Rebirth of the Faint Lord
Chapter 60
What does he want from Qi Junmu?He wanted to have Qi Junmu's complete trust, to get Qi Junmu as a person, to get Qi Junmu's unpredictable heart, and to make the two of them tightly integrated and become an inseparable person.
He wants to be Qi Junmu's closest person, and he wants them to be emotionally fair, to rely on each other, and to cling to each other with two hearts that are inseparable from each other.
He wanted to remove all obstacles for the emperor, so that the emperor could sit safely on the throne and overlook everyone.He wanted the emperor to become a true man of gold and jade, and no one would dare to make the emperor unhappy or uncomfortable.
Everyone must fear the emperor and carry out the emperor's orders.Even if the price is that he will become the sharpest knife around the emperor, even if his reputation in the history books in the future is notorious and despised by everyone.
This is what he wants to achieve in private and in public.
But everyone in this world knows that there is always a gap between what you want in your heart and reality.People in the world have high hearts, but they are easily knocked down by reality.
He can do it in public, but what about private?
When the emperor is just the emperor, he can become a loyal minister. When the emperor is Qi Junmu, what he wants is like picking the moon with a ladder, out of reach.
Shen Nian stared blankly at the emperor, his eyes were pitch black without a trace of light.
Facing Qi Junmu's expression of earnestly waiting for the answer, Shen Nian lifted his clothes and knelt on the ground. He lowered his eyes slightly and said, "My minister, Shen Nian, hopes that the people of Qi will live in peace, the emperor will be in good health, and that he can serve the king. Share your worries and cut your worries."
When he said this, his voice was not very passionate, not as high as the oath he swore before going into battle to kill the enemy.But these words pierced into Qi Junmu's slightly swelled heart at the same time like densely packed needlepoints.
The pain wasn't really painful, it was just being prodded so hard that it made people feel extremely uncomfortable.
Monarchs and ministers, their identities are like a moat. In front of the king, a subject can only express the greatest wish in his heart in a roundabout way.
Qi Junmu thought to himself, if he hadn't accidentally discovered Shen Nian's thoughts today, even if this person said such things in front of him, he would only regard this as Shen Nian's most real thoughts.
Isn't it normal for an upright minister who is dedicated to serving the people to share the worries of the king and to make the world peaceful?
But now, he could hear the deep affection hidden in the words.
It's a very strange feeling, a little confusing and overwhelming, but it doesn't feel repulsive or disgusting.
The emperor tried his best to calm himself down, and said, "Get up." His first reaction was actually the same as before, and he was going to step forward to help him up.
But after hesitating, he didn't do that.
Shen Nian stood up with a calm expression and did not look at the young emperor.
Qi Junmu didn't speak either.
Of course, his heart is not very peaceful. He feels that no one in this world who suddenly finds a very special relationship will be peaceful.The most important thing is in his heart, he doesn't hate Shen Nian, is that acceptable?Or is it maintaining the current appearance?
Thinking about this, Qi Junmu spoke, and said, "Shen Nian."
Very gentle sound, even a little gentle in this case.
Shen Nian raised his eyes to look at the emperor, he became nervous unconsciously.
The emperor seldom called his name, and when he did, the emperor was actually in a good mood.
Shen Nian stood there, as if waiting for an unknown trial.
Qi Junmu stood up and walked back and forth two steps: "I have never been liked before."
Shen Nian was surprised, the first reaction was impossible, how could no one like the emperor in this world?
Perhaps it was too sudden that what was on his mind was discovered, it was difficult for Shen Nian to control the expression on his face, so whatever he was thinking in his heart was clearly written on his face.
Qi Junmu saw it very clearly, so he said: "It's not what you think, let's put it this way, Prince Jin likes me, it's brotherly love, and you are different."
Shen Nian did not expect the emperor to point out his thoughts, he was a little embarrassed and relieved at the same time.
The most embarrassing scene has already been experienced, and the others don't matter.
Qi Junmu looked at his dodging eyes and continued: "You are so smart, you should be able to see that I don't hate you."
Shen Nian didn't say a word, he found that his thoughts could never keep up with the emperor.When he thought the emperor would walk down the steps, the emperor didn't, and when he thought the emperor would suppress the matter, the emperor didn't either.
So what exactly does the emperor want to do?Shen Nian felt that his brain was not enough, he didn't dare to think or ask, he could only listen to the emperor.
"But this is unfair to you." The emperor's voice sounded in his ears, like a sigh or a whisper.
Shen Nian suddenly looked up and realized that at some point, the emperor had already walked up to him, half a step away.
Qi Junmu looked at him and said seriously: "You make me feel very confused. I don't want you to be too far away, but I don't know what I think about you."
"Why does the emperor say these things?" Shen Nian asked with trembling lips.
"Because it's not fair." Qi Junmu said in an unusually calm tone: "I am the emperor, I am strong and you are weak. No matter what the result is, you can only wait for me to speak and accept the outcome passively. But I don't want to use this This kind of attitude holds you down and makes you feel that you are at your fingertips and out of reach."
"So?" Shen Nian pursed his lips and said, "What does the Emperor mean?"
"So, I will figure it out." Qi Junmu said: "Give me a few days, and I will think it over, think about it carefully, and then give you an answer."
Think about whether you can live up to Shen Nian's feelings, and consider all aspects of the court and harem.
"It's because you feel it's unfair to me, so even though you were very flustered and confused, did you still express your thoughts? Why didn't the emperor wait until he had made a decision before speaking." Shen Nian said softly.
As for Shen Nian's disregard of the etiquette of the emperor and ministers, the emperor pretended not to hear it, and said: "I am not a person who procrastinates emotionally. After thinking about it, if I think it is okay in my heart, it is okay, and if I don't, it is not okay. I just did that If you don’t talk about the gaffe, you will think about it in your heart. Maybe you will look down on it, escape or have evil thoughts. This is a matter between you and me. I don’t think you should think about it alone. too many."
"You can say what is in your heart first, there is no need to hide it, because that's what I think in my heart." Finally, Qi Junmu added this.
Hearing the emperor's frank words, Shen Nian only felt that his whole body was being pinched tightly, he said: "If the emperor thinks it over, it turns out that I don't want to accept it?"
Whether the emperor agreed to be with him or not, he was unwilling to accept it.This question is a bit exaggerated, people say that thunder, rain and dew are all the grace of the emperor.
But Shen Nian just asked, liking the emperor was a treasonous thing for him, now it doesn't matter a little bit.
Qi Junmu frowned and thought for a while, then he said, "Then I will respect your choice."
Shen Nian smiled, and he said: "With the emperor's words, I will be satisfied." Qi Junmu is the emperor, and the emperor always considers his own thoughts, so how can he care about others.
When he asked that sentence, the emperor was obviously stunned for a moment, but he could say something that respected his choice, Shen Nian felt that at this moment at least in the emperor's heart, the two people's feelings were equal.
Falling in love with an emperor is easy to worry about gains and losses.
Identity, status, harem, and heirs are all issues to be considered.The biggest reason why Shen Nian didn't want the emperor to find out what was on his mind was that there was a queen in the emperor's harem.
This is a hurdle that he can't overcome at all, although the emperor in this world can get anyone he wants, but Shen Nian can't do such a thing as taking a husband.
What Shen Nian was thinking, Qi Junmu knew clearly.
In fact, after realizing Shen Nian's thoughts, he thought of these things.
Thinking of this, the emperor smiled, and said softly: "Actually, I have always intended to make Prince Jin the emperor's younger brother."
The voice was very low, even Shen Nian could only hear it vaguely, but it was like a thunderbolt, which made Shen Nian numb and his ears buzzing.
What Qi Junmu said was true, because he only stayed on the throne for three years in his previous life before he died.He didn't know if there would be any accidents after three years in his life. He was guarding against all kinds of dangers, but he always had to be prepared for everything.
He had thought about it, if something unexpected happened to him three years later, then he would definitely pass on the throne to Qi Junzhuo.This is also the reason why he has been constantly building momentum for Qi Junzhuo.
Qi Junmu thought that he would not tell others about this kind of thinking when he was about to die, but today he said it to Shen Nian.Establishing the emperor's younger brother means wanting to pass on the throne to this person.
Shen Nian did not expect the emperor to have such thoughts, he lowered his voice to prevent the ear canal from the partition wall: "Your Majesty, why is this? If the emperor has an heir in the future, what will happen to Prince Jin?"
Qi Junmu didn't answer his question, but instead said: "The empress and I are not what you think. In the future, there will be no empress or concubine in this palace, and where will the heirs come from?"
He used to like Wen Wan very much, but since Wen Wan was so angry in his last life that he had a stroke and couldn't move his limbs, this liking has become disgusting and embarrassing.He felt that Wen Wan should have smothered him to death in his previous life, and killing an emperor, even an immobile emperor, was not something everyone could do.
Once some people in this world become ruthless, ghosts and gods are not afraid of them.
The emperor hated gentleness, so much so that he couldn't help becoming stiff when he thought that such a woman would fall asleep next to him in the future.
After a long time, when he saw any woman, the emperor felt that they would be the next gentle.Slowly, the emperor lost even the interest, and never had the impulse and dream of growing up.
Shen Nian shouldn't have talked about this kind of thing, but Qi Junmu thought that since he had already said one thing, he might as well say everything, so that Shen Nian would not be able to think wildly and lose his composure.
Qi Junmu originally thought that Shen Nian would ask something, but he didn't expect Shen Nian's eyes to fall where he shouldn't have just finished speaking.
The emperor frowned and said, "I'm fine." He didn't lie, he just lost interest in sex, and it's not that he can't do it.
Shen Nian was a little embarrassed, he said sincerely: "Your Majesty, I don't have any other intentions." It's just that hearing such information suddenly, can he not think in the wrong direction.
Qi Junmu snorted coldly, but he is a generous person, and he didn't want to argue with Shen Nian on this matter, because it would make him appear extra guilty.
Shen Nian was stunned for a moment and suddenly became enlightened, he seemed to be drunk, and looked at the emperor in a daze, so what does the emperor mean by saying this?In the future, there will be no queen, no other concubines, and no heirs in the palace?
At this time, he didn't want to ask why there was no queen, whether the emperor planned to do something to the Wen family, and why.He just wanted to make sure that what the emperor said meant he could rest easy...
"Shen Qing." Seeing the surprise on Shen Nian's face, Qi Junmu said seriously, "I said that I will think it over carefully, let's put this matter aside now, should we talk about how Cheng Jin evaluated Prince Rui? Has Prince Rui met with the envoy of Xidi in private, it will be quite unfavorable for Prince Rui if this matter spreads to the capital in the future."
"Your Majesty..." Shen Nian held his breath in his throat, making it extremely uncomfortable for him to get up and down, so he shouted.
Qi Junmu looked at him with a calm expression, but thought in his heart, he didn't intend to revenge Shen Nian's rudeness just now, he really needed to consider their private affairs, and now he was more focused on Qi Junyan in the western region.
He wants to be Qi Junmu's closest person, and he wants them to be emotionally fair, to rely on each other, and to cling to each other with two hearts that are inseparable from each other.
He wanted to remove all obstacles for the emperor, so that the emperor could sit safely on the throne and overlook everyone.He wanted the emperor to become a true man of gold and jade, and no one would dare to make the emperor unhappy or uncomfortable.
Everyone must fear the emperor and carry out the emperor's orders.Even if the price is that he will become the sharpest knife around the emperor, even if his reputation in the history books in the future is notorious and despised by everyone.
This is what he wants to achieve in private and in public.
But everyone in this world knows that there is always a gap between what you want in your heart and reality.People in the world have high hearts, but they are easily knocked down by reality.
He can do it in public, but what about private?
When the emperor is just the emperor, he can become a loyal minister. When the emperor is Qi Junmu, what he wants is like picking the moon with a ladder, out of reach.
Shen Nian stared blankly at the emperor, his eyes were pitch black without a trace of light.
Facing Qi Junmu's expression of earnestly waiting for the answer, Shen Nian lifted his clothes and knelt on the ground. He lowered his eyes slightly and said, "My minister, Shen Nian, hopes that the people of Qi will live in peace, the emperor will be in good health, and that he can serve the king. Share your worries and cut your worries."
When he said this, his voice was not very passionate, not as high as the oath he swore before going into battle to kill the enemy.But these words pierced into Qi Junmu's slightly swelled heart at the same time like densely packed needlepoints.
The pain wasn't really painful, it was just being prodded so hard that it made people feel extremely uncomfortable.
Monarchs and ministers, their identities are like a moat. In front of the king, a subject can only express the greatest wish in his heart in a roundabout way.
Qi Junmu thought to himself, if he hadn't accidentally discovered Shen Nian's thoughts today, even if this person said such things in front of him, he would only regard this as Shen Nian's most real thoughts.
Isn't it normal for an upright minister who is dedicated to serving the people to share the worries of the king and to make the world peaceful?
But now, he could hear the deep affection hidden in the words.
It's a very strange feeling, a little confusing and overwhelming, but it doesn't feel repulsive or disgusting.
The emperor tried his best to calm himself down, and said, "Get up." His first reaction was actually the same as before, and he was going to step forward to help him up.
But after hesitating, he didn't do that.
Shen Nian stood up with a calm expression and did not look at the young emperor.
Qi Junmu didn't speak either.
Of course, his heart is not very peaceful. He feels that no one in this world who suddenly finds a very special relationship will be peaceful.The most important thing is in his heart, he doesn't hate Shen Nian, is that acceptable?Or is it maintaining the current appearance?
Thinking about this, Qi Junmu spoke, and said, "Shen Nian."
Very gentle sound, even a little gentle in this case.
Shen Nian raised his eyes to look at the emperor, he became nervous unconsciously.
The emperor seldom called his name, and when he did, the emperor was actually in a good mood.
Shen Nian stood there, as if waiting for an unknown trial.
Qi Junmu stood up and walked back and forth two steps: "I have never been liked before."
Shen Nian was surprised, the first reaction was impossible, how could no one like the emperor in this world?
Perhaps it was too sudden that what was on his mind was discovered, it was difficult for Shen Nian to control the expression on his face, so whatever he was thinking in his heart was clearly written on his face.
Qi Junmu saw it very clearly, so he said: "It's not what you think, let's put it this way, Prince Jin likes me, it's brotherly love, and you are different."
Shen Nian did not expect the emperor to point out his thoughts, he was a little embarrassed and relieved at the same time.
The most embarrassing scene has already been experienced, and the others don't matter.
Qi Junmu looked at his dodging eyes and continued: "You are so smart, you should be able to see that I don't hate you."
Shen Nian didn't say a word, he found that his thoughts could never keep up with the emperor.When he thought the emperor would walk down the steps, the emperor didn't, and when he thought the emperor would suppress the matter, the emperor didn't either.
So what exactly does the emperor want to do?Shen Nian felt that his brain was not enough, he didn't dare to think or ask, he could only listen to the emperor.
"But this is unfair to you." The emperor's voice sounded in his ears, like a sigh or a whisper.
Shen Nian suddenly looked up and realized that at some point, the emperor had already walked up to him, half a step away.
Qi Junmu looked at him and said seriously: "You make me feel very confused. I don't want you to be too far away, but I don't know what I think about you."
"Why does the emperor say these things?" Shen Nian asked with trembling lips.
"Because it's not fair." Qi Junmu said in an unusually calm tone: "I am the emperor, I am strong and you are weak. No matter what the result is, you can only wait for me to speak and accept the outcome passively. But I don't want to use this This kind of attitude holds you down and makes you feel that you are at your fingertips and out of reach."
"So?" Shen Nian pursed his lips and said, "What does the Emperor mean?"
"So, I will figure it out." Qi Junmu said: "Give me a few days, and I will think it over, think about it carefully, and then give you an answer."
Think about whether you can live up to Shen Nian's feelings, and consider all aspects of the court and harem.
"It's because you feel it's unfair to me, so even though you were very flustered and confused, did you still express your thoughts? Why didn't the emperor wait until he had made a decision before speaking." Shen Nian said softly.
As for Shen Nian's disregard of the etiquette of the emperor and ministers, the emperor pretended not to hear it, and said: "I am not a person who procrastinates emotionally. After thinking about it, if I think it is okay in my heart, it is okay, and if I don't, it is not okay. I just did that If you don’t talk about the gaffe, you will think about it in your heart. Maybe you will look down on it, escape or have evil thoughts. This is a matter between you and me. I don’t think you should think about it alone. too many."
"You can say what is in your heart first, there is no need to hide it, because that's what I think in my heart." Finally, Qi Junmu added this.
Hearing the emperor's frank words, Shen Nian only felt that his whole body was being pinched tightly, he said: "If the emperor thinks it over, it turns out that I don't want to accept it?"
Whether the emperor agreed to be with him or not, he was unwilling to accept it.This question is a bit exaggerated, people say that thunder, rain and dew are all the grace of the emperor.
But Shen Nian just asked, liking the emperor was a treasonous thing for him, now it doesn't matter a little bit.
Qi Junmu frowned and thought for a while, then he said, "Then I will respect your choice."
Shen Nian smiled, and he said: "With the emperor's words, I will be satisfied." Qi Junmu is the emperor, and the emperor always considers his own thoughts, so how can he care about others.
When he asked that sentence, the emperor was obviously stunned for a moment, but he could say something that respected his choice, Shen Nian felt that at this moment at least in the emperor's heart, the two people's feelings were equal.
Falling in love with an emperor is easy to worry about gains and losses.
Identity, status, harem, and heirs are all issues to be considered.The biggest reason why Shen Nian didn't want the emperor to find out what was on his mind was that there was a queen in the emperor's harem.
This is a hurdle that he can't overcome at all, although the emperor in this world can get anyone he wants, but Shen Nian can't do such a thing as taking a husband.
What Shen Nian was thinking, Qi Junmu knew clearly.
In fact, after realizing Shen Nian's thoughts, he thought of these things.
Thinking of this, the emperor smiled, and said softly: "Actually, I have always intended to make Prince Jin the emperor's younger brother."
The voice was very low, even Shen Nian could only hear it vaguely, but it was like a thunderbolt, which made Shen Nian numb and his ears buzzing.
What Qi Junmu said was true, because he only stayed on the throne for three years in his previous life before he died.He didn't know if there would be any accidents after three years in his life. He was guarding against all kinds of dangers, but he always had to be prepared for everything.
He had thought about it, if something unexpected happened to him three years later, then he would definitely pass on the throne to Qi Junzhuo.This is also the reason why he has been constantly building momentum for Qi Junzhuo.
Qi Junmu thought that he would not tell others about this kind of thinking when he was about to die, but today he said it to Shen Nian.Establishing the emperor's younger brother means wanting to pass on the throne to this person.
Shen Nian did not expect the emperor to have such thoughts, he lowered his voice to prevent the ear canal from the partition wall: "Your Majesty, why is this? If the emperor has an heir in the future, what will happen to Prince Jin?"
Qi Junmu didn't answer his question, but instead said: "The empress and I are not what you think. In the future, there will be no empress or concubine in this palace, and where will the heirs come from?"
He used to like Wen Wan very much, but since Wen Wan was so angry in his last life that he had a stroke and couldn't move his limbs, this liking has become disgusting and embarrassing.He felt that Wen Wan should have smothered him to death in his previous life, and killing an emperor, even an immobile emperor, was not something everyone could do.
Once some people in this world become ruthless, ghosts and gods are not afraid of them.
The emperor hated gentleness, so much so that he couldn't help becoming stiff when he thought that such a woman would fall asleep next to him in the future.
After a long time, when he saw any woman, the emperor felt that they would be the next gentle.Slowly, the emperor lost even the interest, and never had the impulse and dream of growing up.
Shen Nian shouldn't have talked about this kind of thing, but Qi Junmu thought that since he had already said one thing, he might as well say everything, so that Shen Nian would not be able to think wildly and lose his composure.
Qi Junmu originally thought that Shen Nian would ask something, but he didn't expect Shen Nian's eyes to fall where he shouldn't have just finished speaking.
The emperor frowned and said, "I'm fine." He didn't lie, he just lost interest in sex, and it's not that he can't do it.
Shen Nian was a little embarrassed, he said sincerely: "Your Majesty, I don't have any other intentions." It's just that hearing such information suddenly, can he not think in the wrong direction.
Qi Junmu snorted coldly, but he is a generous person, and he didn't want to argue with Shen Nian on this matter, because it would make him appear extra guilty.
Shen Nian was stunned for a moment and suddenly became enlightened, he seemed to be drunk, and looked at the emperor in a daze, so what does the emperor mean by saying this?In the future, there will be no queen, no other concubines, and no heirs in the palace?
At this time, he didn't want to ask why there was no queen, whether the emperor planned to do something to the Wen family, and why.He just wanted to make sure that what the emperor said meant he could rest easy...
"Shen Qing." Seeing the surprise on Shen Nian's face, Qi Junmu said seriously, "I said that I will think it over carefully, let's put this matter aside now, should we talk about how Cheng Jin evaluated Prince Rui? Has Prince Rui met with the envoy of Xidi in private, it will be quite unfavorable for Prince Rui if this matter spreads to the capital in the future."
"Your Majesty..." Shen Nian held his breath in his throat, making it extremely uncomfortable for him to get up and down, so he shouted.
Qi Junmu looked at him with a calm expression, but thought in his heart, he didn't intend to revenge Shen Nian's rudeness just now, he really needed to consider their private affairs, and now he was more focused on Qi Junyan in the western region.
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