Inhibition Marking Committee
Chapter 180 I Am Your Weakness
For the first time, Xi Mo started to think deeply, leaving aside Huan Xiubai's love for him, what is the rest of this person like?
He knew little about Huan Xiubai's past, and the other party seldom mentioned it, even if he mentioned it occasionally, it was quite indifferent.How could a child who was selected to be the mastermind container from birth, thrown into an orphanage and allowed to grow wildly, develop such a personality as Huan Xiubai?
Many years ago, due to the activities organized by the hospital, Xi Mohui and his colleagues went to various welfare institutions to provide free medical treatment.He has seen many children who come out of orphanages. In most cases, there are two possibilities for personality differentiation: selfish and sensitive, or insensitive.
Huan Xiubai... should have belonged to the latter.It's just that when Xi Mo saw him back, he was already a lush and mature tree.
"I'm done resting, shall I continue? If I had known that I would 'bully' you for three days and three nights, I would not have set up an enchantment in the world, wasting my energy."
After two years of inhuman torture, and being forced to face death and loss, even he, a bystander, would collapse, how is Huan Xiubai reacting calmly now?If it wasn't for the opportunity of being blindfolded, it would be difficult to find out what kind of traumatic stress disorder he has.
This person, I'm afraid he didn't really let go, but focused all his attention on him, forcing himself to ignore the past.Sprinkle white sugar on the wound and cover it with several thick layers. It looks sweet and happy on the surface, but the inside is still rotten.
"Xi Mohui?" Huan Xiubai looked at him thoughtfully, a little strangely.
Besides, Xi Mo thought about it, his mood fluctuated a lot a few days ago, and Omega probably didn't have time to take care of himself.
"Xiao Mo back? If you don't move, I will move."
Simo pressed back the man who was about to move, raised his eyes and asked him: "Does the mark hurt?"
Huan Xiubai touched the back of his neck and replied subconsciously: "It doesn't hurt."
Simo licked the roots of his teeth back, and there was still a bit of blood left.
How can it be painless? When many omega are marked, they need to be coaxed and pampered. One bite of the gland will cause weakness and weakness for three days. It is not uncommon to go to the hospital for hemostasis and bandage. , for a period of at least one week.
Only this omega in his family not only rushes to stretch out his neck every day for him to bite, but also——
"What's wrong? Do you have a toothache? Is it biting your teeth? Open your mouth and let me see."
Simo replied: "..." That's enough.
"Huan Xiubai, you may be the first omega who still cares about whether alpha has a broken tooth after being marked."
"Then why not? I still expect you to take two more bites." Huan Xiubai laughed.
But Xi Mo looked back at him very seriously: "Have you had any nightmares recently?"
Huan Xiu Bai Duan sat upright, pretending to be waiting for the consultation, and said happily, "Does Dr. Xi want to treat me? I am notoriously hopeless, and I need Dr. Xi to swell up." Love' fills up."
"Alright, if you want to play this game." Simo Hui's expression faded, and he immediately returned to the role of the healer.Even if the body is connected, try not to interfere with bad o as much as possible.
"Answer again, how often do you have nightmares, do you wake up in the middle of the night?"
"……No."
"Huh?" Doctor Xi questioned.
"……have not slept……"
have not slept? …Sleep is indeed unnecessary in terms of the physical strength of the gods, but they generally maintain the living habits of human beings to pass the time.
Dr. Xi remained calm, pretending to say casually: "Recently, the ostriches have been acting differently, maybe I should adjust the enchantment sky eye."
They are so close, what reaction does Huan Xiubai have to hide it from him? Omega's muscles tensed in panic, Simo Hui gave a slight "hiss" and grinned.
really.Simo has a bottom line in his heart.
Huan Xiubai's eyes dodged, and he was not used to lying when facing him, so he faltered and prepared to find an excuse to push him over.
Xi Mohui exposed him in one fell swoop: "After you sent me back a few days ago, you have been guarding outside the building at night, haven't you?"
Huan Xiubai was about to say something, when he heard this, he curled his fingers into the palm of his hand, lowered his head and admitted in a low voice: "...I have no other place to go."
Xi Mo's heart seemed to be grabbed, and he was sore.
"Why are you so clingy to me..." He sighed softly.
Huan Xiubai quickly said, "I will definitely control it next time."
Simo stared back into his eyes and saw the panic inside, "It must be controlled so that I don't know."
"..." Huan Xiubai opened and closed his lips, but after all he couldn't speak, he just smiled wryly.
"Don't say it when you're afraid, and pretend it doesn't hurt when it hurts. You used to be alone, why are you still like this now?"
Huan Xiubai was a little confused, he didn't know why he suddenly mentioned this, and tried to explain: "But I'm a man, how can I be afraid of the dark and scream for pain?"
"You are a man and also mine. You should be strong in front of all the world, and you must show weakness in front of me. You are frustrated when you go out, and you are not allowed to shed a tear. If you want to shed, you can only come to me."
Huan Xiubai muttered: "...Although it sounds unreasonable, it feels a little comfortable for no reason."
"Like you just now, if you felt uncomfortable because of thinking about that experience, why didn't you just tell me: Xi Mohui, I'm scared and want to take off the blindfold."
Huan Xiubai said with difficulty: "...I... can't say that."
"why?"
"I said that, isn't it the same as those o's I hate? You didn't mean anything to me, and it's not that I can't bear it, there's no need..."
Only then did Sim Mo realize the crux of the problem, "Do you think that you are deliberately inviting pets by giving in to me? In order not to make me feel that way, no matter what I do to you, you grit your teeth and endure it?"
"It's not to the point of gritting your teeth. I'm happy for you to use me."
Xi Mohui shook his head lightly, "It's not the problem. Huan Xiubai, your problem is that there is a line in your heart that distinguishes you from other omega. Do you think 'calling for help when hurt' and 'obedience in love' will Lets you cross the line and become the same person as them. Why separate yourself so simply and rudely? Like you said, you don't care if I'm an A or an O, and I certainly don't. You've been emphasizing it since before You are a man, and you just want to reject the identity of an omega, so that you overcorrect, and you dare not show even a little bit of vulnerability to break the psychological fortress you have worked so hard to build. How can you... be bound by this concept?"
Huan Xiubai clenched his fists under his statement, hung on his sides, and took a deep breath, "Xi Mohui... I don't want to be that kind of person, not at all. I need to work hard for a long time to get something, they...act like a baby Play soft and you can take it away. That's really, really despicable."
Simo turned back to the hand that was tied with him, poked his fingers into his tightly closed fist socket, stretched it open, and interlocked his fingers.
"tell me."
"And," Huan Xiubai looked at his heart for the first time, and said the truth that he dared not say, "You are attracted to me because I am different from other o."
Xi Mohui was slightly surprised: "What are you afraid of? Afraid of showing your weakness and being abandoned by me? Isn't your biggest weakness now me?"
Huan Xiubai was deeply shocked by his thinking... Thinking about it carefully, it seems that this is indeed the case?
There must be a deeper reason.Thinking back, Simo decided to try it out, put away his expression, untied the cloth strip with lowered eyes, and said casually: "What will you do if I get tired of you in the future?"
Huan Xiubai froze, as soon as he thought about the possibility, his heart trembled, his blood flowed backwards, his internal organs seemed to be twisted together, the pain was as if someone had torn his skin bloody, tore off the meridian, and then pulled out Empty his chest and throw him back into the cold dark room.
Not the bloody place of the Colosseum...but, deep in his memory, the quiet room of the orphanage that he didn't want to touch.
"No...can't!"
He gritted his teeth and squeezed out four words, already choked up, but was picked up by Alpha and pushed off his knees.He lost his voice and stood there in a daze, watching Alpha stand up and walk past him, with his back turned to him, without saying anything to him.The tight connection is gone, the body temperature of the other party also disappeared, and Xi Mohui's expression can't even be seen, he should have collapsed violently——
Xi Mo took two steps back, and the sobbing tendency behind him stopped abruptly, as if it was forcibly cut off by Omega himself.
When he turned his head, Huan Xiubai took a step towards him, trying to suppress his sadness, and smiled again, and began to comfort Xi Mohui instinctively: "I'm joking, don't be angry... just like you said, It’s okay, you don’t like me anymore, I’ll keep chasing you back, don’t worry, I’m different from other o, it’s okay..."
He said it was okay, but in fact his calves were trembling unconsciously.
"Just admit it honestly, you are afraid of being left behind by me."
Huan Xiubai stared at the corner of his robe in a daze: "I... I am afraid that I will be left behind by you again."
Simo took a deep look at him, turned around and walked to the wall, put his palm on it, and sank into the wall to disappear.
Huan Xiubai's breathing became heavier. Regardless of how naked and embarrassed he was, he chased after him. He was about to hit the wall, and was held tightly around his waist by a lotus-like arm protruding from the wall. Then, the silver-haired beauty emerged from it, with a large fur blanket hanging on her right arm.
Xi Mohui dragged the man to the previous position, spread a long blanket on the ground, and pressed Omega's shoulders to press him down. Before he could lower his body, Huan Xiubai had already wrapped his arms around his knees and hugged his hands. Legs, get in position.
Simo back...
Of course, Xi Mohui didn't have any reason to be polite to him, so he used it as it was ordered.If you don't use it, the other party will be more disturbed.
Huan Xiubai's nerves relaxed a little, thinking that Alpha's temper had passed, but unexpectedly, Xi Mohui pinned him tightly, stood up a little, looked down at him with proud eyes, and at the same time three crumpled pieces of paper appeared in his hand, Huan Xiu Bai saw clearly what kind of paper it was, and almost suffered a cardiac arrest.
It's over... Now he's starting to regret why he said so much just now, and if he doesn't say so, isn't it all right after he's had a good meal? !It's good now, the coquettish spirit has turned into a blood-drinking coquette, and started to settle the ledger, he can't escape.
"Did you think I was going to settle the ledger and interrogate you by the way?"
"..."
"You guessed wrong." The three pieces of paper fluttered down on Huan Xiubai's chest, Alpha pressed down, his silver hair fell on his face, the shadow blurred the deep meaning of Simo's lips, "These three pieces of paper are for interrogation Mine."
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Thank you for your support, Coprinus comatus will be stewed when I finish my work!I'll let you know when it's done.
In fact, during the wedding, Huan Erbai overturned his car, and Meimei won the home game hehehehe.
I really want to say that the reality of the omega group that Huan Erbai said is actually very real. It is really common for a weak person to act like a baby and take everything away after working hard for a long time.Many times hard work is not rewarded. The harder you work, the less you may get.Although the reality cannot be changed, I hope that Huan Erbai who works hard can get the best beauty, otherwise, as the beauty god said, if there is no return for hard work, this world is too hopeless.
I hope that everyone who works hard can get the response they deserve. There will always be a "beautiful god" that belongs to you who will hear your voice and respond to your efforts.
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感谢在2020-01-1106:46:42~2020-01-1405:44:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep water torpedo: 1 Zhehuajun;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 362199972; 1 in Fleeting Year;
Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: Said Ai Zhehua 6 pieces; Xiaoyan Haotian, Qiuqiuqiu 2 pieces; Fleeting Years, Sweet Wine and Fruit Milk Sauce, Meow Meow, Baizhouxing, Yu De, Meatballs are very happy, Kylin 1 piece ;
Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Mo Yue; 9 bottles of Zhehuajun; 5 bottles of Lazy Fish?, Meatballs are very happy; 3 bottles of Baizhouxing;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
He knew little about Huan Xiubai's past, and the other party seldom mentioned it, even if he mentioned it occasionally, it was quite indifferent.How could a child who was selected to be the mastermind container from birth, thrown into an orphanage and allowed to grow wildly, develop such a personality as Huan Xiubai?
Many years ago, due to the activities organized by the hospital, Xi Mohui and his colleagues went to various welfare institutions to provide free medical treatment.He has seen many children who come out of orphanages. In most cases, there are two possibilities for personality differentiation: selfish and sensitive, or insensitive.
Huan Xiubai... should have belonged to the latter.It's just that when Xi Mo saw him back, he was already a lush and mature tree.
"I'm done resting, shall I continue? If I had known that I would 'bully' you for three days and three nights, I would not have set up an enchantment in the world, wasting my energy."
After two years of inhuman torture, and being forced to face death and loss, even he, a bystander, would collapse, how is Huan Xiubai reacting calmly now?If it wasn't for the opportunity of being blindfolded, it would be difficult to find out what kind of traumatic stress disorder he has.
This person, I'm afraid he didn't really let go, but focused all his attention on him, forcing himself to ignore the past.Sprinkle white sugar on the wound and cover it with several thick layers. It looks sweet and happy on the surface, but the inside is still rotten.
"Xi Mohui?" Huan Xiubai looked at him thoughtfully, a little strangely.
Besides, Xi Mo thought about it, his mood fluctuated a lot a few days ago, and Omega probably didn't have time to take care of himself.
"Xiao Mo back? If you don't move, I will move."
Simo pressed back the man who was about to move, raised his eyes and asked him: "Does the mark hurt?"
Huan Xiubai touched the back of his neck and replied subconsciously: "It doesn't hurt."
Simo licked the roots of his teeth back, and there was still a bit of blood left.
How can it be painless? When many omega are marked, they need to be coaxed and pampered. One bite of the gland will cause weakness and weakness for three days. It is not uncommon to go to the hospital for hemostasis and bandage. , for a period of at least one week.
Only this omega in his family not only rushes to stretch out his neck every day for him to bite, but also——
"What's wrong? Do you have a toothache? Is it biting your teeth? Open your mouth and let me see."
Simo replied: "..." That's enough.
"Huan Xiubai, you may be the first omega who still cares about whether alpha has a broken tooth after being marked."
"Then why not? I still expect you to take two more bites." Huan Xiubai laughed.
But Xi Mo looked back at him very seriously: "Have you had any nightmares recently?"
Huan Xiu Bai Duan sat upright, pretending to be waiting for the consultation, and said happily, "Does Dr. Xi want to treat me? I am notoriously hopeless, and I need Dr. Xi to swell up." Love' fills up."
"Alright, if you want to play this game." Simo Hui's expression faded, and he immediately returned to the role of the healer.Even if the body is connected, try not to interfere with bad o as much as possible.
"Answer again, how often do you have nightmares, do you wake up in the middle of the night?"
"……No."
"Huh?" Doctor Xi questioned.
"……have not slept……"
have not slept? …Sleep is indeed unnecessary in terms of the physical strength of the gods, but they generally maintain the living habits of human beings to pass the time.
Dr. Xi remained calm, pretending to say casually: "Recently, the ostriches have been acting differently, maybe I should adjust the enchantment sky eye."
They are so close, what reaction does Huan Xiubai have to hide it from him? Omega's muscles tensed in panic, Simo Hui gave a slight "hiss" and grinned.
really.Simo has a bottom line in his heart.
Huan Xiubai's eyes dodged, and he was not used to lying when facing him, so he faltered and prepared to find an excuse to push him over.
Xi Mohui exposed him in one fell swoop: "After you sent me back a few days ago, you have been guarding outside the building at night, haven't you?"
Huan Xiubai was about to say something, when he heard this, he curled his fingers into the palm of his hand, lowered his head and admitted in a low voice: "...I have no other place to go."
Xi Mo's heart seemed to be grabbed, and he was sore.
"Why are you so clingy to me..." He sighed softly.
Huan Xiubai quickly said, "I will definitely control it next time."
Simo stared back into his eyes and saw the panic inside, "It must be controlled so that I don't know."
"..." Huan Xiubai opened and closed his lips, but after all he couldn't speak, he just smiled wryly.
"Don't say it when you're afraid, and pretend it doesn't hurt when it hurts. You used to be alone, why are you still like this now?"
Huan Xiubai was a little confused, he didn't know why he suddenly mentioned this, and tried to explain: "But I'm a man, how can I be afraid of the dark and scream for pain?"
"You are a man and also mine. You should be strong in front of all the world, and you must show weakness in front of me. You are frustrated when you go out, and you are not allowed to shed a tear. If you want to shed, you can only come to me."
Huan Xiubai muttered: "...Although it sounds unreasonable, it feels a little comfortable for no reason."
"Like you just now, if you felt uncomfortable because of thinking about that experience, why didn't you just tell me: Xi Mohui, I'm scared and want to take off the blindfold."
Huan Xiubai said with difficulty: "...I... can't say that."
"why?"
"I said that, isn't it the same as those o's I hate? You didn't mean anything to me, and it's not that I can't bear it, there's no need..."
Only then did Sim Mo realize the crux of the problem, "Do you think that you are deliberately inviting pets by giving in to me? In order not to make me feel that way, no matter what I do to you, you grit your teeth and endure it?"
"It's not to the point of gritting your teeth. I'm happy for you to use me."
Xi Mohui shook his head lightly, "It's not the problem. Huan Xiubai, your problem is that there is a line in your heart that distinguishes you from other omega. Do you think 'calling for help when hurt' and 'obedience in love' will Lets you cross the line and become the same person as them. Why separate yourself so simply and rudely? Like you said, you don't care if I'm an A or an O, and I certainly don't. You've been emphasizing it since before You are a man, and you just want to reject the identity of an omega, so that you overcorrect, and you dare not show even a little bit of vulnerability to break the psychological fortress you have worked so hard to build. How can you... be bound by this concept?"
Huan Xiubai clenched his fists under his statement, hung on his sides, and took a deep breath, "Xi Mohui... I don't want to be that kind of person, not at all. I need to work hard for a long time to get something, they...act like a baby Play soft and you can take it away. That's really, really despicable."
Simo turned back to the hand that was tied with him, poked his fingers into his tightly closed fist socket, stretched it open, and interlocked his fingers.
"tell me."
"And," Huan Xiubai looked at his heart for the first time, and said the truth that he dared not say, "You are attracted to me because I am different from other o."
Xi Mohui was slightly surprised: "What are you afraid of? Afraid of showing your weakness and being abandoned by me? Isn't your biggest weakness now me?"
Huan Xiubai was deeply shocked by his thinking... Thinking about it carefully, it seems that this is indeed the case?
There must be a deeper reason.Thinking back, Simo decided to try it out, put away his expression, untied the cloth strip with lowered eyes, and said casually: "What will you do if I get tired of you in the future?"
Huan Xiubai froze, as soon as he thought about the possibility, his heart trembled, his blood flowed backwards, his internal organs seemed to be twisted together, the pain was as if someone had torn his skin bloody, tore off the meridian, and then pulled out Empty his chest and throw him back into the cold dark room.
Not the bloody place of the Colosseum...but, deep in his memory, the quiet room of the orphanage that he didn't want to touch.
"No...can't!"
He gritted his teeth and squeezed out four words, already choked up, but was picked up by Alpha and pushed off his knees.He lost his voice and stood there in a daze, watching Alpha stand up and walk past him, with his back turned to him, without saying anything to him.The tight connection is gone, the body temperature of the other party also disappeared, and Xi Mohui's expression can't even be seen, he should have collapsed violently——
Xi Mo took two steps back, and the sobbing tendency behind him stopped abruptly, as if it was forcibly cut off by Omega himself.
When he turned his head, Huan Xiubai took a step towards him, trying to suppress his sadness, and smiled again, and began to comfort Xi Mohui instinctively: "I'm joking, don't be angry... just like you said, It’s okay, you don’t like me anymore, I’ll keep chasing you back, don’t worry, I’m different from other o, it’s okay..."
He said it was okay, but in fact his calves were trembling unconsciously.
"Just admit it honestly, you are afraid of being left behind by me."
Huan Xiubai stared at the corner of his robe in a daze: "I... I am afraid that I will be left behind by you again."
Simo took a deep look at him, turned around and walked to the wall, put his palm on it, and sank into the wall to disappear.
Huan Xiubai's breathing became heavier. Regardless of how naked and embarrassed he was, he chased after him. He was about to hit the wall, and was held tightly around his waist by a lotus-like arm protruding from the wall. Then, the silver-haired beauty emerged from it, with a large fur blanket hanging on her right arm.
Xi Mohui dragged the man to the previous position, spread a long blanket on the ground, and pressed Omega's shoulders to press him down. Before he could lower his body, Huan Xiubai had already wrapped his arms around his knees and hugged his hands. Legs, get in position.
Simo back...
Of course, Xi Mohui didn't have any reason to be polite to him, so he used it as it was ordered.If you don't use it, the other party will be more disturbed.
Huan Xiubai's nerves relaxed a little, thinking that Alpha's temper had passed, but unexpectedly, Xi Mohui pinned him tightly, stood up a little, looked down at him with proud eyes, and at the same time three crumpled pieces of paper appeared in his hand, Huan Xiu Bai saw clearly what kind of paper it was, and almost suffered a cardiac arrest.
It's over... Now he's starting to regret why he said so much just now, and if he doesn't say so, isn't it all right after he's had a good meal? !It's good now, the coquettish spirit has turned into a blood-drinking coquette, and started to settle the ledger, he can't escape.
"Did you think I was going to settle the ledger and interrogate you by the way?"
"..."
"You guessed wrong." The three pieces of paper fluttered down on Huan Xiubai's chest, Alpha pressed down, his silver hair fell on his face, the shadow blurred the deep meaning of Simo's lips, "These three pieces of paper are for interrogation Mine."
※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※※
Thank you for your support, Coprinus comatus will be stewed when I finish my work!I'll let you know when it's done.
In fact, during the wedding, Huan Erbai overturned his car, and Meimei won the home game hehehehe.
I really want to say that the reality of the omega group that Huan Erbai said is actually very real. It is really common for a weak person to act like a baby and take everything away after working hard for a long time.Many times hard work is not rewarded. The harder you work, the less you may get.Although the reality cannot be changed, I hope that Huan Erbai who works hard can get the best beauty, otherwise, as the beauty god said, if there is no return for hard work, this world is too hopeless.
I hope that everyone who works hard can get the response they deserve. There will always be a "beautiful god" that belongs to you who will hear your voice and respond to your efforts.
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感谢在2020-01-1106:46:42~2020-01-1405:44:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the deep water torpedo: 1 Zhehuajun;
Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 362199972; 1 in Fleeting Year;
Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: Said Ai Zhehua 6 pieces; Xiaoyan Haotian, Qiuqiuqiu 2 pieces; Fleeting Years, Sweet Wine and Fruit Milk Sauce, Meow Meow, Baizhouxing, Yu De, Meatballs are very happy, Kylin 1 piece ;
Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Mo Yue; 9 bottles of Zhehuajun; 5 bottles of Lazy Fish?, Meatballs are very happy; 3 bottles of Baizhouxing;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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