give you a soft spot

"Otherwise what else can we do?"

I answered his question with questions, how to go on with the love that is separated from the heart, and don't wait until the infatuation is exhausted if we can separate properly.

This man once said to me that when the ring is by my side, he is by my side.If I come to return the ring, it means that I don't want him by my side anymore, and I'm here to break up.

If you have made up your mind to do something, you should not violate the meaning of this trip because you are soft-hearted.

After looking at each other for a very short time, I withdrew my hand and turned around. It should be that the carpet in the corridor is too soft, and every step I step on is weak and weak.

He didn't look back, he didn't speed up, he looked calm and calm, but his heart was already thundering.

It took less than 1 minute to get along face to face, but it seemed that he had spent his whole life with him.Exhausting all his strength to get out of his sight, the corners of his mouth were raised, but his eyes were moist.

If we are together and he wants to question all the time, it is better to separate and let each other go.

I am willing to believe that there is no right or wrong in love, and I am more willing to believe that he really loved me in the past.

Thank you for allowing me to play a role in his story, I am very content to be a part of his life.

Those who love deeply may not be suitable. If they are not cherished, why bother to maintain them, and they have trampled on themselves for life.If I come to his world with dignity, I will also leave with dignity. I will go first without him asking.

At the beginning, I knew that the road I was walking with him was full of thorns, but I still worked so hard to fight for it, but I paid nothing and got nothing, only the invisible and intangible past remained.

Xi Zhuo is like a sky-high priced product in the window. I took a fancy to it and saved up all my money, but in the end I still couldn’t afford it.

There was no great grief as imagined, as if everything was relieved.

It’s just that I never get airsick, but then I got airsick when I went to Beijing. I was uncomfortable all the way, physically and mentally exhausted, and arrived at Chen’s house. My pale face frightened Chen Anli who came to open the door.

He poured me a glass of warm water, sat across the dining table and looked at me gulping down the water. After a long time, he tilted his head and asked, "We're going to get along intimately in the future. What should I call you? Brother Cheng? Brother Ming?"

I asked, "What do you want to be called?"

"What did Yan Yiyun call you? I will call you whatever he calls you."

I froze: "Why?"

Chen Anli moved his eyebrows, and smiled sweetly: "Food with idols."

Hey, it turns out that this kid likes Yan Yiyun, no wonder Yan Yiyun got me an appointment so smoothly at first.

Chen Zuoyi, who came down from the upstairs, was still wearing a nightgown. When he saw me, he seemed to suddenly remember something like this, nodded in astonishment, and silently went to wash up.

It was past lunch time before he got up, obviously he forgot about my coming today, I sighed silently, our pair of temporary mentors and apprentices are really good enough, one almost forgot to come, the other has already forgotten To wait for.

It was the last day of the [-]-year-old holiday, and Chen Anli cherished it very much. He was relieved to have me by his father's side, so he went out to play after saying something hastily.

Being alone with Chen Zuoyi is not a comfortable thing, I can't speculate that he will continue to help me study the specific situation of the service.

He is frank and frank, telling him bluntly that he is writing a book on the learning method of fashion design, and needs an experimental subject to give him real case analysis through the learning process and post-study feedback.

I am the experimental subject, I get knowledge from him, and he gets examples from me, win-win and mutual benefit.

Once a month, each teaching process is seven days, a total of twelve meetings a year, a total of 84 days together.Although his plan was as weird as his own, I readily accepted it and decided to enrich myself while fully cooperating with his experiments.

The sadness of breaking up with Xi Zhuo didn't have time to spread, so I embarked on the road of guidance by Chen Zuoyi.

He assigned a task that afternoon, and it took me three days to complete the [-] design drafts.The requirements are generalized to only numbers.

How could such a large amount of tasks be completed in such a short period of time, coupled with his casual tone, I had doubts and tentatively asked: "Teacher, is this really useful?"

Chen Zuoyi was a little impatient: "If I don't check your level, how will I know where to start?"

Since I decided to study with him, I must obey unconditionally, which is what he instilled in me later.

This beginning was really not easy, no wonder I said that when I came to learn art from Chen Zuoyi, Qiyi asked me to ask for blessings.

The villa is too big, only my father and I live in it, and there are many empty rooms. I chose a guest room on the first floor, facing south and facing north, with plenty of sunlight.

Because it was a temporary stay, I didn't pack the things in the suitcase, but just spread it out by the bed for easy tidying up at any time.

In other words, I didn't have time to tidy up at all, and I started designing as soon as I entered the room, and I couldn't bear to spare time for drinking.

The nanny of the Chen family has a special personality. She wears high heels to clean the house. For more than two hours, I listened to the sound of high heels upstairs and downstairs.

I thought she was an aunt in her 50s or [-]s, but she was only in her early thirties. She was young and beautiful. If she hadn't taken off her apron and stood at the table to greet me during dinner, I would have thought it was a guest.

When Chen Zuoyi on the other side of the long dining table asked me how many design drafts I had completed, I rounded up and told him ten, which was actually only half of the submitted ones, and none of them were final.

After a hasty dinner, I went back to my room and continued to struggle. When I received calls from my mother, I always drew pictures while talking on the speakerphone.

She told me that my grandfather was sick and she was accompanying me in the hospital. I was absent-minded and did not express my kind regards to my grandfather who was lying in bed. She severely reprimanded me and said that my heart had become cold.

What my mother said may be true. Take the matter of breaking up with Xi Zhuo as an example. At the beginning, I mistakenly thought that Bai Yang forced me to leave, and I lost my focus in life. I didn't even drop a tear.

Chen Anli came back almost twelve o'clock, lying at the door and asking me why I was still awake.

I stretched my waist and sighed: "Maybe I don't have time to sleep."

He pointed upstairs: "Is my dad asleep?"

"I don't know, I haven't seen anyone since dinner."

Chen Anli immediately looked anxious: "Is he not at home? Did you see him go out?"

I don't know if Chen Zuoyi went out because I didn't even go out of the room except to go to the bathroom.I also went up to the second floor, and saw that the bedroom was lit, so I stopped and waited for Chen Anli to check.

The young man looked through the crack of the door, clutched his chest, turned around and walked lightly: "He's here, reading a book."

He turned on the light in the middle hall, took something from the shelf, and rolled it to the ground without grabbing it. I helped to pick it up, and when I handed it to him, I glanced at the medicine bottle and thought it was very familiar, especially the pattern and the Italian text.

"What did you eat?" I asked him.

He took the medicine bottle and unscrewed the cap and poured out two pills in his hand: "No, this medicine is for my dad."

I suddenly remembered the morning when Bai Yang was waiting for me downstairs, I helped Xi Zhuo clean up his room after he left on the flight, I saw the same medicine bottle under the bed, and I even forgot to inquire about the impoliteness of privacy, I blurted out Said: "What aspect."

Chen Anli poured a glass of water, held it in his hand and said as he walked, "Anti-depressant."