give you a soft spot

I've seen too many creatures like straight men who can't wait to reject me, and I've seen too many people who thought I fell in love with him just because they were ordinary and friendly.

I can get along with most girls, but only a few boys.

There are only a few straight men in this world who really understand being gay, and these straight men are roughly divided into two types.

One is that like Bi Gong, even though others are pointing at me behind my back, he can still show off his power and call me brother.

The other is like Qi Yi who neither advocates nor opposes homosexuality, never speaks hurtful words, and never caters positively.

So more often, the straight men I come into contact with are more sensitive. If I am not sure of his true views, it is impossible for me to play with him.

The way I get along with Yan Yiyun is a very natural and smooth relationship, without rhetoric to maintain the relationship or racking my brains to find topics to talk about.

I can be sure that he is a friendly army, but I can't be sure whether he is a Bigong type or a Qiyi type.

Maybe he doesn't know what's going on with me.

I also had a little bit of emotion about being ostracized by him, similar to losing close friends who left me after learning about my sexuality.

I am afraid that one day, this young man who treats me sincerely will also look at me coldly and make a detour.

Due to my sexual orientation, I have adapted to self-adjustment over the years, and I will master the degree when getting along with the male compatriots around me, not for my comfort, but for their comfort.

After all, no one wants to be annoying.

So, when I fell asleep on the return plane and woke up to find that I was leaning on Yan Yiyun's shoulder, I almost bounced away, and instead of looking at him, I asked softly, "I'm almost there."

There was no answer, but when he turned his head, he saw that the boy had also fallen asleep.

It is probably for the convenience of letting me lean on him. His upper body and lower body are seriously misaligned, and he seems to be sleeping extremely uncomfortable.

The efficiency of the embassy is surprisingly high. It took five days to complete the urgent passport reissue.

We didn't stay longer than a day and came back.

In the past few days, I have been able to go from anxious and impatient to a vacation mood, thanks to the young man sitting next to me. Without him, I would not be so happy.

Without me waking him up, the announcement that the plane was about to arrive at its destination sounded.

Yan Yiyun woke up, reached out and took my wrist to check the time, I took advantage of the situation and looked at it, it was [-]:[-].

This was the latest flight after we got our passports and went straight to the airport. It took days and nights, and there was a connecting flight in the middle, but I really wanted to return home.

At the airport in the early morning, even the noise is depressing.

It's like being exiled and finally set foot on the country. I am sleepy and tired, and I can't wait to kiss the earth.

When I was choosing a flight, Yan Yiyun said that he would find someone to pick him up. I wanted to call my person, but he insisted.

It was a beautiful woman who came to pick us up.

Coming to the front, Yan Yiyun first introduced me: "This is my mother."

While the woman was looking at me, she added: "Mom, this is my friend."

My shock wasn't that the 17-year-old's mother looked so young.

But I recognize her, Dong Qianning.

The female news anchor of our local station, a face that can be seen on TV all day long.

From this point of view, it is not surprising that Yan Yiyun can be trained so well.

What should I do, sister?The seniority is not right, called Auntie?Does not match reality.

I had no choice but to remove the address and politely smiled: "Hello."

"Yunyun didn't even take the test and said that he was going to pick up friends. I thought," Yan's mother said while looking at her son, "it was about his age."

A thin layer of embarrassment quickly gathered in the air, and I blew it away with a smile.

When I was leaving the airport hall, I went in the wrong direction, Yan Yiyun waved: "Brother Cheng Ming, this way!"

After I trotted to catch up, Yan's mother turned around with a dazed expression, her tone of questioning and affirmation: "You are Cheng Ming."

I froze, it sounded like I was famous.

She continued: "Yunyun always mentioned you to me, saying that he was taken care of by you a lot when he was away."

I laughed very dryly, and my words were even more dry: "It should be."

As soon as the car entered the city, I wanted to get out of the car and go back on my own, but Yan Yiyun told me to go to his house to rest and wait until dawn before going back.

I've already troubled him a lot, I can't bother him at home anymore, when I insisted on getting out of the car, Mother Yan took the conversation.

"Then we'll take you home."

I can't refuse to come. This woman has a strong aura, and she is the type who makes a decision and is bound to achieve it.

It is very enjoyable to listen to her talk, her words are correct and her voice is pleasant.After I thanked you again and again, I sat all the way downstairs.

Yan Yiyun wanted to get out of the car to see me off, so I pushed him back and told them to be careful on the way home safely.

As I climbed the stairs, I found the keys in my makeshift bag, just in time for a passerby to open the door.

Seeing Bi Gong with half of his body sticking out, I knew I had to climb another floor.

"come here."

I turned my head: "Why don't you sleep in the middle of the night?"

He left the door open and walked out: "I was smoking by the window and saw you getting out of the car, so I thought I would come out and say hello to my boss who has disappeared for more than a week."

I leaned in front of him and stared at him: "You usually sleep until dawn, what's on your mind?"

The kid leaned against the wall, looking like a zombie: "Brother is single again, just a few hours ago."

If he had broken up with those Yingying and Yanyan before, I would have slapped my thigh and laughed at him, but this time is different, I know this guy is true to Yuan Miao.

Don't guess the reason for the breakup, and don't ask too much. The friendship between boys, pat him on the shoulder and tell him that there are many good girls.

"But there's only one girl I want," he said weakly, "besides, I don't expect love anymore."

Typical lovelorn syndrome, I sighed: "Go back to sleep first, don't believe me, just wait and see, the sun will still rise tomorrow."

The failure to appease Bi Gong is not because I am not good enough buddies, but that if he can't think about it, I can't do anything.

I'm going to sleep, in bed.

Open the door and enter the house, tiptoe all the way to the room.

It was like some kind of ritual, standing in front of the bed with open arms and pounced on it, I almost said to my bed, I miss you so much.

Strange, there is the sound of the phone vibrating.

Both of my mobile phones were lost in Myanmar, how could they ring.

Careful identification, not only the sound, but also the vibration.

What I found in the pocket of my thin coat was Yan Yiyun's cell phone.He has obviously put it away, why is it here with me.

The caller ID is, my lord.

After answering, Yan Yiyun's voice jumped out.

"are you home yet?"

Just this one sentence, I knew he deliberately stuffed the phone in my pocket.

Don't be a fool, this kid, I can lose it when I leave downstairs.

"I wanted to send you up but you refused."

Cheng Chengcheng, he is reasonable, after hanging up the phone, I lay there and suddenly remembered something.

Immediately opened the contact list, kept scrolling down, and found Xi Zhuo's name at the back.

It turns out that the way to contact him can be as simple as it is difficult.