[Ninjin] similar to you

Picnic cloth, ran outside on the grass, holding a cup of hot milk, looking at the stars and the moon.

Talk about the ideal of life, talk about the romance.

When they returned to the room in the early morning, they met Sanada who was planning to do morning exercises with a bamboo sword.

Facing Sanada's suspicious gaze, Nioh remained calm and composed: "Ninzuzu and I went to watch the sunrise."

"... Oh." Sanada: I always feel that something is wrong.

Nioh's thesis was finalized a month earlier, and it was published in a magazine after returning from the wedding.

The old professor has always liked him very much, this time he once again proposed to let him go to the university as a substitute teacher, Nioh agreed.

"Then you are considered a university teacher now?" Renzu was a little curious.

King Ni shook his head: "It doesn't count. I'm not a public official. A serious position...is a researcher at the Institute of Psychology."

There are no researchers who have attended a few days of classes at the Institute of Psychology.

"I always feel that the old professor has some plans." Nioh said.

Otherwise, it would not be so urgent to pave the way for him.

"Anyway, one more job means one more income. It's a good thing." King Ni brought up the topic, "Otherwise I wouldn't even be able to pay your rent."

Renzu smiled and teased: "You can pay with flesh."

"Pfft."

Life is still routine most of the time, and two people start to run in together from the way of cohabitation. After both parties really recognize this relationship, there is no need to talk about tacit understanding and propriety.

Of course, people still need the company of others.

Nioh's job is on the right track, and the addition of a teaching position does not have much impact on him, after all, it is just a substitute teacher.

And Renzu's work in the hospital has become more and more handy.

With company, he was no longer so helpful and on duty every day.However, in the middle of the year, he was transferred to the ICU, where there were fewer shifts, and the work intensity was even greater.

Of course, the young elite doctor Renzu is still the most shining grass in Tokyo General Hospital.

Love can nourish people, and the little nurses only think that Dr. Renzu is more handsome.

Doctors don't want to meet acquaintances at work.

Even if he met his current boyfriend in the hospital, Renzu still didn't want to see acquaintances during working hours.

Unfortunately it backfired.

But compared to other places, seeing Atobe outside the door of the ICU ward, he has no other emotions.

Taking off the mask, he endured a tired expression on his face.

He nodded to Atobu who was frowning and looked a little tired: "You can ask Dr. Suzuki about the specific operation of the patient. Whether there are any complications after the operation and the recovery needs follow-up observation. The patient should be within 48 hours at the latest. Will wake up. After the condition is stable, we will arrange further surgery for the patient."

"I'm sorry to trouble you." Atobe said in a deep voice.

Shinobu didn't say anything else, just put on the mask again, turned around and went back to the ward.

Mr. Atobe fell down in the conference room.At this age, it is normal for a person's body to be overwhelmed by overwork and social pressure.And this operation is not up to Renzu, he is not qualified enough.

Consulting experts gathered in the operating room within a very short period of time, and the surgeon who performed the surgery will probably be the first in China to perform thoracic surgery.

He couldn't help but wonder if he could get a qualification to watch?

This operation must be done in their hospital. As the young owner of the hospital... ah, occasionally he has to exercise the right of the second generation, right?

Not everyone can get this opportunity.

A heavyweight patient came, and he was willing to watch the operation, so Renzu automatically and consciously worked overtime.

When he went to the cafeteria to eat, he sent a message to King Ni, and there was a reply, "If you say it earlier, I can give you warmth."

Renzu smiled, and replied, "That's so embarrassing, I always ask you to bring me food."

At the end of the visiting time, Atobe, who disappeared in the morning, came in a hurry.

Like a gust of wind, it stopped at the door of the ICU ward.

Renzu dutifully told him about Mr. Atobe's situation, and explained the precautions.

The trace department agreed.

After speaking, the air was quiet for a few seconds.

"Excuse me." Atobe said again.

Renzu pursed his lips when he heard the words, glanced at the trace department, and sighed with a smile: "You don't have to say that. Doctors will always do their best to treat patients."

"I believe you." Atobe said calmly.

Renzu himself is also in the circle, even though he is a doctor, he knows the financial circle.He knew that Mr. Atobe's fall was too sudden, and the Atobe consortium would definitely not be calm now.

But this is nothing to Atobe.

And there's only so much he can do.

"I should say this." Renzu said, "I believe you."

Tracee snorted softly.

He paused and looked at Renzu: "I don't have time to keep staring at the ward. If there is anything abnormal, please notify me as soon as possible. I will trouble you here."

The third time.

Endurance is in a complicated mood.He pushed his glasses and nodded: "OK."

The author has something to say: ...Ah, I forget the time when I read novels...

Make up the first and second half of the chapter during the day.

Okay, turn on the lights that were turned off in the last chapter.

open up a little~

Recently, I found that I like to write clips about smoking... I would avoid it before... I thought about why, in fact, I really don't reject alcohol and tobacco, because my father is a heavy smoker and my mother likes to drink...

And the clip of my male god smoking is really TM handsome!You can lick the screen a hundred times!It doesn't matter whether he smokes it really or not, but it's a good-looking one anyway!

☆, 24

The next day, when Renzu changed shifts and returned home, he just caught up with Nioh to go to work.

Ren Wang saw Renzu's thoughtful look and knew what, who or what this person should have encountered in the hospital.

Care now or come back?

Pooh, I'm rushing to work now, and this person needs to rest after staying up late, let him have a good sleep.

Thinking of this, King Ni pointed in the direction of the kitchen: "I boiled porridge and warmed it in the pot. You can go to bed after eating."

"Okay." Renzu replied.

After dating, King Ni suffered from stomach problems twice again, one time was so severe that he lay down as soon as he entered the door, unable to eat anything, vomited whatever he ate, and even vomited when he drank water.

Nioh knew that this was the reason why Renzu stayed up late for a long time and often had abnormal meals.

In comparison, I really don't know whose schedule is more abnormal.Niwang himself also stayed up all night, but he didn't put up with it so often.He is not allowed to work on duty at the police station. He is a skilled worker, but Renzu is different. He cannot sleep all night while on duty.

The two are now at a point where neither of them can understand the other's body.

Renzu felt that Renwang was cold, and Niwang felt that Renzu had a serious stomach problem.

If you can't convince each other, you can only stare at each other and do what you can.

The feeling of someone caring is naturally different.

Nioh thought about it on the way to the police station, and sent a message to the nurse in the ICU who had established a good relationship, asking if any major incidents happened in the hospital yesterday.

"A patient with a very strong background came. It is the chairman of the Atobe Foundation. It seems that he suffered from a heart attack due to overwork, and several follow-up operations are needed. Many experts have come."

...Trace department?

Nioh put away his phone.

I endured enough sleep until the afternoon.

He got up, took a shower and changed into clean clothes. He checked the time and it was time to prepare dinner.

Niwang sent a text message saying that he would not come back for dinner, and he had to work overtime to sort out the materials.

Ren Zuzu ordered takeaway.

He rarely ordered takeout.

Originally, in front of King Ni, he showed a look of paying attention to his body and being good at keeping in good health, but unfortunately, he was beaten back to his original shape when his stomach problem occurred.There is nothing he can do about it. Being a doctor is under great psychological and physical pressure. He willfully suspended his studies twice, and he still can't drop his studies.After work, I don't want others to think that he is just a related household when he enters the hospital, and he is doing his best academically and clinically.

As a result, there will be problems with physical health.

He knew that he had a serious stomach problem, so he insisted on cooking by himself when he was free.Pay attention to other matters that can be paid attention to.

In comparison, his life is much healthier than Nioh's. It's just that Nioh's health is not bad, but he looks worse than him.

He doesn't want to cook today.

Concerned that he would be very busy for a while, and that he might have the opportunity to learn from the expert's operation, he didn't dare to neglect himself too much, lest it would be terrible if his stomach disease recurred on the operating table.

I ordered a portion of noodles for myself, and while I was boiling water, I was in a daze at the gradually darkening sky.

Only then did he begin to recall Atobe he had seen in the hospital.

In the hospital, his care department is just the family members of the patients.

This is professionalism.

After work, I can think of something else.

Atobe looks a lot more mature.

The appearance of Mr. Atobe on the hospital bed more than ten years ago is almost the same as the current Atobe.

It made him feel strange instead.

It was completely different from the most profound Atobe in his memory.

This is also normal, everyone is changing, and it is estimated that he himself is also a stranger in the eyes of Atobu.

For some reason, Shinobu breathed a sigh of relief.

He inevitably has something to know.

For example, how has Atobe been in the past few years, what experiences have he had and what kind of people he met.

But he didn't want to know that much.He can imagine, but doesn't necessarily have to get the answer.

Then don't ask.Ren Zuzu thought, Atobe might be very busy these days.After all, Mr. Atobe's hospitalization is such a big deal...

To face the censure of the board of directors, we must also bear a series of public opinion and internal changes in the company brought about by the fall of Mr. Atobe.

The lingering worry only lasted for a short time.

He took the takeaway delivered by the deliveryman, thought while unpacking it carelessly, he could do it.

His impression of Atobe, unknowingly, has more omnipotence?

Forget it, why should I care so much about Atobe?After all, it's already a passerby.

With that in mind, Shinozu picked up his chopsticks and stirred the soup while sending a message to King Ni.

"Remember to eat dinner even if you work overtime. What do you want for supper?"

"What do you want to eat? I'll take it home at night."

"Buy what you like. Just light."

After eating a lunch + dinner that was probably afternoon tea, I changed my clothes and went to the hospital.

Not his class, but he kind of cares.

After all, Atobe specifically asked him to tell him, so it would be better for him to take a second look.

The doctor who alternates with him on duty in the ICU is his father's student, and he can also call him a brother. The relationship is good or bad, and his professional skills can be trusted.

Shinozu chatted with his senior brother about the situation of the old Mr. Atobe, read it again by himself, and then went to assign some homework to the intern doctor he taught.

Atobe came again because of the visiting time.

This time he looked better than the day before.

Renzu was not on duty, so he simply walked downstairs with Atobu who visited the sick.

The small garden downstairs in the inpatient department has not been carefully repaired, but it is still clean and tidy.

The light from the outpatient department made the small garden not so dim.

The only street lamps have just been replaced, and the wattage is not low.

Tolerated enough to adjust my mood in the afternoon.

Seeing that there was no anxious look in Atobe's eyebrows, he knew that the matter of Atobe consortium was not difficult for Atobe.Probably he knew enough about Atobe.

"Are you okay?" This sentence made Ren Zu feel a little stunned.

He thought, obviously he was in a good mood, but when he asked this question, the atmosphere was different?

Then he looked at Atobe and raised an eyebrow at him.

He waved his hand and couldn't help laughing: "I didn't mean that...but it's rare to meet, so I just care about it."

"Why am I not good?" Atobe nodded slightly, "It is indeed a long time since I saw you."

Because there is no reason to meet.

And there is no intersection at work, and the communication has not been maintained, and naturally there is no chance to meet.

"We haven't been together for a long time." Renzu said, "Ice Emperor."

"My uncle wants everyone to get together." Atobe showed a slightly distressed expression, "But everyone is flying around the world. You are working here now, so you can't tell in the future."

"Probably won't change, the foundation of my family is here." Renzu thought for a while, "Occasionally go abroad for a meeting for a vacation?"

"Sounds good." Atobe nodded.

They didn't talk in a deeper direction, and it wasn't suitable.

Ren Zuzu's cell phone rang before the cold field.

He opened it and looked, it was a text message from King Ren.

"You haven't come home yet? It's cold for supper."

"I'm going back now." Ninja replied.

He put away his mobile phone and looked at Shangji with a clear look.

He smiled and said nothing more.

The hospital was very close to the apartment, and Renzu came here on foot in the afternoon, and he did not refuse when Atobe offered to give him a ride.

I got off the car at the gate of the community, and took the elevator to the top floor.

When I opened the door, I could smell the food, it was oden.

He went to the kitchen to see that Nio was pouring out the packed Kanto soup, and then putting the meatballs and some side dishes into the soup he cooked.Tomatoes, eggs and vegetables are added to the soup, and the eggs are beaten into flowers.

"This way it will be lighter and cleaner." King Ren explained casually when he saw him come in.

Renzu had no objection: "Do you want to add a little more noodles?"

"You didn't eat enough tonight?" King Ren raised his eyebrows.

Bear enough to acquiesce.

He went to open the cupboard by himself and took the rough noodles in a portable package.

Neither of them spoke while eating.

After eating, he put the bowl in the dishwasher, and Nioh went back to his room to take a shower.

His things were still in the guest bedroom, but most of the time he went to the master bedroom to sleep with Renzu.

Two people who are often called up to work overtime in the middle of the night really affect each other's sleep when they sleep together, but they already have another hug, and it's really hard to sleep on a lonely pillow.

He brushed his hair before coming out, but Renzu still took a hair dryer from the drawer to blow his hair.

This is probably a kind of fun.

The hair dryer was turned on to a low setting, and the wind was slightly cool on the back of the head and neck.

King Ren narrowed his eyes and asked, "Do you have anything to say to me?"

Ren Zuzu's hand paused, and then continued to brush Niwang's hair: "What are you talking about?"

"For example, what important patient came?"

"You know." Ren Zu said, "Did you inquire about the news?"

"The little nurse in Corey is willing to gossip with me."

"Yes, yes, Lord Renwang is infinitely charming. Someone asked me to bring you a gift on the Qixi Festival last time." Ren Zu said with an exaggerated sigh, "It really makes me sad."

King Ren laughed out loud: "Don't worry, the courtyard grass is still you."

"Isn't that for sure? You can only be counted as a family member." Renzu said.

His voice was still clear over the hum of the hairdryer.Nioh liked his timbre and praised his voice like a musical instrument.Of course, he also added later that he himself is a sound deaf, so there may be sensory errors.

"Atobe's father is hospitalized." He said, "He will come to visit the doctor every day these days? Not necessarily, he will go on a business trip when he comes to an important project. At least he will come back during the operation?"

"You haven't seen him for a long time, don't you want to talk more?"

"Forget it, he probably doesn't have time to chat with me anymore." Renzu said, "It's really hard to be friends after we break up."

Niwang didn't object.

It is symbolic for him to ask Atobu.

Before the relationship, I spent a lot of effort to test it out, and I mentioned Adobe many times. They were all means of playing hard to get, and naturally I would not mention it again after the relationship.

He can always understand his own selfishness, so it was very calm to ask Renzu to accompany him to Yagyu's wedding last time, and it was also very straightforward to ask Atobe this time.

I still don't want him to care too much about the Italian department?

But don't care at all and feel uncomfortable?

Similar psychology.

But we just met, and there is nothing to talk about.

Thinking so, he raised his hand and stroked his hair: "Did you do it?"

"It's almost there." Ninjazu turned off the hair dryer.

He puts away the line.

King Ni also shook off the quilt.

"Go to sleep." Lie down next to the person, and did not deliberately hug each other.

In short, lying in a bed.

Check back in a few days.Nioh thought so before closing his eyes.

The author has something to say: Is Atobe scum?

No, it's been a long time since they broke up.

It's embarrassing to break up and meet again.

What I write here is probably that although they all meet after breaking up, Nioh and Yagyu are indifferent on the surface, but their relationship is okay, while Shinobu and Atobe are probably harmonious on the surface, but a little less?

Because I can imagine Nioh and Yagyu occasionally contacting each other or even making an appointment to meet up to play basketball and chat about the unspeakable past, but there is no way to apply it to Shinobu and Atobe.The meeting between Shinozuzu and Atobe... I can only think of receptions, and I can't imagine private occasions.

☆, 25

Mr. Atobe's expert consultation went smoothly.

Ren Zuzu is an ICU doctor, so it is not difficult to win the operation bystander and bed nurse.

Some of the experts who came were retired and rehired, and they had no chance to get in touch with them on weekdays.There are also some that he met when he was socializing with his father, and talked about some scenes.Now is a great opportunity to "steal a teacher".

Renzu's professionalism is not weak, so he naturally put most of his energy on it.

He had little or no contact with Atobe.

Atobe doesn't come to visit every day, but only once every few days.It is not always possible to meet him on duty.

In many cases, the more others care about themselves, the more awkward they become.

As for Ninzu, Nio didn't express anything, but he was a little disappointed.

I don't know what to be disappointed with.

The emotion didn't build up for long.

Something happened to Niwang.

One day in September, a researcher at the Institute of Psychology went to work in the morning and found the old professor dead in the laboratory.

The old professor is also over 70 years old. If he really died of overwork in the laboratory, it is not impossible. After all, the scene is very clean, and the old professor looks like he has fallen asleep.But the researcher who was the first witness immediately called the police.

Because the appearance of the old professor is clearly the appearance of the victim used as a case in his latest paper.

It seems to be suicide by sleeping pills, but in fact, the murderer instigates the crime remotely.

Put on a prayer posture, as if hoping for peace and joy in the next life.

The old professor doesn't believe in religion, and the researcher has been busy with the dissertation for several months, so he couldn't be more clear about the details.

King Ren was in a daze when he received the news.

He and the old professor are not related by blood, so there is no need to avoid suspicion.

He went to the scene when he received the notice, and the subtle feeling made him feel chills all over his body.

Then came the forensic report and the photos of the scene, as well as the finished thesis that the old professor had finished but not yet finalized.

The case was assigned to the serious case team, and the investigation of interpersonal relationships and the investigation of details were carried out step by step.

Nioh stood in front of the display board, frowning at the photos and reports of the scene.

this feeling... this feeling...

"Nio, the old professor shouldn't have any enemies, right?" A colleague asked.

King Ren was in a bad mood, so he just said indifferently: "Teacher, he has been an adviser to the police station for so long, and the possibility of seeking revenge is not low."

It is not so much evidence as it is first feeling.

Nioh's intuition has always been accurate.

But his profession told him not to trust his intuition.Cases can only be solved by evidence.

Without evidence, nothing is discussed.

Without a clear chain of clues and a clear direction to solve the case, the work tends to be cumbersome by checking bit by bit.

The team leader didn't let them work overtime for too long.

Fatigue will lead to a decline in IQ, and solving a case requires a clear mind and clear organization.

Niwang is full of lawsuits.He drove back to the apartment, checked the time, and it was even later.When I took the key to unlock the door, a card fell on the mat in front of the entrance.

Nioh bent down to pick it up, and turned the card over.

"A pleasant surprise. A fish that slipped through the net?"

The same coolness as being in the scene rushes straight from the soles of the feet to the brain.Nioh then understood that his feeling was right.

Gritting his teeth, he closed the door and turned on the light to read the card carefully.

Typography, black and white, and nothing else.The one in the center is very beautiful, and it is very friendly to obsessive-compulsive disorder.

The quality of the paper is not bad, the most expensive kind you can find in print shops.

more?

No more.

Niwang let out a breath.

He put the card on the shoe cabinet in the entrance, and went to the study to list the clues he already had.

The ultimate goal has been determined...

No, you can't think that way.

If you think this way, will you fall into the hands of the real murderer again?

But his intuition told him that this person was right.

Nioh rubbed his temples, feeling a headache.

He just came back after taking a shower, and holding the card after changing his shoes, he was a little curious: "What is this?"

"I received it." King Ren said, "You are in a high-end residential area, so you can't get in without registration?"

"Ah, it's usually like this." Renzu said.

He didn't get serious until he checked the social news before going to bed and found news of the old professor's death in the feed on the front page.

Reminiscent of the card that has a meaning at first glance...

He went downstairs to look for Nioh in the downstairs study.

"Are you... are you okay?" This kind of vague question.

Nioh didn't understand what Ninzu asked at first, but he suddenly realized when he looked back at Ninzu's expression.

He thought he couldn't say that he was fine, but this kind of thing...

"Where did that card come from?" Renzu asked, "You asked me about the access to and from the community...won't it be through the crack of the door?"

This kind of reasoning novel is a common bridge.

Niwang nodded noncommittally.

There is no way to talk about the case, and Renzu also knows that he can't ask.

But what about the others?

"Are you..." Renzu hesitated for a while, but changed the question, "I remember you told me before that you were involved in a case in college before you switched to psychology?"

King Ni was stunned for a moment, turned around and hugged the back of the chair, slightly raised his head to look at Renzu: "Why did you suddenly think of this?"

"Feel?"

"...feeling." King Ni thought the feeling was really amazing.

This is what he thought of.

There is nothing that cannot be said about the case that has been closed.In fact, the case was quite a scene at the time, and the news was circulated many times.If the Internet was not as popular as it is now, things would be unexpectedly big.

"The definition at the time was imitation crime." Nioh slowly thought about the words, "Didn't there be a lot of works of that kind in those years? Justice for the sky, justice organization? Novels, movies, comics. Although this kind of person or The ending of this kind of organization in these works is not very good, and in reality, there will always be people who think that I am so smart that I must be able to hide it? No, you can’t say that, it should be said, get away with it.”

"I've read the report of the case and some reasoning." Renzu looked around, dragged the piano stool and sat in front of King Ren, "It's really not true, it's very public."

"That person is just like that." King Ni twitched the corners of his mouth lightly, "Smart, but extreme. The teacher said that his mental development is not complete. Back then, the teacher was not so gentle, and he scolded people many times overtly and secretly."

I don't want to listen to the details.He also knew that Nioh would not tell the details.This is a confidential file, and what can be said is what the news bulletin let the public know, and there is nothing more.

But it wasn't the details that he wanted to know.

But...

"What do you mean by slipping through?" He tried to recall the description of the case. "You can't be the intended victim, you're just a student.  … Wait, student?"

"Pfft."

"...Yes, I remember you said that you received the email and replied." Renzu remembered what Nioh told him as a story in the ward the year before.

He really listened to it as a story.

"There are a lot of people who receive emails and reply." Nioh said, "I'm nothing special."

"Then why are there cards?"

"Because I'm a policeman now?" Nioh stood up from his chair, "Don't think too much, it's not good for you to know."

"Then you at least tell me if it's safe or not?" Renzu sighed, "I really don't want to see you again at my work place."

"No." King Ni pushed his shoulder, "The card can't explain anything. Besides, I'm at the police station during the day, so why not be safe?"

It's all empty talk.

Open your eyes and talk nonsense.

Renzu couldn't ask any more questions.

Of course Nioh knew what it meant to slip through the net.

There were really a lot of people who received the email back then, and a lot of people responded.There are quite a few people who follow the psychological hints of a few emails.This case was so big in the first place, and there was also a reason for this.

Do the people who do it really know what they're doing?

Which one has the greater impact, direct or indirect harm?

Nioh, of course, did nothing.He just cooperated when the police found him.

The psychological hints in the e-mail didn't help him.

What else?The reason why the person who was released at the beginning of the year looked at him differently?

He was the only one who became the old professor's student.

So giving him such an obvious reminder is also the reason?

Is this a declaration of war?

Or is it misleading?

Desperate.

In the middle of the night, King Ren didn't fall asleep in a daze, and he was still thinking about the case in his mind.Experienced before, and now this.

He was still very sad. Whenever he thought of the case, he thought of the old professor, and whenever he thought of the old professor, he felt a chill in his heart.

Remembering that he was still lying on the same bed with Ninzuzu, he froze and didn't turn over, turned his back to Ninzuzu and closed his eyes thinking on his own.

After an unknown amount of time, a pair of hands fell on the back of the shoulder.

"Your tendons are stiff." Renzu's voice was a little hoarse, "Can't you sleep?"

King Ren exhaled: "It's okay."

"Rub it for you, don't think too much, go to sleep first." Enduring the palm of his hand, "If you don't sleep well, you will be irritable tomorrow, and your work efficiency will be reduced."

King Ren responded in a low voice.

He controlled himself to relax the muscles in his body, and tried to clear the things in his mind.

Sleepiness came slowly.

He simply turned over and rolled against Renzu's side: "Sorry to bother you."

"What are you apologizing for?" Ren Zu sighed, "Go to sleep."

He raised his hand and put it on Niwang's waist, separated by a thin quilt.

King Ren gradually fell asleep.

The biological clock makes him wake up early as usual.

I didn't get enough sleep, but my spirits were fine.

Sitting up from the bed, he was in a daze for a while.

Renzu's working hours are later than his, mainly because Nioh still has regular morning training before going to work.

Nioh went to the bathroom to wash up as usual, and made himself a simple breakfast.

Before going out, I just went downstairs.

"I'll be living in the police dormitory for the next few days." He said to Renzu, "Until this case is closed."

"Do you want to work overtime?"

"Yeah." King Ni nodded, "The dormitory is more convenient."

And it's not safe here.

When he saw the card, what he was actually thinking was that if something happened to Renzu if he could follow him home... what should he do?

He can't afford to gamble.

If it's really aimed at him...

"You should be more careful recently." He said jokingly, "I don't want to involve you."

"Nonsense." Renzu looked at him and sighed, "You are the one who has to be careful."

The author has something to say: no state, the mood is very complicated.Although I had thought that I would never pass it, I was still a little sad that I hadn't passed it.The main reason is that most of the students feel uncomfortable after passing the exam.Human inferiority.

Then it will be a turbulent period from now until the work is settled?

There is a lot of pressure in my heart.

do not know what to say.

Now start to build character, there will be a very important interview in March, if you pass (it feels like a pie in the sky), everything will be fine.I found that everything in the world is really unintentional.

Then it's busy spring recruiting.

Only when I’m looking for a job, I feel that it’s better to stay in the province at the beginning of the university ORZ

I will finish the few essays in my hand as soon as possible, and there will be no fixed timetable after school starts.If you rush to recruit, you won't have time to write.This article is coming to an end, let's grind it slowly on the side of lying ORZ As for the space-time fragments, it is a short article, and it will be very fast.

I won't start a new article until it stabilizes. If the work is relatively easy, I will consider publishing a long article. If I am tired from work, I will talk about ORZ. Everything is unknown at present.

☆, 26

When Renzu passed by the emergency room, he looked up at the TV hanging in front of the two rows of public seats with lights on and hanging water on the other side of the emergency room.

The TV is a local station, and it happens to be broadcasting news.

He stood still.

"A few days ago, the House of Lords...Tokyo City Museum..." the anchor read in an orderly manner.Renzu's mood was a little delicate, he was waiting for something, but he didn't really want to see anything.

As a result, the news of "reminding citizens to pay attention to safety" was not received until the news was over.

Right?According to the few words Nioh leaked before, and then contacting the case more than ten years ago, ordinary citizens don't need to pay attention to safety.

Those who need to pay attention to safety are businessmen and politicians who do not abide by the law, or...

Those who once fueled the fire of "keeping justice".

The one who needs to pay attention to safety is the one who really hasn't come home for several days.

If you say move away, you will move away?

No, nothing was taken away.

So that guy left a lot of daily necessities in the police dormitory?Or buy it again?

No, he wouldn't be that extravagant.

Is it "borrowed" from beginning to end?

Renzu looked back blankly, thinking that he was actually thinking wildly during working hours, and he really didn't meet the professional requirements.

Mr. Atobe's recovery after waking up is within the range expected by the doctors during the consultation, so the operation plan and corresponding physical therapy plan are proceeding in an orderly manner.

Renzu actively fought for it, and successfully participated in two operations as an assistant, and continued to follow up the treatment and study, but he was not as happy as expected.

There is still a sense of urgency and satisfaction, as well as the pursuit of professionalism and basic literacy, but in his free time, he is not only thinking about work.

Also thinking about someone.

This feeling is long-lost for him.

The process of being with Nioh is more like two tired people approaching each other to draw warmth from each other when they feel lonely.

He always thought that there were many things between him and Nioh.This is a love that is more consoling than passionate, and the warmth of each other when warming each other should overwhelm the heart-pounding desire when emotions are high.

Nioh is too keen, and it is natural and natural to test the geography without being offensive.

Therefore, the problem of proportion, which is easy to cause friction, almost does not exist.They didn't get along very well, and their lives were peaceful and ordinary.

Ren Zu suddenly felt a little annoyed.

He didn't know where the point of dissatisfaction was.

Just suddenly, there was a subtle discomfort in my heart.

Back to the duty room next to the ICU ward area, there are still 10 minutes before the shift time.The colleague was in the ward, so he tidied up his white coat and walked to the window in the corridor with his notebook.

The sky was quite dark at night, few stars could be seen, and even the moon was covered by clouds.

The footsteps stopped not far from him.Shinobi turned his head to the side, and saw a trace of tiredness appearing on his face.

"You didn't come to visit yesterday?" Renzu asked casually after reading the registration form.

"I had a meeting yesterday." Atobe said, "It coincided with visiting time."

Ninja nodded.

They have nothing to talk about now.

It's not that there is no common language, but that looking back on the past on this occasion would seem particularly silly and meaningless.

There is no intersection at work, and it is not impossible to talk about the illness of the old man from the trace department.It’s just that I can’t fully understand it if I talk about it professionally, but I can’t understand it if I talk about it in a popular way...

Well, Shinobu is not the attending doctor either.

It doesn't matter to talk to Mr. Atobe about the daily state of Mr. Atobe every day. If the details are detailed, the taste will be wrong.

It may be too sensitive to think so, but this is the habit of forbearance.

A few years ago, he also doubted whether his radar, which was too thin, was inappropriate. Many times, such an attitude would also hurt the people around him.But after a long time, he also realized that he was not a person who would have a particularly deep connection with others, and he had more acquaintances than confidants.It's not that there are no friends who can tell the truth, but he also