Save that control freak [Rebirth]

The disco is at the corner of the street, with neon lights hanging outside, and many people are talking at the door.They are all young people, and most of them seem to be students, talking and laughing together, it is too stuffy inside, and they come out after playing for a while to get some air.

Jiang Yanbai is not used to such a place - he never had any fun, from childhood to adulthood, Jiang Yanbai lived like an ascetic monk, he has endured hardships and knows that life is not easy, but he has never been in an entertainment place.He has never even been to the popular disco.

There are four colors of light in the disco, and the singing inside is very loud, floating outside the door. It is the most popular rock song in recent years.

However, Rong Bai has a calm face, he goes to bars a lot.When I was in a cold war with Jiang Yanbai, I used to go to the bar to get drunk.But he didn't dare to drink too much, he was afraid to go back and Jiang Yanbai would nag.

Sometimes Rong Bai felt that Jiang Yanbai was not like his own man, but more like his guardian, taking care of everything, he almost put a pacifier on him and stuffed him with a pacifier.

At that time, Rong Bai felt that Jiang Yanbai didn't trust him, but now he understands that there is a reason for all this.

Before Jiang Yanbai got rich, he had been living a hard life. He never had anything that really belonged to him. What he longed for was not only a lover, but also a family.Someone who can be with him, trust him, and never leave him.

At that time, Rong Bai was still young, he entered into marriage prematurely, and was forced out of breath by Jiang Yanbai's desire to possess and control.What Rong Bai wants is very simple, he just wants love.

But what Jiang Yanbai wants is more complicated, what he wants is not just love.

Rong Bai only now understands this truth, marriage and love are two different things, two people decide to stay together for a lifetime, only love is not enough.

"Go in." Li Lixia said with a smile, it seemed that she often came to the disco, she pushed open the door and led them in.

The music inside was louder and deafening. Jiang Yanbai felt his heart was about to explode with the sound of the music. He couldn't take it anymore, and was about to say leave, but saw Rong Bai bowed his head and talked to Yang Chun, who covered his mouth chuckle.

Now Jiang Yanbai's words were blocked in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word.

Jiang Yanbai didn't speak, he stood aside, feeling that he was out of place here.

Men and women mingled together on the dance floor, but this time it was not as chaotic as in the future. There was a clear distinction between men and women. Although they were on the same dance floor, they each kept their own space.

The range of movements is not too big, the girls move with restraint, but the boys are very happy, the more people watch, the stronger the desire to express.

Rong Bai yawned, he was really not interested in these messy dance moves.

"You don't like discos?" Rong Bai saw Jiang Yanbai standing beside him like a zombie, although his face was expressionless, Rong Bai could still keenly feel his displeasure.

Jiang Yanbai shook his head: "Go and play if you like, I'll wait for you here."

Li Lixia poked his head and interjected: "Let's go, Brother Jiang, let's go dance together. We'll change the song later, and we can dance ballroom dancing."

For ballroom dancing, you need a dance partner. Shy girls will find the same sex to dance with, and some bold ones will wait for boys to invite them.

Jiang Yanbai looked away: "I won't."

He can even dance radio gymnastics with the same hands and feet, let alone ballroom dancing.

Rong Bai asked with a smile: "I'll teach you."

Li Lixia, who was going to speak, was preempted by Rong Bai. He was stunned, but he didn't say anything. Instead, he was glad that he didn't speak, otherwise the subtext would be too obvious and embarrassing.

Just as Jiang Yanbai was about to refuse, the music just switched to ballroom dancing music.

Rong Bai took Jiang Yanbai's hand directly, and led Jiang Yanbai into the dance floor.

Although many colleagues dance together now, Rong Bai and Jiang Yanbai still attract everyone's attention.

There is no way for Rong Bai to dance the female steps, Jiang Yanbai is taller than him.

And in front of Jiang Yanbai, Rong Bai didn't care about his own face, he didn't mind dancing the girl's step.

Jiang Yanbai clumsily followed Rong Bai's steps, dancing nondescriptly. He felt ugly, so he could only look at Rong Bai intently. Under the flashing colorful light, he couldn't see everything around him, as if everyone had grown up. background board.

Only Rongbai is bright and his eyes are agile.

Jiang Yanbai's Adam's apple rolled, and at this moment, he could hardly restrain his urge to kiss.

"Do you like Li Lixia?" Rong Bai asked suddenly, with a voice that only the two of them could hear.

Jiang Yanbai obviously didn't expect Rong Bai to ask himself this question, he was a little dazed and didn't know what happened.

Seeing that Jiang Yanbai was silent, Rong Bai stomped on him when he got angry.

Jiang Yanbai took a deep breath in pain.

Rong Bai asked again: "Do you really like Li Lixia?"

Jiang Yanbai immediately denied: "No, I don't like her."

Rong Bai turned around, and when the two got close, he asked again: "Then why didn't you reply to me just now?"

Jiang Yanbai was puzzled: "I just don't understand why you ask this."

Rong Bai suddenly asked: "Then do you have someone you like?"

He is like a hunter, luring his prey into his trap, Rong Bai forgot his previous persistence, maybe it was the ambiguous environment, maybe it was the indescribable feelings in his heart that finally made his rationality fail. downwind.

Let's think about it later, at least at this moment, let him face his heart clearly.

Jiang Yanbai looked at Rong Bai deeply, and he nodded.

Obviously the winning ticket is in his hands, but Rong Bai still couldn't help becoming nervous, he seemed to be able to hear his own heartbeat right next to his ears, and even the sound of music couldn't cover it up.

"Who do you like?" Rong Bai's voice became lower and lower, almost inaudible, but with secret temptation and provocation.

Jiang Yanbai once fantasized about the scene when he confessed to Rong Bai. At that time, he would definitely take Rong Bai to see the starry sky - because the last time Rong Bai left was under the bright starry sky, he came to Jiang Yanbai. He said that the starry sky meant that he had finally regained Rong Bai from that force majeure.

Then, he will hand everything over to Rong Bai.

His property, his love, and everything about him are all given to Rong Bai.

Dedicating oneself to one's lover is like some kind of supreme sacrifice.

But now, he didn't know what to do. His words were on his lips, but he couldn't utter them for a long time.He was afraid of seeing Rong Bai's terrified eyes, afraid that Rong Bai would withdraw and leave at this moment, afraid of losing this person forever.

How disgusting is it for ordinary men to be loved by a man?

He would rather guard Rong Bai for the rest of his life and live alone, than let Rong Bai hate him.

So Jiang Yanbai swallowed the words on his lips again.

"You will know later." Jiang Yanbai smiled bitterly at Rong Bai.

Rong Bai snorted in his heart: coward.

He didn't know what Jiang Yanbai was thinking about, but he knew that it was impossible for Jiang Yanbai to fall in love with anyone else except himself, and Rong Bai had such confidence and confidence.

Li Lixia and Yang Chun didn't dance, they just watched. They watched Rong Bai and Jiang Yanbai become the center of everyone's eyes on the dance floor.Li Lixia seemed to suddenly understand something, she bit her lower lip tightly, there was resentment, shock in her eyes, and an emotion that she might not be able to detect by herself.

Yang Chun didn't understand. She wondered why her friend showed such an expression, and asked, "What's wrong with you? It looks like you're about to cry."

"Why am I crying?" Li Lixia gritted her teeth, she almost said through gritted teeth, "I'm blind."

She's not stupid, she's not stupid, she knows what it's called, it's called homosexuality.

But she couldn't deny Jiang Yanbai, nor could she deny Rong Bai, because she was just an outsider from the beginning.

She has never won, nor has she been let down, and she doesn't even have the position to criticize.

Everything had nothing to do with her, even if she cried bitterly, she would not get the slightest bit of sympathy or love.

This relationship, which had just begun, was destroyed when it was still in its infancy.

"Let's go." Jiang Yanbai finally couldn't take it anymore, and pulled Rong Bai away from the dance floor as soon as the music stopped.

Yang Chun was stupid, unable to feel anything, she asked, "Are you leaving?"

Looking at Jiang Yanbai's expression, Rong Bai thought it was very cute, and said with a smile, "Let's go, I won't play anymore, how about you? When are you going to go back?"

Yang Chun said shyly, "We'll be back at nine, you guys go first."

At this time Li Lixia finally spoke, she took a deep look at Rong Bai, and then said: "You guys go first."

"Brother Rong, I have something to tell you." Li Lixia said suddenly, she lowered her head, no one could see her expression clearly, and no one could understand the emotion in her eyes.

Twenty-eight girls are exactly the age of sorrow for spring and autumn.

Rong Bai nodded, girls are more sensitive than men, they can always see something with their intuition.

Jiang Yanbai waited for Rong Bai at the door, while Rong Bai and Li Lixia went to a place with few people, and the music was not too loud.

"Are you and Big Brother Jiang in a relationship? Are you... gay?" Li Lixia went straight to the point without making any fuss.

Rong Bai was stunned, he didn't expect Li Lixia to say it so bluntly, but he also had nothing to hide, and there was nothing to hide, Rong Baiyun smiled lightly: "We are not in love, but we probably are each other. like."

Li Lixia's eyes were red, she covered her mouth, took a step back, took a few breaths, and after calming down, she asked again: "Will you treat him well?"

"Yes." Rong Bai did not hesitate.

Li Lixia looked at Rong Bai, she had a lot to say just now, but now she couldn't say a word.

"That's good." Li Lixia's voice was very soft, "You like each other, and you will treat him well, that's good."

Li Lixia looked at Rong Bai, and she suddenly gained courage: "I like Brother Jiang, I want to be with him and marry him."

Rong Bai didn't speak.

In Rong Bai's view, it's really normal for a girl to want to pursue someone she likes.

Li Lixia said: "If one day you don't like Big Brother Jiang anymore, just tell me."

Rong Bai shook his head: "There won't be that day."

However, Li Lixia said: "Who can say what will happen in the future."

Rong Bai was stunned, and he laughed and said: "Jiang Yanbai is not suitable for you, and you are not suitable for him. You will find a boy who likes you, fall in love, and get married. You should go to university and meet more people , the wider world."

Li Lixia clenched her lower lip, her lips turned white from her biting, she nodded emphatically: "I will go to university and become an excellent person, and then I will go to you, if you are separated, I will definitely Go after him."

"I won't stop you, if that day ever comes." Rong Bai reached out and patted Li Lixia's head.

In his eyes, Li Lixia is just a little girl, she is ignorant, maybe she regards favor or admiration as love.

But it's not her fault, it's just human nature.

Rong Bai walked out the door, Jiang Yanbai was waiting for him at the door.

"Are you hungry?" Rong Bai asked, the two of them only ate snacks on the street at night, and didn't eat dinner, he was a little hungry now.

Jiang Yanbai nodded: "Go eat stir-fried vegetables? The one downstairs should still be open."

"What were you talking about just now?" Jiang Yanbai was a little scared, he was afraid that Li Lixia was telling Rong Bai that Yang Chun liked him.

Rong Bai smiled: "I won't tell you."

Jiang Yanbai choked, and he anxiously pulled Rong Bai's hand, his tone hurried: "What did you say?"

His fear and anxiety exploded in an instant.

Obviously, he has already thought about it before, even if Rong Bai finds someone he likes to marry and have children in the future, he can still carry the burden alone and carry these memories with him for the rest of his life.

But when this moment was really in front of him, Jiang Yanbai realized that he couldn't do it.

He was so frightened that his hands were shaking.

Rong Bai sighed: "She said she likes you."

Jiang Yanbai said foolishly, "Huh?"

"She said that she will go to college and become a better and better person." Rong Bai smiled, "I'll come see you when the time comes."

Jiang Yanbai was a little at a loss, his first reaction was to confess his heart to Rong Bai: "I don't like her."

Rong Bai asked again: "Then who do you like?"

Impulsive, Jiang Yanbai didn't think about what he wanted to say: "I like you!"

it's over...

After saying these four words, only two big words popped up in Jiang Yanbai's mind: It's over.

He has worked hard for so long, tried his best to keep up with Rong Bai's thinking, and tried every means to bring himself and Rong Bai closer.

Now, however, all previous efforts have been in vain.

Jiang Yanbai didn't know what to do.

Rong Bai looked at Jiang Yanbai, he held back his smile, and asked solemnly, "How do you like it?"

Jiang Yanbai didn't want to lose Rong Bai, he didn't want Rong Bai to leave him because of his strong feelings, Jiang Yanbai took a deep breath: "Like a friend..."

"Why don't you love you to death?" Rong Bai sighed.

Afterwards, Rong Bai put his arms around Jiang Yanbai's neck, causing Jiang Yanbai to bury his neck involuntarily.

The lips and teeth of the two blended together, and Rong Bai's tongue seemed to have magical powers to lure Jiang Yanbai.

Jiang Yanbai was surprised for a moment, and then he wrapped his hands around Rong Bai's waist.

Obviously it was Rong Bai who took the initiative at first, but soon the dominance returned to Jiang Yanbai.

He is like a wild beast, or a vast ocean, he has caught Rong Bai, and he is not going to let Rong Bai go.

Rong Bai was almost out of breath by Jiang Yanbai's kiss.

I don't know how much time passed, whether it was long or short, before the two reluctantly separated.

Rong Bai felt that his lips were a little prickly, and when he looked up, Jiang Yanbai didn't feel any better, his lips were all red, if it was more exaggerated, it would definitely be a sausage mouth.

"Let's go, go eat." Rong Bai took the lead.

Jiang Yanbai, who was stunned in place, reached out and touched his lips, as if he didn't believe that everything just now was true, his heart was cheering, he couldn't control his excitement like a boy, but on the surface he was as stable as Mount Tai.

Jiang Yanbai trotted after him.

He didn't know what to say to Rong Bai, he was a little shy, he had never been in a relationship, and he didn't know what sweet words to say.

Jiang Yanbai held back for a long time, and finally said: "You can't eat spicy food."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Yanbai stretched out his hand cautiously, pulled Rong Bai's hand, and then held Rong Bai's hand in his own.

It was as if he held the whole world in his hands.

"Understood." Rong Bai complained half-truthfully, "You're really long-winded."

Jiang Yanbai smiled foolishly, a person who looked mature and stable, now he finally looked like someone his age.

"After a while, let's go and see the house." Jiang Yanbai lowered his head, his ears turned red, "It's so inconvenient that I can't live with my uncle and aunt all the time."

Sure enough, this person is a color embryo in his bones.

Rong Bai couldn't help chuckling: "Don't I have a house?"

Jiang Yanbai explained: "That's your house... I want our... um... home for the two of us."

the word home.

Rong Bai stopped in his tracks.

He looked at Jiang Yanbai with a very serious tone: "Jiang Yanbai, you still have a chance to repent, and you can go back to your normal life, find a girl you like, get married and have children, and live your whole life."

"If you are with me, your future is only me, there is no other possibility."

Jiang Yanbai grabbed Rong Bai's hand tighter, and he smiled at Rong Bai: "Your future is only me, there is no other possibility."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Yanbai smirked again, as if he never imagined that such a day would come true for him.

How happy he is, he almost wants to scream out loud, let the whole world, let everyone know how he feels at this moment.

The two were walking on the street, no one passed by on this road, and no one saw them when they kissed.

Now the social atmosphere is relatively conservative, unlike in the future, no one will find it strange to cuddle on the street.

"Eat more vegetarian dishes." Jiang Yanbai picked vegetables for Rong Bai like an old woman, and there was a piece of green in Rong Bai's bowl.

Looking at Jiang Yanbai's high spirits, Rong Bai was embarrassed to say anything, so he could only eat all the dishes Jiang Yanbai had put in his bag.

Pink bubbles seemed to pop up around the two of them.

Jiang Yanbai felt as if he had been beaten all night, and he even thought about the future: "When we are 30 years old, if my uncle and aunt urge me, we will adopt a child. If you don't like it, you don't have to. "

Rong Bai shook his head: "It's okay, everything is fine, I don't hate children."

His parents always wanted him to adopt a child before, not because they were afraid that he would be old and no one would care for him.

But in the thinking of the older generation, if there is a child, there will be worries, and people will become more mature.

In the past, Rong Bai didn't want children because he found it troublesome. Once he had children, even if he hired a nanny, he couldn't go out to play every day.Raising kittens and puppies can raise feelings, let alone children?

When the two returned home, Jiang Yanbai was still eloquent: "In the future, I will work hard to earn money and let you live a good life."

Rong Bai put on his slippers and went to pour another glass of water. When he heard Jiang Yanbai's words, he almost spit out the water.

"Don't." Rong Bai stopped, "I don't ask for much money, no matter how much you give me, I have nowhere to spend it."

"There is never enough time to earn enough money, but time cannot be exchanged." Rong Bai sat on the sofa, leaning on Jiang Yanbai's shoulder, and the two talked, "When the company grows bigger, you can delegate power , we can travel and do some charity work.”

"I'm with you, not because of how much money you have." Rong Bai smiled.

Jiang Yanbai nodded, his mind was completely muddled at this moment, of course it was what Rong Bai said.

Even if Rong Bai asked him to bark like a dog now, he would probably do it.

He is not afraid of making a fool of himself, but he is afraid that Rong Bai will be unhappy.

Even now, Jiang Yanbai still can't believe that such a good person, such a good look, is his own?

He grabbed Rong Bai's hand and kissed the back of Rong Bai's hand, cherishing and touching.

Rong Bai's goosebumps arose from being kissed: "Don't be like this, it's too nasty."

However, Jiang Yanbai didn't think so. Is this gross?I haven't seen Rong Bai who is more sensual!

"After a while, I'll tell my uncle and aunt about this." Jiang Yanbai said silly, "but I have to keep it from grandma."

Rong Bai shook his head: "Don't worry, lest they worry."

"I can't hide it for a lifetime." Such a heavy topic, but when it was mentioned for a lifetime, Jiang Yanbai put on a smile again.

He laughed all night, and he didn't know if the corners of his mouth would cramp tomorrow, Rong Bai thought about it in a daze.

"We will always be together." Jiang Yanbai kissed Rong Bai's forehead, "Even if you drive me away, I will not leave."

Rong Bai was lying down, and slid from Jiang Yanbai's shoulder to Jiang Yanbai's arms. He raised his head, and what he saw was Jiang Yanbai's obsidian-like eyes, filled with unresolved strong feelings.

Obviously he had always wanted to get rid of Jiang Yanbai before, but now, he fell in love with this person again.

The world is unpredictable, Rong Bai finally understood this truth.

Only this time, he made a change, and Jiang Yanbai also made a change.

Destiny is in your hands, and so is love.

"Okay, wash and sleep, I'm sleepy." Rong Bai stood up.

Jiang Yanbai stared at Rong Bai, he tentatively said: "Then I..."

Rong Bai said angrily: "What are you, you sleep in the guest room."

Jiang Yanbai was not angry either, he nodded: "Before marriage, we should sleep in separate rooms."

Rong Bai didn't know whether he should be angry or laugh.

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