I would rather die than OOC[Quick Transmigration]

The money that Sang Yi brought is enough, and there is even a surplus.The imperial court encouraged merchant slaves and geisha to take the initiative to redeem themselves, return to the fields to work in agriculture or go to sea to do business, the reason is justified, and Xie Yuan has no reason not to let them go.

But why is he leaving?

Doesn't Sang Yi like him?

Xie Yuan didn't have time to think, he didn't even listen carefully to Sang Yi's reasoning.He was absent-minded for a moment, looking at the person in front of him who was calm and solemn, the tears on his dark eyelashes had dried completely, and he looked completely businesslike.He is cold, dignified, and a bit easy to bully because of being too docile and handsome.Xie Yuan thought of the eyes of those Dongying people at the banquet, one bite after another, as if they wanted to eat his little Sang alive - but that was impossible, because Sang Yi belonged to him, and it had been his since five years ago People, never waver, and others can never get involved.

After Xie Yuan lost his mind for a moment, as if thinking of something, he suddenly mentioned another topic without warning: "Your monthly money is not enough?"

Sang Yi was stunned for a moment, then shook her head: "The salary in the building is enough, and there are visitors who give rewards, which is more than enough. I won't sing in the future, and I want to find an ordinary town to live in. If I'm lucky, maybe I can recognize it." For some people, if there is a girl who doesn't dislike her, I also want to... like ordinary people, marry a wife and have children, and live forever."

Xie Yuan asked again: "Then why did you leave?"

Sang Yi's eyes were very calm: "Because I want to be a free man."

Sang Yi said this at the beginning, but Xie Yuan didn't seem to hear it.He slowly turned the porcelain cup on the table, brushed the cup wall with his fingers, slowed down his speech, and said cautiously: "You have been by my side for five years, I remember this relationship. You...you and Sang Qing You are different. You don’t have to compare yourself with him, and I won’t dislike you. You’ve probably been too tired recently, so you’re prone to cranky thoughts. I’ll grant you a vacation. You can go out and play as long as you want. Wait until you relax and come back , These things in the building can also be slowly transferred to others, and you can do what you like."

"Thank you for your kindness." Sang Yi bent her eyes and smiled, "However, I don't have the good fortune to be favored by you again. Please approve and seal it. Your kindness over the past few years will never be forgotten by Sang Yi."

Having said that, he took out another account book and a few pieces of paper from his sleeve, which recorded in detail the accounts and personnel handover of the South Building in the past five years, and even the process layout after he left. Obviously, It has been prepared for a long time.

Xie Yuan asked in a low voice: "Yes... have you found a next home?"

Sang Yi was stunned again, and then said "Mmm" indifferently.When Xie Yuan asked here, he finally felt that it was useless to say any more, so he shut his mouth and quietly finished the cup of tea in his hand.After that, he put down the cup, thought for a while and said: "That's it. If you can't keep it if you leave, you pack it up and take care of it at your own time. I won't ask."

Sang Yi looked at him with wide eyes, a glimmer of light flashed in his eyes, as if he had let go of some heavy burden, and sighed softly: "Thank you, Lord." The smile on his face finally returned to tranquility, and he stacked the things at hand Alright, push to Xie Yuan's side, then bowed his head deeply, and performed a great gift from a retainer to the Patriarch, unable to kneel for long.

Xie Yuan didn't look at him, but looked down at the account book in his hand.After a while, Sang Yi got up, took a few steps back and said, "Then I'm leaving, Lord."

Xie Yuan froze for a moment when turning the pages of the book, and then replied softly: "Okay." There was a slight "click" sound from the door, and it was Sang Yi who closed the door for him, and then the room was silent.

Xie Yuanchu didn't think anything. After the first surprise passed, he thought about it a little, and he probably knew that this person was still angry with him: angry at him for bringing Sang Qing back, ruining his voice, angry at him for five years of long and hard work. Quiet love as if unheard of.He was a little helpless, and more of it was a sentence of retention that he couldn't say because of hesitation——

The obsession in his heart was searched by himself, and when he found a Sang Qing, he found that he was not the one in his dream, so he could only continue to search.

It's not fair to compare Sang Yi to his ridiculous phantom - how can Sang Yi believe it?He had been by his side for five years, and only Sang Yi and the old housekeeper knew about his nightmare in his family, but he never told him the extent of his inner demons.

He can't keep people.

From childhood to adulthood, his mother, his friends, and people he valued have left him one by one. He has long been used to such departures, so he can read and write calmly at this moment.It's just that one evening passed, and when it was late at night, the sound of insects outside the window was crisp, and the night wind blew over with the breath of the next day's drinking dew, and he realized that he had been distracted for a long time.

As for the handwriting in his hand, he wrote a few strokes, and wrote the word "Qing" slantedly.

Xie Yuan put down the pen, and casually pressed the words under the teacup, and saw the prescription again.The body deed has been taken away by Sang Yi, and besides that, there is still a bank note, Xie Yuan pinched them in his hand and randomly stuffed them aside.

He stood up, holding the teacup and wanted to call for someone to refill the tea, but he found a consul after going down the first floor, poured out all the Yuqianchun that Sang Yi had brewed earlier, and replaced it with another pot of new tea.He took a sip, and at first he felt it was astringent, but then he thought it was too strong, so he put it aside and stopped drinking.

The teacher rushed over, rubbed his hands nervously and asked, "Master, why did Xiao Sang leave? An hour ago, he said he packed up his things and would not come again. This is..."

Xie Yuan rubbed his temples: "He is not coming, you can find another Tsing Yi and go to the substitute team."

"Then you mean... Sang Qing?" the teacher asked again.

Old people go, new people come.After Sang Yi left, everyone took it for granted that Sang Qing would completely replace Sang Yi's original position, whether it was Xie Yuan's pillow person or the pillar of the South Tower.Sang Qing rushed to several games in the morning, and took a rest early after practicing footwork in the afternoon. He has never heard of this news, but other people in the building have already begun to discuss this topic.

When Sang Yi left, she didn't talk to many people, she just went back to her room and packed a few books, not even her costumes.When I came out, I still met someone on the stairs. The acquaintance asked casually where he was going, only to see him smiling and replied: "Let's go, I won't come back in the future, take care."

The young man has always been calm and prudent, but now he also showed some warmth and kindness, as if he was in a good mood.The acquaintances thought they heard it wrong, but when they turned their heads, they found that Sang Yi had already walked out of the gate, looking up at the sky, as if looking for the shadow of the sunset.There was a creaking sound of the carriage coming over, and people disappeared after a while.

"Anyone is fine." Xie Yuan looked a little tired, so others didn't dare to ask more.The master who led Sang Yi's team was older and had more seniority, and usually he could talk to Xie Yuan, so he quietly came over and asked, "Have you quarreled with Xiao Sang?"

Xie Yuan was stunned for a moment, then slowly said: "Yes, there was a quarrel."

The master teacher was very happy when he heard this, and thought that Sang Yi would not come back: "You two have been together for so long... It's normal if you have any stumbling blocks. My husband and I have been here for more than ten years, and we often quarrel over daily necessities. Don't fight? Don't get angry, and don't blame Xiao Sang, Xiao Sang is a bit stubborn, and it's hard to coax him, just wait until he thinks about it."

stubborn?

It's a bit stubborn, Xie Yuan thought.He took a few steps forward, then stopped suddenly, and said in a low voice, "He will want to come over."

Sang Yi has no power and power, so he put all his savings in the past five years with him, wandering alone with nothing in his hands, not knowing what else he can find to live.All the Huanguan theaters in this area of ​​Jiangling are under his name, Xie Yuan covers the sky with one hand, and unless Sang Yi really stops singing, she will still return to him.

He absolutely cannot do without him.

Xie Yuan didn't go to look for him, and didn't even send anyone to find out about Sang Yi.He is doing what he usually does now, but there are more chores to deal with.He did not live in the south building, nor did he return to the Qingxiu monastery where he relied on comfort, but returned to the Xie family's mansion.

Xie Yue is in charge of the central government, Jiangling's family is deserted, and the rest are the couple in charge.However, there are few people and the land is vast, so it is inevitable that some places are uninhabited all year round. Although they are cleaned, the speed of moss growth seems to be faster than other places.Xie Yuan hasn't come back all year, even his own bedroom is a little strange, and because the moonlight is so heavy that closing the window and pulling the curtains can't block the moonlight, so he can't sleep well even after sleeping for a long time.

Half asleep and half awake, he thought he was going to have another nightmare, but he didn't.He dreamed of a certain moment five years ago, when he had just taken over the Xie family, his father traveled far away, his elder sister ran away, and all forces were staring at him. The body, walking out in the snow deep and shallow, seeing the guests out.It was the dawn in the depths of winter, and it was pitch black, except for a dangling lamp in his hand.There was the sound of a carriage outside, and the guest beside him whistled, which caused the horse in front of the door to kick its hooves. In the darkness, he clearly saw the curtain of the carriage being opened and lowered quickly, and then the same guest came forward and hugged him. A small child came down and was sent to his arms.

When others brought it over in their arms, he naturally took it with both hands.Xie Yuan put the lantern aside, took the person who was handed over to him with both hands, and the first thing he saw was Sang Yi's wide open, clear and transparent eyes, his eyes were black, and his complexion was so cold that he was white.He was not used to hugging people like this, so he put Sang Yi down when he got it. Sang Yi was two heads shorter than him, looked up at him, and finally stretched out a hand to him timidly.

He held that hand too, and took the little thing home.

"He belongs to the master." The guest said, "A child whose parents are not well-born and no one wants him, he looks good. If he doesn't serve him well, the master will just teach him a lesson and beat him."

He said: "Okay."

The person holding his hand flinched, Xie Yuan turned his head to look at him, and finally showed his first smile these days: "I won't, I will treat you well."

He was the first person who was completely his, and the only company he'd had... for so long.How could you beat him?He also has his own people. After this day, his life is under his own control, and he doesn't have to fall into the fear of false flattery and swords and swords.It was a very warm and memorable feeling, and it didn't make him palpitate like other dreams.

He cast aside his delusions and paranoia and had such a dream, and he only felt relieved.Until he woke up from the dream, he hadn't completely escaped from this dream.Xie Yuan rubbed his temples, looked at the bright sky outside, uncharacteristically did not avoid the rising sun outside.He got up and got out of bed, stood in the warmth of the day and got dressed, when suddenly he saw a figure shaking in the opposite room.

Opposite is Sang Yi's room. When the two of them were still living in Xie's house, Xie Yuan called here in the morning, and the people from the other side came over in clothes.Sang Yi doesn't like other people to touch his things, and he has his own preferences in furnishing, and the old housekeeper is always in charge of arranging the cleaning, and usually doesn't go there.

After hesitating for a moment, Xie Yuan pushed the door open and went straight to the opposite side.As he was walking, he heard a voice from the front. The old steward was talking to someone: "Yes, the plums in Nantian are very expensive, and our family always goes to the commercial road to find someone." Order... Oops, what are you doing looking through that thing? It's dusty, I'll wipe it for you, if you want to tidy it up, wait for the master to get up later, we will clean up the whole house, just in time for you all to come back. "

Xie Yuan stopped.

The old butler also saw him, with a smile on his face, and looked at him: "Oh, I still wake up the master—"

At the same time, another cold and clear voice came over, interrupting his words: "No need, I'll be leaving in a while, don't bother me anymore."

As soon as the voices on both sides fell, there was no sound.Xie Yuan raised his eyes and saw a person walking out from behind the door, with a pile of books in his hands, his long hair was carelessly tied, and the cuffs were pushed to his elbows, looking very homely.

"Back?" Xie Yuan asked softly.

Sang Yi didn't seem to expect him to ask such a question, her eyes flicked back and forth, and finally fixed on the button that Xie Yuan had buttoned wrongly, then looked away, and replied in a low voice: "Yes."

A smile flashed across Xie Yuan's eyes, he was about to move forward, but stopped because of what he said later.

"I'm here... to pack up my things. I'm about to move. There are still some luggage here before I came here. I want to tidy up and take them away, so I won't bother you in the future."

Sang Yi hugged the stack of books, wiped her sweat with her hand, and smiled at him again: "Excuse me."