give you a soft spot

A very light kiss landed between my eyebrows, and my hand, still wearing a tie, stopped in mid-air.

Xi Zhuo kissed me.

After a two-second freeze, I raised my head, and all incredible emotions sank into his eyes.

Those who looked at each other were not evenly matched, he was natural, and I panicked.

It's best for him not to say anything, I'm afraid that if he speaks at this time, I, who has always been rational, will completely surrender.

Xi Zhuo did not say anything, his action-oriented right hand caressed the back of my head, followed by his enlarged face in my line of sight, and my lips covered his lips.

The sudden fire burned all my nerves.

He kissed very seriously, even though I was motionless like a log, it didn't weaken his domineering attack.

Feeling his real breath up close, I will no longer be myself, go to the fucking love, at this moment, I just want to respond to him with all my strength.

There is no kissing technique at all, and it cannot be called a kiss. To be more precise, I am gnawing on a rampage.My mind is blank. It turns out that the sound effects in the film and television dramas are not exaggerated. The heartbeat can really be infinitely amplified in the ear.

However, I have never kissed before. No matter how many film and television drama kiss scenes I remember, I am still a waste when I am on the scene. The out-of-rhythm ventilation leads to excessive breathing, and my face is dry and hot like a fever.

Xi Zhuo's lips are soft and his tongue is flexible. He embraces me and deepens the kiss little by little.Drunk in his kiss, I completely surrendered, if he wanted the beating heart in my chest, I would immediately take it out and offer it.

When his lips left mine, our foreheads touched and we gasped.As soon as he retracted his arms, my side face hit his shoulder blade.

"Program name."

His chest vibrated slightly, and he was calling my name, so softly and so nicely.

"You are always so sincere and considerate. When I get along with you, my heart is warmer than ever. I want to get close to you without any conditions."

I took a deep breath of the fresh smell in his arms without saying a word, and inhaled it into my lungs together with his gentle tone.

"You like to eat coriander, you don't like to eat chili, you like to drink the whole bag of milk in one go, you like to wear your earphones backwards, you have many different styles of white shirts, and you always have pens and notebooks in your bag," the person holding me has There was a brief silence, and then his breathing became heavier, "I never knew that I could pay such attention to a person, would look forward to the next meeting, and would be willing to take a few more glances, I used to think that I just simply liked someone who fit my heart I am a staff member, but I gradually realized that it is not true, allowing you to only infect me with more or less emotions, that is love, I am in love with you."

When I only had him in my eyes, he was also paying attention to me. When I put him in my heart, he also opened the door of his heart to me.Too strange state of mind, anticipation and resistance, surprise and depression.A little bit of hindsight about the past brings together an honor.The eye contact in those crowds was not a coincidence, and those moments of sudden heartbeat were not passing by.It turned out that I was the one who was stupid, because I didn't realize that Xi Zhuo was the one who took the first step with the same yearning.

In this rare moment of happiness, I dare not say or do.

"I doubted and struggled, but I don't want to miss it." He let go of me, put his hands on my shoulders, "Cheng Ming, I'm serious, should we try together?"

Confused, I took a big step back.

Xi Zhuo stood there with his hands half raised, a little surprised by my reaction.The surrounding air was condensed with silence, I envied his innate self-confidence, and spurned myself who couldn't take possession of precious things with peace of mind.

I summoned up all my courage and wanted to say yes to this man whom I had admired throughout my youth, but before I could move my mouth, my eyes reacted first.

Xi Zhuo obviously panicked, he took a step forward, at a loss: "Why...what, are you crying?"

Yes, I cried when I was worthless, and when I blinked my eyes, two lines of tears slid down.When I didn't know what to do next, I was not reckless and would choose to escape conditionedly.

I turned around and pressed the doorknob, without looking back or staying.I'm also getting more and more confused about myself. I enjoyed it so much, but I didn't give up so much, but I left without looking back.

I wanted to slap myself twice, but I couldn't give any clear answer to Xi Zhuo who was so serious and affectionate.

I didn't sleep the whole night, and after quitting the current impulse of beauty, I found that I was not reserved, I was afraid.

I am afraid that he is acting on a whim, and I am even more afraid that he is sincere. What I am most afraid of is that if I nod easily, he will be laughed at by the whole world.

To put it bluntly, what I care about is that I don't deserve him at all.He is Xi Zhuo, he is not an ordinary person, how can I be cared by him.

The sound of the alarm clock made me understand the biggest problem in front of me, how should I face him when I was running away.

Shooting in the early morning is the most comfortable, the temperature and humidity are suitable, and all the staff are full of energy and energy to face the start of work.

except me.I didn't rest well, I sat in the preparation room with dark circles under my eyes, watching other people in the room chatting and laughing.

There were only two hours of shooting during the day, and after everything was ready, all the crew went their separate ways.

When I went into the dressing room to help Xi Zhuo change his first costume, my heart was in suspense, and I didn't dare to look at him directly. I bowed my head as much as I could, and squatted down as long as I could.

If it wasn't for being absent-minded, I put the clothes on in the wrong order and let him take them off, I wouldn't be able to talk to him.

"Why are you panicking, take your time." Xi Zhuo said to me in a hurry.

I forced a smile: "Everyone is waiting outside."

He stopped: "I'm waiting too."

What are you waiting for?I had to look at him.

Xi Zhuo's voice was not loud, but he spoke clearly: "You haven't answered me yet."

"Brother Zhuo, I..."

No, I still can't do it, nodding and shaking my head has become a big problem for me.

Xi Zhuo got closer, holding me between his body and the wall, he spit out the words lightly, he said that since it makes you find it so difficult, then I will ask you in another way.

His strength took my breath away.He paused every word: "Do you have me in your heart?"

Yes, this is the answer destined not to hesitate.

I nod and he smiles.

He started to put his head down in his costume, and I quickly stepped forward to help.

Neither of us spoke again.

I want to be selfish for once, just this time, express my heart fearlessly, regardless of everything, put it aside first when we are not together, whether we go or not, at the very least, I want to let him know that I have him in my heart.

After putting on the last hang-up, Xi Zhuo started to walk outside.His eyes became more and more curved as he smiled, turned around and glanced at me, then disappeared at the door.

I turned my head to look at myself in the mirror, and it became strange again.

A message comes in from the phone.

"I still owe you a big meal, let's escape and eat together sometime."

He was very happy to use the word escape.

I quickly returned to him, I said yes.