give you a soft spot

I chased all the way, and after I got out of the bar, I speeded up, but I still left him in the underground garage.

After making sure that he didn't pass the only exit that I had been staring at, I knew he was hiding.I stopped, didn't eat dinner and drank alcohol on an empty stomach. After exercising, the burning sensation in my stomach pulled my nerves, and I felt a slight pain.

Looking around, there was no one except the parked car, and a light that was about to break down on the low ceiling flickered non-stop. It was extremely quiet, and I could even hear my own breathing clearly.

"I know it's you, come out."

The limited space spread the echo, and a figure stood out from behind the side stone pillar, and I could see him clearly with my peripheral vision.

I raised my hand and wiped my face, not wanting to turn my head away, and even regretted following out.

"Why," I turned my head and asked, "Why did you appear here with Luo Shu and the others?"

Yan Yiyun walked towards me with strides, his thin and tall figure moved forward without any wobble, and threw out a very textured bass: "Do I have to answer?"

The smell of alcohol I smell is not only my own.I already had to look up at him slightly, I stared into his eyes, waiting silently, hoping he could explain it to me.

The smile on the corner of the young man's mouth was not out of happiness, it looked full of bitterness, his eyes drifted away, and he forced himself to be indifferent: "Is there any problem in choosing the one that suits you?"

"Where is it suitable for you? Do you know who to recruit?" I spoke in a hurry, "What good development can you get if you follow him?"

Yan Yiyun looked back at me: "In your case, anyone who is incompatible with brother Xi Zhuo is bad."

I was stopped by his question, unable to speak for a while, and stared at him blankly.

"It must be," the boy said to himself with drooping eyes, "you love him so much, everything he has is good, and what he does is right."

I couldn't figure out the point of his words, and I was still holding on to the very first question: "Do you want to leave the company and go to Luoshu?"

"Brother Cheng Ming," Yan Yiyun snorted, "You're quite smart."

"You can't do that. Luo Shu's new company has not yet shown any advantages at the beginning. You are in the climbing period. It will be more beneficial for your development to stay."

"You are always considerate of me," the boy sighed, "but you don't understand me at all."

"Why don't I understand you? I watched you come here step by step. I know how hard you are. I can understand that you are under a lot of pressure. If you have anything to do, you should tell Sister Zheng first, and don't do it yourself. Decide......"

"You don't understand me at all! If you knew me, you should have known that I like you!"

The boy roared a series of shouts, as if he had been preparing for a long time and finally yelled out. After he finished speaking, the happy feeling was written in his expression, releasing all the pressure.

I wouldn't be stupid enough to ask him if he drank too much, he is already an adult, he can be responsible for his words, and I can see from his eyes that he is serious and scary.

I summed up his words with an affirmative tone: "You like me."

He replied word by word: "I like you."

My chuckle was only once but it was still out of tune. I was laughing at myself for not being able to understand the truth. I have always called myself a brother in front of him, encouraging and guiding him. I don't want him to be shrouded in any darkness, and I don't want him He is polluted with any evil.

I am so confident that he treats me as a brother like I treat him as a brother, even if Xi Zhuo questioned me in the middle, I will stick to it.As a result, he is now standing here telling me that he likes me in a serious manner.

I was deceived by my own self-belief, no wonder others.

"There is a multiplication between us. You will always be zero. No matter how hard I try, the result is still zero." Yan Yiyun said expressionlessly, "You live in my love, but I have never appeared in your eyes. You can't see me at all."

His tone was too sad, and every word was like weeping, I couldn't bear it, and I didn't want to know what the problem was.The past has passed quickly, and all our shots with ambiguous filters seem to be true.

Is it true that people like me cannot be friendly to the same sex? Every legitimate concern may be misleading. I deserve not to have too many authentic friendships.

My stomach hurt so badly, I stretched out my hand across the ribs and pressed it hard, but the pain couldn't be relieved, I half bent down, feeling the cold sweat squeezed out from the pores.

"what happened to you?"

Yan Yiyun came over to help me in a panic, but I dodged gently sideways, his expression pained along with his stomach: "Don't tell me that your leaving the company has something to do with me."

He didn't answer me, so I took it as his default.

After squatting down, the pain was slightly relieved, I shrunk my shoulders and looked at the ground: "You have really grown up and have your own ideas, I don't expect to change your ideas, but I must tell you clearly, I have always loved you. I never thought of you like that for me."

The teenager squatted down in front of me: "I know, I always knew."

I looked up at him: "Then what are you thinking about, it's impossible for us."

Yan Yiyun put his face close and looked at me closely. From the breath he exhaled, it can be concluded that he had drunk a lot of wine. After his Adam's apple bulged, his eye sockets turned red in an instant, and he said cautiously: "I ask you a question, you Answer me with the truth."

Such a man made me feel very distressed. I never thought that we would face such a situation. I nodded: "Okay."

"If," the young man's choked voice was hoarse, "if I was born ten years earlier, would you fall in love with me, worship me like you worship Brother Xi Zhuo, and fall in love with me like you fell in love with him."

I don't know why I want to cry, I sniffed: "I will."

With tears in his smile, the young man murmured as if comforting himself: "That's fine."

This will be our turning point. In the future, he will no longer accompany me in the name of friendship, and I will not continue to approach him knowing his intentions.

We don't have love, maybe even friendship will be gone.At that moment, I looked at the tears he shed silently in the blink of an eye, and hated why there is such a futile relationship in this world. From the meeting to the meeting, I walked a long circle but it seemed that I had never met.

Yan Yiyun and I will practice this vicious circle, and we will end everything that we have no time to feel. If I send him off or he sends me off, there will be no turning back.

When I was in a daze, the boy raised his hands to hold my cheeks, tilted his head slightly, and leaned over until his lips touched mine.

It wasn't a kiss, his soft lips imprinted and left, green and hasty.Then I got up and strode away, leaving me squatting there still.

Under the light, his shadow on the ground was stretched longer and longer and faded, and finally returned to the side of the long legs that kept intertwining.

He walked out of my sight and out of my world.I watched him leave helplessly, grateful that he had come.

When I returned to the bar, Luo Shu and they had disappeared.I sat back in the group of people in JI Yikuan, picked up a big cup and drank it happily.

Then put the glass on the table heavily, pinch the wall of the glass with the fingers holding the empty glass, the smell of wine penetrates into the nostrils, and the breath is dripping. This glass of wine is a tribute to all the past that I can't bear but can never go back.