let go

Shen Fang was irritable for one day, and he still didn't feel happy when he woke up the next day. He still refused to believe the news of Gu Bai's death.Shen Fang dialed Li Wei's phone number.When Shen Fang was in college, he met Li Wei. Li Wei was a well-known computer expert. He wanted Li Wei to check it out. If he really found out, he would give up.

"Elder brother is looking for younger brother, just tell me, younger brother will do his best to help elder brother." Li Wei was still as unreliable as before.

"Help me check someone, since he was hospitalized a year ago, I want all his news, and I will send you his information later." Shen Fang pinched the bridge of his nose with his hands. Feeling very tired.

"Okay, I'll give you the results in two weeks." Li Wei didn't dare to laugh when he heard Shen Fang's serious tone.

"Can it go any faster?"

"One week, one week at the earliest."

"Okay, one week can only be as fast as possible, I'll wait for your call, and I'll treat you to a drink when we're done." Shen Fang hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Li Wei checked really quickly, at least worthy of his title of master, and the information Shen Fang wanted was placed on Shen Fang's desk a week later.

Gu Bai, male, born in 90, died in 17 due to a failed operation.

This is the beginning of a paragraph, a separate paragraph.

Shen Fang then carefully read the document, which contained details, such as why he died, what was the hospital's explanation, the opinions reached by Gu Bai's family and the hospital, etc.

Shen Fang now finally has to accept this reality, Gu Bai is really dead.

Gu Bai really followed what he said at the beginning, he almost never went back, and of course he never saw Shen Fang again, the reason why he said it was almost because Gu Bai only went back once a year, on the memorial day of his father and mother.On this day, Gu Bai will stay in the cemetery by himself for half a day, and spend the rest of the day at home with Gu Nian. Also, Gu Bai is not called Gu Bai now, but Gu Wang. It doesn’t matter if his name doesn’t sound good, after all, life Zhong Gu Bai is still called Gu Bai, but the name has been changed on the certificate.Delusion, delusion, delusion, delusion, delusion to get the unobtainable, delusion of happiness, deserves to be alone.

In fact, Shen Fang would go to the cemetery once a year, but unfortunately, in two years, there were two chances, and they never met once, because when Shen Fang went there was Gu Bai's nominal memorial day, and Gu Bai was originally How can you worship yourself if you are not dead.Every year on this day, Shen Fang would free up a whole day, and he would stay in the cemetery for a day. No one knew why he would stay in the cemetery for a day, and he didn't have any reason to stay there.

When Shen Fang went to the cemetery, he would bring a bouquet of flowers to Gu's father and mother. He didn't know what he was thinking now. He was very grateful to Gu's father and mother for adopting him, giving him his family, and giving him Love, but he also hates his father and mother a little bit, because he hates Gu Bai, and even hates them, but now he finds that he doesn't seem to hate him anymore.

Once a person gets older, he likes to think wildly. He remembered that when he was with Gu Bai, Gu Bai was just his elder brother at that time. Gu Bai was 6 years older than him. Although he was cold and not talkative to everyone, but He is very different to himself, he will give himself the chocolate he likes, even if he wants to eat it, and he will take him to the amusement park he wants to go, even if he thinks it is a childish place... ...Shen Fang misses Gu Bai very much now, he doesn't know if it's love or habit.Although Shen Fang didn't go home very often when Gu Bai was still there, no matter when he went home, Gu Bai would always keep a lamp for him, it was very warm, but he never cherished it, Gu Bai didn't know how to cook, However, after he unintentionally said that he wanted to eat the meal made by Gu Bai, Gu Bai went to learn cooking skills, but his reward to Gu Bai really overturned his job and told him to leave.Shen Fang still thought about it a lot, but every time he thought about it, his heart hurt a little.Shen Fang broke up with Du Qing. He always thought that he and Du Qing were simply angry with Gu Bai when they were together, but during the two years when Gu Bai was away, he saw more and more Gu Bai's shadow in Du Qing. , he would call out Gu Bai's name when Du Qing was cooking, and he would feel Gu Bai lying beside him when he was asleep. Shen Fang knew that he was in a daze, which was unfair to Du Qing, so he resolutely And Du Qing broke up.

For some reason, Shen Fang still felt that Gu Bai was not dead, whether it was an illusion or a hint.There is about a week’s difference between Gu’s father, Gu’s mother and Gu Bai’s memorial day. Every time Shen Fang came, he could see a bouquet of flowers in front of Gu’s father and mother’s tomb, but there was never one in front of Gu Bai’s tomb. Shen Fang had doubts, but he There is no way to verify.