give you a soft spot

It is no exaggeration to say that the first time I saw Xi Zhuo on the screen, the word "shocked as a heavenly man" appeared in my mind.

There are many people chasing stars around me, and I used to think that it was unrealistic for them to waste time, but I never thought that one day I would also chase stars.Search his encyclopedia, follow his videos, track his whereabouts, look forward to his new songs, follow his Weibo... It seems that you don't want to miss any news about him.

I think my way of chasing stars is quite rational. Xi Zhuo is the ruler in my heart. I like his wonderful singing voice and superb acting skills, and I like his humility and polite behavior.He is the light of my youth, the dazzling light is always in front of me, and he accompanied me through the intense preparation for the exam and the confusion about the future.I idolize him and have seen him become a great singer and actor along the way.

Yuan Miao once said something disdainful after knowing that I liked Xi Zhuo, she said that male fans are not good, and there is not much enthusiasm at all.

I still don’t quite understand the enthusiasm in her mouth. Maybe it’s because she’s frantically collecting posters and yelling that he’s not going to marry her, maybe it’s because she’s persevering once and for all, and she’s sincerely supporting the rankings, or maybe it’s because there are crowds of excited people. Discussing his gossip, maybe it should be fighting against the public without asking questions, maybe it should be trying to save money just to be able to own any of his models...

If doing these things can be regarded as having enthusiasm, then I am afraid I have no enthusiasm.I have never done anything for Xi Zhuo, I just exist silently across the screen, when someone asks me if I have a favorite star, I will say his name without thinking.

That's it.

But I think my likes are not cheap, they also come from the heart, but in different ways.

Probably luck, I was praised by Cindy for everything about TY's anniversary event going well.I was like a kindergarten kid who was praised by the teacher. I almost jumped up for joy, and even took the time to invite Xiaoyou to dinner. After all, the smoky makeup was her suggestion.

Xiaoyou ordered barbecue, and she had an amazing appetite, sitting across from me, chatting and laughing carefreely while eating.

Xiaoyou and I hit it off from the very beginning, we are very natural in front of each other, and we are very comfortable with each other.It was the first time we ate together in private, and we talked a lot.She didn't say it personally, I really didn't see that she was thirty, I never cared about her age, I always thought she was just in her early twenties, several years younger than her, but she was also called Xiaoyou by others, not behind Adding a sister always feels unreasonable.

"Don't call me sister, just call me Xiaoyou." She told me so.

Xiaoyou used to be the chief makeup artist of a brand wedding dress shop. By chance, she went to the film crew to do makeup and was photographed to step into this circle.

Speaking of dreams, I said frankly that I want to be an excellent designer and start my own clothing brand.

Xiaoyou said that she had long since compromised with reality and given up her dream of becoming a top makeup artist, and only wanted to do well in her profession.

I asked her, "Isn't it hard to give up your dreams?"

"How to put it, it's not difficult, Xiaoge, maybe you will understand in a few years. When I first walked out of the university campus, I was full of dreams, and I didn't want to waste time. I just wanted to catch every Opportunity, I am quite satisfied now, although I am tired, but the job is stable and the income is high, and I will marry myself after a while, that's all."

I could hear the vicissitudes in her words, raised my eyes and asked her: "When will we get married?"

She smiled very sweetly, she said don't worry, I will tell you when I set a date.

Speaking of her boyfriend, she had a light in her eyes, making me sure that a person with love is happy.At that second, I thought of Xi Zhuo, and his eyes with stars and sea.

I haven't seen him since we left after the event that night. He was out of town to make an announcement, saying that he was in some plateau area. He had been away for a few days, and there was no news on the Internet.In the smoky barbecue restaurant, I suddenly thought of him. Is it a kind of miss, but there are too many people who miss him. I am the oldest, and my miss is meaningless.

Perhaps what Xi-joo misses the most is his dog, which fell ill within less than a month of his leaving.

I went to deliver He Xiu's newly purchased private server, but after entering the door, I didn't see Carat's figure. I breathed a sigh of relief, and guessed that either Aunt Yu took her out for a walk or she was fostered in a pet store.After hanging up the clothes in the cloakroom and walking out, I heard groans accompanied by irregular puffs.I searched for the sound and saw Carat curled up in the bathroom.Although it was dying, I still didn't dare to get too close, but I had to get close, it looked too weak.

When I tried to get Cara out from under the sink, it propped up the front half of its body and vomited, accompanied by coughing, and the vomit stained its neck hair.It continued to put its head down on the ground without energy.

The ghost knows how I overcame the psychological barrier and got Carla downstairs. I used my mobile phone to locate the nearest pet hospital and took a taxi there.I was not afraid on the road at all, just thinking that I would save it, its eyes are so pitiful, I hope it will continue to confront me, as long as it can not stop barking.

Ke Kela really struggled to even hum, and looked very uncomfortable.This dog that Xi Zhuo loved so much lost its former air, lying in my arms without opening or closing its eyes.

"Did you ever drink the bath water in the shower?"

"Have you ever eaten anything difficult to digest?"

"How's the bowel movement?"

"What immunity? Have you been in contact with stray dogs recently?"

......

I couldn't answer any of the doctor's questions, so he pouted and joked, "Why do I think you stole this dog just now?"

I'm anxious, I said doctor, please check it quickly, don't talk nonsense.

After tossing for more than half an hour, the final diagnosis was just gastrointestinal indigestion, which is a blessing.

After I came out of the pet hospital, I didn't send Carat back. I wanted to follow the doctor's instructions to pay close attention to its condition, so I took it back to the residence for the time being.

I was afraid that Aunt Yu would be worried if she couldn't see the dog again, so I asked for her contact information everywhere, but no one knew.Only then did he send a message to Bai Yang who was also out of town, and soon after explaining the situation, Bai Yang called.

The voice belonged to Xi Zhuo, and he asked immediately, "Did you miss me?"

"It should be," I replied, "it's a digestive problem. If you haven't seen it for a long time, you may have lost your appetite. It is estimated that you will take medicine and liquid food for two days..."

"Who asked about the dog?" Xi Zhuo interrupted with a chuckle, "I'm asking you."

I really want to swear, but I still flirt all the way, is it an addiction?

"I'm going back soon."

I said um, got it, don't worry about keeping the dog with me, Brother Zhuo, I will take good care of it.

"Also remember to take care of yourself..."

I slipped my hand and almost dropped the phone. When I picked it up again, I found that I had actually hung up on the boss.