give you a soft spot

I moved on.

I don't know this myself.

When I saw the entertainment news, I was sitting in the office for a while, and the piece of chewing gum I was eating was swallowed alive, and I was sick for a long time.

I know that the relationship between Xi Zhuo and I will never be accepted by the mainstream, and we have been self-aware that we are gradually withdrawing from the public's attention, but it seems that there is still no possibility of being completely let go.

Xi Zhuo is fine, after all Genzheng Miaohong has been loved by the masses all the way here, and he is well-versed in swearing at each other. To me, he did his best, as if destroying my image can take back their Brother Zhuo.

If it was at the beginning, my glassy mentality would directly contribute to the collapse, but now I can't shake it. After all, Xi Zhuo told me that he will always stand by my side.

It sounded like a touching and joyful words, but I endured the sadness and told him, it's all right, Brother Zhuo, I'm not afraid of loving you.

These words are full of bravado, and every time I am followed and blocked when I travel, I feel very panicked.I don't understand, why should I bother so many little brothers and sisters to think about it all day long.

Of course, from being labeled as Xi Zhuo’s lover, I can find my introduction from hot search terms, and I have also accumulated fans. To be precise, they should be called CP fans of me and Xi Zhuo, because they love Xi Zhuo too much By the way, love me.

Then a strange thing happened, every time I showed up at the airport or on the street, I longed for such people to appear, even if they were not standing in front of me, I hoped that they would be by my side, who doesn’t yearn to be accepted and loved.

Obviously I have also experienced so many baptisms of praise and criticism, and I should no longer have any reaction, but this time I became anxious.

After all, it involves Yan Yiyun, which makes me inexplicably troubled. That kid is now flourishing in the entertainment industry, and his momentum is no less than that of Xi Zhuo back then. Don't ruin it because of me.

The news after [-] o'clock in the morning, the time was chosen carefully, and when I woke up in the morning, it was already overwhelming.The strange thing is that when I click on such hot news, I, as the person involved, actually need to see it by myself. Does this count as the kindness of the people around me?If not, then Xi Zhuo had ordered it to go on.

If I hadn't held a meeting in the morning, I guess I would have seen it early. The sun was shining brightly in the sky after ten o'clock in midsummer, so why is it so cold.

At present, there is another group attacking me on the Internet, Yan Yiyun's sunflowers are huge and scary.I saw a blurry photo full of logos uploaded by a certain entertainment news, and I really couldn't figure out how it was taken.

When I usually see pictures and videos about Yan Yiyun on the Internet, I swipe them directly, and I am afraid that if I accidentally clicked a like or something, it will cause suspicion.To put it bluntly, I just sell clothes, and I really have nothing to do with Yan Yiyun, a popular niche.

Xi Zhuo has retired from the second line. At present, in addition to fully assisting the signed artists, he will also participate in the behind-the-scenes production of some films in the company, and he is very busy.It is true that I always feel sorry for him. As his fan or lover, I think he should belong to the camera and the stage.

But he didn't seem to care too much, everyone before and after was so happy, and won too many voices of approval for us being together.

I'm really afraid that this matter will fail his efforts.

I called him, and before I could ask, he spoke first.

"See the news?"

I was a little angry: "You already knew?"

"It's not too early, while you're cooking breakfast."

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

Xi Zhuo was laughing: "Telling you earlier is equivalent to making you anxious earlier, how can I be willing to part with it."

To hear him say it, he's paying attention, and, if nothing else, his PR team is gearing up.

"That's what you didn't let them tell me."

Xi Zhuo hummed: "You don't have to worry about this matter, I'll take care of it."

I always refuse to come when he poses as the elder brother, so I changed the subject and said, "You are flying out of town to participate in activities at night, so be careful."

"Okay, don't go out these few days, wait for me to come back."

He obviously heard someone calling him on the other side of the phone, but he talked to me calmly, afraid of delaying his work, he hung up the phone before saying the concluding remarks.

The arrival of Jia Xiao after lunch made me understand that Xi Zhuo was worried about me, otherwise he would not have sent all his personal security over.

I have a hunch that it may be difficult for me to go out tonight in this building.

In order to prevent distraction, I didn't go online all day, but I didn't feel bored, so I chatted with Bi Gong on WeChat to pass the time.

"Unless you say it yourself, I don't believe it at all." He grinned silly.

I joked: "Not bad, you already have the qualities that a high-quality fan should have."

"The main reason is that your family, Xi Zhuo, has no flaws. I don't believe that you can still fall in love with such a perfect person."

"You're sweet."

"It has nothing to do with the sweetness of the mouth, I'm telling the truth."

As soon as this happened, apart from Bi Gong, He Xiu was the one who contacted my private number.

The number belonged to He Xiu, but it was Xiaoyou who spoke.The couple didn't know if they had taken the wrong phone, so we didn't dare to ask.

Since Xiaoyou became Mrs. He, she has become a carefree person.Retired from the circle to concentrate on raising the baby at home, and now she is a expectant mother who is pregnant with Liujia.

If it's gossip, then she's top-notch.

"Cheng Ming, let me tell you, if you are sorry to brother Zhuo, you will be finished, and you will definitely be cast aside by thousands of people."

I laughed and replied: "It's less than ten thousand people. I said you don't want to get pregnant. He Xiu will look for me later. I'm not afraid of you, I'm afraid of your husband."

"I don't want to believe it either, mainly because there are reasons and evidence on the Internet."

I curled my lips: "Sister, there is no reason."

Immediately afterwards, Xiaoyou turned on the mouthpiece mode.

"If you're not stupid, you can go back and look at the snapshots of 3Y's brother going out in the street this year. It's hard to forget which outfits are not Kakang Siyao's."

Of course I'm not stupid, it's true.Yan Yiyun’s personal clothes are basically Kakang Siyao, and the latest series has never been missed. The media once said that he is a die-hard fan of Kakang Siyao, and that Kakang Siyao owes him endorsement fees. After all, once he wears it, fans all follow suit. I clearly remember that there were two times when the goods were out of stock and the production line could not keep up with the supply.I only cared about making money, but forgot the meaning behind it.

"Okay, even if this can be understood as simply liking your home's design, then why did he open the first food chain store in Myanmar? In an interview, he said it was for a brother who lived here together when he was a few years older. , I reckon it’s you, pure sixth sense.”

I sighed that Xiaoyou's pregnancy was like becoming a fairy, and she was so accurate.That restaurant was opened at the place where I used to eat with Yan Yiyun. At that time, I complained that I couldn’t get enough to eat abroad. I didn’t expect him to open Chinese restaurants all over the world. I really don’t want to understand these actions deliberately, because I can’t Give him any hope, and would rather pretend not to know.

"And why did that kid give up such good resources around Brother Zhuo before, and insisted on rescinding the contract and flying solo to expand the territory? Now it seems that it may be right. After all, he has made a bright road by himself, but looking back, he must It won't be that simple."

"The photos on the Internet are obviously you and Yan Yiyun, no matter how blurred they are, I can still recognize them. Whether it's the angle or not, the movements are very intimate."

......

I really want to stop, if Xiaoyou continues talking, maybe he will have to tell some shocking inside stories.She is a person who used to be in this circle. She can see many things in the same way. It's not strange. The strange thing is that everything she said has been talked about by the media. Those who don't know think that she is the one who creates momentum. myself.

I don't remember how I ended the call with Xiaoyou, and it was already dark when I put down the phone with only 5.00% left.The assistant had already left work, and the coffee I poured for me before leaving was completely cold. There were only two employees left in the studio who were finishing the work. They saw me coming downstairs to say hello.

"Hurry up and get off work, it's getting late." My smile must have looked extremely bitter.

Jia Xiao heard the movement and brought two people out of the lounge and asked me if I wanted to go home.

I pretended to be relaxed and said, "Return, why don't you return."

Jia Xiao looked at me and said, "I've seen it. There are front and rear doors in the building. There are quite a few of them. Wear your mask and hat."

I seem to be used to arming myself when I go out. I really don't like the feeling of being slapped in the face, but I don't intend to cover my head at this time.

"No, that's it."

Jia Xiao was obviously panicked: "How can I do that?"

"Why not," I said as I walked, "you can shoot if you want."

I learned how strong Jia Xiao is when I first met him. When he pulled me, I stepped back a meter.

I was already distracted by the news on the Internet, but now Jia Xiao doesn't listen to me, and I don't know where I got angry, so I walked towards the elevator regardless of the obstruction.

"Jia Xiao, you don't need to stop me anymore. I have my own plan. Brother Zhuo asked you to come here to restrict my activities. You just need to ensure my safety."

My words were very serious, Jia Xiao hesitated, then gave up blocking and followed behind, while the other two security guards opened the way ahead.

I knew what I was facing when I went out, and I seemed to have predicted what those people wanted to ask and scold.I have been hiding under the wings of Xi Zhuo before, and he will take care of everything I encounter. He will block the malice from all over the world for me. It is time to try to solve it by myself. After all, there will be similar things in the future. It is really a drag if you don't learn to become stronger.

The eyesight of the stalker is always so good, and when the elevator door opens, all kinds of sounds come from far and near.Even with two burly men standing in front of me, I couldn't walk two meters, and as expected, I was surrounded by the elevator entrance.

The cameras, microphones and mobile phones were pointed at me like short guns and short guns. I didn't even hide from this battle.

The security in the hall was being adjusted quickly, and I didn't listen to a single question, I just stared up at the chandelier in the hall while being shoved.It was like sitting on a boat that was rocking in the wind and rain, my sight was not stable, and I was almost seasick.

"You guys be quiet."

The amazing thing is that no matter how much Jia Xiao and the others yelled, they couldn't calm down. As soon as I opened my mouth, these people immediately fell silent as if they were afraid of missing some information.

After saying this, I turned around, pressed the elevator in the small encirclement, and raised my voice without looking back: "Hall D on the 11th floor, come up if you have anything to say."

My acting skills were extremely clumsy, but I tried to calm down, but after entering the elevator, I started to take deep breaths to calm down.

Hall D on the 11th floor is a space rented by our studio for models to try on and walk up the stairs. It is simple and empty, and it is only popular when trying on clothes. The hundred or so people I led the way to follow filled up half of the space.

Jia Xiao always cooperated with me with the expression of looking at a madman. I took a chair and made it in the middle of the stage, and he stood behind me.Seeing two reporters approaching, I raised my hand and smiled and said, "Don't move too far, I can hear you wherever you stand, please come in, please respect each other."

Maybe I didn’t reach out to hit the smiling person. This group of people really wasn’t aggressive anymore. They all stood there looking at me. I felt in a daze that I really had the air of being a public figure.

"Ask, one by one."

Obviously they listened to the first four words, but didn't take the last four words seriously.

"Mr. Cheng, you must have seen the news, why haven't you responded yet?"

"What is the relationship between you and Yan Yiyun?"

"Why didn't Xi Zhuo speak up for you this time? Is your relationship broken?"

......

What are these questions? I am like a candidate who bet on the wrong question and starts to panic after getting the test paper.He tried his best to stabilize his figure and signaled Jia Xiao to connect the microphone and hand it to me.

"Forget it, I've changed my mind. Your questions are too confusing, so let me talk about it myself."

No one in the audience can speak louder than me. I have to make a quick decision, or else more wolves will be attracted, and my bones will be gone.

This is the first time in a long time that I have taken the initiative to face so much media with such zero distance.I'm not ready to say anything, I just want to say what's on my mind.It doesn't matter whether I want to be heard or not, I just want to feel comfortable in my heart.

"I'm just as curious about today's news as you are. I'm curious about who would use two old photos to make a big fuss about me and Yan Yiyun. The photos are not fake, they are indeed us."

There was an uproar.

I thought it wouldn't be surprising if Jia Xiao knocked me to death from behind, but I was in a daze and kept talking.

"The angle of view should have been taken accidentally by the driving recorder in the parking lot. The angle is so strange that we were just standing and chatting. It was interpreted as something else. It took a lot of painstaking effort."

"Yan Yiyun is the top traffic. It is completely understandable that he didn't speak up now. I am different. I have nothing to fear. You can interpret me casually. But even if he responds, the result is the same, because there is really nothing between us, so there is no need to say too much Special said."

"I would advise some media with ulterior motives not to force the popularity, but to have a conscience. No one becomes famous overnight, it is hard to make steel. Yan Yiyun is a high-quality idol. He has been working hard and does not need to be questioned."

"About me and Xi Zhuo, don't bother everyone to worry about it. We are fine and will get better and better. It doesn't depend on you. When you walk out of the house, he is still yours, but when you walk in the house, he is only mine. From now on You pay more attention to his works and less attention to his private life. I am just an ordinary person, and there is nothing worth wasting your time on.”

"That's all I have to say, dismiss."

I think I've said everything I need to say, maybe people are greedy, these people obviously still don't want to let me go.There was chaos underneath, Jia Xiao tried to escort me out through the side door, but failed.

After a stalemate for about 10 minutes, the back door of the exhibition hall was pushed open, and a group of people who came in came straight over. It was Xi Zhuo.

He was not on the plane at this time.

I saw him being escorted to my side under the protection of Duoan, and he stretched out his hand to pull me up without hesitation and left.The group of reporters and fans were at a loss and could only run after him.I don't know who stepped on my foot, I gritted my teeth and endured the pain and walked outside with Xi Zhuo.

"Aren't you leaving?"

"Jia Xiao said you were trapped."

"I do it of my own free will."

"Are you stupid or not, they will be endless."

"Well, I see."

The two of us rushed out in the crowd with our heads close together, and I spoke to him sentence by sentence.

"I did something wrong, I shouldn't show my face like this."

"You're right, have you finished what you want to say?"

"It's over."

"That's fine."

The entrance of the elevator has been fenced off in advance, and we went in smoothly after we arrived. Obviously, Xi Zhuo's presence caused a bigger commotion. Fortunately, he has rich experience in getting out, and took me away neatly.Or since Bai Yang transferred to a clerical job to help him take care of the company, his private schedule became more casual.

When the elevator descended, I really believed that I still couldn't handle many things by myself.

"You've handled it well."

He can figure me out, always has.

I thought that there should be more people downstairs now, and I became anxious: "We can't go out for the time being."

"uncertain."

Xi Zhuo always acted confidently. Not only did he lead me out of the encirclement, but he also turned around and had a brief chat with the media before finally getting into the car.

I also saw what was said on the Internet after I went back.

He said, in fact, if I want to, I can hide people very well, but I don't.Openness is a kind of respect and frankness. I certainly hope that I can get your respect and frankness in return, but hope is hope after all, and the initiative is not mine.Thank you for your concern, don't over-guess, as long as I don't say anything, then I haven't changed my name.

At around [-] o'clock that night, Yan Yiyun's official Weibo posted a statement and a lawyer's letter, and the public relations team was well-mannered.He himself is recording a reality show, and it is said that he has been severely troubled by fans and the media.

He invited me to have dinner with Xi Zhuo the next day, I didn't reply, but Xi Zhuo readily agreed.

I haven't seen that boy for a long time, he looks more and more aristocratic, and his smile is still so sweet. When he saw me and Xi Zhuo, he called Brother Zhuo first.

We all know that they were unhappy because of the termination of the contract before, but they were relieved because of this incident.This meal still made the media make a big fuss, but fortunately, all problems were solved.

From the day I became Xi Zhuo's side, every day is a battle.I want to pay attention to my image and clothing, manners and words and deeds.If you do something unsatisfactory, you will be criticized vigorously.

I used to fantasize about living close to Xi Zhuo, but only realized it was difficult after I really had it. Fortunately, I didn't shrink back, and I accepted both the good and the bad.

There will still be bumps and bumps in the road ahead, but at least going through this incident has made my mood more stable.I don't need to be liked by everyone, I just need to be myself, like what I like naturally, why not care about what I don't like.

Now that I am a well-known existence, Xi Zhuo should have given me nothing less, and he has endured far more than me.

After eating with Yan Yiyun and returning home, I said to him, Brother Zhuo, I feel that you don't seem to be tired, and you can always solve any troubles with ease.

"If you don't solve this one, how can you welcome the next one," he said while hugging me, "this is the way it is in this business, and it's not the first day you know it. I used to be tired, but since I have you, I haven't felt tired Yes. Loving you is my only relief."

I haven't cried for a long time. After hearing this, my tears fell suddenly, and I hugged him tightly: "It's very happy to be your only one."

"Crying is still called happy?" He lowered his head and asked me.

"This is tears of joy." I muttered.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows are bright lights, we are surrounded by thousands of lights, I lean on him, and he hugs me.No more talking, but not lonely.

It is my greatest joy to come to this world for a while and get a husband like this.

It's all worth it.