give you a soft spot

The moonlight is as gentle as the waves caressing the fine sand. I walked beside Xi Zhuo, holding my left hand and holding my right hand. The thing that didn't change much was my slightly lowered head because I was looking at my feet.

From the time we came out of the hotel to now, neither of us have spoken, we have walked side by side, walking in unison. At present, it seems that we are really just walking to the beach.

But I understand that he has something to say to me, so I have been waiting. I don't know if he is in a daze or phrasing, and his state is very dissociated.

I wanted to talk to him first, but I didn't know what to say.

When separated lovers in vulgar movies and TV dramas meet again, they will first ask each other if they are doing well. I don’t want to do useless politeness with Xi Zhuoru, so I pulled out my trouser pocket and took out two pieces of wedding candy that I received during the ceremony, and handed it to He said: "Eat."

My sudden words brought him back to his senses. He looked at my palm and didn't reach out to take it, but opened his mouth directly.

I was dazed, let him eat two catties of sea breeze, and then I peeled off the candy wrapper and put the candy into his mouth.

In the night, his face was resolute, he bit the candy and held it in his mouth, squatted down facing the sparkling sea, raised his arm and grabbed my dress trousers with two fingers, like a toy he wanted to see and refused to leave to discuss The little boy bought by the parents had a very mature tone. He raised his head and asked me, "Should we continue or start over."

My condescending perspective made him appear small, and not far away were children joking and laughing with adults.Obviously couldn't stand the hot gaze of his eyes, but still tried to calmly look at each other face to face, and smiled as much as possible: "Brother Zhuo, the results of these two choices are the same."

Xi Zhuo sat down on the beach, and the voice of crushing the sugar was crisp and contained a heavy sigh: "Because I can only accept the result of being with you."

I knelt down and poked my fingers into the sand beside my feet: "Brother Bai Yang has already looked for me."

Xi Zhuo's eyes dimmed: "What did he tell you?"

I took out my phone and poked it a few times, then handed over the lit screen: "It's all here."

Xi Zhuo was surprised: "Did you record it?"

I smiled helplessly: "I must learn to be smart."

Xi Zhuo fast-forwarded the audio for a while, then turned off the phone, smiled unnaturally, and focused on my last sentence, I can't do it with him.

"I've hurt you enough to end up in the crowd watching the noise and laughter and then end up alone forever."

"I don't think so, I always wish you well."

"I'm covered in dust, and when I meet your clean stream, I'm destined to be mixed with mud." Xi Zhuo looked away into the distance with empty eyes, "I just don't know if you will still follow me after the mud dries up and recedes with the wind."

If you are still willing to take me away, I will go with you.

What my heart thinks is not what my mouth says.

"Brother Zhuo, I have seen through it for so long. We are not people from the same world. We have different experiences, different circles, and different lives. We will be covered with bruises after just one collision. If we continue to walk stubbornly, in the end, all love will be wiped out. I hate You also hate the end of my play, that's not what I want."

I hate myself for being like this. I don't change my face and say what I mean, but I have to use the opposite words to hear the answer I want.

Xi Zhuo was silent, I would rather believe that the sand in his hand scattered and blinded my eyes, which made me want to cry.

The man beside me choked up before me, and his voice was low and hoarse: "But I love you, and I don't want to be without you."

My heart trembled, tears slid down but I turned my head away and pretended to look elsewhere.

"When we are together, we get together less and leave more. You are busy with yours and I am busy with mine. There is no intersection. How much do I know about your work? How many friends do you know around me? Do you understand? Love alone is not enough, sooner or later it will be consumed by space and time, I tried to get close to you, but in the end it still didn't work. "

Xi Zhuo held my hand, his eyes were begging, and his tone was urgent: "Then I will go to your world. You don't have to do anything when you stand still. Instead, I will come close to you, and I will go around you. What am I going to do?" You can let go, but you can't."

My heart was shaken by his last sentence, and I stood there dumbfounded, without responding.

"Let's start over." He hugged me and put my head on his shoulder with his hands, "Twice if you fail once, and three times if you fail twice, we will try until we succeed. It's you, and it's you in the end."

The sea breeze was blowing his hair, and he waited quietly for my answer.

Second after second, seeing that I didn't speak, he panicked.

"You don't want to start over with me?"

I took my head off his shoulders, sat up straight and nodded with my lips pursed: "Yeah."

After hearing this, he put his arms on his bent legs, his eyes didn't know where to look, he was decadent and at a loss.

I turned my head and said seriously: "I want to choose the first one, let's continue."

The man sitting next to me smiled happily, and pulled me into his arms forcefully: "I knew you still love me."

I corrected: "It's not that I still love you, but I have always loved you."

I have always loved him, whether I was forced to leave or deliberately deceived, I still want to be with him after all the heartbreak.As long as we are together, all problems will not be problems.

It's not stupid, but I know what I want.

It is him who I love deeply, and he who loves me deeply.I'm sure he loves me, and I'm sure I love him, why should I only care about it.

Because there were occasional people passing by on the beach behind me, I didn't stay in his arms for long, and sat there watching the waves approaching the toes of my shoes with him.

He said, "By the way, I have prepared something for you."

The ring box that Xi Zhuo took out from nowhere was opened in front of me, and the two diamond rings exuded a beautiful blue light against the black velvet.

It looks very familiar.

I squinted and blurted out, "What happened to the single clock?"

"Cutting and reprocessing."

The single bell is very expensive because it is a large natural blue diamond, and he actually destroyed it as a whole to make two pair rings.

"Are you crazy?"

"I'm not crazy," he chuckled, "I'd be crazy if you didn't give me a chance to take it out today."

After speaking, he pulled my left hand, put one of the rings on the middle finger, spread my hand in his palm, and said while looking at it: "In the past, there was only one ring in the world, but now there are only two rings in the world." In the past, it had a clearly marked price, but in the future it will be priceless."

I smiled and put the other one on for him at his suggestion, knowing that he likes to wear it on his left ring finger, so I wanted to put it on.

But he stopped me: "Wear it on the middle finger."

"why?"

"Because I want to be in love with you forever."

I raised my hands above my head, looked up at the blue light between my fingers and smirked: "I have the same model as Xi Zhuo that Mangypsophila can't have."

He knocked on my head: "I belong to you, shouldn't you be the most proud of me?"

Oh yes.