[Ninjin] similar to you
Chapter 8.
difference.
but……
"With Atobe's style, it's not difficult to bring you together." - Nioh Masaharu
There was no reply for a long time.
Nioh rolled his eyes under the quilt, wanting to spit black mud with you every morning in vain for so many days, is it not effective at all now?
This guy is like a jagged gourd, he never reveals clearly what is going on in his mind, and will deftly cover up his flaws with complaints.
"How about being honest? Or shall we play a game of question and answer?" - Masaharu Nioh
There was no reply for a long time.
Nioh held his phone and counted the stars, and when he turned over and hissed from the cold, there was no movement on the other end.
"Across such a long distance, can you use your mobile phone to ask and answer?" - Yushi Ninzu
"It's probably easier than face-to-face, don't you think?" - Masaharu Nioh
"What do you want to know?" - Yushi Ninzu
"Wait, I'm typing slowly." Nioh moved his stiff fingers.Sitting under the quilt for so long has no effect at all. After all, holding the phone means resting your fingers outside the quilt—Nioh always sleeps with his head buried in the quilt.This was probably the reason why he couldn't sleep warm even after lying in bed for a long time. His shoulders were all exposed, so it was only a problem if he wasn't cold.
But when you get used to it, you don't care about the cold anymore, and at this time, other things are obviously more important.
"I'm a little sad today. I don't know if I feel sad because of my parents' compromise, or because I am sad because I am willing to hurt them all the time without compromising. Think about it. Although my parents reacted violently, they left enough room for me. I still I have been hurting them all the time. Sometimes I don’t know what I’m insisting on, and I suspect that what I’m insisting on is just insisting on itself. Compared with being suspected, what makes me sadder is actually...” King Ni thought for a while, and didn’t know what to do Use the language of philosophy to summarize how you feel today.
He thought about it, and felt that there was nothing he couldn't say, so he continued typing.
"Yagyu is getting married, and I think you may know that I've dated him before. Today my mother asked me 'what about you', as if I've been obsessed to this day and I'm just infatuated with one person. Parents know their children Not the kind of person who is willing to blame others for his faults. My nonchalant behavior will also be suspected of whitewashing. Worse, because we were together before and now he has 'got his way'... Parents I would think, can my child get back on the right track? And what is the right track? There are so many rules and regulations in the world, how sad it is to limit yourself to death."
And today's compromise is only out of love, not out of understanding.
Nioh fully expected such a result, but he still wanted to find someone to confide in.
A ready-made trash can is at hand, isn't it?
He didn't really care about Renzu's response.
He may prefer to explore a person's true thoughts through micro-expressions and micro-movements rather than honestly confessing.
People who study psychology can easily fall into such a misunderstanding of over-interpretation. Nioh was warned several times during his studies.
But sometimes it's really fun, and it's a shame to give it up entirely.
Renzu's "closed heart" is a very interesting puzzle in Nioh's eyes.
Nioh likes to solve problems.
The reply came after a while.
"What is the question you want to exchange?"
"What else would you like to say?"
"It's not limited to be clear, I won't pick up the words."
"I don't actually know you, right? Conditional questions are too aggressive. I'm a gentle person. I want to read a story today. I'll read whatever you want to say. If you don't have writing Embellishment, then let’s call, it’s the same if you tell me. Just treat it as a bedtime story.”
Ten minutes after the message was sent, Nioh received a call from Shinozu.
The bass mixed with Kansai accent carried helpless emotions: "You convinced me."
Nioh smiled lazily, pursing his lips.
The author has something to say: Well, Nioh is very honest with himself, so he doesn't care about some things.
And Shinozu probably hides deeper and cares more about certain things, but the type is very calm on the surface.
I saw a sentence a long time ago, "The king of the king is a ghost on the surface, but the ghost of a ninja is in his heart". It is probably a character evaluation written by Mrs. Hirakawa Yu, and I deeply believe it.
So far, the character design of Shinobi has been revised, but since the title is "similar to you", I will keep his character at a similar and opposite degree to Nioh.
Maybe it doesn't fit the image of enthusiastic Kansai people?
...No matter, I have OOC warning.It's that willful.
I found out that Shinobu is also a Libra.
Nioh is always in love with Libra.
But the difference between Libra and Libra is also very interesting, ah, XF's character design itself is very interesting.
☆, 12
Enduring enough to cook chicken soup for King Ren late at night.
"People always grow through one relationship after another. Experience will teach people lessons, and these lessons will make you a better version of yourself. I have always liked novels and film and television works that lead to tragedies. Those that can give I refer to it to avoid going too tragically."
He was sitting at the desk in the room, in front of him were documents opened with a computer.
When texting with King Ni, he was indeed reading the documents and preparing materials, but he was not very attentive.
Although it has been less than a month, the feeling of two people in the family is indeed much different from that of only one person in the family.Sometimes just knowing that another person is asleep in the next room can be reassuring.
It wasn't like this before.
He has been living alone since middle school, so he is used to loneliness.
However, as he grew older year by year, he gradually became greedy for another person's body temperature.
What's more, after experiencing how warm two people can be together, I understand how lonely it is to walk forward alone.
He wants to find someone to accompany him.
Meeting Nioh at this juncture is probably a surprise.
"It's a good thing to be able to persevere, and it's not a bad thing to not be able to persevere. After all, it's just a different choice. You haven't wavered, have you?"
"What I want to listen to is not your 'education'. Doesn't Dr. Renzu know how to tell the story?" The voice of King Ni was a little lazy and nasal.
Renzu guessed that he was probably lying under the quilt and listening to the phone, but when he heard this, he just smiled: "I'm doing the opening of the story."
"You can get to the point sooner."
The man who said that would have raised his lips slightly.
Most attractive to little girls.
During the time he was hospitalized, the nurses in the hospital were extremely restless.
Renzu thought about why he proposed to live together so abruptly.In fact, Nioh didn't show how lonely he was in the hospital, on the contrary, that person was quite relaxed when he was alone.Of course, he can also find his place in the bustle when his colleagues come to visit him.
Ninja could even understand that the so-called "trouble" that was said by King Ni was actually not taken to heart by King Ni himself.
But now that he thinks about it, what attracted him so much in Nioh might be the self-confidence and courage exuded from the bottom of his indifferent appearance.
"Where does the story begin?" Shinozu thought and said slowly, "A long time ago... maybe not so long ago."
If someone listens, ask him to tell his story.
It probably won't be as easy and complete as the past between King Ren and Yagyu as he said.
That's right, after all, when he and King Ni met, they were alone.
What about the past?
King Ren probably heard about the past.
Otherwise, this keen man wouldn't ask a single word.
Shinobu thought of Atobe.
His relationship with Atobe may not be as smooth as Nioh and Yagyu. (Nioh: ...Who told you that we will be successful?!)
"When you are young, you will always be impulsive. Be infected by any storyline, or be moved by a small thing. Some people are really dazzling, follow him forward, and you can't help being attracted after a long time. And you know Knowing that he is not as far away as he seems. You can touch him, and then you inevitably want to hug him, maybe even have him."
Atobe is such a person.
Everyone in Bingdi looked up to him, but they also had a chance to look him up.
He's not so good that it's unreal, and he's always working on it.
So many people infected by him gathered around him.
Shinobu originally thought that he was different from those followers of Atobe.
He is also good, so good that he has so many opportunities to stand beside Atobe instead of behind him.
The young hormones are infecting each other, colliding and going off the rails.
"At the moment, it's hard to tell whether it's friendship or love. After all, there is passion, and there are so many occasions to be together, so ambiguous and ambiguous, it has become that kind of relationship."
Shinobu knows that he is not gay, and neither is Atobe.
Of course, this is not discrimination or anything, it's just that they have also dated girls before, and they were sincere when they dated.
But he knew that he and Atobe were not impulsive either.
Maybe it was at the beginning, so we quarreled, alienated, and couldn't help getting closer.
In comparison, he is even more inseparable from Atobe.Because that person was so strong and so gentle, he couldn't help being attracted to him.
However, the relationship seems to have been divided from the beginning, so the long-term possibility will be lost at the same time.
"People's irrationality and high self-esteem lie in the fact that they always think for others from their own perspective. But things like 'for your own good' bring more burdens to people. Even if you understand this truth in your heart , it’s really not easy to do.”
Renzu thought, Nioh just said "on the right track".
What is the right track?
Have a great job, marry a great woman, have lovely kids?
No, it's not.
This is just "normal life" from the perspective of the world.
For Ninjazu, being on the right track is probably a correct state of life.
Have your own life pursuits, have normal emotional ups and downs and emotional catharsis, have your own life, be able to love and be loved by others.
From this point of view, Nioh has been on the right track.
"In fact, I haven't experienced the inner struggle you just mentioned." He said, "My family has no requirements on me in this regard."
His psychological struggle is more about wanting to go on with someone, but he finds that he can't catch up with him no matter what.
Love makes people paranoid.
When paranoia crosses the line, you will lose yourself.
Later, he studied so hard that he went to poor mountains and bad waters, and also stayed in areas on the edge of war.
Illness, poverty, and social unrest.
Therefore, people must have vision, look forward, and don't let their structure be limited to a small frame.
"There is nothing wrong with being selfish. Being able to clearly understand yourself is a person's greatest ability."
With patience, he turned a page of the document in front of him.
He thanked Atobe.He learned so much in that relationship.
But he is also a little pity.
It is not so easy for couples who broke up to want to be friends again.
Although both parties are willing to maintain contact, there are still many awkward places.
Maybe it's better if you don't show it at first, if you're just friends all the time.
But I couldn't bear to think, how could it be better?
If they were just friends, the distance between him and Atobe would always be that far.
And now, at least he had him.
Ren Zu suddenly became curious: "Yusheng is going to get married, how do you feel?"
Nioh was not happy with his story.
Can you speak clearly, vividly and interestingly?
Pretending to be deep, fault!
But there is nothing wrong with this question.
"It's a complicated feeling." He shrank back under the quilt, "Actually, I'm really happy that he can get married. This road is too difficult to walk. If I didn't have this choice, I wouldn't have gone all the way to darkness." He was originally dragged into the water by me, this is not an excuse. Of course, the relationship is a matter between two people, so I will not take all the responsibility by myself."
As for the rest, there is nothing left.
He's not one to hang on to a relationship.
The special thing about Liu Sheng is that he is his first love, which is probably a pit that every man cannot overcome.
"Reciprocity is common, what about you?" King Ren asked.
"Almost." Ninzu said, "You ask that, because you know who the protagonist of my story is?"
"It's tiring to be hypocritical." Nioh sneered lightly, "Since you know I'm gay, why do you think I can't see that you look at Atobe differently from other people?"
"If you see it, don't tell it." Renzu sighed softly, "Leave half of what you say."
"I have kept enough. Like you, it is too tiring to say that one cent hides nine cents." Niwang commented, "People should treat themselves better."
"You're right."
Shinobu felt strangely relieved.
According to his habits, King Ni's words have already stepped on his bottom line.
But he and Nioh had known each other too early, and the friendship between school days would be blessed by a soft light filter now.And there are so many similarities in their past, so similar that people feel that he understands him.
Or, Nioh, who studies psychology, deliberately stepped on his bottom line and said such words.
"Do you think we are confessing to each other?" Renzu joked, "Even the love history has been explained."
"It's just part of it." King Ni also laughed, "You are so vague in what you said, and you still feel that you are confessing? I am the one who confesses."
This is true.
Renzu has always felt that the biggest difference between Nioh and the past is that the former Nioh would use lies to wrap the truth, but the current Nioh will use the truth to wrap lies.
It seems that by throwing away all the burdens, you can go into battle with ease.
Of course, he didn't have much experience of Nioh's "fraudster" side in the past, and judging from the time in his memory, Yagyu would directly see through the fraudulent methods of Nioh, and he was not particularly serious about deceiving people.
That guy's self-protection mechanism itself is too smart, right?
"I suddenly found that you quite trust me." Renzu said.
Nioh closed his eyes.
He finally warmed the quilt up a bit, and he felt drowsy.
Trust?
It's okay to say that, after all, they are not complete strangers, but friends who have been with each other for a long time... let's call them friends.
But Shinobu is also different from others.
Where is the difference?
Nioh remembered the scene of Renzu when he woke up in the hospital bed that day.
The man in the white coat and mask only showed his eyes covered by glasses.
But those eyes are clean.
And it's calm.
He has studied criminal psychology for so many years and faced so many criminals or fellow researchers.
People who study psychology have a somewhat third-party perspective, so they have the indifference of watching from the sidelines.
And criminals needless to say.
As for his colleagues in the police station, most of them are cynical or simply regard the police as a profession, and most of them have seen the ugly side of this world.So compassion and empathy are piled up day and night with a sense of responsibility, and exhaustion and numbness also exist alternately.
No wonder he was attracted to Ninzu.
This man has also seen many sufferings in the world, but his peace also comes from the bottom of his heart.
So Nioh thought, probably right, he can understand him.
The author has something to say: I don’t know what I wrote, my dad came back today and was snoring next to him, he couldn’t get into the atmosphere...
And next door opened a Zhenrenwen→
☆, 13
Shinobu's story is not over yet.
Those who listened felt bored and changed the topic directly.
Renzu is not angry.He knew that King Ren disliked him for speaking too much.
But frankness also needs a stage. At this stage, he and Nioh can reach this level.As for King Ni's disgust, at most it was a tacit ridicule between the two people, and it was the key to open the next topic.
Glancing at the time displayed on the laptop, he reluctantly persuaded Niwang to go to sleep quickly: "Don't stay up late if you don't have enough energy and blood. If you don't want to take medicine, I'll go buy some peanuts to make you soup tomorrow?"
King Ren looked disgusted: "How can peanuts make soup?"
"If you don't like sweet soup, put it in the bone soup. It tastes similar to soybeans." Renzu heard the words.
Niwang got goose bumps all over his body from his deliberately soft tone.
It was already a little cold, so he shivered under the quilt: "Stop talking, I refuse."
"Don't be a picky eater like a child."
"Pfft, in life, if you have to control what you like to eat and what you don't like to eat, that would be too boring."
"..." Reluctantly, "Peanuts, red dates, longan, wolfberry, which one do you choose? Or black sesame? Or pork liver?"
Niwang directly hung up the phone.
I couldn't help laughing out loud, thinking that Nioh who would get angry because of picky eaters is really cute.
And King Ni who hung up the phone threw the phone aside, wondering if he was pretending to be gentle too much?Or is it that he just likes to take care of people, so he also likes others to have a little temper?
Of course, he is not limited to being picky eaters. Even if he was in the past, he was cured after going abroad for so many years. It's just that he can feel that he is more happy when he can feel that he has made a fuss and endured it.
What's wrong?
He didn't bother to analyze deeply.
Raising his hand to turn off the bedside lamp, Nioh closed his eyes.
I haven't slept in the bed and room for a long time, but the smell in the quilt is very familiar.
The memories that run through childhood and adolescence are the most profound, even though he hasn't stepped into this room for so many years, he still has no reason to feel safe when lying on this bed.
He is an insecure person.
It manifests itself in many ways.
But at the same time, he is also a person who is confident enough to give people a sense of security.
This is not a contradiction.
Moreover, Nioh felt that everyone had a little psychological problem, and of course he had it himself.Insecurity isn't a big deal either.Anyway, even if he pretends to be him, he can be gentle and considerate enough to give people an unparalleled sense of security.
A young boyfriend who was dating abroad once said that he was "perfectly like a fake person".
Niwangquan took this description as a compliment.
He and his little boyfriend had a romantic beginning, a short sweet process and a crisp ending.The relationship is at that point, just right.So Nioh didn't tell his little boyfriend that perfection is an illusion.And falsehood itself is also a kind of truth.
He can package a relationship into a completely dreamy form, and he can also completely uncover the fig leaf to scare away those who try to get close to him.
So now, he has been wandering for too long and wants to return to shore.
As for where the shore is...
If man himself is the sea, where is not the shore?
Before falling asleep, Nioh thought, let's go for a run on the Haibin Road tomorrow.Running along the coastline is a great way to unwind.
The next day he really went to Haibin Road instead of running.
Running in winter is a small matter, but catching a cold is a big matter.
I didn't care much when I was young, but at this age, once I get sick, it's not something that can be solved by sweating.Nioh also planned to return to work at the police station after his annual leave, and he did not intend to make himself sick at this juncture.
Mainly because of the sunless weather, running is not as comfortable as walking.
Before going out, his parents didn't say much, they just told him to take good care of himself.When he was at the door, he hesitated and asked if he could let them meet him if he had a companion.
King Ren felt uncomfortable at being so cautious, so he nodded in agreement.
Then he thought, fortunately, in this day and age, it is not abnormal for boys to stay out of marriage even if they are late.Otherwise, he would not go home for several years after going out, and would not get married, and his parents would not know how much gossip he would be talking about behind his back.
Walking along the seaside road, he remembered what happened when he was studying.
At that time, there were not so many shops on the side of the road, and the sidewalks were not so neatly repaired.
His physical strength is not enough, so running is added to his daily training list.Before morning training and after evening training.Impatiently, he ran around the tennis court and followed this beach road.Back and forth, uphill and downhill.
At that time, the street lights on this road were still old, the wattage of the lights was not high, and they often flickered because of malfunctions.
He hung up the earphones to face the sea breeze at night, his muscles were sore and limp, but his heart was very quiet.
The sound of the waves was so loud that he couldn't hear the lyrics of the music in the earphones.But that's okay, when you're running, you don't have to think about anything.Sweaty and relaxed.
This is no longer possible.
The more stores, the more people.Not to mention a few more real estate nearby.
It's not as clean as it used to be.The campus of Lihai University is allocated to a small area of the industrial zone, after all, it is still a good location, and every inch of land is expensive.
He came to the end of the road.
At the top of the slope is the gate of Lihai University.
The gilded characters on the repaired door were replaced with more restrained fonts, but the stone was still the same.Back then, the short Kirihara could jump up to the height with a single jump, but now it really only reaches the ribs.
Niwang turned around.
From top to bottom, you can see a long asphalt road and a sea.
He stood there blowing the wind for a while before turning around and walking back.
When I come back, I come back empty-handed, and when I leave, I also leave empty-handed.
After getting into the car and turning on the car air conditioner, Nioh felt cold.He touched his frozen face, wondering if it would be better to ask Renzu for two cold medicines when he went back.
After driving all the way to Tokyo, he was in a traffic jam for more than half an hour, but his mood improved a lot.
He went upstairs and smelled a sweet smell as soon as he entered the door.
Following the smell into the kitchen, Renzu was stirring something in the soup pot.Niwang probed over to take a look, then squinted his eyes: "...Did you really go to buy peanuts?"
"It's not bad." Ren Zu comforted him, "It tastes like ordinary sweet soup."
Nioh: "..."
You don't really need to coax me like a child, do you?
The two of them looked at each other for two seconds in the kitchen, and then smiled at the same side.
In fact, they all knew what charades the other party was playing, so they had to bite the bullet and continue acting.
Nioh really liked this way in the early years, and then he gradually got used to simple and rude in foreign countries.This time, I went back to the rhythm of slowly probing and leisurely flirting, and I felt a little novel in my comfort.
"If you have this spare time, you can coax girls casually." King Ni said, "You will only be disgusted if you come to me."
"I don't think you dislike it too much." Renzu turned off the fire, "Aren't you staying at home for lunch? Are you back so soon?"
"Didn't you cook my meal?"
Renzu smiled: "I was just in case, I didn't expect you to come back."
"Step by step, take your time." King Ren said casually with a smile on his face, "One more meal, all four of us will suffer from indigestion."
During the meal, Nioh said that if Yagyu really sent me a wedding invitation...
Ren Zuo heard him stop halfway through speaking, and gave the Master a little teasing look, then answered the words kindly and said, "Then I will accompany you?"
Of course you are willing.Nioh said it because he was afraid that you would feel embarrassed.
You are not embarrassed, what am I embarrassed about?I can't bear enough to find it funny.
"Thinking about it, the most embarrassing one should be Yagyu." Renzu nodded Nioh, "You are much thicker than him."
"Thank you for the compliment."
Renzu looked at Niwang's smiling expression, feeling a little subtle in his heart.
The hints in this dialogue have really reached the level of explicitness, and Ren Zu is wondering if he wants to find an opportunity to call names.But King Ni obviously enjoyed this state of being an unknown concubine, and he felt that it was okay to pamper him.
It is also a skill to talk about the wedding so generously.
after all……
Shinobuzu imagined what would happen if Atobe were to get married.
Then he admitted that even if he wanted Atobe to be happy, he felt a little sad when he imagined Atobe's wedding.
I can't bear to think about that bit of sadness, is it out of injustice, or is it human instinct and complex hostility towards my ex-boyfriend?
But since we're talking about weddings...
"Do you have a dress?" Shinobu asked.
Nioh didn't shy away from others entering his house at all, as if he was very confident that even if he entered the house, he would not get any privacy that he didn't want others to know.When he first moved in, he only had a suitcase, and then all the things in the suitcase were displayed.
After thinking about it for a while, I confirmed that there was only a simple change of clothes in the box.
The daily necessities were bought directly by Nioh at a nearby supermarket later, and the daily necessities were prepared for him.As for the others... When he asked, Nioh said that there were some change of clothes in the police station's locker room, but I also knew that since it was a police station's locker room, it couldn't be formal clothes.
But Shinozu felt that it would be impossible to not have formal attire... right?
"A dress?" Nioh blinked, "Does uniform count?"
"...Are you going to wear a police uniform to the wedding?!"
"...Pfft, you think too much." King Ren spread his hands, "But there is no word on this matter, and there will be time to buy it when the time comes."
"You won't have time when you go back to work in two days." Renzu thought for a while, stood up and took the key, "Now go out for a stroll? Go shopping with you?"
"……what?"
Renzu smiled and pushed his glasses: "Actually, although you look good in a windbreaker, it seems too shabby to always wear these two clothes. Every time I go to your room, I can see that your closet is more than half empty."
Niwang reacted.
After laughing out loud, he joked, "So? You've always wanted to buy clothes for me? Then go shopping now, and you swipe your card?"
"Of course I don't care if you want." Renzu shrugged.
King Ren shook his head with a smile: "With your attitude, I would suspect that you have improper means of income, doctor."
"I remember that you don't care about financial cases." Ren Zu smiled, "And I do have improper ways of earning money."
"for example?"
"For example, share dividends or something."
Shinozu's family is in the medical business.The family's business is mainly run by the uncle, but his father's orthodox study of medicine all the way to become the director of a private hospital is also related to the support of the family.Most people who study medicine are transparent, so when he was entangled with men and women, his father didn't say much.Maybe he later went to poor places with all his heart and became a volunteer to do public welfare activities, which made his family worry more.
Renzu also wants to understand now that his parents are more used to expressing family affection with material things, so he just accepts it.After all, delivering such a high-end apartment is similar to the parents of ordinary families buying a bicycle or a new set of clothes for their children.
He is quite content with the situation, but why not do it if he can live a better life?
After all, it is the parents' will.
And let him compare whether it is better to have such a cold family relationship, or to be like Niwang, he can't tell.
Sour, sweet, bitter, cold and warm, self-knowledge, nothing more than that.
"Let's go." He took the car keys, "You really need to buy some clothes."
The author has something to say: Renzu just feels that Nioh’s aesthetics fluctuate too much, and some clothes are too hot for the eyes, so I can’t help it hhhh
☆, 14
The scene of two men who are celebrating Chinese New Year shopping together is quite strange.
Even if it's just shopping.
Nioh had no objection to Ninzu taking him to the men's clothing store in the mall, but he stopped when Ninzu started to look at some of the more fancy styles.
He reminded Renzu: "I can't go home for several days even after working overtime. The dark color is resistant to dirt."
"...That's why you always wear a cotton T-shirt trench coat when you go out?" Renzu pushed his glasses.
"You don't have to worry about color crossing when you throw this kind of clothes into the washing machine. What's wrong?"
"I didn't see you saving up a dozen dirty clothes before turning on the washing machine." Renzu looked at King Ni.
"In short, it should be easy to move around." Nioh refused Ren Zuzu's recommendation, "I want to go out to work, and the trail will be outside all day, so it's impossible to wear a suit."
"Oh, it's for a wedding."
"...It's not me who got married, can you keep a low profile."
Ren Zu laughed: "Shouldn't you dress up brightly?"
"It's weird to be too deliberate." King Ni expressed that he couldn't appreciate Ninzu's aesthetics, "You are dressed up every day to show off, and that's the kind of reputation in the hospital."
"Huh? What did you hear about me from the nurse?"
"Playboy, don't let a single leaf touch your body among the scattered flowers?"
Renzu's "name is outside" has always been a point that players in the same period can use to ridicule.The literary youth back then complained much more fiercely than now, saying that he really didn't understand how he could be "flirty" after watching literary movies and reading romance novels at most?
Others from Bingdi made a fuss and said that you always speak in a Kansai accent, and your normal speech seems to be molesting others.
I was wronged.Endure.
Whoever wrongs you is not wronged.His old partner, Yue Ren, snorted and said unhappily, although you don't have that kind of heart, the girls in the school do have a secret love for you.
All?This is so flattering to me.Shinobu spread his hands and said, where do you put Atobe in this way?
Atobe, who was listening to the noise, raised his head and snorted coldly, saying that you are so boring, why don't you run around the school a few times?Or have a practice match with my uncle?
Ice Emperor's routine Nioh is very familiar, just like Lihai Dazhong's routine of running on Sanada and Kirihara is also very familiar to people from other schools. The annual training time for U17 is two months, plus the game time, it is equal to living together for a quarter of a year.
The training camp is only that big, and it is still deep in the mountains. The dormitory is in the same building, and the bathroom is still a public bathroom.
It is even more so when going abroad to compete. In a foreign country, of course only teammates on the same team can get along with peace of mind.
Seeing Ren Zu staring in a daze at a camel suit, King Ni knew he remembered the past.
He also remembered it himself, starting from when he raised the bar just now.
That's the bad thing about getting along with people you know.Both of them carry too many memories of the past, and I don't know how to do small things to recall the past that I thought I had forgotten.
Ice Emperor's winter school uniform is that color, right?
Standing behind Shinobu, Nio stared at the suit for a while, thinking that Lihai's school uniform looks better.
Black, white and gray are timeless classics.
Ren Zu was stunned for a while, and when he realized, King Ni was standing behind him.
"Have you chosen?" he asked.
King Ren reached out and gestured on his neck: "Your crisis response ability is not good. Doesn't it mean that the self-protection ability of a doctor is not bad? Your reaction speed, even if you are tied up, you don't know."
"...you have been standing behind me for a long time?"
"It's enough to tie you away." Niwang smiled and made a gesture of strangling his neck.
He pushed his glasses with patience.
He also knew that Nioh knew what he was thinking of. After all, when the U17 symposium was held, it was a wild idea to find topics. There was also a comparison of the school uniforms of various schools.
Although they are all suits, they choose different styles.
Colors like camel are actually very picky. When Renzu first entered school, he also complained about why the girls' school uniforms were so fashionable and beautiful, while the men's clothing chose such an unruly color.
After all, he looks good and can wear anything.It is only when in the tennis club that you occasionally encounter someone whose skin color is darker than the color of your clothes (Nioh: With all due respect, you are not so white...) people will complain again in their hearts.
He turned away from looking at the suit.
Continue to walk forward, ignoring the smiling shopping guide next to him, reluctantly turning his head to look at Nioh: "Are you still playing?"
"Occasionally." Nioh said, "When you have time, hit a dozen."
"Look for someone else or form a field team?"
"You thought you were playing games, and even formed a field team." Ren Wang snorted and glanced at him, "You can't choose the ball machine?"
"Then isn't your trick a waste?"
Nioh's skill points in doubles can be regarded as one of the top ten incredible events in the training camp.
Everyone thinks that Nioh is not easy to get along with, but he has the ability to play doubles with anyone.Shinobu later heard Nio's evaluation from Atobe, and the proud emperor said that although that guy didn't look like a good person, you can see that even Huadi recognized him in just a few days, and even really played with him Command the game, and you'll know he has a lot more to hide.
At that time
but……
"With Atobe's style, it's not difficult to bring you together." - Nioh Masaharu
There was no reply for a long time.
Nioh rolled his eyes under the quilt, wanting to spit black mud with you every morning in vain for so many days, is it not effective at all now?
This guy is like a jagged gourd, he never reveals clearly what is going on in his mind, and will deftly cover up his flaws with complaints.
"How about being honest? Or shall we play a game of question and answer?" - Masaharu Nioh
There was no reply for a long time.
Nioh held his phone and counted the stars, and when he turned over and hissed from the cold, there was no movement on the other end.
"Across such a long distance, can you use your mobile phone to ask and answer?" - Yushi Ninzu
"It's probably easier than face-to-face, don't you think?" - Masaharu Nioh
"What do you want to know?" - Yushi Ninzu
"Wait, I'm typing slowly." Nioh moved his stiff fingers.Sitting under the quilt for so long has no effect at all. After all, holding the phone means resting your fingers outside the quilt—Nioh always sleeps with his head buried in the quilt.This was probably the reason why he couldn't sleep warm even after lying in bed for a long time. His shoulders were all exposed, so it was only a problem if he wasn't cold.
But when you get used to it, you don't care about the cold anymore, and at this time, other things are obviously more important.
"I'm a little sad today. I don't know if I feel sad because of my parents' compromise, or because I am sad because I am willing to hurt them all the time without compromising. Think about it. Although my parents reacted violently, they left enough room for me. I still I have been hurting them all the time. Sometimes I don’t know what I’m insisting on, and I suspect that what I’m insisting on is just insisting on itself. Compared with being suspected, what makes me sadder is actually...” King Ni thought for a while, and didn’t know what to do Use the language of philosophy to summarize how you feel today.
He thought about it, and felt that there was nothing he couldn't say, so he continued typing.
"Yagyu is getting married, and I think you may know that I've dated him before. Today my mother asked me 'what about you', as if I've been obsessed to this day and I'm just infatuated with one person. Parents know their children Not the kind of person who is willing to blame others for his faults. My nonchalant behavior will also be suspected of whitewashing. Worse, because we were together before and now he has 'got his way'... Parents I would think, can my child get back on the right track? And what is the right track? There are so many rules and regulations in the world, how sad it is to limit yourself to death."
And today's compromise is only out of love, not out of understanding.
Nioh fully expected such a result, but he still wanted to find someone to confide in.
A ready-made trash can is at hand, isn't it?
He didn't really care about Renzu's response.
He may prefer to explore a person's true thoughts through micro-expressions and micro-movements rather than honestly confessing.
People who study psychology can easily fall into such a misunderstanding of over-interpretation. Nioh was warned several times during his studies.
But sometimes it's really fun, and it's a shame to give it up entirely.
Renzu's "closed heart" is a very interesting puzzle in Nioh's eyes.
Nioh likes to solve problems.
The reply came after a while.
"What is the question you want to exchange?"
"What else would you like to say?"
"It's not limited to be clear, I won't pick up the words."
"I don't actually know you, right? Conditional questions are too aggressive. I'm a gentle person. I want to read a story today. I'll read whatever you want to say. If you don't have writing Embellishment, then let’s call, it’s the same if you tell me. Just treat it as a bedtime story.”
Ten minutes after the message was sent, Nioh received a call from Shinozu.
The bass mixed with Kansai accent carried helpless emotions: "You convinced me."
Nioh smiled lazily, pursing his lips.
The author has something to say: Well, Nioh is very honest with himself, so he doesn't care about some things.
And Shinozu probably hides deeper and cares more about certain things, but the type is very calm on the surface.
I saw a sentence a long time ago, "The king of the king is a ghost on the surface, but the ghost of a ninja is in his heart". It is probably a character evaluation written by Mrs. Hirakawa Yu, and I deeply believe it.
So far, the character design of Shinobi has been revised, but since the title is "similar to you", I will keep his character at a similar and opposite degree to Nioh.
Maybe it doesn't fit the image of enthusiastic Kansai people?
...No matter, I have OOC warning.It's that willful.
I found out that Shinobu is also a Libra.
Nioh is always in love with Libra.
But the difference between Libra and Libra is also very interesting, ah, XF's character design itself is very interesting.
☆, 12
Enduring enough to cook chicken soup for King Ren late at night.
"People always grow through one relationship after another. Experience will teach people lessons, and these lessons will make you a better version of yourself. I have always liked novels and film and television works that lead to tragedies. Those that can give I refer to it to avoid going too tragically."
He was sitting at the desk in the room, in front of him were documents opened with a computer.
When texting with King Ni, he was indeed reading the documents and preparing materials, but he was not very attentive.
Although it has been less than a month, the feeling of two people in the family is indeed much different from that of only one person in the family.Sometimes just knowing that another person is asleep in the next room can be reassuring.
It wasn't like this before.
He has been living alone since middle school, so he is used to loneliness.
However, as he grew older year by year, he gradually became greedy for another person's body temperature.
What's more, after experiencing how warm two people can be together, I understand how lonely it is to walk forward alone.
He wants to find someone to accompany him.
Meeting Nioh at this juncture is probably a surprise.
"It's a good thing to be able to persevere, and it's not a bad thing to not be able to persevere. After all, it's just a different choice. You haven't wavered, have you?"
"What I want to listen to is not your 'education'. Doesn't Dr. Renzu know how to tell the story?" The voice of King Ni was a little lazy and nasal.
Renzu guessed that he was probably lying under the quilt and listening to the phone, but when he heard this, he just smiled: "I'm doing the opening of the story."
"You can get to the point sooner."
The man who said that would have raised his lips slightly.
Most attractive to little girls.
During the time he was hospitalized, the nurses in the hospital were extremely restless.
Renzu thought about why he proposed to live together so abruptly.In fact, Nioh didn't show how lonely he was in the hospital, on the contrary, that person was quite relaxed when he was alone.Of course, he can also find his place in the bustle when his colleagues come to visit him.
Ninja could even understand that the so-called "trouble" that was said by King Ni was actually not taken to heart by King Ni himself.
But now that he thinks about it, what attracted him so much in Nioh might be the self-confidence and courage exuded from the bottom of his indifferent appearance.
"Where does the story begin?" Shinozu thought and said slowly, "A long time ago... maybe not so long ago."
If someone listens, ask him to tell his story.
It probably won't be as easy and complete as the past between King Ren and Yagyu as he said.
That's right, after all, when he and King Ni met, they were alone.
What about the past?
King Ren probably heard about the past.
Otherwise, this keen man wouldn't ask a single word.
Shinobu thought of Atobe.
His relationship with Atobe may not be as smooth as Nioh and Yagyu. (Nioh: ...Who told you that we will be successful?!)
"When you are young, you will always be impulsive. Be infected by any storyline, or be moved by a small thing. Some people are really dazzling, follow him forward, and you can't help being attracted after a long time. And you know Knowing that he is not as far away as he seems. You can touch him, and then you inevitably want to hug him, maybe even have him."
Atobe is such a person.
Everyone in Bingdi looked up to him, but they also had a chance to look him up.
He's not so good that it's unreal, and he's always working on it.
So many people infected by him gathered around him.
Shinobu originally thought that he was different from those followers of Atobe.
He is also good, so good that he has so many opportunities to stand beside Atobe instead of behind him.
The young hormones are infecting each other, colliding and going off the rails.
"At the moment, it's hard to tell whether it's friendship or love. After all, there is passion, and there are so many occasions to be together, so ambiguous and ambiguous, it has become that kind of relationship."
Shinobu knows that he is not gay, and neither is Atobe.
Of course, this is not discrimination or anything, it's just that they have also dated girls before, and they were sincere when they dated.
But he knew that he and Atobe were not impulsive either.
Maybe it was at the beginning, so we quarreled, alienated, and couldn't help getting closer.
In comparison, he is even more inseparable from Atobe.Because that person was so strong and so gentle, he couldn't help being attracted to him.
However, the relationship seems to have been divided from the beginning, so the long-term possibility will be lost at the same time.
"People's irrationality and high self-esteem lie in the fact that they always think for others from their own perspective. But things like 'for your own good' bring more burdens to people. Even if you understand this truth in your heart , it’s really not easy to do.”
Renzu thought, Nioh just said "on the right track".
What is the right track?
Have a great job, marry a great woman, have lovely kids?
No, it's not.
This is just "normal life" from the perspective of the world.
For Ninjazu, being on the right track is probably a correct state of life.
Have your own life pursuits, have normal emotional ups and downs and emotional catharsis, have your own life, be able to love and be loved by others.
From this point of view, Nioh has been on the right track.
"In fact, I haven't experienced the inner struggle you just mentioned." He said, "My family has no requirements on me in this regard."
His psychological struggle is more about wanting to go on with someone, but he finds that he can't catch up with him no matter what.
Love makes people paranoid.
When paranoia crosses the line, you will lose yourself.
Later, he studied so hard that he went to poor mountains and bad waters, and also stayed in areas on the edge of war.
Illness, poverty, and social unrest.
Therefore, people must have vision, look forward, and don't let their structure be limited to a small frame.
"There is nothing wrong with being selfish. Being able to clearly understand yourself is a person's greatest ability."
With patience, he turned a page of the document in front of him.
He thanked Atobe.He learned so much in that relationship.
But he is also a little pity.
It is not so easy for couples who broke up to want to be friends again.
Although both parties are willing to maintain contact, there are still many awkward places.
Maybe it's better if you don't show it at first, if you're just friends all the time.
But I couldn't bear to think, how could it be better?
If they were just friends, the distance between him and Atobe would always be that far.
And now, at least he had him.
Ren Zu suddenly became curious: "Yusheng is going to get married, how do you feel?"
Nioh was not happy with his story.
Can you speak clearly, vividly and interestingly?
Pretending to be deep, fault!
But there is nothing wrong with this question.
"It's a complicated feeling." He shrank back under the quilt, "Actually, I'm really happy that he can get married. This road is too difficult to walk. If I didn't have this choice, I wouldn't have gone all the way to darkness." He was originally dragged into the water by me, this is not an excuse. Of course, the relationship is a matter between two people, so I will not take all the responsibility by myself."
As for the rest, there is nothing left.
He's not one to hang on to a relationship.
The special thing about Liu Sheng is that he is his first love, which is probably a pit that every man cannot overcome.
"Reciprocity is common, what about you?" King Ren asked.
"Almost." Ninzu said, "You ask that, because you know who the protagonist of my story is?"
"It's tiring to be hypocritical." Nioh sneered lightly, "Since you know I'm gay, why do you think I can't see that you look at Atobe differently from other people?"
"If you see it, don't tell it." Renzu sighed softly, "Leave half of what you say."
"I have kept enough. Like you, it is too tiring to say that one cent hides nine cents." Niwang commented, "People should treat themselves better."
"You're right."
Shinobu felt strangely relieved.
According to his habits, King Ni's words have already stepped on his bottom line.
But he and Nioh had known each other too early, and the friendship between school days would be blessed by a soft light filter now.And there are so many similarities in their past, so similar that people feel that he understands him.
Or, Nioh, who studies psychology, deliberately stepped on his bottom line and said such words.
"Do you think we are confessing to each other?" Renzu joked, "Even the love history has been explained."
"It's just part of it." King Ni also laughed, "You are so vague in what you said, and you still feel that you are confessing? I am the one who confesses."
This is true.
Renzu has always felt that the biggest difference between Nioh and the past is that the former Nioh would use lies to wrap the truth, but the current Nioh will use the truth to wrap lies.
It seems that by throwing away all the burdens, you can go into battle with ease.
Of course, he didn't have much experience of Nioh's "fraudster" side in the past, and judging from the time in his memory, Yagyu would directly see through the fraudulent methods of Nioh, and he was not particularly serious about deceiving people.
That guy's self-protection mechanism itself is too smart, right?
"I suddenly found that you quite trust me." Renzu said.
Nioh closed his eyes.
He finally warmed the quilt up a bit, and he felt drowsy.
Trust?
It's okay to say that, after all, they are not complete strangers, but friends who have been with each other for a long time... let's call them friends.
But Shinobu is also different from others.
Where is the difference?
Nioh remembered the scene of Renzu when he woke up in the hospital bed that day.
The man in the white coat and mask only showed his eyes covered by glasses.
But those eyes are clean.
And it's calm.
He has studied criminal psychology for so many years and faced so many criminals or fellow researchers.
People who study psychology have a somewhat third-party perspective, so they have the indifference of watching from the sidelines.
And criminals needless to say.
As for his colleagues in the police station, most of them are cynical or simply regard the police as a profession, and most of them have seen the ugly side of this world.So compassion and empathy are piled up day and night with a sense of responsibility, and exhaustion and numbness also exist alternately.
No wonder he was attracted to Ninzu.
This man has also seen many sufferings in the world, but his peace also comes from the bottom of his heart.
So Nioh thought, probably right, he can understand him.
The author has something to say: I don’t know what I wrote, my dad came back today and was snoring next to him, he couldn’t get into the atmosphere...
And next door opened a Zhenrenwen→
☆, 13
Shinobu's story is not over yet.
Those who listened felt bored and changed the topic directly.
Renzu is not angry.He knew that King Ren disliked him for speaking too much.
But frankness also needs a stage. At this stage, he and Nioh can reach this level.As for King Ni's disgust, at most it was a tacit ridicule between the two people, and it was the key to open the next topic.
Glancing at the time displayed on the laptop, he reluctantly persuaded Niwang to go to sleep quickly: "Don't stay up late if you don't have enough energy and blood. If you don't want to take medicine, I'll go buy some peanuts to make you soup tomorrow?"
King Ren looked disgusted: "How can peanuts make soup?"
"If you don't like sweet soup, put it in the bone soup. It tastes similar to soybeans." Renzu heard the words.
Niwang got goose bumps all over his body from his deliberately soft tone.
It was already a little cold, so he shivered under the quilt: "Stop talking, I refuse."
"Don't be a picky eater like a child."
"Pfft, in life, if you have to control what you like to eat and what you don't like to eat, that would be too boring."
"..." Reluctantly, "Peanuts, red dates, longan, wolfberry, which one do you choose? Or black sesame? Or pork liver?"
Niwang directly hung up the phone.
I couldn't help laughing out loud, thinking that Nioh who would get angry because of picky eaters is really cute.
And King Ni who hung up the phone threw the phone aside, wondering if he was pretending to be gentle too much?Or is it that he just likes to take care of people, so he also likes others to have a little temper?
Of course, he is not limited to being picky eaters. Even if he was in the past, he was cured after going abroad for so many years. It's just that he can feel that he is more happy when he can feel that he has made a fuss and endured it.
What's wrong?
He didn't bother to analyze deeply.
Raising his hand to turn off the bedside lamp, Nioh closed his eyes.
I haven't slept in the bed and room for a long time, but the smell in the quilt is very familiar.
The memories that run through childhood and adolescence are the most profound, even though he hasn't stepped into this room for so many years, he still has no reason to feel safe when lying on this bed.
He is an insecure person.
It manifests itself in many ways.
But at the same time, he is also a person who is confident enough to give people a sense of security.
This is not a contradiction.
Moreover, Nioh felt that everyone had a little psychological problem, and of course he had it himself.Insecurity isn't a big deal either.Anyway, even if he pretends to be him, he can be gentle and considerate enough to give people an unparalleled sense of security.
A young boyfriend who was dating abroad once said that he was "perfectly like a fake person".
Niwangquan took this description as a compliment.
He and his little boyfriend had a romantic beginning, a short sweet process and a crisp ending.The relationship is at that point, just right.So Nioh didn't tell his little boyfriend that perfection is an illusion.And falsehood itself is also a kind of truth.
He can package a relationship into a completely dreamy form, and he can also completely uncover the fig leaf to scare away those who try to get close to him.
So now, he has been wandering for too long and wants to return to shore.
As for where the shore is...
If man himself is the sea, where is not the shore?
Before falling asleep, Nioh thought, let's go for a run on the Haibin Road tomorrow.Running along the coastline is a great way to unwind.
The next day he really went to Haibin Road instead of running.
Running in winter is a small matter, but catching a cold is a big matter.
I didn't care much when I was young, but at this age, once I get sick, it's not something that can be solved by sweating.Nioh also planned to return to work at the police station after his annual leave, and he did not intend to make himself sick at this juncture.
Mainly because of the sunless weather, running is not as comfortable as walking.
Before going out, his parents didn't say much, they just told him to take good care of himself.When he was at the door, he hesitated and asked if he could let them meet him if he had a companion.
King Ren felt uncomfortable at being so cautious, so he nodded in agreement.
Then he thought, fortunately, in this day and age, it is not abnormal for boys to stay out of marriage even if they are late.Otherwise, he would not go home for several years after going out, and would not get married, and his parents would not know how much gossip he would be talking about behind his back.
Walking along the seaside road, he remembered what happened when he was studying.
At that time, there were not so many shops on the side of the road, and the sidewalks were not so neatly repaired.
His physical strength is not enough, so running is added to his daily training list.Before morning training and after evening training.Impatiently, he ran around the tennis court and followed this beach road.Back and forth, uphill and downhill.
At that time, the street lights on this road were still old, the wattage of the lights was not high, and they often flickered because of malfunctions.
He hung up the earphones to face the sea breeze at night, his muscles were sore and limp, but his heart was very quiet.
The sound of the waves was so loud that he couldn't hear the lyrics of the music in the earphones.But that's okay, when you're running, you don't have to think about anything.Sweaty and relaxed.
This is no longer possible.
The more stores, the more people.Not to mention a few more real estate nearby.
It's not as clean as it used to be.The campus of Lihai University is allocated to a small area of the industrial zone, after all, it is still a good location, and every inch of land is expensive.
He came to the end of the road.
At the top of the slope is the gate of Lihai University.
The gilded characters on the repaired door were replaced with more restrained fonts, but the stone was still the same.Back then, the short Kirihara could jump up to the height with a single jump, but now it really only reaches the ribs.
Niwang turned around.
From top to bottom, you can see a long asphalt road and a sea.
He stood there blowing the wind for a while before turning around and walking back.
When I come back, I come back empty-handed, and when I leave, I also leave empty-handed.
After getting into the car and turning on the car air conditioner, Nioh felt cold.He touched his frozen face, wondering if it would be better to ask Renzu for two cold medicines when he went back.
After driving all the way to Tokyo, he was in a traffic jam for more than half an hour, but his mood improved a lot.
He went upstairs and smelled a sweet smell as soon as he entered the door.
Following the smell into the kitchen, Renzu was stirring something in the soup pot.Niwang probed over to take a look, then squinted his eyes: "...Did you really go to buy peanuts?"
"It's not bad." Ren Zu comforted him, "It tastes like ordinary sweet soup."
Nioh: "..."
You don't really need to coax me like a child, do you?
The two of them looked at each other for two seconds in the kitchen, and then smiled at the same side.
In fact, they all knew what charades the other party was playing, so they had to bite the bullet and continue acting.
Nioh really liked this way in the early years, and then he gradually got used to simple and rude in foreign countries.This time, I went back to the rhythm of slowly probing and leisurely flirting, and I felt a little novel in my comfort.
"If you have this spare time, you can coax girls casually." King Ni said, "You will only be disgusted if you come to me."
"I don't think you dislike it too much." Renzu turned off the fire, "Aren't you staying at home for lunch? Are you back so soon?"
"Didn't you cook my meal?"
Renzu smiled: "I was just in case, I didn't expect you to come back."
"Step by step, take your time." King Ren said casually with a smile on his face, "One more meal, all four of us will suffer from indigestion."
During the meal, Nioh said that if Yagyu really sent me a wedding invitation...
Ren Zuo heard him stop halfway through speaking, and gave the Master a little teasing look, then answered the words kindly and said, "Then I will accompany you?"
Of course you are willing.Nioh said it because he was afraid that you would feel embarrassed.
You are not embarrassed, what am I embarrassed about?I can't bear enough to find it funny.
"Thinking about it, the most embarrassing one should be Yagyu." Renzu nodded Nioh, "You are much thicker than him."
"Thank you for the compliment."
Renzu looked at Niwang's smiling expression, feeling a little subtle in his heart.
The hints in this dialogue have really reached the level of explicitness, and Ren Zu is wondering if he wants to find an opportunity to call names.But King Ni obviously enjoyed this state of being an unknown concubine, and he felt that it was okay to pamper him.
It is also a skill to talk about the wedding so generously.
after all……
Shinobuzu imagined what would happen if Atobe were to get married.
Then he admitted that even if he wanted Atobe to be happy, he felt a little sad when he imagined Atobe's wedding.
I can't bear to think about that bit of sadness, is it out of injustice, or is it human instinct and complex hostility towards my ex-boyfriend?
But since we're talking about weddings...
"Do you have a dress?" Shinobu asked.
Nioh didn't shy away from others entering his house at all, as if he was very confident that even if he entered the house, he would not get any privacy that he didn't want others to know.When he first moved in, he only had a suitcase, and then all the things in the suitcase were displayed.
After thinking about it for a while, I confirmed that there was only a simple change of clothes in the box.
The daily necessities were bought directly by Nioh at a nearby supermarket later, and the daily necessities were prepared for him.As for the others... When he asked, Nioh said that there were some change of clothes in the police station's locker room, but I also knew that since it was a police station's locker room, it couldn't be formal clothes.
But Shinozu felt that it would be impossible to not have formal attire... right?
"A dress?" Nioh blinked, "Does uniform count?"
"...Are you going to wear a police uniform to the wedding?!"
"...Pfft, you think too much." King Ren spread his hands, "But there is no word on this matter, and there will be time to buy it when the time comes."
"You won't have time when you go back to work in two days." Renzu thought for a while, stood up and took the key, "Now go out for a stroll? Go shopping with you?"
"……what?"
Renzu smiled and pushed his glasses: "Actually, although you look good in a windbreaker, it seems too shabby to always wear these two clothes. Every time I go to your room, I can see that your closet is more than half empty."
Niwang reacted.
After laughing out loud, he joked, "So? You've always wanted to buy clothes for me? Then go shopping now, and you swipe your card?"
"Of course I don't care if you want." Renzu shrugged.
King Ren shook his head with a smile: "With your attitude, I would suspect that you have improper means of income, doctor."
"I remember that you don't care about financial cases." Ren Zu smiled, "And I do have improper ways of earning money."
"for example?"
"For example, share dividends or something."
Shinozu's family is in the medical business.The family's business is mainly run by the uncle, but his father's orthodox study of medicine all the way to become the director of a private hospital is also related to the support of the family.Most people who study medicine are transparent, so when he was entangled with men and women, his father didn't say much.Maybe he later went to poor places with all his heart and became a volunteer to do public welfare activities, which made his family worry more.
Renzu also wants to understand now that his parents are more used to expressing family affection with material things, so he just accepts it.After all, delivering such a high-end apartment is similar to the parents of ordinary families buying a bicycle or a new set of clothes for their children.
He is quite content with the situation, but why not do it if he can live a better life?
After all, it is the parents' will.
And let him compare whether it is better to have such a cold family relationship, or to be like Niwang, he can't tell.
Sour, sweet, bitter, cold and warm, self-knowledge, nothing more than that.
"Let's go." He took the car keys, "You really need to buy some clothes."
The author has something to say: Renzu just feels that Nioh’s aesthetics fluctuate too much, and some clothes are too hot for the eyes, so I can’t help it hhhh
☆, 14
The scene of two men who are celebrating Chinese New Year shopping together is quite strange.
Even if it's just shopping.
Nioh had no objection to Ninzu taking him to the men's clothing store in the mall, but he stopped when Ninzu started to look at some of the more fancy styles.
He reminded Renzu: "I can't go home for several days even after working overtime. The dark color is resistant to dirt."
"...That's why you always wear a cotton T-shirt trench coat when you go out?" Renzu pushed his glasses.
"You don't have to worry about color crossing when you throw this kind of clothes into the washing machine. What's wrong?"
"I didn't see you saving up a dozen dirty clothes before turning on the washing machine." Renzu looked at King Ni.
"In short, it should be easy to move around." Nioh refused Ren Zuzu's recommendation, "I want to go out to work, and the trail will be outside all day, so it's impossible to wear a suit."
"Oh, it's for a wedding."
"...It's not me who got married, can you keep a low profile."
Ren Zu laughed: "Shouldn't you dress up brightly?"
"It's weird to be too deliberate." King Ni expressed that he couldn't appreciate Ninzu's aesthetics, "You are dressed up every day to show off, and that's the kind of reputation in the hospital."
"Huh? What did you hear about me from the nurse?"
"Playboy, don't let a single leaf touch your body among the scattered flowers?"
Renzu's "name is outside" has always been a point that players in the same period can use to ridicule.The literary youth back then complained much more fiercely than now, saying that he really didn't understand how he could be "flirty" after watching literary movies and reading romance novels at most?
Others from Bingdi made a fuss and said that you always speak in a Kansai accent, and your normal speech seems to be molesting others.
I was wronged.Endure.
Whoever wrongs you is not wronged.His old partner, Yue Ren, snorted and said unhappily, although you don't have that kind of heart, the girls in the school do have a secret love for you.
All?This is so flattering to me.Shinobu spread his hands and said, where do you put Atobe in this way?
Atobe, who was listening to the noise, raised his head and snorted coldly, saying that you are so boring, why don't you run around the school a few times?Or have a practice match with my uncle?
Ice Emperor's routine Nioh is very familiar, just like Lihai Dazhong's routine of running on Sanada and Kirihara is also very familiar to people from other schools. The annual training time for U17 is two months, plus the game time, it is equal to living together for a quarter of a year.
The training camp is only that big, and it is still deep in the mountains. The dormitory is in the same building, and the bathroom is still a public bathroom.
It is even more so when going abroad to compete. In a foreign country, of course only teammates on the same team can get along with peace of mind.
Seeing Ren Zu staring in a daze at a camel suit, King Ni knew he remembered the past.
He also remembered it himself, starting from when he raised the bar just now.
That's the bad thing about getting along with people you know.Both of them carry too many memories of the past, and I don't know how to do small things to recall the past that I thought I had forgotten.
Ice Emperor's winter school uniform is that color, right?
Standing behind Shinobu, Nio stared at the suit for a while, thinking that Lihai's school uniform looks better.
Black, white and gray are timeless classics.
Ren Zu was stunned for a while, and when he realized, King Ni was standing behind him.
"Have you chosen?" he asked.
King Ren reached out and gestured on his neck: "Your crisis response ability is not good. Doesn't it mean that the self-protection ability of a doctor is not bad? Your reaction speed, even if you are tied up, you don't know."
"...you have been standing behind me for a long time?"
"It's enough to tie you away." Niwang smiled and made a gesture of strangling his neck.
He pushed his glasses with patience.
He also knew that Nioh knew what he was thinking of. After all, when the U17 symposium was held, it was a wild idea to find topics. There was also a comparison of the school uniforms of various schools.
Although they are all suits, they choose different styles.
Colors like camel are actually very picky. When Renzu first entered school, he also complained about why the girls' school uniforms were so fashionable and beautiful, while the men's clothing chose such an unruly color.
After all, he looks good and can wear anything.It is only when in the tennis club that you occasionally encounter someone whose skin color is darker than the color of your clothes (Nioh: With all due respect, you are not so white...) people will complain again in their hearts.
He turned away from looking at the suit.
Continue to walk forward, ignoring the smiling shopping guide next to him, reluctantly turning his head to look at Nioh: "Are you still playing?"
"Occasionally." Nioh said, "When you have time, hit a dozen."
"Look for someone else or form a field team?"
"You thought you were playing games, and even formed a field team." Ren Wang snorted and glanced at him, "You can't choose the ball machine?"
"Then isn't your trick a waste?"
Nioh's skill points in doubles can be regarded as one of the top ten incredible events in the training camp.
Everyone thinks that Nioh is not easy to get along with, but he has the ability to play doubles with anyone.Shinobu later heard Nio's evaluation from Atobe, and the proud emperor said that although that guy didn't look like a good person, you can see that even Huadi recognized him in just a few days, and even really played with him Command the game, and you'll know he has a lot more to hide.
At that time
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