted and ridiculous.

Or Kosaburo Fujima, who made a series of human specimens with shameful black humor, is just a criminal who puts all his energy into hurting others. He can only show his thoughts to the society in this way. How is he? Lack of communication channels.Does he have to use loneliness and fear to justify himself?It's disgusting.

A real person, no matter how much he is hurt, will not want to hurt others.

"I curse you to be devastated by all the bad luck and suffering, then you will understand the meaning of anger and sorrow! Then you will understand the desire to return the harm you have suffered to the perpetrator!..."

Ryoko strode away from the isolation facility, cutting off the endless cursing behind her back.

Her face ached and she was dizzy from the slap.

When she passed the testing equipment in front of the executive division gate, the flashing "87" made her pale.

The crime factor is already below 100.Even she herself couldn't believe that she, who had been identified as an incurable person by the witch, could completely return to a normal person.

"What's wrong?" Ping, who came out of the office of the first class, saw her face, and couldn't help walking towards her.

Liangzi hurriedly left the scope of crime coefficient measurement and came to him. The heart that was angry because of the criminal's self-defense softened suddenly when she saw him.

She had been in a correctional facility for only three months before being hopelessly numb to all senses, while he had been in that tiny space from the age of five.

It is hard for her to imagine how a person can spend childhood and adolescence in a closed space alone, which is an important period for forming the outlook on life and values.There is only regular compulsory education and counseling, lack of intimacy and interpersonal communication, and the space is extremely limited. It is hard to imagine that in this environment, someone can really grow up without any mental illness.

The boy in front of him has never been treated gently by the society, and the miko has denied his value as a person at the beginning of his life.Born a criminal, such a nonsensical thing.

Ryoko felt that her eyes were getting sour. If she was no longer a potential criminal and wanted to treat him tenderly, wouldn't she be able to do such a thing again?

"Oh? I'm most afraid that you'll look at me like this. I'm under a lot of pressure." He's expression wavered a little, he lowered his face and frowned slightly, then raised his face and smiled at her, "What's going on with your face?"

"I'm sorry." Liangzi suddenly lowered his head and solemnly bowed ninety degrees to him, "You have been comforting me all this time, and you have accommodated me so that I will not fall again."

Because she unabashedly expressed her liking and closeness to him, and he didn't want to hurt her by refusing, so he also tried very hard to respond to her heart.From this point of view, it was she who caused his troubles.Originally, she wanted to treat him gently, but instead forced him to respond to her because her behavior was too active.

In fact, it's good for him to treat her like a sister and relative, and he doesn't need to force himself.

"You don't need to force yourself to like me..." Ryoko whispered, she lowered her head, her straight black hair scattered on the side of her face.For girls, whether her behavior is too weird, fortunately, he has never been in contact with normal humans, so he doesn't think she is weird.

She felt her hair being gently held, and his fingers slipped through the gaps in the long hair.

"Smooth and smooth, feels good." Ping patted her on the head, "You really are an antique, do people really bow like this these days?"

He gently rubbed her hair: "Well... men and women are different, if they are the type you don't like, no matter how much the other party likes you, you won't force yourself, and you won't compromise spiritually .”

Ryoko straightened up slowly, thinking of her crime coefficient, such an answer made her heart sink.

"That's why when things like this happen, I'm very angry with myself." He pointed to the finger marks on her face and said, "By the way, I often get angry in all kinds of ways and people. I'm a Very bad bad guy."

"But you like everyone very much." Thinking of his closeness to his colleagues in Section [-], Ryoko couldn't help but feel slightly jealous.

"Because after I got out of that cage, the first people I saw were my father and the others. I thought that people in this world would be terrible, but after seeing them, I felt relieved. Then I thought it was great to know them .” Speaking of the family members, the young man’s eyes showed a soft look like a young animal that makes people feel soft.

"Well, that's great." Ryoko agreed with him tenderly, watching him being called away by the Ginoza supervisor.

Watching the figure going away, an inseparable dull pain invaded her heart.

The author has something to say:

"The beautiful Snow Queen said that Japan is Animal Farm.

Snow Queen has killed many, many animals, and of course many, many animals that hate the same kind support her.

Therefore, some animals believe that the snow queen awakens the sleeping and numb hearts of animals, and is a great revolutionary who liberates the slavery of animals.

But since Snow Queen has no feelings for animals, her original intention is of course not to lead the liberation movement of animals that she has no feelings for——

By the way, she recommended Adolf Hitler's Mein Kampf. "

——By's diary of a girl who pretends to be pure

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Many people have been abused by life, neglected by society, and suffered countless grievances and injuries.Being hurt all over, but still able to have a soft heart not to hurt others.

Such a person is really distressing.Generally speaking, if you are extremely angry and desperate after being hurt, you will always want to fight back.

If the harm comes from society, there are many people who kill kindergarten children regardless of their targets, and choose vulnerable groups in society to kill.

Most criminals have various reasons for their complaints.

Or, in ancient society, killing thousands of people was a hero? —Winners, overthrowers to establish new laws?This set of rules does not apply in a society ruled by law.

To write a beautiful and melancholy tyrant like Caligula like Camus must be in the context of the ancient Roman Empire.

If it was the ice-cold and beautiful Snow Queen in PP, she would have no feelings for anyone. If she succeeds in destroying the world, the world will only be full of QBs and Leng Wuqian.Normal people have no room for retention.

(I don't seem to be qualified to blame her. After all, I like Kozaburo Fujima, but that is also on the premise that he is already a corpse and is definitely an irrefutable sinner with a sinful soul who deserves a bad death)