That Alien Feeling

They lay like that for a while on the sofa, their sweaty bodies tangled together.

Adam didn't know how much time had passed.He straightened up and looked down at Harry's lingering blush.Hell, he's so beautiful.So beautiful.Harry.

There was a voice in his subconscious that kept chattering, he seemed to have forgotten something, but he couldn't grasp the ethereal thoughts.

Adam frowned, and finally remembered the thing he couldn't figure out the most.

He reached down and felt the strange discharge smearing the inside of Harry's thigh.It's colorless and odorless, just like normal lube, but... even if Harry had prepared himself before coming here - which is not something he would do - the stuff kept spilling out of Harry .Adam was pretty sure that the longer they did it, the slipperier Harry got inside, which was... unbelievable.How the hell is that possible?

Adam frowned and looked up at Harry, distraught.

Harry was watching him warily. "I...I can explain," he said. "I'll explain to you everything I couldn't say before, including why I left."

Adam pursed his lips.He rolled off Harry and sat beside him.Even though his mind was clouded with desire right now, he remembered being angry.But if Harry really wanted to explain everything, it wouldn't hurt to listen.

"Go on." He said coldly.

"I..." Harry said, wringing his hands together.He looked down and found that he was naked from the waist down, and his face was red again.He sat up and pulled his shirt over his lower body.He cleared his throat and stared at Adam tremblingly.

"I'm an alien."

God, I thought it was so crazy.

Adam laughed hoarsely. "It won't be interesting if you say too much." He thought he would get a real explanation.enough.

Harry frowned. "I'm not kidding. I'm an alien. That is, from another planet. Really."

"Forget it." Adam really couldn't accept it.Harry still tried to fool him with a joke, and refused to give him even a word of the truth.

"I'm an alien." Harry still refused to let go, his tone tinged with a hint of urgency.

"It's up to you," Adam said, pulling on his pants and zipping them up.He was utterly sick of it all.

"Adam!"

"What?" Adam yelled.

Harry grinned miserably. "I'm telling the truth. Look at my mouth. See? That's proof I'm not lying to you."

Adam sneered, but then fell silent, staring at Harry.

Harry's mouth didn't move.But he could hear Harry's voice clearly.

"I'm an alien, I can use telepathy." Harry's mouth still didn't move, but his voice echoed in Adam's head. "So I can't stay with you; so I can't tell you much about me. You see."

Before Adam could understand what Harry was talking about, a picture appeared in his mind - a planet full of blue and green.This planet looks a bit like Earth, but it's clearly not.First, its green area is larger than that of the earth; in addition, it has only one continent.

"This is my hometown," Harry's voice said in his head.Then, the picture disappeared.

Adam shook his head slowly.He saw something strange.He must be hallucinating.There is only this one explanation.

He may be dreaming.Even Harry was a figment of his imagination.

"You're not dreaming, Adam." This time, Harry said it in his own voice.He smiled nervously. "The me in front of you is real."

Adam glared at him. "Are you reading my mind?"

Harry bit his thumb. "I'm sorry, I just wanted to prove to you that I didn't lie."

"So, the truth is, you are an alien." Adam's tone remained unchanged.

Harry nodded, eyes full of hope. "Do you believe it now?"

Adam got up and went to the window and opened it to let the cool air flood into the room.

He closed his eyes, trying to put everything together.Half of his sanity was still convinced it was a prank, and any minute later Harry would laugh and say he was joking.But he heard Harry's voice in his head.Harry's hometown came to his mind.Unless he was really crazy, he had to seriously consider the possibility that Harry was telling the truth, he was an alien.

alien.

Damn, just thinking about it feels ridiculous.But Adam still forced himself to think seriously.alien.That would explain something incomprehensible about Harry.A lot of things.

Adam bit his cheek.He thought of how his friends in MI[-] couldn't find anyone who matched Harry's looks in any country—and also, that Harry didn't seem to have a grasp of many of the basics of Earthlings.And Harry is vague every time he talks about his hometown and family.And Harry secretes synovial fluid when he's in love.And Harry's oddly shaped kneecaps.And Harry's exceptionally smooth skin, which sometimes really doesn't look like a human from Earth.And Harry's incredibly silky hair.And his unusual purple eyes.Also, he gets very excited when he talks about aliens and the alien images in film and television works.

Moreover, when they first met, Harry told him that he was an alien.

Adam opened his eyes, turned around, and said with a bitter face: "Please tell me that you are not from a certain galaxy in Sagittarius."

Harry smiled meekly at him. "Well, we don't call it 'Sagittarius'."

"But you are indeed an alien from Sagittarius," Adam said dryly.

Harry nodded. "It's not called that in our place," he repeated. "Constellations look different from different planets."

"'We,'" Adam repeated his words. "Who are you referring to?"

Harry tilted his head to one side, watching him cautiously. "Kaluvians. Or to be more precise, Ka'luf'vians, but after joining the Starfederation, standard names have to be used, because some pronunciations are inaudible to most races—" Harry stopped up. "Sorry, I'm talking to myself again, you may not be interested in these. Do you really believe it now, or are you ready to laugh? You people on Earth often laugh for no reason."

"I don't know," Adam frowned. "Maybe."

Harry pouted. "I thought you believed me."

Adam sighed and ran his hands through his hair. "You also understand how crazy what you said sounds?" He pinched the bridge of his nose. "Okay, just take it for granted. You're an alien. Awesome. What are you doing here?"

"Here?" Harry looked around, then down at his own half-naked body.Adam tried desperately to keep his eyes from wandering over to Harry, distraction would have ruined everything.It took him a lot of effort to figure it out.

"I mean Earth," Adam finished, laughing. "Are we hacked or something?"

Harry gave him a dejected look. "I really don't understand why you people on Earth always feel that aliens are interested in invading you. I should have told you my point of view."

"Ah, yes," Adam's tone was a little sarcastic. "I remember we talked about it on the premise that everything about aliens was just a hypothesis."

Harry showed a shameful expression, with a bit of conscience.This made Adam feel a little relieved.

"I never wanted to lie to you," he said quietly. "I just can't tell you anything, it's required by law. Earth is not yet at the technological and cultural level required for 'contact'."

Adam literally wants to find a hidden camera hidden somewhere.He held back.Even though he had experienced telepathy and everything Harry had told him, he still couldn't quite believe it was true.

How could Harry - the cute and eccentric guy he met at a coffee shop and fell in love with - be an alien?Aliens are supposed to be ugly, with big gray heads and scary black eyes.Aliens are supposed to be evil and scary, no...not friendly, and not surprisingly likable.

His Harry couldn't possibly be an alien.

his Harry.

Harry.

"You said your name was 'Harry'," Adam said, closing his eyes for a moment. "You lied to me too?"

Harry shook his head. "You could think of it as a nickname for my real name. I really like it, I made my family call me 'Harry'. I'm going to be 'Harry' now, I swear."

"Then what's your last name?"

Harry made a face. "Earthlings can't make that sound. I'm not even sure you can hear every sound."

Adam leaned against the window sill, folded his arms over his chest and said, "Tell me." He felt Harry's eyes linger on his strong arms and chest, full of admiration, which made his dick shudder with excitement shook.He almost laughed.What the hell.Harry says he's an alien, but apparently Adam's body doesn't care.

Harry said something that sounded like a tune.

"What?" Adam asked.

Harry repeated it slowly. "Hacht 'Enkh' Chaali. This is my full name."

Adam frowned.What a mouthful. "What does your name mean?"

"Well, Hacht is my name, not exactly, but I think it's about the same. It's not easy to explain to people on Earth. Chaali is my clan name. 'Enhe' means... sublime, I guess."

"Sublime?" Adam asked.

Harry shrugged. "Some words are difficult to translate. I think you can also understand it as the royal family, or nobles, which probably means that." Harry frowned, looking quite frustrated because he couldn't explain clearly.

Adam blinked slowly. "The royal family?"

Harry wrinkled his nose. "My mother is the queen."

"Queen," Adam repeated. "You mean, the queen of the entire planet?"

"No!" Harry laughed.

Thank goodness.

"We have twelve clans there," said Harry. "I feel like your kingdom." He frowned again. "Sometimes a translation chip doesn't work. I wouldn't call our clan a 'kingdom,' but that's the closest word."

"Translation chip?"

"Yes, it's a chip we implanted in the body. It can connect to the brain and help us quickly master foreign languages, but it can make mistakes." Harry giggled. "You should have heard how I spoke the first day I came to Earth! No one could understand me! But by the third day, I spoke pretty well."

"You learned English in three days?" For some reason, this was the thing that surprised him the most.

Harry nodded. "My parents used to say I was gifted with languages." He smiled a little smugly.

Adam couldn't figure out how he could be mad at someone and at the same time love him so much.

He secretly laughed at himself.Apparently he loved Harry even though he was an alien.They haven't seen each other for a year, and he's still deep in it.

One year.

"A year, Harry," said Adam. "Why did you leave? Why are you back now?"

"I don't know where to start." Harry hesitated.

"Just start from scratch."

Harry bit his lip. "Let me make a long story short. In the beginning, my parents sent me to Earth to punish me. I made a mistake. I used kinship to peek at my sister's secret and got caught. Technically it was illegal ...my parents were so mad they sent me to Earth to 'develop responsibility'." He looked at Adam. "You gotta understand, I can't tell you I'm an alien, it's against the law - it was against that time. I told you the truth before: when I first left, my parents didn't He sent me back without saying hello."

"Not even saying 'goodbye'?"

Harry shook his head. "I didn't know in advance that they were going to teleport me back. The whole teleportation process of the TNIT—the Transgalactic Transmitter—was only a few seconds. It locked the location through my identification chip and teleported me back."

Adam looked bitter when he heard that.

Harry slumped his shoulders in frustration. "you do not believe me."

"I trust you," Adam said with a sigh. "It's just that aliens, transmission devices, identification chips, etc. are too difficult for me to understand." He shook his head. "Go on. So your parents teleported you back. Then why did you come back? And bring your friends?"

"As I said - Sean helped me come back. My parents wouldn't let me come back. Also, the law stipulates that you can only visit the former TNIT planet once a year. So Sean found friends from other planets to smuggle us here. "

"Then why did Shane follow?"

Harry frowned. "He wants to get rid of his bonds."

"His bond?"

"It's a long story," said Harry. "If you want, I'll show it to you directly? It's more convenient. I promise I won't peek at what you're thinking."

Adam studied his eager expression, hesitated for a moment, and nodded.

Harry smiled brightly. "look into my eyes."

Adam was mentally prepared, but the sudden onslaught of other people's thoughts and memories caught him off guard.Oh shit.There is too much information about Harley's native culture, all inclusive, about what a "bond" is, and how the bond restricts the senses and weakens the senses of the Harley people.

"Wait," Adam blinked, interrupting the influx of information. "You used telepathy on Earthlings? Fooled them?"

"Just a few times," Harry argued. "Sean and I don't have papers or money, otherwise we wouldn't be able to come to London from Los Angeles."

"Have you ever used telepathy on me?"

"No!" said Harry.

Adam looked at him.He firmly believed that Harry would not do anything to his mind, but this idea was so unbreakable that it made him vigilant.

"You're always on my mind," Adam said slowly. "From the moment I saw you, I wanted to protect you and take care of you. I have always felt that I have such a strong desire to protect someone who almost doesn't know me at all. But even if That way, I still always feel like you belong to me. I've never felt so strongly about someone in such a short period of time, it's not like me at all."

Harry blushed, as if he was enjoying the words.But then he frowned and shook his head. "I swear I never interfered with your thoughts. I swear, Adam."

Adam gritted his teeth and turned his head away. "Go on," he said. "So, you came back last time because your friend was trying to get rid of his bond."

"And because I miss you," said Harry.

Adam pursed his lips. "And then? Your brother found you and took you away? Can't you convince him to let you stay?"

"I can't stay. He discovered our relationship. My behavior caused a great crisis to the whole family, so he was very angry."

"What crisis?" Adam asked succinctly.He still couldn't believe that Harry had never interfered with his thoughts.He wanted to trust Harry.I miss it so much.It made him wary.

He couldn't help but think of Jack's words.I don't know what you see in him.Well, he's kinda cute, but there's a lot of cute boys out there.I've never seen why you got so deep.

"Korza is angry because I violated the Transgalactic Law and Kaluvia's Law, more than one." Harry's answer pulled Adam out of his thoughts. "I can't stay on Earth. I'm going to be found sooner or later, and it will have terrible consequences for my entire family. Legal troubles aside, if our relationship is discovered, our family's social and political standing will be jeopardized." destroyed."

"Why?" Adam asked nervously. "I know that we earthlings don't have any sophisticated identification chips and transmission devices, but we're not uncivilized primitive people either."

"I understand, I understand. But..." Harry grimaced. "My people are a little...arrogant."

"That's right," Adam said, "I've seen your brother."

Harry flinched. "Keza may be a bit domineering, but he is actually a very good person in his bones."

Even when he said that, Adam still didn't quite believe it.

"After all, you left for fucking political reasons," Adam said.He didn't know whether to laugh or get angry.

"It's not that simple." A worried look crossed Harry's face. "The political situation in Kaluvia is unstable. More and more non-sensing politicians are trying to overthrow the sentient rule of the various clans."

"I thought you guys were telepathic," Adam said.

Harry shook his head. "Kaluvia's unsentimentals aren't as insensitive as you are. They have some passive abilities—they have kinship senses, and they can bond—but they're not very useful. They can't use them of their own volition Induction, so they are not considered inductive. Non-inductive people used to be a minority, but in the past few hundred years, they have accounted for more than half of the population." He frowned. "It is indeed possible that they will overthrow the current ruling royal family. All they need is to find a reason to take action. If I don't rebuild the bond and maintain a level 3 induction, they will judge me as a dangerous person and use this example to Proves that Sensers are not fit to hold power. So I went back with Keza before anyone found out." Harry looked at him imploringly. "Say something, please."

Adam went to the bar and opened a bottle of whiskey. "So you always knew you were going to leave me one day. Great." He didn't hide his anger.He wasn't in the mood for Harry's feelings.He felt he was being used in the most vicious way possible.He was deeply in love with Harry, but Harry always thought it was just a dewy affair.

"I--"

"Then why did you come back?" Adam roared, taking a swig of whiskey. "In order to harm me again, let me never recover, and then go back to your incomparably noble home planet? Didn't you say that you wish me happiness? Didn't you wish me to fall in love with someone else?" He recalled what Harry left behind. Note, laugh out loud.Damn it, he hated that thing because he'd memorized the whole note.

"I thought I'd never come back," Harry whispered. "I thought I'd never see you again. As soon as I got back to Kaluvia, Keza re-established my bond so no one else would find out. I thought I'd be able to slowly readjust, but I... ...I was wrong."

Harry's tone was odd.Adam turned away.

Harry looked down at his hands. "Please don't think of my brother as a bad guy, he's not. I wouldn't be able to come back without him. I wouldn't be able to come back if he hadn't fought so hard." Harry bit his lower lip, hesitantly. "If it wasn't for Keza, I'd probably be dead."

Adam felt that all the muscles in his body were tense, and he had to consciously relax.Harry is here.Harry is fine.

"What do you mean?"

Harry's face was pressed against the back of the sofa, his eyelashes drooping to hide the emotion in his eyes. "Thousands of years ago, there was a global war in Kaluvia. Some extremely lethal biological and chemical weapons were used in the war. By the end of the war, most of the people had lost their fertility. Our geneticists solved question, but experimental gene therapies have had unintended side effects."

"I know." When Harry explained "what is a bond" in his mind just now, Adam had already understood a little bit. "That caused the induction mutation, you said."

Harry nodded. "Not only that, but also caused some physiological mutations. After the implementation of gene therapy, some atavistic babies appeared, and they carried a certain kind of special gene, which came from our long-extinct ancestors, the Sur'ke'tu people." Harry Looking at Adam. "I'm one of them."

Adam began to have a bad feeling. "Then what?"

Harry shrugged, looking a little flustered. "We call these people atavistic. Atavism varies from person to person, but in general, atavistic people are biologically programmed to have sex with anyone of either sex."

Wrinkles formed on Adam's forehead.It sounds bizarre, but it does explain why Harry can secrete synovial fluid. "What does that have to do with your almost dying?"

Harry smoothed his hair with one hand. "Every atavism is different, some will show more Sur'k'tu features, and some will not be different from modern Kaluvians. The theory has been said for hundreds of years: the return If the ancestors were not bonded, they would exhibit more of the physiology of our ancestors." He said, blushing. "For example, after their first mating, the Sur'k'tu became biologically dependent on their mates. It's been suggested that this was a natural mechanism to ensure reproduction, since their mates were lifelong."

Harry swallowed, and whispered, "After a while after I got home, I started to feel wrong. Everything was wrong. I was wrong. Empty." Harry rubbed his chest subconsciously, as if trying to drive away what made him feel uncomfortable. The pain is still fresh in my memory. "I don't know if I'm going to actually die, but I was losing consciousness. To be honest, I don't remember much of what happened in the last few months. It was all a blur. I couldn't think. I just knew I needed you."

Adam bit his cheek. "You describe it like some kind of disease." Disease, not emotion.

"That's it."

All right.Harry didn't come back because he missed him.He came back because of some unmet physical need.

Adam took another swig of whiskey.

Harry had no idea how upset Adam was.He went on: "Kerza reestablished my bond with Leilan 'Heaney' Gul, but the feeling changed. The bond can suppress my senses, but not my instincts. Kerza realized I had to go back Coming to you, he took a political approach and brought up issues, not just in Kaluvia, but across the galaxy—"

"He's such a nice guy." Adam stared at the wine bottle in his hand. "Okay, get out."

The room was silent.

"What?" Harry asked softly.

"Don't pretend you didn't hear." Adam knew that his tone was quite cold and mean, and he didn't intend to hide it. "Go away. You've got what you want. Go away."

He heard Harry's shuddering inhalation and exhalation. "You've—now you don't want me anymore?"

Adam lifted the bottle to his lips. "Of course I want to." He deliberately misinterpreted Harry's words.He stared into Harry's eyes. "I fucked you, did you forget?"

Harry opened his mouth, a small frown forming between his brows. "You're being mean," he said, more confused than sad. "You're not mean."

Adam poured some wine into his mouth. "People change. That's the way life is. You should go. I'm so tired today that I don't have the strength to say goodbye to you."

Harry stared at him.

"What?" Adam said. "Your car hasn't arrived yet? Then what kind of transmission device needs to be charged? Sorry, I'm just an uncivilized earthling, and I only deserve to have a shot with you. I don't understand how to use your sophisticated technology."

Harry looked at him with his head tilted, like a bird.A bird so beautiful he wanted to kiss him all over his body.

Adam squeezed his eyes shut for a moment.hell.

"Go away." He said through gritted teeth.He was more hateful himself than Harry.

He didn't watch Harry go.

The feeling of Harry leaving was stronger than the sound of the door closing.

Adam looked around. There was silence in the living room.It was as if everything was the same, not darker or emptier.He didn't feel alone.He feels nothing about it.

He felt nothing.

Adam collapsed on the sofa, raised the wine bottle again, and cast his out-of-focus eyes on the ceiling.

He could still vividly remember the day he met Harry.Interestingly, he always went to the cafe on the corner, never to the "Star Cafe" - he didn't like it very much.If his favorite café hadn't been so crowded that day, he probably would never have met Harry.

I wish he hadn't met.

He took another sip, enjoying the burn that followed, and another sip.

The door flung open.Adam put the bottle to his lips.Harry barged in again aggressively, his stubborn look very different from usual.

"I won't let you do that," said Harry, striding over to Adam.

Adam could only stare at him helplessly, unable to speak for a while.Harry stepped into his lap and pressed his shoulders against the back of the sofa.Adam had no trouble pushing people away, he was just stunned.

"I can't believe you don't feel anything for me anymore," said Harry, staring into his eyes. "I know you still have feelings. I can feel them. I feel them during sex."

Adam put on an uneasy expression. "A cannonball is a cannonball, don't get me wrong. You told me to forget about you, so I did."

Harry's lips quivered. "You lied. You're just sad because I lied to you. That wasn't my intention, sorry. I'm really, really sorry."

God be merciful.Those eyes were so foul.They really don't belong to Earthlings.

"I don't want to hear your apology," he said coldly.He told himself he was right to do so.He loved Harry, and Harry never reciprocated the same love.Harry had only come back for some physical need, bloody hell.Harry had lied to him for more than a year, why did he think Harry wouldn't do the same thing again?As soon as he no longer needed to be fucked by Adam, he could disappear at any time.Their relationship was always in an unbalanced state, and Adam was always looking forward to Harry's return and his stay.He has to stop in time.No matter how much he wanted to hold Harry in his arms, how much he wanted to fill his body, how much he wanted to swallow him whole, taste every inch of his body and keep it as his own, hide him in the only Wherever he can approach, absorb his breath.Almost all the time he doesn't feel like doing it.

"I didn't lie to you." Adam looked into Harry's eyes, hoping he wasn't reading his mind. "You said to make me forget about you. A year later, I did it. I did it countless times. I slept with other people." The guilt he felt for this proved that he was still him Damn can't forget Harry.He didn't owe Harry anything.Harry used him, then dumped him for the sake of the family, and had the audacity to leave a "bless you" bullshit letter.He doesn't owe him a penny.

Listening to Adam's words, Harry's nostrils fluttered, and his hands squeezed Adam's shoulders tightly. "You don't love any of them." His voice was nasal and possessive. "I'm your only baby. You said that." Harry choked up a bit, and he stopped to take a deep breath. "I can't believe you don't love me anymore. Tell me why you're angry, please. Maybe I can explain. I'll explain. I want to be with you." Harry forced a smile into Adam's eyes All longing and attachment.Adam reacted involuntarily, in more than one place.

Adam looked away, desperately trying to control his body and emotions.

"What you feel for me is not love, Harry," he said. "This is the last thing I can accept."

Harry looked puzzled. "What?"

"You didn't come back because you loved me," Adam said blankly. "It's because of some physical need that I don't understand. Yes, you need me. You need my body. Who's to say you won't slip away this time? I've had enough, Habbo. Every time you Disappearing will kill me, I can't stand it anymore." He laughed a few times. "Besides, I know that you are not even from the earth, which makes it even worse. If you disappear one day, I can't even find you. If something happens to you, I have no way of knowing. I don't want to go day after day live in doubt and fear."

Harry's hand ran along Adam's jaw, stroking his stubble softly, his fingers combing the hair at the nape of his neck. "I understand. You think I'm not afraid? I'm afraid too. You're of a completely different race than I am. I need you, but you don't need me. I know you're the one and only partner in my life, but I'm not to you .Your feelings for me may disappear at any moment." He lowered his eyelashes. "You don't understand how much I need you, you don't understand that feeling."

Adam smiled hoarsely.He cupped Harry's chin with his fingertips, making Harry's eyes meet his own. "Don't get it? Even when I'm self-hypnotizing that I hate you, I still dream of your smiling face. I fuck people and hate them—and I hate myself for thinking they're fucking you every time. I couldn't even walk into your room for months, fearing I'd lose control. You may need me physically, but it's not just your body that I want. 'You need me' isn't enough for me .You came back for some fucking biological reason. In fact, if you didn't really 'need' me, you wouldn't come back."

Harry stared at him for a long moment before letting out a bitter smirk. "I can't come back, Adam." He choked up. "At that time, my spirit was on the verge of collapse, and my life was at stake, otherwise Keza would not have helped me." Harry shook his head. "You misunderstood. Sur'k'tu's lifelong mates are not biological. They are not irrational beasts, they are picky, and they pursue a mate long after they decide on a mate. Scientific research confirms , they cannot be sexually aroused without intimacy with their partner—similar to the semisexuality of Earthlings. Only after they actually mate, the biological mechanism will kick in."

Harry smiled weakly at him. "Long, long before we made love, I wanted to be your man. It had nothing to do with biology. It was because I wanted to. It's just that my bond was still there at that time, and I didn't quite understand it." He blushed and smiled With a sound. "Don't you remember? At that time, I walked around you all day long, wanting to be by your side, let you hug, or touch? I really like being close to you, I really like your smell, even if you just came out of the gym, Self-proclaimed 'Stinky', I like it too. I really like being your baby, your little boy, and your sweetheart."

Adam stared at him closely.

He didn't know what to think, what to believe.

"I've always enjoyed touching you," Harry whispered, licking his lips.His hands slipped from Adam's shoulders into his open shirt. "Even though I didn't have sexual desire at the time, I was deeply attracted to you, even bondage couldn't stop it. But I didn't quite understand what was going on until bondage disappeared completely." He looked into Adam's eyes, The expression is sincere and defenseless. "I fell in love with you as soon as I saw you. It's incredible. You light up my world. I want to make you happy. I want to please you. I want to see you smile at me and call me baby. I I want to hear you say that I'm different, that I'm your only baby. I've been in love with you for a long, long time before my desires awoke." He took Adam's hand and brought it to his lips. "I love you," he murmured, "always have. My body needs you, but that doesn't take away from the fact that I love you very, very much. Because I really do." He nuzzled like a kitten. holding Adam's hand. "I love you more than you can ever imagine. I don't care what people back home think of me because of it. I want to be yours. I'm yours. Your Harry." He kissed Adam's palm, nothing in his eyes. Make no secret of his attachment. "I belong to you. Unless you don't want me."

There was nothing Adam could do but look at Harry.His heart was beating hard. "Really?" His lips barely moved.

With water in his eyes, Harry nodded. "You are all my dreams. I want to grow old with you. I want to kiss your first wrinkle. I also want to have children in the future who have exactly the same eyes and smile as you. I want to spoil them .I want to be with you forever." Harry kissed the inside of Adam's wrist, making his whole arm crumble.