Uncertain Chang'an

When Emperor Taiping entered the palace, Fei'er also entered the palace and became Zhou Jinhe's personal maid.She had seen Zhou Jinhe's most embarrassing appearance, and also seen her most unexpected appearance.

Empress Yan sent palace servants to take care of her. After the initial flattering, she finally got used to it.April is gradually getting warmer, and the whole person looks refreshed after taking off the heavy cotton coat.The injury was better, and she was able to walk around the Jin'an Palace to get some fresh air.Jin'an Palace is the residence of the princess of the previous dynasty, magnificent and magnificent, with excellent scenery and decoration.In the courtyard, there are potted dwarf pine trees that complement each other with the big trees in the distance. There are brightly colored flowers everywhere, and the scenery is elegant. The only thing that seems a bit out of place is the busy figure in the open space in the distance.

She was stunned for a long time before she was convinced that the figure from behind was Princess Yongning.It's just that Princess Yongning is... planting trees?

She swallowed, turned her head and asked the maid beside her, "Your Highness... what are you doing?"

The maid replied helplessly: "Planting trees, those next to him were planted by His Highness, and it took a long time to get better. Yesterday, someone asked a gardener to plant magnolias. I never thought that His Highness insisted on doing it yourself. Anyone can help." Don’t let it, don’t let it tell the empress.”

The maid had just finished speaking when she saw Zhou Jinhe, who was digging the hole with difficulty, straightened up and let out a heavy sigh of relief. She was small and weak, so it took a lot of effort to dig the hole, and her white forehead was covered with dense sweat .The palace man at the side quickly handed over a handkerchief, she took it and wiped it, turned around and saw Fei'er, and waved to her with a smile.

Fei'er walked over, and was about to kneel down to salute when Zhou Jinhe stopped her, and said with a smile, "There's no need to be too polite."

"Thank you, Your Highness."

She obeyed and stopped saluting, only then did she think that Her Royal Highness seemed to be normal, and then heard Zhou Jinhe say: "The queen mother said that you were seriously injured, so you can take care of yourself."

The queen mother said... But didn't she get hurt right in front of her eyes?Fei'er was stunned again, and seeing Zhou Jinhe turned around and picked up the shovel to continue digging, she couldn't help but ask, "Your Highness, what are you doing?"

"Huh? Planting trees." The person in the shallow pit looked back and smiled brightly: "I have a close friend who loves magnolia the most, but she went to the battlefield with her father. I want to plant a magnolia forest for her with my own hands. She will be happy to be back."

Father... even a street beggar like her knows that there is only one king in this world, and that is Changsha Wang Xiaocheng.Your Highness is talking about...Xiao Changan?But Xiao Chang'an was obviously dead, he was buried in the bloody battlefield together with King Changsha and thousands of Chengyuan troops.

Fei'er felt unspeakable pain in her heart, and said with difficulty from her throat: "Your Highness..."

Zhou Jinhe continued to do what he was doing, without turning his head, he said: "Okay, go back and rest quickly, don't get tired, I don't know where the queen mother brought you back, everything will be done after the injury is healed."

Did she forget what happened in the ruined temple?No, she probably forgot Xiao Changan's death, and everything after that.

Later, she gradually recovered from her injuries, and after learning etiquette from the old man in the palace, she followed Zhou Jinhe. Her Royal Highness studied hard every day, taught her to read and write when she was free, and told her some interesting stories about her and Chang'an, often in Yulan Standing under the tree, I hope they will grow up soon.She will never forget the sapling that Zhou Jinhe caressed, his eyes were shining brightly, and he said to her with anticipation: "When they grow up, she should come back."

No one could bear to tell her that Xiao Changan was gone and would never come back.

Later, the princess of Changsha sent someone to send a jade pendant.Fei'er remembered that Zhou Jinhe once told her that she gave Chang'an a jade pendant, and she said she would never leave her.After seeing that jade pendant, Her Royal Highness finally remembered.Once those dusty memories are opened, they will devour her like a beast.

Fei'er didn't want to recall the days that followed, it was Zhou Jinhe's darkest time.Her Royal Highness is still reluctant to drink medicine, but because she drank too much at the beginning.After drinking, vomited and drank, the whole bedroom was full of sour medicine smell, no one could stand it.During that period of time, it seemed that even the sky was gloomy. She lived in such pain for several years, and she took good care of herself because she was afraid of getting sick and let Changan know her worries. She worked hard to learn how to communicate because of a childhood joke that she wanted to take over the world and protect her Changan. …

They are all victims.Zhou Jinhe had always thought that he was the one standing at the top of the power, who was in control of life and death, but never imagined that they were all victims of the power struggle.

The Ministry of Criminal Justice hastily listed the crimes of Duan Yuanqi and Lu Junde one by one. Zhou Jinhe ignored that Emperor Taiping had already abolished the punishment of Ling Chi, and sentenced the two men without the slightest doubt in the court. They were executed the next day. After three full days of execution, Xiao Wuding and Gu Nanxu guarded him until the final blow.The rest of the accomplices were also executed one by one, and the turmoil finally came to an end.

After the execution was over, Xiao Wuding took Gu Nanxu back to the General's Mansion. At this time, the Zhenbei General's Mansion had been renamed Changsha Palace, Duan Changning was also renamed Xiao Changning, and the mother and daughter lived in it.When the two returned home from the execution ground, they were both silent.After decades of forbearance, their tears have already dried up.Fortunately, Gu Nanxu taught Chang Ning well and told her her true identity early, so that she would not be sad.The two returned to the house, and Chang Ning was waiting at the door early. The 11-year-old girl became more and more sensible, and smiled and stepped forward to hold the two of them. She never said anything else, but said coquettishly: "It can be considered that I am back, and dinner should be served." It's cold."

Gu Nanxu and Xiao Wuding looked at each other helplessly, followed her forward, Xiao Wuding stretched out his hand to fondle her hair, and said, "Is it because you think about what to eat every day?"

The little girl replied confidently: "Food is the paramount necessity of the people."

Gu Nanxu also smiled and said, "Well, that's true."

Xiao Wuding looked at the two of them with a broken smile, and said: "It's all right, I won't talk about it." The three happily went to the dining room to eat, just like in the past, and no one mentioned Xiao Wuding's going to the fiefdom.They are rarely reunited, and when they are finally together, don't let the sadness of parting be disturbed.

Xiao Changning knew that he had an older sister since he was a child, but unfortunately he had never seen it before. He always felt regretful. Seeing other people's sisters being so affectionate and affectionate, he felt sore. Now that his older sister is back, he wished he could cling to her all the time. People simply sleep together these days.Gu Nanxu went to take a bath, and the two sisters were left in the room. Xiao Changning held her sister's arm and looked at her for a while, which made Xiao Wuding put down the book in his hand, turned to look at her, and asked, "What's the matter?" ?”

Xiao Changning blinked the big eyes that were very similar to Gu Nanxu, and asked sweetly, "Sister, when will you return to Beijing? Is it time for the New Year's Eve?"

Xiao Wuding's eyes were dark, and he smiled as if nothing had happened: "When I arrive, it will be October, how can I come back again for the New Year?"

"Ah..." Hearing this, the little girl pouted Lao Gao, and snorted, "Then when will you come back? You won't bring me and concubine mother, really..."

Xiao Wuding was bitter in his heart, still with a smile on his face, pinched her soft little face, and comforted her: "The fief is not peaceful yet, I have to settle it before I can take you back, not to mention you are willing to let your elder sister Wen With His Majesty?"

Well, I can't bear it either.The little girl blinked aggrievedly, the mist covered her clear eyes, and said sadly: "Sister Jin'er is here by herself, why do you want you to return to the fief, can't you send someone else?"

Seeing that his sister was about to cry, Xiao Wuding sighed in his heart, and coaxed: "I am the king of Changsha, I will come back after I have settled the fief affairs, don't cry, the concubine mother will be sad when she sees her later, good."

"That's what you said, come back soon!"

"Well, I said it." Xiao Wuding smiled lightly, and changed the topic to talk about other things, but he felt bitter in his heart.She was afraid that she would break her promise.

The tablets of the ancestors of all dynasties are enshrined in the Fengxian Hall. The Great Jin Dynasty was founded not long ago, and the Fengxian Hall is much more vacant than before. Only the tablets of Emperor Taiping and his father.In the dead of night, there are still many palace people outside Fengxian Hall.Zhou Jinhe was among them, together with Fei'er Mo'er, drove everyone out.

Candles lit up everywhere, making the hall as bright as day. Zhou Jinhe burned incense, knelt on the futon and kowtowed, then got up, looked up at the big golden characters on the tablet, and remained silent for a long time.She seldom disregarded her manners and sat down on the futon casually. The straight spine in the past bent down as if under heavy pressure, and the figure hidden under the wide dragon robe looked so thin and proud. The neck also hangs down, dejected.

"Father, being an emperor is really tiring. I'm afraid you would never have imagined that I took the throne." She smiled lightly and said, "Actually, if you could have saved Uncle Xiao back then, I might not be where I am today. Maybe it still does."

"She left tomorrow, and I drove her away. She thought I was angry at her for keeping it from me for so long, so I was naturally angry at her for not telling me that she was still alive earlier, angry at her for making me wait so long, angry at her Watching me miss her like that without making a sound, but Father..."

Zhou Jinhe's voice was choked with sobs, and the fingertips that he clasped tightly turned white. He held back his tears and said, "Father, how do you let me see her with face? She is such a good person, such a good person as Uncle and Aunt Xiao, how can you Can you just let Duan Yuanqi do something like that? Uncle Xiao treats you like a brother to help you raise troops, are you so afraid that he will snatch your throne?! You just let Duan Yuanqi have thousands of inheritances between him and Chang’an. Did the Yuan army silence and let Duan Yuanqi bully my aunt for so long?! I am your daughter, how do you want me to face my aunt and Chang'an?!"

The more and more intense questioning shouted that she had lost a lot of weight these days, her complexion was haggard, and tears were running down her palm-sized face.Gradually she leaned down, approached the ground as if she was exhausted, and murmured: "Father, you have always loved me the most, how could you just watch me live such a long time without being human or ghostly? You love me, how can you not love me?" Can you mercilessly take away the person I love the most?"

When she first saw those shocking scars on Xiao Wuding's body, she felt that every knife had cut her heart, and her heart ached. Now that I think about it again, those scars were not caused by the Huns as she said, but her father's connivance secretly, as if the wound in her heart was torn open again, and a thick layer of salt was sprinkled on it.

"Father, if you don't love me like that, then I can still hate you without any scruples... But what do you want me to do now? I love her like that, to the bottom of my heart , but the father who loves me the most actually caused her family to be ruined, please teach me, what should I do?"

Those questionings that could not be said or heard by others were heartbreaking, but no matter how hoarse she was crying and crying, she could no longer get a response.Thinking of Emperor Taiping's voice and smile, Zhou Jinhe clenched her hands tightly, with a thousand sorrows in her heart that could not be vented, which forced her to almost collapse.

She lost her beloved father, her favorite Xiao Changan, and now even Xiao Wuding is gone.She can make thousands of excuses and show anger, but she can't escape her heart.Distress and guilt almost made her unable to breathe, she didn't know how to face Xiao Wuding, and she didn't know how to face her Chang'an.

I only hate being born in the emperor's family.

It took Zhou Jinhe a long time to control his emotions, wiped away his tears and got up to go outside.She only thought that to be an ordinary woman in the next life would not have to suffer such a catastrophe.

The author has something to say: Hurry up and hurry up, it can be regarded as posting today, I feel fat

In the afternoon group discussion about homework, Xueba joined our group, so I felt that Xueba is not ordinary, super powerful, and good-looking, but unfortunately I have a boyfriend not long ago [No, I am actually very optimistic about their pair, I feel It is the kind that can flow through the days, blessings]

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