Heart Medicine

"Jing Xing, you didn't make it clear to me on the phone before, why did Mr. Song move away suddenly? Did you completely cut off contact with you?"

Qiu Yizhi asked, relying on a woman's intuition, she firmly believed that there must be something hidden behind this.

You Jingxing was silent for a moment, with a bit of trouble on his face: "Sorry, it's not convenient for me to say."

Qiu Yizhi's eyes rolled slightly, she guessed that You Jingxing might not reveal anything to her face to face, but before coming today, she had a bold guess in her heart.

"Jing Xing, I didn't have much contact with Mr. Song, only met twice, one time at your birthday party, and the other time when I invited him to dinner alone. I chatted with him a lot that night, but I mainly talked about my own affairs, and for some reason, I told him a lot of bitterness."

"Probably when you are with him, you will feel very comfortable and relaxed." You Jingxing continued to speak, and when he mentioned Song Liusheng, his tone was always calm and soothing.

"Well, you're right, this may be one of Mr. Song's charms." Qiu Yizhi smiled lightly, confirming her guess even more, "Jing Xing, when you moved here, you became neighbors with Mr. Song. Is it because I feel relaxed by Mr. Song's side, so I want to get closer to him, get to know him better, or are there other reasons?"

"..." You Jingxing was stopped by the question and couldn't answer for a while.

You Jingxing's abnormality made Qiu Yizhi feel a little bit lost, she was a bystander who could see the answer that You Jingxing couldn't answer clearly.

She knew that You Jingxing had been working hard these past few months, except for work, it was just for Song Liusheng.Today she came to see You Jingxing in person, and the You Jingxing in front of her had lost the vitality of the past, was haggard and thin, and her eyes were also blue and black from fatigue, which made her feel distressed.

Qiu Yizhi has received higher education and knows the existence of that kind of group. Moreover, in today's society, that kind of thing is becoming more and more common. Nowadays, young people are also very accepting and willing to tolerate and respect.

After the speculation was born, Qiu Yizhi once thought repeatedly, what would happen if that kind of thing did not happen to someone else, but happened to her, and the other party was a relative or friend she was very familiar with?

After much deliberation, Qiu Yizhi still hopes that they will be happy.

"Jing Xing, my intuition tells me that the person who has changed a lot in these few months is not me, but you."

You Jingxing was startled when he heard the words: "What do you mean?"

After brewing in her heart for a long time, Qiu Yizhi still said it: "Jing Xing, you have never been enlightened before, and you are similar to everyone. In your eyes, that special person has never appeared. But now, I think you When Mr. Song is mentioned, the whole person becomes very gentle, and in your eyes..."

Qiu Yizhi intentionally paused for a moment before saying, "...is shining."

You Jingxing was stunned and didn't respond, every word of Qiu Yizhi was reminding him, reminding him to face an indisputable fact.

Qiu Yizhi pursed her lips and smiled bitterly: "I don't know if you've ever cared about it? The way I looked at you before was also warm and bright. Jing Xing, when Mr. Song looked at you, there was something in his eyes. what is it then?"

You Jingxing clenched his fist silently, he didn't expect that Qiu Yizhi had already guessed the general idea, sometimes a woman's intuition is really sharp and terrifying.

Knowing that You Jingxing was in a dilemma and was still confused, Qiu Yizhi didn't want the atmosphere to remain so tense, so she took the initiative to find another topic, and told You Jingxing what she had seen and heard in the past few months, and told some fun.

After that, the two joked with each other, and after a while, there were bursts of laughter in the room.

After Qiu Yizhi left, at night, You Jingxing went to the next room.Since Song Liusheng moved away, this house was vacant and no one lived in it. You Jingxing bought it. The furniture and furnishings inside remained the same, but no matter how many things there were, without Song Liusheng, it still felt empty.

When You Jingxing is not staying in his room, he will come to hang around next door.At this moment, he was leaning weakly on the sofa, holding the phone in his hand, staring blankly at a certain photo in the album.

This was taken in summer, and in the photo is Bai Wannan holding You Jingxing and Song Liusheng.That time, the three of them went to sing KTV, and after they sang high, they leaned together and took a group photo.

You Jingxing remembered that Song Liusheng sang "Lonely Mind", so he immediately searched for it in the music app and played it.He played it in a loop over and over again, and listened to it over and over again, but it was a pity that there was no male version, and it was a pity that he could no longer hear Song Liu's voice.

You Jingxing's eyes fell on Bai Wannan's face in the middle of the photo again...

After the summer vacation, Bai Wannan started school in September and officially entered the high school campus. She had a few more courses, and the overall difficulty of the courses also increased.And You Jingxing was promoted to be a manager. He is usually busy with work and is looking for Song Liusheng everywhere, so the cousins ​​haven't seen each other for a long time.

Bai Wannan felt that You Jingxing had always been angry about Song Liusheng, and now when You Jingxing thought of his cousin, he couldn't help thinking of Song Liusheng.

Song Liusheng's dejected and lonely expression that day still lingered in his mind.

Cousin Bai Wannan is too spoiled and arrogant. Sometimes she speaks without thinking through her brain or considering other people's feelings. She is a willful little princess.After what happened to Song Liusheng, You Jingxing didn't want to spoil her anymore, he told Bai Wannan that she still owed Song Liusheng an apology.

At this time, You Jingxing suddenly covered Bai Wannan in the middle of the photo with his hands.

It is said that photos are used to freeze time and to remember beautiful moments forever, but he and Song Liusheng don't even have a photo together, a photo that only belongs to the two of them.

At this moment, You Jingxing really wanted to take Song Liusheng to take pictures, and took many, many pictures, after all, there were too few pictures of them together.

Suddenly thought of something, You Jingxing hurried to his home and started to rummage through the boxes.He searched for it for a long time, and finally found the photo of his third year of high school graduation in a dusty old photo album.

In the graduation photo, the whole class of men and women stood in four rows, with girls standing in the first two rows and boys in the last two rows.You Jingxing stood in the middle of the fourth row, and Song Liusheng happened to be in front of him.

This is something Youjingxing has never noticed for many years, but now...

In the photo, Song Liusheng has a shy and awkward smile on his face. At first glance, he looks awkward and unnatural. Maybe it's because of inner tension, or maybe it's...

The answer is almost imminent.

In the three years of high school, the only thing You Jingxing had a little impression about Song Liusheng was that in that basketball game, Song Liusheng made a beautiful three-pointer and saved the game.

Song Liusheng's character is obviously not suitable for the business of operation and promotion, but he filled in the same major as You Jingxing. Although their universities are not together, the two colleges are only two streets away.

You Jingxing only found out which college he graduated from when he met Song Liusheng after work, but Song Liusheng may have always known it.

There are also the way Song Liusheng tied his shoelaces, the method of winding the headphone cable, etc. These are also the same as You Jingxing; in addition, Song Liusheng brought strawberries all the way from his hometown, and personally made strawberry cakes for You Jingxing, and he also knows the childhood goddess of You Jingxing It's Chibi Maruko, is everything like this a coincidence?

The more You Jingxing thinks back, the faster his heart beats.He touched his lips, as if the scene of that night was still vivid in his memory.

When Song Liusheng kissed him, the feeling of touching his lips and the throbbing of his heart were too warm and real. You Jingxing could not deceive others, nor could he deceive his own heart.

Qin Chuxun performed magic tricks before and gave Song Liusheng the tea plum. Song Liusheng put it in a vase filled with water, took good care of it, and raised it.

Seeing this, Qin Chuxun laughed at Song Liusheng's stupidity, saying that he would not live for a few more days. At the beginning, he saw the flower branch break and the gorgeous flower fell to the ground, and he felt it was a pity to pick it up.

Song Liusheng cherished it very much, and put the vase on the window sill: "Chu Xun, if you can raise it for one more day, it will have one more day of life, and its beauty will last one more day."

Qin Chuxun smiled and didn't refute anymore. He looked at the tea plum still blooming on the window sill, and seemed to feel something.

The weather was getting colder, and the doctor didn't allow Qin Chuxun to go out too much. If he was left alone in the ward every day, Qin Chuxun, who is naturally lively and active, would definitely go crazy. Fortunately, Song Liusheng was there to chat with him to relieve boredom.

"Shengsheng, do you also have a crush?" Qin Chuxun looked at Song Liusheng. In fact, he had been curious for a long time, and today he finally found a chance to ask.

"You have to be honest. After getting along for a long time, I can feel that there is someone in your heart."

Song Liusheng felt sour in his heart, but he didn't hold back, and admitted generously: "Well, I have, but I have already been rejected."

When Qin Chuxun heard this, he immediately opened his arms towards Song Liusheng: "Come on, hug! Shengsheng, we are both fallen people in the world, why should we know each other when we meet again! Why don't you hug me and sleep together to the end of the world!"

Song Liusheng's mood was a bit gloomy at first, but when he heard Qin Chuxun's random adaptation, he made him laugh again.Instead of hugging him, Song Liusheng patted Qin Chuxun's shoulder and sat beside him.

"He let such a good voice go, is he blind?" Qin Chuxun felt a little resentful.

Song Liusheng smiled lightly, he doesn't care about his own affairs now, but is very worried about Qin Chuxun.

"Chu Xun, you're fine too. It's that man who doesn't know how to cherish you. I hope you can make it clear to him earlier to resolve the misunderstanding between you two."

"Oh, I don't know if he's blind or if I'm blind?" Qin Chuxun sighed helplessly, "Shengsheng, you said that my conditions are not bad. It's as if you've been fascinated, you've been staring at him for so many years, and you're so devoted to him?"

"..." Song Liusheng didn't answer, he was also in the same situation, and his secret love was longer than Qin Chuxun's, and he liked to travel to Jingxing for more than ten years.

"Oh, that's why people are cheap sometimes, like me."

"Chu Xun, don't talk about yourself like that, it's not your problem."

"Haha, that's why he's blind!" Qin Chuxun rolled his eyes, and the topic changed, "Fans who like him praise him every day and list his countless advantages, but they don't know him. People have a lot of problems."

"The first is the late stage of obsessive-compulsive disorder. We are in the same dormitory in high school. Every time he goes out, he is always worried that the doors and windows are not closed properly, and he has to run back to check several times on the way; then he folds the quilt like a soldier, meticulously folding into tofu cubes. , and also like to help me fold the quilt like that.

In addition, he must wear clothes and shoes in a certain order, and they must not be messed up. Moreover, one, three, five wear dark colors, and two, four, six wear light colors, and they will be exchanged next week. "

Although the tone was disgusting, Qin Chuxun became more and more enthusiastic as he spoke: "Shengsheng, he is really troublesome, even the chopsticks have to be placed in a fixed direction when eating; he can only tell cold jokes; I have always been able to do it, but when faced with elementary school students' math problems, I was dumbfounded, hahaha..."

Talking about that one, Qin Chuxun kept talking, and his mood became better and better.Seeing this, Song Liusheng was also happy, and couldn't help saying a few things about You Jingxing: "Chu Xun, actually, the person I like, he also has shortcomings. He never sings out of tune, and he doesn't know how to cook. He is especially talented in dark cooking." .”

"Haha, no...no way! He can't get married like this, and if he misses such a virtuous you, he will definitely cry and regret it!"

Later, both of them talked about some stupid things they had done, such as liking to collect the broken things thrown away by each other, and treating garbage as treasure; they often observed each other secretly and learned some little habits of each other.

They used to keep writing each other's name on paper to express their longing, and as a result, several sheets of paper were filled, so that in the future, writing each other's name was very smooth, and the words they wrote were more beautiful than their own names.

As long as the other party frowns, you can know what he wants in the first place; without the other party's knowledge, I have quietly helped him many times...

Song Liusheng and Qin Chuxun chatted from afternoon to night that day, and another day passed. At around ten o'clock that night, Qin Chuxun couldn't sleep, and was waiting for Song Liusheng to bring him some "small gifts".

Song Liusheng knocked on the door soon and came in. He handed Qin Chuxun a microphone, but it didn't have batteries installed, so it couldn't make a sound.Then he himself took out two fluorescent sticks and waved them: "Chu Xun, how are you? Are you ready?"

Qin Chuxun jumped up from the bed at once, cleared his throat, and raised the microphone: "OK! Shengsheng, which song do you want to hear?"

"Of course it's your debut song!"

Qin Chuxun nodded with a smile. He stood on the bed, using it as a small stage, waving his hands and shaking his legs, as if he was having a small personal concert.

Although there was only Song Liusheng in the audience, and he couldn't sing too loudly, Qin Chuxun was still very happy. After he finished singing his own song, he started a mix of classic songs.Whether it is Chinese songs, English songs, or Cantonese, Japanese and Korean, Qin Chuxun can sing, and sometimes there is an impromptu rap, just like an all-round humanoid jukebox.

As a true fan, Song Liusheng waved the fluorescent stick very cooperatively. He stood under the bed and cheered for Qin Chuxun, called him, and praised him again and again.

Unexpectedly, Qin Chuxun suddenly dropped the microphone he was holding in his hand. He clutched his heart, his face suddenly turned pale, and he looked extremely uncomfortable.

Song Liusheng was startled, and hurriedly helped Qin Chuxun to lie down, while Qin Chuxun held Song Liusheng's hand, his voice trembling: "Shengsheng, I... I'm afraid, I'm really scared..."

He was afraid of death, and also afraid that that person would never know his mind and misunderstood him all the time.

Qin Chuxun fainted from the pain...