Mental Hospital Salvation Daily [Quick Transmigration]

Li Shuo walked alone for a long, long time, had a lot of money and was once poor.

He once lived in a mansion, and several housekeepers dutifully greeted him all day long, and the well-cared-for small potted plants swayed in the wind in front of the window. He played a violin, played the piano, and drew pictures that no one could understand.

For countless nights, he lit cigarettes and drank spirits, dressed in suits and leather shoes, drunk and dreaming, and seemed to return to the lighthouse amidst the smog.

He dreamed that in the lighthouse in the wind and rain, Xia Yinan stood in the warm yellow light, bending his eyes and smiling at him.

He also slept under a rotten blanket on a rainy day in the port. When he woke up, he saw the blue sea and blue sky, and the white seabirds were singing happily.

He got up, with exhaustion and anticipation for tomorrow, and embarked on the journey again. The backpack was full of notes, which recorded all the folk legends about higher existence.

He dreamed that those people whose faces could not be seen clearly were talking to him softly.At that time, he was still young, and he stood on tiptoe by the window sill to see the whole new world outside. The sea was sparkling, and Luo Island was silent in the morning light.

Before he knew it, he had stepped on the old road traveled by those field personnel.Whether it was Xia Qiming, Zhou Chenyi or Bai Qiu, they were all outstanding among them, and Li Shuo was no exception.

He used to linger in the underground boxing ring for a long time.Fish and dragons are mixed there, as long as you sell your fighting skills, you can hear many secrets that cannot be heard on the ground.

His nerves were numb with each punch, and under the hot light, he beat his opponent until his teeth were shattered, his ribs were broken, and he knelt on the ground and spit out blood, begging for mercy like a bereaved dog.The people around who couldn't see their faces let out wild applause, the referee raised his hand, sweat flowed from his arm all the way down the beautiful bronze muscle of his back, and the green banknotes spun down from the sky endlessly, making him forget for a moment. With this fighting talent, it was supposed to be used to protect others.

Violence, like alcohol, is addictive.

It seems that as long as you get drunk, you can recover all the past years, as if you can make up for all the unresolved regrets as long as you punch more powerfully.

A roll of tobacco is lit with a lighter, and the clouds are puffed out, which is not like the world.

He dreamed of a woman holding his hand gently, pointing at Xia Yinan who was sleeping in front of him, and said with a smile, "Li Shuo, if Yinan wakes up, you have to protect him. I...and those friends if Gone, only you can prove our existence."

But when he woke up again, he couldn't remember anything.

I don't know if it's because Li Shuo and Qiao Yaoyao were infected with the pure power of Yugosothos on the day they came into contact with Xia Yinan. His appearance has not changed a bit in the past few years.

Unlike Xia Yinan, Li Shuo didn't have a good compatibility with this kind of energy, otherwise the ability wouldn't be weak.

Even if it is contaminated with a little energy, occasionally he can see the blood vessels on his hands protruding and beating ferociously. He vaguely remembers that if it develops further, it will become the existence of "infected" by the experimenter.

This is the sword of Damocles that has been hanging above his head, and it will fall down at some point.

He always stayed alone when he had an attack, and occasionally he was bumped into by people, and they only thought he was addicted to drugs or had an attack of disease, and hurriedly avoided him.

And the same appearance made him have to frequently shift positions and go to various parts of the world, but this has become his most powerful guarantee.

After all, time is the deepest shackles of their race.

If it is true that you are immortal, wouldn't you have everything you want at your fingertips?

Evil thoughts and decadence were not absent. Occasionally, with a cigarette in his mouth, he looked at all the living beings passing by downstairs, thinking that these people came into the world later than him and left earlier.

He has enough strength, wisdom and talent, as long as he gives up the pursuit and hangs around in any place, wait a hundred years later to see who dares to speak out privately, what is he?

This energy also brings restlessness and bloodlust.At the beginning, these desires were like ants, crawling tiny in the blood vessels, instigating him to destroy everything.

Every time at this time, Li Shuo thought of Xia Yinan.He was only contaminated with this little energy, and if that was the case, what happened to Xia Yinan now?

With that in mind, he dropped everything else.

After all, that person once told him with a smile, let him be a very good person in the future.

So even in the darkest hour, he carefully guarded the last principle.Some things can't be turned back as long as they are crossed, and he doesn't want to touch them.

Later, he finally learned how to live with the irritability in his heart. During the day-to-day journey and the passage of long years, he gradually became calm and returned to his original state of mind.

When everyone went home at night, Li Shuo also walked on the way back, heading west along the river.He was wearing a gray windbreaker. It was January, and the weather was a bit cold. There were no lights in his place, and it was dead silent.

He went back and turned on the light, hung up the windbreaker, made himself a cup of hot tea, thinking that at the end of the distant years, there were still people waiting for him.

I don't know how many years have passed on the journey, and one day he finally followed the trail and came to a vast wasteland.

Here only tangled weeds grow.His boots were worn out, and he wrapped a few times with cloth strips, and walked into the depths of the wilderness.

The destination was unexpectedly far away, and he didn't have enough water and food, so he moved forward entirely by willpower in the last few days.Finally, one afternoon, he saw a few farmhouses in the distance, raising some cattle that kept driving flies with their tails.

But what really attracted him was no longer his home.

He saw a huge flame full of vitality falling from the sky, like a small planet pressing down on the ground.There was an ancient totem flickering on the ground, and the flames burned around the lines of the totem in an instant, trapping him in it.The blazing heat makes the whole world burn, turning it into a melting pot.

For the first time in his life, Li Shuo looked directly at the god.

Although the force field arranged by Li Yaxin excludes its main body, just a clone is enough to act as a conductor of power.

Madness filled his brain, burning his sanity, and the whole world was covered by strange eyes.He had no idea what he was doing, forgot everything, but stubbornly stretched out his hands to the sky.

Blazing flames flowed from Cthugha's body, wrapping around his hands.

Miraculously, he heard a faint singing voice.

Zhou Chenyi and Bai Qiu's years of investigation are correct, this is indeed the existence of a relative.

It's just that it is about to die, and after an unknown number of years, it will be scattered in the sky.In the last time, it finally decided to come to the earth and find its seeker.

So there is no omniscience and omnipotence, and there is no endless life. Everything, like the expanding universe, is doomed to perish.It's just a small fluctuation of their energy, and a hundred years have passed on the ground.

Like Xia Yinan inherited Yuge Sothoth, he is about to become the new Cthugya.

But after all, as a human being, no matter how powerful one is, the limitation of thinking lies there.What's more, he was not gifted with awe-inspiring talent, and he almost died just by fully accepting this kind of power.

If Xia Yinan has the ability to achieve the power of a higher existence, then he will stop at the final gate all his life and will not be favored by the so-called fate.

But what does that matter?

After waking up again, Li Shuo was lying alone in the wilderness.

He saw the stars shining overhead.He stretched out his hand, and the weak stream of fire wrapped around his fingers, bringing warmth.He laughed, and finally no longer needed to use the exoskeleton to activate the ability.

After that, he can often hear whispers, and as long as he concentrates, he can see the white light floating in the sky.

The white light connects everyone, and after a long time, he knows that those are the power of the soul.

The singing of the prosperous land is melodious, just like the legendary angel blowing the golden horn from the clouds, and the harp is plucked.But the voice of Zhanchao Land was restless, like a beast that could break free from its cage at any time, Li Shuo could clearly hear its panting and suppressed roar in its throat.

The voices made him fidget, like the whole age was calling out to him, and he couldn't do anything about it.

After a long time, his control over this power became more and more mature, and the ability also became stronger.Finally, one day, through the long time axis, he saw an exceptionally bright soul.

At this moment, Li Shuo finally understood that those people in his memory wanted him to find Cthugya.

Those bright souls are not gathered together, they are scattered in hundreds of years, but they are all the same.Just looking at the light, Li Shuo felt warmth in his eyes.

He stretched out his hand in the void, trying to run towards the time point closest to him, which was on the past timeline.Finally he touched the white light between his fingers, the light flinched slightly, and then lightly touched his hand with the dazzling light of joy.

Countless years flashed by in front of his eyes, and the stars and flames surrounded him, leading him to his destination without hesitation.

He bound each other's consciousness and soul tightly, and from then on, no matter how they traveled through time and space, they could never be separated from Xia Yinan.

Different from Xia Yinan's different existence, every time he enters a time and space, his soul will combine with time to form a brand new identity, and everything he says and does is the same as his own.

It's like a virus that forcibly implants a program, firmly rooting itself in it, making people unable to tell the difference.Only in this way can he stay by Xia Yinan's side forever.

The stars and Lie Yan disappeared, and the eyes fell into darkness. When Li Shuo opened his eyes again, he saw Luo Dao.

It was 1980 at this time, Xia Yinan had just stayed in Baiqiang Hospital, looking at the familiar lighthouse on the sea every day.

The lighthouse hadn't been damaged, Row Island hadn't sunk, and the sun was shining brightly.

Li Shuo was not surprised by Xia Yinan's memory loss, if he still remembered himself, he should have come back long ago.

Xia Yinan was different from when he parted with him. There was obviously a lot more in his eyes, and he was more used to pretending to be gentle.Li Shuo knew that the same thing must have happened to him.

After all, Li Shuo didn't ask, even when they rode the subway together later and saw the handrail above their heads shaking.

Dancing together in Hilde's castle, he can speak straightforward words of pursuit and express love, but he dare not ask about that person's past.He didn't say goodbye to Xia Yinan at the station either, and went to the north of Pingcheng City alone when he asked for the exit.

He was also silent when he was going to Arcadia. Even Xia Yinan confessed to him with wet eyes while pulling his tie on that rainy night, but the corners of his eyes were only wet. He couldn't help but hugged him back, and then let go Hand says sorry, I refuse.

Then there was the blue sky of the port of Doe. Goudan ran down the stairs holding the windmill, and the bright sunlight flowed down the stairs.

They went to the abandoned playground, went fishing in the sea, the speedboat splashed white water marks, and the seabirds walked with them.Everything is unbelievably beautiful, the sky is lazy, and it would be nice if such a day could last forever.

Li Shuo knew this was impossible.

He has stolen all the years since accepting the power of Cthugha.

Incompatible energies burned in the body, and as time went by, it brought burning pain.It was a pain that was applied directly to the soul, and every attack seemed to tear him in half.

He did become a good person as Xia Yinan expected, and moved Xia Yinan again with this sincerity, keeping him away from indifference and bloodthirsty.

Xia Yinan is willing to fulfill his expectations, and Li Shuo's expectations were set in the lighthouse many years ago.

Someone once asked him so seriously to save the world.

And the last words, still silent in a rainy night.

Hastur came from the sea, he told Xia Yinan to leave quickly, his own flame lit up the rainy night, and Xia Yinan thought of him until his death, and he didn't ask a word until his death——

"Long time no see, how have you been for so many years?"

The story ends here.

That's all.

……

"That's the whole story." Xia Yinan said.

This time the dispatcher's voice came after a long time: "This ending is really..."

"It's not good, right?" Xia Yinan smiled, "It's not like in some fairy tales, everything can go to perfection. But even though this story is over, there is still a protagonist who is not satisfied at all, so we just Forced to continue the writing."

"Continuation? Is there a follow-up to this story?"

"Yes," Xia Yinan looked at the starry sky in the distance, "it was the person he had been chasing all along, and he became very powerful later on. He did control the power of time just as the people in the lighthouse expected, Break free from the shackles of race."

He asked expectantly: "You really, don't think of anything at all?"

The dispatcher's voice was a little confused: "No...but how should I say it?" He still smiled, "It's still the same sentence, I feel that one of the protagonists is quite similar to me. Listening to your story, it seems that I have really experienced it myself. Been so much the same."

"Then do you really believe in fate?" Xia Yinan asked, "do you really believe in the existence of such similarities? Everyone and everyone is unique. I used to think that those people were not me, but it was too coincidental .How can someone do exactly what you want to do and say what you want to say?"

Unknowingly, the "he" in the story has become "I".

The dispatcher seemed to be immersed in the story and didn't notice the details, so he continued, "Maybe... Then, how does the story continue?"

"Later, I went to many places and met many different people, and I further understood this power every time I traveled." Xia Yinan said, "My memory can only last for a short time, because no matter how I change, The limits of the mind cannot be broken through. In fact, knowledge from different worlds enters the brain at every moment and is processed at the same time."

"Forgetting is actually a protective mechanism. Once the upper limit is exceeded, I will start to forget the past. This interval is about 50 to [-] years. I am afraid that I will forget him, and I will try to leave more traces. "

"Just for the record diary, I wrote hundreds of them, repeated them over and over again, and forced myself to think back every day." Xia Yinan smiled.

"It's kind of silly to say, I've even done things like engrave his name on my hands. There's no way to get a tattoo. In less than an hour, the pigment has been metabolized by the skin."

"It can only be engraved with my own ability, which is the slowest healing. But once the power is invoked, it will be intact in a few minutes. So what I worry about most these years is that I forget everything during the battle, even the traces are gone. None left."

"These methods really worked. My memory of him has lasted for nearly a hundred years. But after that, I couldn't hold it anymore. The memory is still fading, and the feelings are fading a little bit."

"I looked at those things in the notes and just thought, 'Oh, this happened', and then I didn't feel a little bit inside."

"If this state continues, I'm afraid that in the near future, I will decide that there is no need to continue to remember this person. This is the ending I absolutely don't want to see."

"Fortunately," the spacecraft sailed through the deep space, and Xia Yinan saw a small fluorescent space plankton floating beside him, exuding a beautiful light, and couldn't help smiling, "Finally, I succeeded."

"The whole time is under my control. I see the past, present and future... No, this is not accurate, because for me, the concept of 'now' is no longer there. But I still hope that in the white Wall Hospital, as the starting point of everything, after all, my adventure with him started from there."

The memory comes alive again, with more surging emotions that have been deposited for many years.

The timeline flows freely between the fingers, replaying quickly like a film, and every face becomes clear.

He thought of everything, from the lighthouse on Roe Isle, to the sunset in Pingcheng, to the rainy night in Arcadia, to the clear sky in Harbour.

"Now it's just the last step, just to find Hastur again. But before that, I did something irrational. Now as long as I use all my strength, I can temporarily get a piece of him Broken souls, pieced together."

"Of course, the word soul is not accurate. It is more like the brain waves after death. All of them drift into the deep space, mixed with a kind of energy that no one knows. I just found a piece of it as a cornerstone and reshaped my body with strength. , let him continue to live in this time and space as an ordinary person."

Xia Yinan gently shook the coffee cup in his hand: "For me, it is almost the limit. But just give me a little more time, and I can bring him back."

This time the dispatcher was silent for a long time and said, "Then why not wait?"

"Because," Xia Yinan's eyes reflected the bright light of the burning stars outside the cockpit, he smiled, "Because, I have wanted to hear his voice for hundreds of years."

"...that's a good story," the dispatcher said, "so, so have we met?" His voice fell into confusion, "I feel like I...wait! What's that!"

A piercing siren came from the communication channel, and this level of alert would only occur when the entire fleet was on alert.

Xia Yinan's face remained unchanged, as if he had already understood the ending.

Alpha's reminder system shows that there are a large number of space Leviathans approaching them.

The frigates surrounding the mothership were doing their best to protect them, but fireworks exploded in the void.

It takes time for the mothership to sail faster than the speed of light, but what the frigate has to do is to fight a way out with a body of steel.Only the mothership is all hope.

The center where the dispatcher is located is on a frigate next to the mothership.

Xia Yinan lowered his eyes slightly, and his huge mental power enveloped the endless sky.He could feel the fierce battle, the desperate roar, the criss-crossing of swords and swords, the screaming bullets piercing the skin of the giant beast, and the dark blue blood floating in the vacuum from countless light-years away.

Railguns took aim, space torpedoes thundered.

However, this is an attack by a whole group of Leviathans. With their current firepower, it is impossible to win.In this case, Alpha automatically made the optimal solution——

Detonating the "letter" on the frigate can effectively resist their offensive.

After five hours of stalemate, this plan was immediately activated when it was most critical. The escort boat next to the mothership had the highest priority. In the Vitan group, many fighters above did not even have time to evacuate.

Even if they evacuate, the evacuation cabin returning to the mothership will be easily destroyed by the energy around Leviathan, without any hope.

A few light years away, Xia Yinan's spaceship was still moving forward steadily.

A swarm of small meteorites appeared in the distance. He turned on the shooting mode, aimed the turret, and the dazzling brilliance streaked across the void, coinciding with the battle of the mothership far away.

Xia Yinan's hand rested on the console, trembling imperceptibly.

In order to put together the pieces, his strength has been exhausted, and there is no way to rush back to that person's side in a short time.

He looked at Alpha's battle status display, several frigates turned around, stored energy and accelerated in a very short time, and the impact and explosion would be completed within 3 minutes.

At this moment, the communication channel rang again, rustling as if someone had just picked up the earphones.In the chaos, the voice of the dispatcher came again: "I'm back again."

"Yes." Xia Yinan said.

At this time, the dispatcher smiled: "It's hard to come back, don't you have any compliments for me?"

"When you remember everything, we'll praise you together." Xia Yinan also laughed.

There was a little silence over there, and continued: "I can't guide you for the next voyage. According to the regulations, I will issue the final instructions to you."

He changed into a business-like tone, and even Alpha was listening quietly: "This is the last order of the command center, no repeat, no repeat. This order covers all the highest orders, including the original order of 'finding a habitable planet', It cannot be overwritten. The following reads the content of the command—”

"Live. Good luck."

Alpha wrote the final instructions, all tasks in Xia Yinan's spacecraft were overwritten, and the route back to the mothership was automatically planned.

The dispatcher breathed a sigh of relief, and changed to his usual tone: "In 30 seconds, I will annihilate into dust and become part of the twinkling stars. You...do you really have nothing to say to me?"

His voice is light-years apart, traveling through all the time and space where we fought side by side.

In the universe, Xia Yinan took a deep breath.Colorful bullets streaked across the vacuum, leaving brilliant colors on the glass cover of the spaceship, scrambling to escape to the other end of the world, like a grand fireworks.

"I love you," he said.

I know it's you, Li Shuo.

Low laughter came from the voice, and then it was drowned in the deafening explosion.The mothership entered a state of superluminal speed and successfully sailed to the end of the universe.

Xia Yinan did not return, he went straight to the deep space of the universe.

Hundreds of years of time flash across the screen in front of you.Sometimes he sees the lonely deep space, and sometimes he sees countless screens appearing in the universe. In the grotesque colors, he pursues Hastur to the unknown end.

One side is still confused to explore, and the other side is already extremely prosperous.The development of new alliances is booming, a new era of space colonization is beginning, and humans have once again conquered new territories.

The organization in the lighthouse was called a sinner in that prosperous era, and Li Yaxin, the leader, was even regarded as the mastermind.

But what does that matter?

Just like when Xia Yinan was developing d06 at the station, facing many responsibilities related to human experiments, his back was still straight.

"... People are like this. When they see a little possibility, they want to try it no matter what. I am such a proud and conceited person. This is not the first time I have mortgaged my morality in exchange for hope, but my past You don’t need to understand, and I don’t want you to stop me now.”

"You don't have to see the blood and darkness behind you, as long as you see the light that we brought to the world, that is hope. When everything is over, you return to the earth, and I will close the door of the laboratory with my own hands , with those pasts."

"From now on, all the prosperity, the flowing blood and the flying flags of this land belong to me with the glory."

"Then I will be buried in it, soaked half in blood and half in light, to receive eternal hatred and praise."

He doesn't call himself a hero, but he isn't a villain either.Great good and great evil are too unrealistic, they can't be perfect, but this is an ordinary person, constantly groping forward.

It is best to neither go to heaven nor hell after death.

In the distance, a brand new but very familiar planet appeared, and Xia Yinan drove straight towards it.

It is it.

When chatting with him in the voice, Li Shuo mentioned that there is a place in the legend called Avalon.There is Eden in the other world.

Alpha refused to defy the order to return and stopped making necessary adjustments for landing.So the spacecraft stumbled and fell to the ground, splashing huge smoke and dust.Excessive consumption of strength has brought about exhaustion, not to mention that this body should not exist in this time and space.

It took him a long time to break open the jammed door and crawl out to lie on the thick ground.

There is a faint smell of sulfur in the air, and the sky is rose-purple, mixed with light pink and light blue.He didn't know how long he lay there, until the dark brown of dusk climbed up, with a little red and black, and the stars were shining.

At this moment, his thoughts were as clear and transparent as the sea of ​​stars.

The communicator rang one after another, trying to call out to the distant compatriots, full of attachment, and finally sent the final signal to the mothership.

The impact caused serious injuries, his body was getting colder, and time was running out.Miraculously, the electronic diary he carried was not completely broken. Half of the screen was shattered, the gaps were full of dust, and there was still the last half of the battery. He opened it and typed the last line with trembling fingers.

"This is Avalon."

Avalon, the afterlife and the afterlife.

This is a livable planet, as long as it is a little bit of weak civilization fire, it can burn when it hits the ground.He has already seen such a future.

In the future, Leviathan roars in the sea here, surrounded by tall walls.The change took place in the rainy night in that steel city, when the neon lights fell into puddles, flowed and gathered together.Someone is wearing a white robe, but there are fresh emotions in the heart of the machine.Some people were oppressed and finally stood together and let out a deafening roar.

Not only that, he also saw the train running on the land of Guangliao for the first time, and it drove into the distance with steam, and he saw the continuous gloomy mountains in the rain, and the everlasting lighthouse behind it.He has seen the last struggle of the planet on the long underground orbit, heard the singing hovering over the ruins, and seen the whispering of the long galaxy.

The sky is bright and clear, the white birds are flying, and hundreds of years later, the prosperity of the new alliance.

Countless people sacrificed for this huge project that spanned centuries.What Xia Yinan should do is to let it end satisfactorily.The disaster that once destroyed their civilization will eventually be stopped.

Everything is going to flourish, and this is the end of the story.

Even in the distance at this moment, countless soldiers who have not received any news are still driving spaceships, looking for new habitable planets in the vast sea of ​​stars.They were alone, and they were fearless, like all heroes past and future.

lone wolf.

Salute to all the warriors who marched alone.

He was fortunate to witness this difficult and legendary history.

He was lucky enough to witness it.

Never give up, keep going.I have never retreated since I was born, and may the glory of mankind last forever.