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"Adam?" A sentence that was originally so ordinary, at this moment, it was like a bolt of lightning, accurately splitting down from the top of Adam's head, and immediately every cell and every hair in his body stood on end.

And the horror that made him dream back countless times in the middle of the night suddenly materialized at this moment, like a devil who chose to eat people, swallowed Adam's heart in one gulp, and his blood coagulated as a result. In other words, Adam would rather Time stood still for a moment.

However, it is impossible after all.He let go of Carol who was hugging him tightly, swallowed the saliva in his mouth with difficulty, and took a few steps back, but he still didn't dare to turn around and face the sudden person behind him.

However, Catherine saw the young man in front of him, the perfect boy in the eyes of everyone in the town, and the dream son model in her heart-Carol Anderson.

The little hope that was left at first, also fell into despair after seeing the figure clearly.She trembled involuntarily, as if she was standing naked outside in midwinter, receiving the cold wind blowing from all directions, but looking up, there was nowhere for her to hide.

That was her son, her proudest son, she poured all her trust and glory into him, however, it made her face this sinful scene, and she somewhat regretted her choice.

She should have stayed home, taken Brett and Michelle to church, shared the glory of God with her brothers and sisters in solemn and holy hymns, and heard God's shepherds teach about God's Word.

However, she chose to trek hundreds of kilometers to this bustling and depraved city, wanting to celebrate the birthday of her son whom she had not seen for many days. Along the way, she imagined countless scenarios of meeting and interviewing Adam.

She imagined the surprised expression on Adam's face, the slightly raised eyebrows, the wide eyes, and the mouth opened because of surprise, and she would step forward to give Adam a hug, and then tell him happy birthday in his ear.What a happy night this should have been, but when she pushed open the heavy door, everything was ruined.

The perfect birthday party, all her trust in Adam, her perfect family in everyone's eyes, and even her unshakable faith in God were all destroyed in this instant.

"Adam." At this moment when time was almost frozen, Michelle's whisper from the side was like a stone thrown into the calm level, breaking the stagnant atmosphere in the field.

Adam held back his trembling body from fear, and turned towards the direction where his mother Catherine and Michelle came in. He moved his lips, and only uttered one word: "mom."

"Stop!" Catherine said reflexively, looking at her familiar face, it seemed strange and terrifying at this time, she couldn't help but took a step back, opened her mouth several times, wanting to reprimand loudly at Adam' What are you doing?This is sin!How dare you do such an unforgivable thing? ', but he couldn't say a single word.

Since she slowly lost her dominance at home, and she lost a parent's control over all members of the family, she can no longer use absolute authority and violence to order, Forcing everyone in this family to act according to her rules, and the son in front of her is no longer something she can order.

In the end, after countless thoughts passed through his mind, only one sentence remained: "Is this your choice?"

Adam didn't get the scolding, cursing, or even beating that he thought, but Catherine's reticent words made his heart ache.

He knew what kind of answer Catherine wanted, as long as he told Catherine righteously at this time that what he saw before was accidental, he had nothing to do with Carol, and he, like everyone else, could Falling in love with a beautiful woman, maybe everything will go back to the beginning, the storm will stop in an instant, and then the rain will clear, and they can continue to get together and have a happy and happy birthday.

But he can't!

It's not that he can't use his superb acting skills to deceive Catherine into believing his words are true, nor is it that he can't hide his sexuality like in his previous life, like a person with autism who refuses everyone's closeness and makes himself perfect as if Saints in general.

He can't be that he can't deceive himself, he can't deceive his relatives, and he can't let down the man who exhausted his two lifetimes of luck to meet. He can't imagine, let him go back to the prison in the past, and continue to live like a dog. live.

And if he admits it, then what he will face will be a family that will soon be divided, and he will make his mother who loves him deeply and his brother Brett miserable and embarrassing, and he will truly face the whole world Strange eyes, unable to hide.

"Sorry." The moment Adam opened his mouth, he was really shaken, but in the end he gave his mother, Catherine, a cruel answer. Let her continue to deceive herself.

But suddenly hearing Adam's own answer, she was knocked down instantly, and she said with a wry smile: "I know, I know."

Then, turn around and leave.Adam looked at Catherine, who was in a daze, and chased forward a few steps worriedly, shouting: "Mom! Don't leave, please!"

"If you still have a little pity for me, please let me go alone." Catherine turned around and looked at Adam who was approaching with tears, and said in a pleading voice.

Adam could only stop in his tracks, letting Catherine stagger out of the hotel.Carol, who followed closely, hugged Adam who was also devastated, and apologized softly: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

Adam looked at the apologetic Carol, but he didn't say a word of accusation, because he knew that even if he should be blamed, it should be him. Carol didn't make the slightest mistake. He thought everything was under control, because Some small successes, but Zhigao is arrogant, forgetting that the world does not completely accommodate his ideas.

Since his time-traveling and rebirth, this road has gone too smoothly. Whether it is in his career, he has saved his family in a difficult situation with a cartoon in one step, and created a sky in the industry, and then made persistent efforts. "Ji Park" once again created countless amazing achievements and won praises from countless people.

Even that love was so perfect, I made it to the whole school, even the most perfect lover in the small town, tall and handsome, capable of literature and martial arts, with a superior family background, and even most importantly, able to communicate with him, so he step by step The vigilance that should have been relaxed.

Even though he keeps emphasizing how sensitive their identities are in this day and age and how the society rejects their sexuality, but when it is really his turn to pay attention, he does it time and time again. With luck in mind.

That time at Carol's house, he changed his vigilance!However, because there was no huge disturbance in the end, he self-hypnotized and forgot; Michelle should have learned a lesson that time, but because of the other party's understanding and kindness, he ignored it again.

As for the countless other times, more or less unscrupulous, he squandered all his luck. This time was a coincidence, but it was inevitable.It is impossible for the goddess of luck to stand by his side forever, cover everything for him, and let him act unscrupulously and recklessly in this world.

As Adam knelt down and held his head, countless fragments began to come back to his mind, and he saw painfully and clearly how unscrupulous he was, all of which he asked for.

He can be like Carol, find a suitable time to talk about these things, and let Michelle and Brett be by his side to intercede and relieve him. Maybe Catherine is still difficult to accept, but it will never be corrupted. such a situation.Or he is more vigilant and hides everything from everyone's sight. After a few years, lgbt slowly enters everyone's sight. When most people can accept it, he will put everything out on the tray, which is also very perfect s solution.

However, he failed to do all of these, so at this moment, he could only watch Catherine leave in pain in pain, but there was no way to stop it, no way to solve it.

"It's all my fault, Carl, it's all my fault. What should I do?" Adam burst into tears, and he fell into endless regret at the moment. For nearly a year, he was completely integrated into this In the world, he accepted Catherine as his mother, Michelle, a lovely sister, and Brett, an off-line brother who was loyal and kind to him. He gained a precious family affection that he did not have in his previous life, but all But it was all destroyed by him.

At this moment, Brett walked in quickly with a big cake in his hand, frowning. Seeing the messy scene, he had a bad premonition in his heart, and he asked loudly, "What happened? Where's mother? "

"She knows. Brett, mother knows about me and Carol." Adam knew that everything could not be concealed, so he could only stand up, wiped his face, and told Brett everything.

Brett raised his eyebrows when he heard this, and when he saw Carol standing next to Adam, he immediately knew the whole story. He clenched his fists tightly, gritted his teeth and walked towards Adam.

"Damn bastard!" Brett cursed angrily, then went back and punched Adam in the direction of Adam, and Adam, who felt guilty, knew that Brett's fist was heading in his direction, but he didn't dodge it at all. idea.