give you a soft spot

He Xiu and Xiaoyou's wedding date is one and a half months later. Since it is the wedding of the staff around him, Xi Zhuo may attend, so whether to go or not has become a difficult problem for me.

The most shameful thing in a relationship is the suspicion of deliberately approaching after separation.

Indecisiveness leads to disaster.

I choose to go.

It's shameful to be shameful, and I don't have much integrity.

After making a decision, as if walking along the light in a dark cave, life has a head start.

Then Chen Zuoyi’s house was not long after the new year. I thought I couldn’t go there empty-handed, but after much deliberation, I didn’t know what to give. It’s too much trouble to prepare a gift for this kind of person who doesn’t need anything. It's not that I haven't experienced it with Xi Zhuo.

In the end, I decided not to be so vulgar. It is a great gift for Mr. Chen to become famous after studying art with heart.

The theme this time is pattern making.

The study of structural design and tailoring technology is also the basic knowledge that fashion designers should master.Structural design is a part of style design, and various shapes of clothing are completed through changes in cutting and size itself.If you don't understand the fabric, structure and tailoring, the design will be on paper.

"Don't think that structural design and tailoring are just the work of pattern-makers. Designers who don't know pattern-making cannot become a perfect and mature designer." Chen Zuoyi stood in front of the large desk with strong words, "The technology is mediocre. Excellent designers abound, and if you want to stand out, you must be versatile, and one person can complete an entire assembly line. Only by understanding every step of clothing completion, all the time waiting for ready-to-wear is not wasted.”

After speaking, he picked up a large piece of linen and touched the cutting scissors.

This was the first time he demonstrated in front of me. I opened my eyes wide and didn't want to miss any moment when the master made a move.

Chen Zuoyi quickly determined the front center line, bust line and reference line on the fabric according to the design draft of the table corner, then placed the fabric on the mannequin, and fixed points B, P and the front center point with pins.

Then push the excess amount below the bust line to B and P points to form the waist dart and fix the waist dart with a pin, and at the same time determine the position of the side seam and fix it.

Finally, push the excess above the bust line to the shoulders, make a cut at the neckline, and hatch the fabric according to the base line of the neckline, shoulders, and armholes.

His series of actions made me full of disappointment. I usually do this. I thought it would be different for such a high-level designer.

Chen Zuoyi turned around to look at me, raised his eyebrows: "That's what you usually do, right?"

My nod made him smile, I seldom see him smile, he was dazed: "What's wrong?"

He didn't answer, but turned to a new page of the design draft. I looked down, and it was the most complicated of my 27 drawings.

The man in front of him kept touching with his fingers among the many fabrics, and pulled out a thicker one.

After glancing at the design draft, he skillfully and neatly cut out the ready-made pieces of the front and back of the clothes with only a pair of cloth scissors.

I was really dumbfounded, and when he spread the finished fabric on the table, I couldn't say a word.This is a damn thing, how could it be possible to get the exact size without any markings.

Chen Zuoyi put the scissors in his hand on the table, and said slowly: "You have a lot to learn, young man."

I watched his back as he walked out of the room, it was so golden.

It was a long week, and what my hands touched the most all day was not the mobile phone or the mouse, but the scissors, and there were blisters on the palms and between the fingers.

When I got home, my mother saw my hands during dinner, and joked that I thought my studio’s capital turnover would not be enough, so I went to move bricks to make money.

My bubbles never got better, and the reason I got back was to practice measuring by eye every day when I got back, and cutting fabric whenever I had the spare time, as practice makes perfect.

To what extent, you can hear what material the scissors are cutting without looking at it.

During those days, my eyes were full of broken fabrics, and my ears were filled with the sound of scissors walking in the fabric.

Bi Gong is an outsider, he doesn't understand my hard work, he insists that I am a scourge of cloth with nothing to do, calls me a prodigal, and insists on finding me something to do.

"I'll assign you to the warehouse to pick up the goods. You're so stupid sitting in the office every day. You'll go crazy with scissors all day long."

I really couldn't bear to drop the coffee cup in my hand on his serious face that cared about me.

Qi Yi leaned against the door and smiled at Bi Gong: "Forcibly stop him from practicing, and be careful that he will stab your neck with scissors."

Bi Gong looked at me, then at Qiyi, and left clutching his neck: "You guys are crazy about designing."

Qi Yi walked in: "I heard from He Liang that you are going out tomorrow?"

"Well, go to a friend's wedding."

He sat on the chair and put the coffee cup on Erlang's upturned legs: "What I told you last time, when will you give me an accurate statement, and bring someone out for everyone to see when you have a chance."

I turned my head: "What's the matter?"

"The thing about your love."

"Look at what?"

Qi Yi laughed out loud: "Cheng Ming, are you really stupid or pretending to be confused? Of course it's your boyfriend."

My body froze, and it took me a long time to say, "We broke up."

Qi Yi flashed away with the expression of stepping on a landmine, and I was the only one sitting there looking at the face on the computer screen in a daze.

The active brain cells that night tortured me so much that I couldn't fall asleep.In the sleepless night, all he could think about was how he should face Xi Zhuo.

Whether to say hello or dodge, whether to be an acquaintance or a passer-by, how he will face me, whether to greet me normally or pretend not to see.

After dawn, I got up and started to tidy myself up.

It took me half an hour to choose a suit.

In fact, I don't have a few dress-style suits, and the styles are similar, but I don't know what I am struggling with when I take them off and put them on.It's very similar to those girls in film and television dramas who are dating their sweethearts and don't know what to wear.

In the end, my mother couldn't stand it anymore, pointed at me in front of the mirror and said, "Just this one, son, you look good in light colors."

The wedding is at night.

I landed in the seaside city at noon.

On the way from the airport to the hotel, the driver got lost with the navigation. It took nearly an hour to go around to reach the destination, but he had enough to see the scenery.

The hotel located by the sea is too luxurious.

In the lobby of the hotel, it was Du Teng who was in charge of registering guests. He raised his hand and came over from a long distance away, insisting on giving me a high-five.He was here to help, and after a few words he returned to his post.

I searched for it according to the room number, and when I passed by the auditorium, I stopped to look at the venues that were all ready.The staff of the wedding company are busy everywhere, constantly adjusting the lights and instruments.

Regardless of the setting or the venue, it is a big deal, and there are also seaside fireworks shows and cruise ships on the schedule.

He Xiu, who has tens of millions of fans, can be regarded as a serious Internet celebrity. It seems that this lifelong event will not be inferior to celebrity weddings.

Standing there watching the subtitles scrolling on the electronic screen.

The names above are Mr. He Xiu and Ms. Xiao You.

Obviously attending a happy event, but I feel sad from it.

Sometimes I really envy these people who can live according to the so-called normal life plan, they can do things at any age, they are called normal people.

And I am not, never have been, never have been.