[Zhongyingmei] I may like the fake male god

In Gatsby's luxurious villa, Nick is looking helplessly at the busy owner of the villa.He was wearing loose clothes, his belly was puffed out, but not as big as it appeared in the newspaper, and his face was not bad, which was why Gatsby offered his knee to Leo again.

The first time he offered his knee, of course, was when Nick told him that his leg was still alive.

At that time, Nick just watched himself go from being disheartened and preparing for the funeral to being stunned under Bird's teasing. It turned out that the baby was still saved.What if I can't ask for a wife in the future.

As for the fact that he signed an "employment contract" with Leo for his own medical expenses, that was another matter.However, based on Li Ao's medical skills and his thigh that can basically recover in the future, he did not lose money at all when signing this employment contract.

Li Ao: In order to get you all together [to do the mission], I also broke my heart. [Mother's face.jpg]

#Congratulations to the host for completing the love branch running with the ball:)#

It was also when he lived in Bird's house that Gatsby knew how many people secretly ridiculed him for his smug and swaggering appearance for those wealth.Among the top group of people, his various actions are just like a clown.

It's not that he feels inferior, it's just that he understands what it means to use time and time to cultivate a gentleman.

Especially when he got the daily study schedule of that boy Francis, he realized that the nobles were not what he imagined, or, they were not the ones he had seen—the ones he hoped to be in his dreams Although people, as he once said, collect gems, meet for hunting or paint alone, it seems that they are just for their own entertainment, but more often they are socializing, exploring, and even expanding contacts and Show the energy of yourself or the family behind you.

He put away the medals he had shown off to many people and the photographs at Oxford.Gatsby vaguely understood that he always introduced these things as pride to others before, but it was just that he still had an inferiority complex in his heart.Gatsby has never seen the stupid things he did so clearly.

Putting away the mentality of "the first child in the sky, the second child in the earth, and the third child in me", Joey Gatsby is still very likable.

After recovering a certain degree of mobility, he often went to the library with a wheelchair pushed by Nick.Although this is just a foothold of Byrd's house, the collections in the library are all high-quality goods. Gatsby never imagined that one day he would be able to quietly read books. He thought books were just used to decorate the library. decorations.

The book list Leo gave to Francis was naturally carefully selected, and even many of them did not belong to this world, and Gatsby would not be able to find them even if he got them.Reading one book may not have much impact, and reading ten or twenty books may be inspiring, but if each book has its own "enlightenment" additional attribute, even if you read less than six books, Gatsby will feel that he It has become very different from before.

We are already standing on the shoulders of giants, so why not take advantage of it and instead climb from the bottom of the mountain stupidly?

And when Gatsby goes to the library, Nick occasionally finds a book to accompany him.The two of them didn't talk much, and occasionally Nick would replace him and himself with a cup of hot honey water, or doze off and bask in the sun with Anthony, the now grown-up cat they rescued together.

Such a day is also very beautiful, if only it can continue like this.For a moment, Gatsby seemed to catch something, but this fleeting thought was subconsciously let go by Gatsby.

Watching Nick fall asleep again, Gatsby hurriedly asked the servant to put a thin blanket on Nick. At this time, he would dislike his leg recovering too slowly, even if he knew it would be good.

But people are always greedy.After knowing that his leg injury was caused by Nick begging Leo Bird to do it himself, Gatsby was not only deeply moved, but also dissatisfied with his current relationship with Nick.As for what he was dissatisfied with, Gatsby dared not think about it.

Gatsby knew something was different after he looked at Nick uncontrollably a few times, and then looked away before Nick noticed.

Maybe the sun is too warm, maybe the atmosphere is too good, all the good things come together, so Gatsby can't help but wonder what it would be like to live with Nick.

Becoming neighbors with such a best friend, and then often going on trips and adventures together, it must be very happy to think about it.

As for Daisy, um, Daisy?Gatsby smiled wryly.Would she know where she had gone, would she care about that?Did she know that she was hurt, and if she knew, would she give herself a call?

At this time, Gatsby had to admit that he was not as important to Daisy as he imagined.The Jiaohua in memory may only live in the past.Although Gatsby has always been in love with Brain, it doesn't mean that he hasn't had other women in recent years, it's just that these women are all stupid people who are greedy for wealth.

But Daisy accepted the expensive pearl necklace and married another man, when you asked her to wait for a while.Some facts emerged that Gatsby had deliberately ignored, and Gatsby didn't seem ready to delude himself now.

So, what kind of feelings does he have for Daisy?

It turns out that you are not as infatuated as you imagined, and it turns out that you still mind.Gatsby told himself mockingly.

While recovering from his injuries, Gatsby asked himself over and over again in this way, constantly slicing away the things he had avoided, until one day, he found that Nick's was different.

If a man has a big belly, it is likely to be considered a beer belly or a circle of fat.But if this person is Nick, accompanied by his hands covering his belly and a painful expression on his face, Gatsby will not think that he has really gained weight as Nick said.

"Nick, Nick, what's wrong with you." Gatsby looked at the pain on Nick's face, and Gatsby quickly remembered some small things.Why Nick became puffy, why he often touched his stomach, why didn't he go back to the East, once Gatsby thought he was avoiding himself, avoiding that night, but it didn't look like that now.Avoiding himself may be one reason, but more likely, Nick is sick!

Think about it, otherwise why he is always invited by Leo. In the past, he would think that Leo and Nick were talking about business matters. Now that he thinks about Big Bird’s superb medical skills, it is very likely that Nick is actually there for treatment!A small tobacco factory can't afford to let Big Bird do his best.

Gatsby saw Nick jerk again, and was anxious to stand up.But he forgot that his legs were not healed yet, and before his body was more than 10 centimeters away from the chair, he sat down heavily again.

Like an electric shock, the pain quickly rushed to the brain. "Yeah—" Gatsby couldn't help screaming.But it was the pain that brought him back the calm he should have.

"Go and call someone to see if Mr. Bird is in the house, and ask him to come here." Gatsby gritted his teeth and endured the pain.

After the chaos, Big Bird came, and he was invited out.

"Mr. Bird, may I know what's wrong with Nick? What's wrong with him?" Gatsby looked at Nick who was sleeping soundly now, as if it was just a hallucination.

"I can't." Leo looked at Gatsby with a smile, and there was concern and distress in Gatsby's eyes that he didn't realize. "If Nick doesn't want to tell you, neither can I. I promised him." Although Leo said this, he was indeed telling Gatsby that Nick was really sick.

"I'll ask him." Gatsby looked at Leo with hope, and said hesitantly, "Can it be cured? Can it be cured?"

"Is this..." Leo dragged his tone, seeing that Gatsby became more anxious as expected. "The answer is of course, otherwise why would Nick come to Philadelphia with me."

"But now you'd better get your leg checked again. Nick wakes up and blames me for crippling his buddy's leg."

"Yes, Mr Bird."

After Leo left, Gatsby looked seriously at the sleeping Nick, and said gratefully, "Thank you, Mr. Leo Bird."

Gatsby was more willing to offer his knee the second time than the first.

Otherwise I wouldn't know what I missed.

In the room with only two of them, Gatsby suddenly understood what kind of absurd feeling the intense fear just now was born from.

Sure enough, feelings are the most undisguised thing.So, when did he fall in love with Nick?What do you like about Nick?Don't you still like Daisy?Can a person's heart be divided into two halves for different people?Questions popped up in Gatsby's mind like bubbles at the bottom of the water.

Nick is a man.

Thinking of this, Gatsby was struck by lightning.Yeah, Nick Carraway was a man, he was built like himself, he went to war and liked women.

It suddenly occurred to him that he had seen a couple in the army. It might not be a couple, but two men who were too lonely, but after being discovered, their fate was too miserable.

So are you going to destroy him?Gatsby asked himself, after Nick saved you.Is this how you repay your kindness with revenge!

But he also had that night with himself.That sweet night that I can't remember but was sweet.There is still a voice in my heart whispering, as long as you don't let Nick find out, you can always stay by his side, and even, you can win his heart step by step.As a friend, invade Nick's life bit by bit until he belongs to you.

Only he belongs to you, only he will not betray you.The little devil with black wings continued, didn't you know it earlier.Only the soft-hearted Nick is the one who will accompany you through the last journey, so what are you afraid of? With Nick, you will have the relationship you have always desired.He is yours.

Gatsby reached out to hold Nick's hand. This hand was hard, a standard man's hand, but it was soft, much softer than his own, and it made him worry.

"What should I do?" Gatsby asked, like a helpless child.

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