give you a soft spot

The near-magnitude [-] quake became the headline topic, overshadowing all other news.

Celebrities and celebrities from all walks of life donated money one after another, and volunteers from all walks of life went to the front line to participate in the rescue.

In the current catastrophe, the people affected by the disaster often need the people's livelihood goods most, which is better than the icy deduction of money.Growing up in this land, it is not the first time I have been exposed to post-earthquake disaster relief, and I am still anxious to devote myself to it.

There are more than 2000 pieces of clothes in the studio. I contacted the local charity organization to send a batch first, but was told that it is in the emergency rescue stage and the traffic control is temporarily not accepting material donations.So we tried our best to prepare materials and waited for the right time to send them to the disaster area.

Xi Zhuo has always been the most active. No matter where the motherland is affected by disasters, he will donate at the fastest speed. This time he has made two additional donations of tens of millions to lead the entertainment industry. That is what he can do. Compared with him, I All you can do is try your best.

It took us a week to cooperate with three garment factories in Jiangsu and Zhejiang regions to rush out [-] pieces of clothing of different sizes and [-] movable tents.

The cost used is equivalent to 140 million zero points in cash, which is the maximum limit that Kakang Siyao can bear without going bankrupt in normal operation.Although the amount donated by Yunyun is not enough, Kakang Siyao tried his best.

The materials were loaded into several large trucks. On the day of sending them off, I chose to escort the truck. I was accompanied by Xie Xia, Sister Gu and Xiao Tian from the warehouse.Stop and go along the way, many routes were destroyed and repaired later.

Many people came like us, with supplies or enthusiasm, and everyone's destination was the ruins that looked like the end of the world.

The devastated land made everyone feel the insignificance in front of nature, and the impermanence and fragility of life.

Non-volunteers are not allowed to stay for a long time. When we arrive, we will meet with the responders, and we have to leave after counting the supplies.Xie Xia brought a camera and recorded the places he passed by. He said that he had never experienced such an experience, and it was destined to be unforgettable for a lifetime.

The road was already very crowded when we came, and it was almost impossible to move an inch on the way back. When we were stuck on the road and hadn't completely evacuated, we caught up with aftershocks.

When I sat in the car and felt the shaking, I thought it was the car moving, until someone got down from the car in front and shouted that the ground was moving, everyone panicked.

The first thing Sister Gu said with her eyes closed was that she wanted to go home safely to be with her husband and son.

Compared with the main shock, the aftershock will become weaker and weaker, and when you want to feel it again, you can't feel it anymore.

In just a few seconds, I didn't think about anything, neither my mother nor Xi Zhuo. Later, after returning safely, I would ask myself from time to time, why I was so hard-hearted.

In the next few days, good news of rescue came frequently from the disaster-stricken area. Looking at the disheveled but breathing faces through the TV screen, I was really excited to cry.

During the live report, the reporter paid special attention to the clothes worn by most of the active victims, and specially showed the camera, and the English name of Kakang Siyao was on the built-in label.

The first thought that came to my mind when I saw it was that it was purely the customary brand anti-counterfeiting manufacturing process of clothing factories, and it was definitely not our selfish intention of advertising to make money for the country.I am afraid of these trolls on the Internet, afraid that they will condemn us with their wrong intentions. I have suffered the kind of pain that my lungs were blown up but I was powerless more than once.

Fortunately, the fact is the opposite. Kakang Siyao’s attention rose overnight, and the positive comments outweighed the bad ones. This was something to be happy about, but it turned into a disappointment when I found that the person who wanted to share the happiness the most was still arguing with me.

Xi Zhuo hasn't contacted me since I came back, and I haven't contacted him either. We tacitly started a cold war.

Apart from seeing his donation news on the Internet a few days ago, he was very quiet, there was no activity on social software, and no one photographed him traveling.

Kakang Siyao's turnover began to rise sharply, and there were more and more news about it.In addition to me and Qi Yi being robbed, even the address of the studio was dug up, and even Xi Zhuo's fans came to block me, so I had to stay at home and couldn't go out.

My mother didn't have much emotion about the publicity of my relationship with Xi Zhuo, and she didn't ask questions. She usually treats things that are reasonable in her opinion.

I also realized the difficulty of Xi Zhuo. From his 28th birthday to his 30th birthday, we have hooked up for two years. How many impulses did he have to come and go around me freely but he had to restrain himself. Only by being like him can we understand his pain.

More and more eyes are on me, turning me into an individual who can develop scandals, but Xi Zhuo didn't tell me how to face it, so he chose to ignore me.

I had a deep reflection on whether I was too much that day, but I didn't feel that I had any substantial mistakes that deserved his letting me go.

Instead, he, made nervous by an imaginary enemy, predicted that I would turn to my new love and be ungrateful.

It was reported on the Internet that the filming of the scene that Xi Zhuo had stopped was about to continue. It was said that the script had been changed to erase all of Zeng Yuan’s roles, and the two male protagonists became Xi Zhuo himself. Unexpectedly, Xi Zhuo broke the contract and gave up.

Then the direction of the matter became that everyone speculated that Xi Zhuo was going to retire, and batches of sad stars pointed their finger at me again.

On the day I went to Beijing again to go to Chen Zuoyi's house, someone threw my water bottle after getting off the plane.

The two people Bi Gong found to see me off reacted so slowly that the opened water bottle hit the side of my face and sprinkled water all over me before they pushed away the people who were approaching.

This scene happened very quickly, but it was still captured by passers-by. They started a kind of fun, taught me a lesson by playing a prank, and demonstrated to me as a warning.There are more people in the virtual world following this beginning and reveling in joy, thinking that I have taken away their male god, and I am a villain.

Looking at myself dodging on the screen, I sat in the car for a long time speechless.

I think my life may be messed up after announcing that I got Xi Zhuo, and I will never live in peace again.I miss the days of nobody, I can do whatever I want so that I won’t be stared at wherever I go, like a mouse crossing the street, everyone shouts and beats me, it’s not an alluring face but an unforgettable face, I’ll never stop being scolded and scolded If you step on it and get hacked, maybe one day you will be run over to death by Xi Zhuo's ubiquitous fans.

The weather in June, but I was so cold physically and mentally because of the water bottle thrown over, I finally decided to call Chen Zuoyi to tell him that it will be a few days later, and I am in this state for the time being.

Chen Zuoyi told me that there was no need to go any more, saying that his book had already been proofread, and he had nothing to teach me.

My negative mood is really not suitable for speculating on the authenticity of Teacher Chen's words, so I can only respond and want to thank, but I hear the hang up tone first.

The notification that popped up on the phone screen was Xi Zhuo's new status. I wonder if the background operation is slow. I only received the notification a few minutes ago.