give you a soft spot

Followed all the way behind Bai Yang and successfully passed through the strict security of the venue. Through the backstage corridor, you can see that there are still a large number of related staff doing the finishing work of the concert.

I waited in the designated lounge for less than 2 minutes, the door was pushed open, and the person who came in made me bounce up reflexively.

It's Xi Zhuo, still wearing the last dress of the concert.He walked in and smiled kindly at me: "You sent the ring back, right?"

This is probably the first time in my life that I really want to find a crack in the ground to get in. I'm not talking about it. I was dressed in light-colored clothes and pants, and I was crushed into mud and flowers by the security guard just now.This is my goddamn idol, why do I have such a cowardly face.

Among the people who came in after Xi Zhuo, a sister wearing a mask poured water for me from a disposable cup.

The degeneration of language action is the current side effect of the male god. My heart, it wants to rush out of my chest and betray me every minute. I uttered three sounds of the word thank you.

Xi Zhuo sat on the sofa, he looked at me: "Don't stand, come and sit."

I walked over with the water glass in my hand, and smiled sideways at his approachability after my butt was caught by the sofa.

The man sitting next to me has already put on the unique ring, and his hands are so beautiful that people can't help but say a word of admiration, and they are interlacing their fingers on Erlang's upturned legs.

"Thank you for picking up and returning the ring."

I have imagined countless times that one day I will be in close contact with Xi Zhuo, but I never thought that it would be so close, so close that I could really feel the breath he exhaled when he spoke.It was a leap from a male god who is only a god to a male god who is also a human being, which made me feel very happy.

"Come on, look this way!"

The bearded photographer clicked the shutter when I was completely unprepared.I blame him for moving too fast, not because I didn't pose, but because I have no reason to stop after taking pictures.

When I came here, I promised to take pictures on the way, but after the pictures were finished, I wanted to go back on my word.

Xi Zhuo's studio intends to post a group photo to clarify that the ring was deliberately stolen by fans.Good intentions may not always come into play. I don't want to be exposed. How many people will believe it? The turbulent public opinion is not something I, a commoner, can bear.

Shameless, I turned my head to Xi Zhuoti and asked, "Can the photo not be published, or my face can be mosaiced when it is published."

After I finished speaking, I wanted to strangle myself to death. It's not good to fight, I have to play mosaic.

Before I could wait for Xi Zhuo's reply, he was called away by the staff who came in suddenly.

When Bai Yang sent me out, he said: "That ring is very important to him, so thank you very much."

Receiving thanks repeatedly made me feel guilty, because I listened to Sister Jiao's words and lied that the ring was picked up on the ground.

"You don't have to thank me, really, it should be done."

"I heard you're graduating soon."

But not right away, the graduation ceremony will be in a few days.

"Have you found a job?"

Damn, dare to apply the classics of the seven aunts and eight aunts.I shook my head, wishing I could blurt out my concern for Bai Yang who was looking for a topic to avoid embarrassment, saying that my life is not as good as yours, so don't ask, and then ask me if you believe it or not, I will beat you to death.I don't want to admit that I'm unhappy because I didn't ask Xi Zhuo for the autograph that would allow me to go back and shout in front of my friends that I want to be a fairy and be happy.

Afraid of crowds on the way back, I didn't squeeze the subway, but took a taxi.As soon as I got into the car, a notification sounded on Weibo, which was of special concern.

I have only one particular concern.

"A false alarm."

The simple four words, accompanied by Zhang Xizhuo's selfie with his right fist on his chest, received tens of thousands of retweets in less than 2 minutes.

I hurriedly browsed the official Weibo of Xi Zhuo's studio, and a touch of emotion came from the fact that my face was blurred instead of mosaic.

I don't know if it was because I met the idol I have admired for many years, so my life was blessed. Two days later, I actually received a pretty good interview call.

Although I'm not sure which one of those resumes that could fill the sea that I sent out during the graduation season, I decided to go for both.

At that time, my mother chose to major in fashion design by relying on her tenacious strength, which was because being a fashion designer was my ultimate dream in life.

Dreams, maybe just dare to dream and dare to think about it.The four years of university have polished all my edges and corners. After graduation, I just want to roll into the society without any mistakes.The economic base determines the superstructure, and I have to make ends meet first.

Even after the interview, the finalized job was far from what was expected.I also comforted myself sourly, it’s okay, the clothing administrator is the clothing administrator, at least it hasn’t got rid of the word clothing, and sooner or later, I will replace the latter three words with designer.

Working in a film and television base, the biggest benefit should be meeting various stars.During the three months of the probationary period, many film crews came to film, and I also saw many faces that I could only see on the screen before, and I have long since become able to control my emotions and stop wanton agitation.The staff must look like a staff, this is what our boss said.

At the end of October, Xi Zhuo also came to film a large-scale Republic of China drama.It's two shades away from where I work.

I changed shifts with a colleague with a seafood meal, and I went to sneak a peek on the day of the start-up.Non-staff couldn't get in at all, I just stood tens of meters away and saw a figure from behind.

What exactly is a male god? It is the kind of man who you know after just one glance that he has nothing to do with your dick hair in this life.

Yes, I have met Xi Zhuo himself, but it is of no use.The sun still rises in the east and sets in the west, how could he remember me.

I didn't know at the time that I was saying this too early.

On the second day after the filming of the new film started, a staff member from the crew came to rent costumes.Everyone was clamoring for help. Our leader repeatedly emphasized that we could only go to one person, and then chose me, who was relatively quiet amidst the noise, very quickly. I would rather believe that this was just a coincidence.

I went to Curry to pick up the clothes according to the list, and I walked through the front hall calmly with the joy of suppressing internal injuries.After completing the formalities, he followed the staff member to the costume department of the crew.

I saw Se-joo during the halftime change, and he saw me.

"Yo," he smiled at me, "I was in a hurry last time, and forgot to ask your name."

I was surprised, he remembered me, and he was so happy to be remembered.

A popular idol who only wore half a pair of pants talked to me through several people, the scene was not to mention too weird.I quickly helped pass the clothes in my hand, and I pinched the temporary work card made by the crew on my chest and shook it.

"Cheng Ge?" Xi Zhuo raised his eyebrows.

He actually used such a straightforward way to show that my handwriting was so scribbled that it was easy for people to read it wrong.

I laughed a few times amidst the laughter that sounded in the whole room, and then corrected: "It's Cheng Ming."