Convolvulus

"This is my memory."

It was snowing heavily, it was freezing cold, and the dripping water turned into ice.This is the border, and he is stationed at the border.

He could clearly know Kong Siping at that time—he was still a small soldier who was determined to protect his family and country.His dream is neither big nor small, he wants to/be a general, then defeat the enemies who invade the border, and finally disarm and return to the fields, raise a cat, and live his free life.

"He" is like a bystander, and also seems to be reviewing his own life.

He is brave and good at fighting, with outstanding strategies, as if he was born for war, and he felt unprecedented peace when killing/killing.

It is undeniable that he loves war, even though he also looks forward to its end.

Finally, with outstanding record, he stood out and became the lieutenant general.He was promoted very quickly, but his qualifications are actually very old. When he was 12 years old, he joined the army. Without parents, he resolutely joined the army alone.

In fact, some people were very unconvinced, but due to his strength, no one said anything in front of him.It's just a little-known little soldier who jumped several levels in a row, which made the people who were domineering over him very dissatisfied.But the general's order is unquestionable, these people don't say anything openly, but they have been making trouble behind their backs.But that's what the General meant.

The lieutenant general just sounds nice and has no real power. The general himself doesn't like him, and even has a strong dislike for someone who will surpass him.But due to formality, I had to give him a good-sounding vacancy, and even secretly beat/suppressed him.

The general is a decades-old veteran who has made great contributions to the country/country. He has always been committed to making the enemies on the border never dare to cross Lefeng Mountain again and completely defeating them.

But the general is old, he starts to fear, death and being surpassed by posterity.

Kong Siping knew that after so many years of operation, he already had a wide network of contacts and soldiers loyal to him.He knows what he should know.

But he doesn't care, as long as the war is over, the dream of being a general can be postponed or even gone.

However, the war is far from over.

Finally, the emperor got angry and ordered the general to destroy the enemy within three years.The bitterness and torment at the frontier and being misunderstood by the emperor flooded the general's mind, and he rebelled.

In order not to fight any more, in order to preserve his reputation and the lives of his family, he signed a treaty with the enemy privately and sold tens of thousands of soldiers and land together.He did it too covertly, and almost blinded Kong Siping and his eyeliner at first, but the general was too abnormal.

He is a loyal minister, and was finally/forced to become a traitor, but out of his sincerity to the dying emperor, he still showed/shown his feet.

"Die! This way you are still a loyal general who died for the country. This is the only way for you to protect yourself and your family." Kong Siping beheaded the general.So he led nearly half of the soldiers to block the general's camp and forced the general to death.

He thought the general must die, and after he died, his chance would come.

He purged those who rebelled against him on the grounds that "traitors - kill!"

He got the military power and stood at the height he should have.He lived up to expectations, and finally beat the enemy back and signed a 30-year treaty not to invade our border.

He resigned.Despite the emperor's [-]% hypocrisy to stay and the reluctance of the soldiers, he still embarked on the path he should have.

He has a cat, white.The cat is a feral cat, caught while stealing fish from his house.

Very spiritual, can understand people's words, and always likes to lie to his grilled fish, very cunning.

He likes this cat very much and often takes him around to play.The affairs of the world have nothing to do with him, and occasionally he will think of the scene of fighting on the battlefield, but most of them are relieved.

The past is empty.The older you are, the more you understand, and the older you are, the more you like to think about your life.

He is not alone, nor is he empty.

He has realized his ideal and lived the life he wanted, and there is a cat who has been with him all the time, perfect/full, and Changan forever.

It's just that there is something else, which I will never forget, and I can't find it.