moonshine soup

Xu Zhi started school in September, Wei Qinyu sent him to school, and helped him arrange the bed and wardrobe before leaving.

When he was leaving, he sent Wei Qinyu to the car. Wei Qinyu looked at him, neither of them said goodbye first. In the end, Wei Qinyu's work phone called and the two finally said goodbye.

I really want to kiss him.Wei Qinyu looked at the rearview mirror and thought so.

I really want to hug Qin Yu.Xu Zhi thought as he watched Cayenne go away.

When Xu Zhi returned to the dormitory, the roommate on the opposite bed immediately chased Xu Zhi and asked, "Student, classmate, was that person your brother just now? He is so handsome."

"Ah? No, no, he is my friend."

"Just a friend? How nice he is to you."

……

With Wei Qinyu's blessing in this way, Xu Zhi became friends with his roommate Lu Yangfei quickly.

However...he quickly learned that Lu Yang was gay.No wonder, Lu Yang's baby face is white and tender, it is indeed very beautiful.

"You, aren't you afraid that I will tell others?"

"Not afraid. Besides, will you?"

Xu Zhi shook his head.

"That's right."

After being together for a while, Xu Zhi felt that he had gained a second good friend Lu Yang besides Wei Qinyu.

When Xu Zhi went back to Wei Qinyu's house to eat with him on weekends, he couldn't help but mention Lu Yang.

Lu Yang is very cute, he will help him with various things, he is very loyal, and often brings him milk tea and snacks when he goes out to play...

The more Wei Qinyu heard it, the darker his face became, and his sense of crisis was a little stronger. The children might be taken away, what should we do?

Xu Zhi felt that Wei Qinyu seemed a little unhappy tonight, so he didn't even say goodnight to him.

Is the food not good tonight?Are you talking too much?Shouldn't you always praise another friend in front of your best friend?Alas, Wei Qinyu is really hard to guess.

Recently, Xu Zhi has another trouble.

This trouble is still a bit hard to explain.

Even after he started graduate school, he spent every day in school, the pressure became less, he relaxed a lot, and his physical needs began to flourish.

The problem is that when he solves his physical needs, the person and picture in his mind are all Wei Qinyu.

His heart was full of guilt, and every time he saw Wei Qinyu, he felt even more awkward.

Wei Qinyu also noticed his unnaturalness, but he just thought that the two of them had become unfamiliar after not seeing each other for too long.

"Ah... what to do, if Qin Yu knows... will he think I'm disgusting?"

He was a little anxious, and Lu Yang couldn't stand it anymore, so he began to enlighten him.

"How could it be! From your description, he is already as good as you can be, why are you still not satisfied. Hurry up and get married, and I will pay the cost!"

"You, don't talk nonsense..."

"Oh, you are really a fan of chrysanthemums..."

"..."

Since Lu Yang figured out Xu Zhi's feelings for Wei Qinyu, the two have been promoted from good friends to gay friends.

"Since he has an ex-boyfriend, it proves that he is not straight. And he treats you so well, why don't you try?"

"But, if he has anything to me, he should have already had it... Besides, we are so far apart, in fact, I don't deserve him at all." Xu Zhi's tone was pitiful, too entangled!

"That's because you never hinted to him that you're not straight, right? Xu Zhi, be confident! You're so good-looking, smart and considerate, who wouldn't like you? Just try."

"I, I don't want to try. I can't bear the possibility that my friends can't do it after a little failure." After Xu Zhi finished speaking, he covered the quilt and lay down. After closing his eyes, his mind kept replaying the past, After a fifth failed attempt to fall asleep, he found himself suffering from insomnia.

He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, what is Qin Yu doing now?Must be asleep.Is it possible to dream of him?I really miss him, I don't want to wait until the weekend to see him again, I really want to see him right away... The key hasn't been returned to him yet, so I can cook and wait for him tomorrow afternoon.Thinking of this, Xu Zhi was a little happy, his heart was full of expectations for tomorrow, and he gradually fell asleep.

The next afternoon, Xu Zhi took the subway after two classes and went to the supermarket near Wei Qinyu's home.He was carrying two big bags of ingredients, and was about to press the elevator with difficulty, but his other hand pressed it for him first.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome." Su Wen greeted him with a smile.

When the two entered the elevator, Xu Zhi felt a little embarrassed, but the other party spoke as if nothing had happened.

"Are you also looking for Qin Yu?"

"Ah."

"What a coincidence, Qin Yu has an appointment with me today, do you have anything to ask him?"

Su Wen's light tone made Xu Zhi feel cold, and his heart felt like falling into an ice cave.

"No, I, I just happened to pass by and wanted to bring him something." Xu Zhi forced a smile.

The elevator arrived, but neither of them took a step.

It was Xu Zhi who finally spoke, "Can you help me put these things in his house? Me, I won't go. I suddenly remembered something else." He handed over the two bags of things in his hand.

"Okay, then I'll thank you on his behalf. Goodbye." Su Wen still smiled, picked up two bags of ingredients, and walked out of the elevator.

Xu Zhi went back to school on the same road after leaving Hanlin Huafu, and it started to rain on the road. He was thinking about something, he didn't notice the rain, let alone find a place to shelter from the rain, so he just walked back with his head down. dormitory.

When he arrived at the dormitory, he found that his body was covered with rainwater. He took a quick shower and changed his clothes, and went to bed without drying his hair.

He was so sad and tired, tears flowed involuntarily, and he couldn't tell whether it was the water in his hair or the tears in his eyes, his mind was confused, and he fell asleep after a while.

When Lu Yang came back at night, he saw that the lights in the dormitory were turned off, and thought that Xu Zhi hadn't come back yet. He played with his mobile phone for a while before he heard movement on Xu Zhi's bed.

"Xu Zhi, Xu Zhi? Are you sleeping? You really scared me to death just now..."

He couldn't hear what Xu Zhi was muttering clearly, and planned to climb into his bed to have a look, but found that Xu Zhi's cheeks were flushed from sleep, and he was chattering uncomfortably in his sleep.

"Xu Zhi, wake up, you are having a nightmare."

He touched Xu Zhi's face, only to find that Xu Zhi's skin was too hot, bad, Xu Zhi had a fever.

"Xu Zhi, Xu Zhi, get up."

"Hmm...Lu Yang? Are you back?"

"Well, you have a fever, sit up first, and I'll find medicine for you."

Lu Yang jumped out of bed in two steps, went to pour Xu Zhi a cup of hot water, and then dug out some granules and antipyretics to feed him.

"Where did you go this afternoon? Why did you have a fever? You were talking nonsense just now, I'm afraid you'll burn out."

Xu Zhi lowered his eyes, and then said: "I, I forgot to bring an umbrella when I went out. It's okay, it will be fine soon, thank you."

"You don't look like you're okay! Your eyes are swollen from crying! We're still not friends. If anyone bullies you, I'll beat him up for you!"

Xu Zhi shook his head weakly.

"Well, if you don't want to say it, then remember to tell Brother Qin Yu, he will definitely vent his anger on you!" Lu Yang took half a glass of boiled water and wanted to finish it for Xu Zhi.

When Xu Zhi heard Wei Qinyu's name, tears flowed down his face. He lowered his head, big tears fell on the quilt and blossomed.

"Hey, don't cry, don't cry, why are you crying silently?" Lu Yang hurriedly handed him a piece of paper to wipe his tears, one piece of paper was wet, Xu Zhi was crying too sadly, he also She simply gave up, stretched out her arms to hug Xu Zhi, and patted him on the back lightly, "Cry, it will be fine after crying."

After a long time, Xu Zhi spoke slowly.

"Today, I went to find Qin Yu."

"He, the person he liked before is back. He should have figured it out. He still wants to be with him."

What Xu Zhi said was a little messy, but Lu Yang still understood, Wei Qinyu has someone he likes, not Xu Zhi.

"It doesn't matter, no matter how good you are, you will definitely find someone better than him." Lu Yang comforted him softly, "I know you are sad, but you should also pay attention to your health. From now on, let's eat and drink well, and study hard. , find a job, and then forget about him, and I won’t be sad.”

Xu Zhi nodded.

"Go to bed first, good night." Lu Yang covered him with the quilt and got out of bed.