give you a soft spot

"In the past, you lacked a sense of security. I thought you were worried about whether we could go in the long run. It wasn't until that day that you misunderstood that I had a new love. I realized that you were worried about the love I gave you, plus the nature of my damn job. I can't accompany you often, you have doubts, I don't blame you."

We crowded in the doorway, arm upon arm, breath upon breath.

I suddenly felt guilty: "That's all my wild imagination, don't take it seriously."

He smiled and continued: "I want to take it seriously. I'm afraid that if I don't explain it clearly, you will have a small lump in your heart. When there are too many knots, you won't be able to listen to what I say."

After he finished speaking, he dragged me into the bedroom: "Come on, let me tell you some secrets."

The secret that Xi Zhuo said is actually what I have experienced from his perspective.

He started talking about it when he met me in the film and television city after the ring-returning incident, and he said that was the very beginning when he wanted to get close to me.

After each scene, I would help him change his clothes. He is good at observing words and expressions, and he sees through that I obviously don't like him, but he tries his best to restrain his excitement. When he is bored waiting for the scene, he regards teasing me, a little fan, as a new pleasure.

He laughed while talking: "You know what? You are really cute. In this world, beauty and handsome don't necessarily attract me, but as long as it involves cuteness, I can't look away."

It turns out that in his eyes, there are so many cute things that I don't know about.

My name was written too sloppily and he mistook me. He thought I was cute.

My right cheek is swollen like a hamster with wisdom teeth, and he thinks I'm cute.

I took the wrong painkillers and acted like a fool, he thought I was cute.

I was locked in the costume room and he thought I was cute.

I fell asleep in his nanny car and he thought I was cute.

I tore the pants he was wearing in public, he thought I was cute.

......

"Later, I found out that you were the one who was in the car accident. It was like God's will. Tell me clearly that you will have a unique meaning to me. I can't help but pay attention to you, talk to you, ask for leave for you, etc. All the care that seems to go with the flow is my intention."

He talked more and more vigorously, as if we had returned to more than a year ago.They are not very familiar with each other, and there is an invisible line drawn between what they say and what they do.

I followed what he said and slowly remembered the details.

At that time, getting along with each other for about two months was actually not a long time. On the day he left the film and television city after his role, I also went to have a breakup meal.I asked him for his autograph in the crowded hall before we left, but he left too hastily to sign.

"I actually left the book signed for you on purpose, just to find a reason to contact you again."

I was surprised: "Huh?"

Xi Zhuo leaned against the bedside and said slowly: "I remember that it was evening, the street lights were just on, and when you were chasing the car, the hair on your forehead was blown away by the evening wind, revealing the forehead covered by bangs all day long, like a porcelain doll, Very fresh and beautiful, stretched out his hand to me but got farther and farther away from me, and finally stood still and pulled the backpack strap like a lost child, my heart may have been completely touched at that time, in the days after separation I can always think of that scene, and I kept signing my name on that notebook. I didn’t expect that Cindy took a fancy to your design before I found you. Then you came to me naturally, and I didn’t want to Let go."

I sat by the bed and listened carefully, not knowing why such a beautiful thing made me feel uncomfortable.

Xi Zhuo tilted his head slightly to look at me: "I'm telling you these things today just to tell you that you are also the one I fell in love with from a down-to-earth to a serious point of view. You are not adulterated at all. You are more qualified to live with me than anyone else." In my heart, I am afraid that you will not believe me along the way, and I am always eager to express my determination again and again, indeed it seems very sudden and unreasonable, but it is just that I am overwhelmed by love."

I twisted my body and hugged him, not speaking, nothing I could say could express my feelings.

He patted me on the back: "You think being with me is the greatest luck, because I am the person you have kept in your heart for many years. But have you ever thought about it, being with you is also my greatest luck, because I am sure You are the one I want, and I hope you can be loved with great pride, instead of being frightened every step of the way."

Love is really not hard work that can make up for one's weakness, the most important thing is meeting the right person.Otherwise, as stupid as I am, I am afraid that I have died countless times in this first love.

Xi Zhuo's steady maturity is really more than enough to crush me for hundreds of rounds. We have both upgraded in the face of love.

And my point is, listen to him.

I found fault and asked him: "Brother Zhuo, it's rare for the first time you fall in love to go to the end, what do you think?"

He was indeed stopped by the question, and he was silent for a while before answering: "Then let's talk a few more times, until we can reach the end."

Lying in bed and chatting until midnight, he said he was hungry.

I found the ingredients in his refrigerator and made him a bowl of seafood noodles. In order not to toss him out of bed with back pain, I brought it to him on the bed.

A little table straddles his lap, and I've wrapped a napkin around his neck, which is ridiculous.

For a typical foodie Taurus, it is really rare for him to give me the chopsticks to let me eat first, but I am not hungry, and I sat there waiting to watch him eat, but he took a picture of the bowl of noodles with his mobile phone, and Posted it online.

He had just finished texting when my phone rang.He smiled: "Yo, pay special attention."

I was confident: "Is it against the law?"

He leaned over to look at the screen of my phone, and said in a beating voice, "Don't you like it?"

I pushed his face away: "Eat the noodles while they are hot, they won't taste good after a while."

So he ate noodles and I played with my mobile phone, and the room with only a row of wall lamps was inexplicably weird.

I fell asleep without waiting for him to finish eating. I lay on the bed sideways without leaving him much space. I don’t know how he insisted on sleeping. When I woke up in the morning, I found myself occupying most of the bed. Don’t mention how embarrassing I was. up.

I asked the person next to me who opened his eyes: "Does your waist still hurt?"

What he heard didn't answer: "What are you going to do today?"

I said I wanted to contact Cindy if I needed something, but he directly told me to go to the company with him, insisting that it would be better to ask someone to do something in person.

And I firmly think that it is not good to appear on the same screen with him.

"It's okay," he scratched my nose and smiled, "You are now my recognized male friend."

I was taken aback suddenly, this stalk came up when he took me out for morning tea that time, the media editor who wrote the article gave me an excuse to get in touch with Xi Zhuo under the light.

"Brother Bai Yang must have been very angry last time, right?"

"What the hell is he doing?"

"He is your manager after all, you have to listen to him."

"But he is still my assistant, and he has to listen to me."

Unable to refute, I nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll go to the company with you."