Heart Medicine

After a long time, Song Liusheng heard "Xiao Nan" from You Jingxing again, and he mentioned that little cousin Bai Wannan again.

The reason why Song Liusheng fled in a hurry last year and was discovered by You Jingxing that he had a femininity was largely because Bai Wannan told him about it.

He secretly put on Bai Wannan's strawberry hairpin, and unconsciously touched her tutu, only to be caught by Bai Wannan.

After such a long time, Song Liusheng still remembers very clearly the disgusted expression on Bai Wannan's face at that time, and she said: Brother Liusheng, you are so strange!Are you so weird and disgusting?

That expression and tone resembled those children who teased and bullied Song Liusheng when he was young.

Some children are ignorant and dare to say anything, which is called "outspoken" at best, and likes to be straightforward, and unscrupulous at worst.

These straightforward words, like sharp thorns, are very painful and chilling in the heart.

"Jing Xing, the day after tomorrow is Sunday, I don't know what they like to eat and what dishes to buy, I...I haven't prepared yet, so..."

"You don't want to see Xiao Nan?" You Jingxing saw through it at a glance.

Song Liusheng gave a soft "um", he put down the bowl in his hand, and suddenly felt powerless.In fact, in the future, not only Bai Wannan, but also You Jingxing's parents, other relatives and friends will also face him.

Will they accept such a self so easily?

Song Liusheng didn't want to think too much, the more he thought about it, the more he lost confidence.

You Jingxing didn't say anything for a while, he took the bowl from Song Liusheng's hand, and after rinsing, he turned off the tap.Then You Jingxing took Song Liusheng's cool hand and led him to the living room.

Let Song Liusheng sit on the sofa, while You Jingxing held Song Liusheng's hands, wrapped his big palms around Song Liusheng's hands, and squatted in front of Song Liusheng.

"Shengsheng, there are some people and things you can't avoid, and you will meet sooner or later." You Jingxing raised his head and stared at Song Liusheng, his originally soft eyes became serious and firm, "You have to see Xiao Nan, and she wants to see you too, because She did something wrong and hurt you, and she must apologize."

"Jing Xing, I—"

Guessing Song Liusheng's worries and concerns, You Jingxing interrupted him, and said again: "No matter what happens, Shengsheng, you have to remember, I will be with you."

As You Jingxing said, he also rolled up his sleeves, revealing the red string on his wrist, and pointed it to Song Liusheng: "You tied it on for me, and I will never take it off again, never in my life. Shengsheng, last year On my birthday, I introduced you to them as an old classmate and friend, this time..."

"What about this time? What is your identity?"

"spouse."

On Sunday, You Jingxing made an appointment with his friends and asked them to come back after ten o'clock. Anyway, it was around eleven o'clock at noon, and dinner would not be served until twelve o'clock.For some friends who are from other places and the distance is not convenient, Youjingxing will also drive to pick them up in person.

Song Liusheng got up at seven o'clock in the morning because he had to prepare a large table and meals for nearly ten people.He went to the vegetable market for a stroll, and saw Qiu Yizhi when he came back.

There were more than two hours before the meal time, and Qiu Yizhi obviously came to help early.She also bought some meat and vegetables, carrying small pastries, and said with a smile that she would also show off her skills and cook a few special dishes.

You Jingxing himself has no cooking talent at all, and it would only be a disservice if he entered the kitchen, so he was very conscious, making tea and pouring water on the sidelines.But he couldn't bear to let Song Liusheng work alone, so he invited Qiu Yizhi to help.

Qiu Yizhi raised her eyebrows, and jokingly said: "Jing Xing, actually the second thing you asked me to eat is to help someone."

You Jingxing smiled: "Yi Zhi, next time I promise to treat you to a big meal, you can order whatever you like, and I will pay for everything."

But just making a joke casually, Qiu Yizhi didn't really bother with You Jingxing, she glanced at Song Liusheng in the kitchen: "Jing Xing, you finally got the hang of it, once you fall in love, your whole person becomes different, I originally I thought you had no romantic cells, and your nerves were rough."

You Jingxing was embarrassed by her teasing: "Am I so dull?"

"It's not that you are slow, it may be that you have never met that special object, and now you finally have one."

From last year to this year, Song Liusheng met Qiu Yizhi for the third time, and he was still very polite: "Long time no see, Miss Qiu."

"From now on, just like Jing Xing, just call me 'Yi Zhi', and I'll call you 'Liu Sheng' too, is that okay? Anyway, we will be friends sooner or later."

Looking at Qiu Yizhi's hearty smiling face, Song Liusheng nodded.

"Liu Sheng, persistence is the hardest thing to do, especially this kind of relationship where one party pays silently, but the other party doesn't know about it. Maybe after years of waiting, there will be no results. But you have waited, congratulations!"

In reality, there are too many secret love relationships. Sometimes even if two people like each other, they are all wrong, unable to get together, and have nowhere to go.

Song Liusheng has also seen many, such as Qin Chuxun, such as Qiu Yizhi in front of him.

"I'm just lucky. Qiu... No, Yizhi, you are also very brave."

Qiu Yizhi smiled and shook her head: "If you didn't persist for so long and have enough courage, you wouldn't be able to get this luck. It's not accidental. Liu Sheng, in fact, you don't have to worry about me too much, because I..."

She paused suddenly, deliberately keeping it a secret.

Song Liusheng was taken aback when he heard that: "Why? Could something good happen?"

"Guess right!" Qiu Yizhi frowned, "Liu Sheng, I want to tell you some good news, I plan to get married next year, and I will send invitations to you and Jing Xing at that time, you must remember to come!"

"Well, definitely will."

Before lunch, Bai Wannan also rang the doorbell.

Bai Wannan is still dressed beautifully today. In the eyes of outsiders, she is a much-loved little princess, with a confident smile all the time on her face, but right now, she lacks confidence.

Not only was Song Liusheng nervous when seeing her, Bai Wannan was also a little uncomfortable and embarrassed.During the six months when Song Liusheng left, You Jingxing treated her coldly, and she herself felt uncomfortable.

Although Bai Wannan felt complicated when he thought of Song Liusheng, a big man with such a habit.But if you think about it more carefully, people's acceptance is getting higher and higher now. As long as Song Liusheng doesn't hurt others or affect their lives, there is no need to be so resistant.

Bai Wannan also had to admit that her cousin You Jingxing was more acceptable than her, and her education was much better.

"Brother Liusheng, yes... I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that to you before." Bai Wannan lowered her head, and didn't dare to look Song Liusheng directly in the eyes until she was forgiven.

Song Liusheng was a little surprised. At this time, Bai Wannan was not like the little cousin he knew before, and his willfulness and arrogance seemed to be less.

After all, she is You Jingxing's cousin, and Song Liusheng doesn't want to be serious with her, so as not to get along awkwardly in the future and make You Jingxing's behavior difficult.

He said "it's okay" lightly, and said that he made sweet and sour fish and braised pork ribs today, and asked Bai Wannan to eat more later.

Everyone has their own ideas, and different growth environments have different three views. Song Liusheng does not want to be understood by everyone. As long as You Jingxing understands him and respects him, Song Liusheng is satisfied.

When eating at noon, everyone gathered around a round table and ate home-cooked food, which was not as high-end as hotels and restaurants, but the taste was also very fragrant, which made them feel more intimate.

Unlike the birthday dinner last year, the friends stopped teasing You Jingxing and called Qiu Yizhi "sister-in-law" one after another.Because they now know that Qiu Yizhi and You Jingxing have never dated at all, and now it is even more impossible. After all, Qiu Yizhi has a heart-warming boyfriend, and the relationship between the two is also very stable, and they plan to get married next year.

Song Liusheng had the deepest impression on one of the fat big brothers with a round face. It was this big brother Zhao at the last birthday party. He chatted with him the most and called him "Liusheng" affectionately.

You Jingxing also often talked about him, saying "Fat Zhao", recalling their three years in college.

After Brother Zhao asked about You Jingxing's recent work situation, he felt that the time passed by: "Jing Xing, our Dongdong is two years old. Yi Zhi is about to get married, why are you still a widow? Forced you to go on a blind date, haha."

You Jingxing's eyes changed slightly, and then he glanced at Song Liusheng next to him.Song Liusheng and him looked at each other quietly without speaking, they just communicated with their eyes.

Seeing this, Brother Zhao said again: "Jing Xing, you and Liu Sheng have a really good relationship. I didn't expect not only to live in the same community, but also to be next door neighbors. What a coincidence."

You Jingxing shook his head slightly, he had been thinking for a long time, and finally held Song Liusheng's hand in front of everyone: "Actually, Shengsheng and I have already lived together."

Brother Zhao was stunned for a moment: "..."

"The main thing I want to talk about when I called everyone here today is that Shengsheng and I will always live together in the future."

After You Jing finished speaking, not only Brother Zhao, but other friends also put down their wine glasses and chopsticks. They had different thoughts and fell into silence for a while.

This has already been said very clearly, You Jingxing almost didn't say the word "marriage".

Having known each other for many years, they understand You Jingxing's personality, and they have always been straightforward and honest. This straightforward way of coming out in public is also in line with his style of doing things.

In fact, before they were notified that they would come here today, they already had an idea in their minds. Now that You Jingxing said this, they were completely sure of their guess.

Song Liusheng held You Jingxing's hand tighter and tighter, secretly sweating for him.

You Jingxing himself thinks very clearly, the people who came today are all friends who have known him for a long time, have a good understanding of the three views, and are able to have fun with him.Since he was his friend, he naturally had to be able to accept Song Liusheng, otherwise it was inevitable that he would react in the future.

After this meal, no matter whether they will have too much contact with him in the future, will they go or stay?All tours are respected.

Brother Zhao was the first to break the awkward atmosphere. He raised his wine glass and said with a smile, "Come, Jing Xing, Liu Sheng, I toast you!"

Brother Zhao raised his neck and gulped it down in one gulp, the others laughed and toasted You Jingxing and Song Liusheng.

Afterwards, Brother Zhao and You Jingxing chatted alone: ​​"Jing Xing, since you have chosen this path, go on bravely. Anyway, I have always supported you and stood by your side!"

You Jingxing patted him with a smile: "Fat Zhao, you really are a brother."

After the meal, Bai Wannan was stunned, but she still didn't recover.What did the words that cousin You Jingxing said at the dinner table mean?

How could such an excellent cousin be with Song Liusheng...

Bai Wannan's eyes widened at that time, she was too surprised to speak, wondering if she understood it wrong?

You Jingxing gave her a determined look.

Seeing Bai Wannan sitting alone in a corner of the sofa in a daze, Qiu Yizhi went over and sat beside her: "Xiao Nan, are you a little scared?"

Bai Wannan pursed her lips and did not speak.

Qiu Yizhi patted her on the shoulder lightly again: "Xiao Nan, maybe you can't understand Jing Xing now, and you don't quite understand this kind of feeling, but Liu Sheng's meaning to Jing Xing is special and irreplaceable. Just like what you and your mom mean to your dad."

Afterwards, Qiu Yizhi patiently talked to her for a long time, Bai Wannan rolled her eyes, but did not say anything for a long time.

Because it was Sunday, and Bai Wannan had to go to school early on Monday, so at around four o'clock in the afternoon, the aunt of You Jingxing drove over to pick up her daughter.

You Jingxing brought Bai Wannan, and Song Liusheng went downstairs with them, and met You Jingxing's aunt.

As You Jingxing said, these relatives will see each other sooner or later, and he can't avoid it.

My aunt looked at You Jingxing with a smile on her face, but when she saw Song Liusheng, her expression changed slightly, and she looked at Song Liusheng more.

A woman's intuition told her that something bad was about to happen.

Another week passed in a blink of an eye, this Saturday morning, You Jingxing was very energetic early in the morning, and said that he would take Song Liusheng to a place.

Song Liusheng asked him where he was going?He didn't say anything, and kept his mouth shut all the time, with a mysterious smile and a meaningful smile.

When You Jingxing took him out on a date, he often went to the movies, and he also watched some dramas, sketches, operas, etc. Song Liusheng thought it would be the same this time, until the curtain on the stage opened, and he saw five people in white dance dresses. girl.

It turned out to be a ballet performance.

Shock flashed across Song Liusheng's eyes, and You Jingxing held his hand in his palm at this moment: "Shengsheng, don't be nervous, don't think too much, just be an ordinary audience and watch a dance performance, anyway, I will accompany you on."

The temperature from You Jingxing's palm always reassured Song Liusheng, so he let out a "huh".

In the Swan Lake performed by five people, the middle dancer was the best, and the girl who led the dance made Song Liusheng think of his mother when he was young.

She was wearing a white dance dress and dancing shoes, and her hair was coiled up high. From the moment she stood on the stage, she was like a noble and elegant princess, and everyone's eyes were on her...

She stretched her arms, stood on tiptoe, her beautiful dancing shoes were turning, dancing with her slender legs, and the skirt seemed to be shining a little bit of light under the light.

Turning around, jumping up, and landing, her series of movements are clean and neat, and her charming eyes are smiling, which also touches the hearts of the audience.

When the performance ended, there was thunderous applause from the audience.

Song Liusheng once admired his mother when he was young, but it's a pity that later...

Now, the Swan Lake performance in front of him has also come to an end, and the audience got up to leave their seats one after another, but You Jingxing pulled Song Liusheng and told him to wait a little longer.

After everyone else had left, You Jingxing took Song Liusheng's hand again and led him to the front of the stage.

"Shengsheng, do you still want to dance again?"

"..." Song Liusheng was taken aback by these words.

"You really don't like dancing, do you hate it?"

Song Liusheng's heart trembled again, he bowed his head and fell into deep thought.

For his biological mother, Song Liusheng hated and resented that woman, but after all, it was his mother, who was connected by blood and kept parting.

When Song Liusheng had nightmares, he would often think of his mother forcing him to dance, with hideous and distorted facial expressions, which was extremely terrifying.

However, before she died, Song Liusheng couldn't forget the face of crying and repenting.

Do you like dancing?

Song Liusheng couldn't deny it all at once, because he felt envious when he saw the ballerinas dancing gracefully on the stage, and he couldn't help touching Bai Wannan's dance skirt before.

So he subconsciously resists and refuses, really hates dancing?Or are you afraid of your mother and still unable to get out of the shadow of childhood?

"Shengsheng, look up at me."

You Jingxing moved gently, and slowly raised Song Liusheng's drooping chin, staring at Song Liusheng with a pair of deep eyes, as if he had seen him through, "You still like dancing, don't you?"

"..." Song Liusheng's heart trembled, and he acquiesced.

Afterwards, You Jingxing led Song Liusheng to the dressing room backstage.

He prepared the tutu in advance, and now he handed it to Song Liusheng with his own hands: "Shengsheng, I bought this for you, try it on to see if it fits?

Before he finished speaking, the corners of Song Liusheng's eyes were slightly red, and tears welled up in his eyes.

Song Liusheng really missed such a dance skirt.

Knowing that it was wrong, knowing that he was different from ordinary people and boys of the same age, but there was no way, Song Liusheng's habit had already been formed, deeply engraved in his bones, and could never be changed.

When Song Liusheng put on her dance skirt and shoes, she walked onto the stage slowly.His eyes were lowered, and he also covered his chest with his hands, feeling a little shy for a moment.

It was unavoidably a bit weird for a big man to dress like this, but in You Jingxing's eyes, Song Liu's voice at this time did not have the slightest sense of disobedience.

The tight-fitting dress outlined the curves of his figure, his arms and legs were slender, and the exposed skin was also smooth and white, which was extremely alluring.

There was no one else on the stage, and there was only You Jingxing in the audience, and the whole hall seemed empty, so You Jingxing told Song Liusheng to be bold, let go of himself, and dance to his heart's content.

"Jing Xing, I... I haven't danced for a long time, I don't remember some movements, and the dancing may not be standard, and I may not be able to keep up with the rhythm of the music."

You Jingxing smiled and said, "It's okay, Shengsheng, even if you dance wrong, no one will beat you, scold you, or make any accusations against you, and I will applaud you."

After that, You Jingxing turned on the phone and played the accompanying music.

It was dark all around, and a warm yellow light shone on the center of the stage, and also shone on Song Liusheng, making him look like a star in the night sky.

Song Liusheng tapped his toes lightly, like a goose feather landing on the ground, and when he jumped up, he was like a light flying butterfly.A series of waving his arms, turning his body, bouncing in the air and doing splits made the short skirt on his body dance along with it, and the lights shone on Song Liusheng's body, dotted with brilliance.

You Jingxing watched obsessively, and could hardly take his eyes off.

When the last note fell, Song Liusheng also maintained a graceful posture and settled in the center of the stage.With his arms open and his chin raised, at this moment, he really looked like a beautiful and proud swan.

You Jingxing rushed to the stage excitedly, and immediately hugged Song Liusheng.He put his arms around Song Liusheng's waist, supported his buttocks, and lifted Song Liusheng up.

"Song Liusheng, you are really amazing!" You Jingxing was full of joy, and hugged Song Liusheng around the spot twice with great excitement.

What You Jingxing said to Song Liusheng later, Song Liusheng may never forget it for the rest of his life.

"Shengsheng, do you know ostriches?"

"Well, why did you suddenly mention ostrich?"

"An ostrich will shrink its neck and bury its head in the sand when it encounters danger. I think you are a bit like it." You Jingxing said, and kissed Song Liusheng on the cheek.

"Shengsheng, don't be a timid ostrich. Once you feel uneasy, when others approach, you shrink your neck and hide. You are so beautiful and wonderful, even if you are an ostrich, I will pet you Become a noble swan, a beautiful peacock, let you spread your wings and tail, and fly as much as you want.”

Three days later, You Jingxing had to work overtime tonight, so he hadn't returned home yet, but another guest came to visit.

Hearing the doorbell, Song Liusheng hurriedly opened the door, and saw a middle-aged woman with an elegant temperament.

Song Liu was stunned, and before she could ask her about her identity, the woman said directly: "Mr. Song, hello, I'm Jing Xing's mother."