why am i always single

Well, let’s talk about Jia Luoqing who was tricked by his teammates, went somewhere now, and what’s worse is Jia Luoqing who seems to remember nothing.

I don't know where I am, I don't know what high school

During the break, the classroom suddenly became noisy. Several students grabbed the junior who came to maintain order, and planned to push him down and carry him on his shoulders. The handsome junior was scared and dodged around. The scene was chaotic for a while, just like the animals in the animal world Hunting scene.

The students who were surrounded kept struggling, but it was futile. The students smiled and separated the legs of the students, allowing the students to hit the door frame between their legs, and then carried the students to rub up and down the door frame, watching the excitement The classmates laughed so hard, as if it was just a small fight.

[What the hell is this? ] Hearing a series of strange screams from his junior, Jia Luoqing rolled his eyes.

Jia Luoqing, who watched the whole process blankly, remembered that someone explained to her the game known as "grinding an iron pestle into a needle", or "grinding a pestle" for short, while eating.

who's that person?is she hereJia Luoqing was at a loss, why did she forget?

The class bell rang again, and Jia Luoqing followed everyone to the locker room, and began to put on the short-sleeved sportswear that was only available all year round.The girls in the public changing room unhesitatingly unbuttoned their shirts, pulled off their ties, and took off the various skirts representing their clubs, revealing their white underwear.

Under normal circumstances, Jia Luoqing would probably hide and say no evil, but now she is preoccupied, lowering her head while quickly changing clothes while staring in a daze, not thinking about peeping and eating tofu anymore.

[Who is it? 】Having changed into the sportswear with the club emblem printed on it, Jia Luoqing sat aside, staring blankly at the pile of students who were changing clothes. Fortunately, no one noticed her strange behavior.

Before starting the group activities in the physical education class, the teacher asked the students to form a team, and the other students were flirting with each other, and found six or seven team members within one meeting.

She was the only one left, sitting alone and indifferent.Jia Luoqing was still thinking about her very good friend who grew up together.Did she remember wrongly?

Is there such a person who has been protecting her?Is this all conjecture because she has been bullied for too long?

She can't be so fragile.Jia Luoqing rolled his eyes.

Seeing Jia Luoqing sitting in a daze outside the colorful small circles, the teacher frowned, and casually stuffed her into a group with fewer people.

The group was full of people they didn't know from the class next door, so no one spoke to Jia Luoqing during class. Jia Luoqing tried to strike up a conversation, but was ignored.

Even during free activities in class, the team members left her alone and came to the school garden, only playing ball with their friends while chatting happily.

Jia Luoqing tried to walk up to them and chat with the team members, but they scolded them with swear words. The leading girl even raised her fist and warned Jia Luoqing: "If you come again, I will hit you together!"

Sighing, Jia Luoqing walked under the big banyan tree in the middle of the garden, and looked enviously at the others playing. Why can they all play together, but not allow herself to join in?

After the teacher saw it, he smiled and shook his head, and left again, ignoring it.

During the whole class, Jia Luoqing didn't say a word to anyone.

It's not that she didn't think that those people couldn't see herself, but the teacher's forced grouping and the girl who punched Jia Luoqing later told her clearly: she was isolated.

【Who did I offend? ] Jia Luoqing rolled her eyes again, didn't she graduate?Isn't it dead?Why are there still these strange experiences?

Wait, she died?How did she die?Jia Luoqing froze for a moment, feeling dizzy all over.

. . .

"Should be enough." Bai Qingyi bathed in the silver moonlight, still staring at the small silver-blue shell. No matter what time it is, the room where he lives alone is always so lonely, "So these are my shells. The memories that Tuomaoqiu sealed in the Shui Li Pearl."

"But now, with Luo Qing here, it seems that there are not many days to be alone." Bai Qingyi seemed to think of a bunch of embarrassing things about someone, and couldn't help chuckling.

. . .

Conscious Back to School…

Opening her eyes, she returned to the state at the beginning of the class. The students ignored her all the time, whether it was during recess or during lunch.

Gradually, Jia Luoqing began to get used to being alone and gave up blending in with those classmates.Then quietly sat aside, quietly thinking wildly.

With a flash of inspiration in his mind, Jia Luoqing began to look down, and finally found a few novels in the drawer full of textbooks and homework, and read them with relish.

[The world in the book is better. 】Such a thought suddenly appeared in Jia Luoqing's mind, 【At least I won't feel lonely anymore. 】(Is it really?)

With the sound of footsteps, the book in his hand was suddenly taken away, and a snicker sounded from above his head, "The first grader who peeked at novels in class and didn't hand in homework for a long time?"

Without knowing anything, the tall girl threw everything on Jia Luoqing's desk into the trash can, picked up her student handbook, and crossed out her name.

The students following behind glanced at Jia Luoqing arrogantly, and left again.

【You who are in Secondary School are jealous of Ben Xueshen? ] Jia Luoqing rolled her eyes, are those people stupid? [The little yellow books you read in class were confiscated, blame me? 】

Don't think she doesn't know, other boys and girls in the class are exchanging BL books to read, idiot, don't put the meat on the table for the teacher to see, it deserves to be thrown away by the teacher.

[Hahaha, please ask the teacher for the area of ​​psychological shadow, even the page with meat is amazing. ] Jia Luoqing gloated.

Want to see meat?For example, if she only borrows meaty books from the school library, she will be fine. The teacher will only think that you are learning extracurricular knowledge. Cry without tears.

Why is it always me who gets bullied?Is it because you have no friends?why?

Moreover, why am I studying liberal arts now?In my memory, I am a science student!

I still remember that when I was in chemistry class, I used to shoot at my classmates with a water gun-like distilled water bottle. The best result was that almost all the male students’ pants were wet, and the female students’ shirts were mostly wet. Of course, she was also drenched face to face so that her shoes leaked.

In the end, they were all scolded by the chemistry teacher. After school, the whole class stayed to clean the campus or something. Looking back, they all felt very young (stupid) hot (thrilling) bloody.And the malicious smile of the person beside him is still fresh in Jia Luoqing's memory.

However, that person's face was blurred.But shouldn't she recognize this person even after turning into ashes?Why would you forget?

Shaking her head, Jia Luoqing picked up the stationery in the trash can, threw the dirty stationery into their schoolbags while the bully was away, and then went to the toilet to wash her hands.

As for the defaced student handbook?Never mind, it's useless anyway.

After returning, Jia Luoqing took out another book from the drawer and continued reading.

A certain bad student read a lot of novels when he was in school, and relying on his extensive knowledge, he got good grades in exams and other things, and he thought he lived a very fulfilling life.

However, whether it is a martial arts novel about love and hatred, or a love story full of sorrow, the protagonist and other people are always accompanied by someone.

Even if you are a lone ranger, you will meet a group of like-minded people to drink and have fun; travel alone to an unknown era, the protagonist with golden fingers will always have a bunch of younger brothers who swear allegiance to the death (?); Creatures (??), will eventually have a partner who will never change until death.

And why is she, who is Bing (self) Xue (love) Cong (no) Ming (comparison), always missing such a person in her life? (???)

Seventeen years later, she still doesn't have a single friend.

I always feel that something is missing in my heart.

The one she remembers is probably a fake friend, otherwise, why has it never appeared?Thinking of this, Jia Luoqing decided to give up and think again.

When she got home, Jia Luoqing kicked off her shoes and put her schoolbag on the dusty floor. She was always the only one in this house.

The family often traveled and never cared about her, Jia Luoqing sighed, living alone was extremely boring.

[This world doesn't care about me, do I really want to die alone, no one knows, no one pays attention, and I'm taken and thrown into the sea until it stinks?Do you really want to be alone for the rest of your life? 】

An aura called Lonely (Middle) Lonely (II) radiated from Jia Luoqing.

Turning on the computer, Jia Luoqing started writing.

She closed her eyes and looked back at the memories of more than ten years. Those experiences just now were shown in front of her eyes one by one like a revolving lantern.

It seems that no one has ever cared about me, even the warmth in my memory, I feel that I imagined it, it's really sad.

Well, her protagonist should be the same as her, lonely, and create a person who is similarly lonely to her own experience, so that she will never seem to be alone again.

If she is lucky enough to be able to time travel, she will treat her protagonist a little better, and then there will never be someone as lonely as her in the world.

. . .

"Luo Qing, good people don't live long." Bai Qingyi looked away from the small shell, raised his hand to cover his chest, and stared at the bright and cold moonlight with a complicated expression, "It's just that you are not a good person now, are you? .”

. . .

Jia Luoqing in Shui Lizhu suddenly crossed over and came to a strange place called Fuyun Realm.

"Ahahahahahaha, I've crossed time!!!" Jia Luoqing was super excited, and started to implement what she had thought about before, "This place seems a bit familiar, don't worry~"

After arduous training, she found the princess as the head of the dark guard, head of the bodyguard, head of the knight, personal maid, bodyguard and all-round butler.

Jia Luoqing sneaked into the bedroom of the Ninth Princess of the Imperial Palace. In the empty hall, apart from the trembling servants, there was no one to play with, only a delicate and beautiful girl was playing with herself, looking very lonely. .

Same as what she experienced before.Jia Luoqing sighed secretly in her heart.

Growing up alone is a very sad thing.Even if you are used to it, it doesn't mean you will like it.

Then she should treat the princess better, at least there will be no more lonely people like her.And if you are nice to this person, you are probably also nice to yourself.

With strange thoughts, Jia Luoqing went to the Astronomy Tower to prepare at dusk that night, and waited until the princess came at night, and later became the closest person to the princess.

Being nice to the princess, Jia Luoqing felt that he gradually fell in love with her again.

. . .

"You really will." Bai Qingyi lowered his eyes, stretched out his hand to gently caress the silver-blue shell, reflected by the moonlight, his eyebrows and eyes that seemed to be stained with frost seemed to become gentler,

"Even if you have the same experience, you are so positive." (Jia Luoqing: Where am I being positive?)

Although it was the first time for Bai Qingyi to see these so-called scenes of her own memory, she was sure that if she faced this scene, she would not be as positive and optimistic (?) as Luo Qing.

. . .

Jia Luoqing in Shui Lizhu took care of the princess wholeheartedly, and finally forgot to look for the friend in memory.

Seeing this, a strange smile appeared on Bai Qingyi's face, "It succeeded."

Closing the small shell on his hand, Bai Qingyi followed the instructions written by Mao Qiu on the bottom of the shell, and a light blue magic circled up from Bai Qingyi's fingertips, wrapping around the shell in Bai Qingyi's hand.

The clear cracking sound echoed in the dormitory, and some things seemed to be abandoned along with the cracking sound.

The author has something to say:

It was very common in Mochu when I was in junior high school, but I only saw classmates playing with seniors, but I haven’t seen orz playing with juniors

Those who change their sports uniforms are all fake, because normally, lazy people like Benshi change into their shirts early in the morning. Anyway, school uniforms wear sweaters over their shirts all year round, and nothing can be seen outside. There is no such thing as looking at underwear (no, those gentlemen (perverts) like to look at each other’s underwear colors in the dressing room)