Prejudice Forbidden

Just as Tu Lin was about to say sorry, he raised his eyes and saw that it was Xin Zhengxi, so he swallowed his words back, resisting the urge to beat him up, and went straight past Xin Zhengxi.

Unexpectedly, Xin Zhengxi asked first, "Are you sick?" His tone was flat and gentle.

Tu Lin felt sore, turned around and gave him a hard look, "None of your business."

Tu Lin secretly sighed, since falling in love with Xin Zhengxi, his temper has softened a lot. If he hadn't beat Xin Zhengxi half to death before, he would be thankful, but now the culprit is standing in front of him, with a nonchalant face... …

Tu Lin clenched his fists, and walked back to the dormitory quickly. He walked too fast, accidentally tripped over the road, and his knee hurt from being knocked. You don't need to look to know that it must be blue, damn it!Misfortunes never come singly.

For the next three days, Tu Lin went to the training ground to train as usual, during which he had no interaction with Xin Zhengxi, the only interaction was the words of concern that he said in the hospital that day.

It was as if they had really become strangers.

During this period, Tu Lin has gradually accepted the fact from the initial pain to anger, to the current habit and numbness. He has come here with such a person for more than ten years. Alpha changes its own laws.

Falling in love is really unreliable, it's all fucking fart.

Tu Lin squinted one eye, shot the farthest bull's-eye, turned his head to meet Ying Hang's meaningful gaze, and Ying Hang waved to him, beckoning him to go over.

"What's the matter, answer the team."

Ying Lang said straight to the point, "In a few days, there will be an actual combat mission to C. I need to select a few outstanding fighters from among you to participate in this war. I chose you to go together, but because of your body and..." Ying Hang glanced at Xin Zhengxi who was not far away. "So, I'm still thinking about it, and I want to ask your thoughts."

After hearing about the near death, Tu Lin was stunned for a few seconds, then nodded without hesitation and said, "I am willing to go, and... Xin Zhengxi and I have already broken up, so you don't have to worry about our relationship."

Compared with the way of getting along with strangers between the two of them these days, everyone present can't see it.

Ying Rang stood up and patted Tu Lin's shoulder, "Okay, since that's the case, I don't have anything to think about, let's get ready."

The last mission made Tu Lin realize that the real death is actually close at hand, but this time the mission is obviously much more difficult than the last one. Ying Rang also said that it is a war of narrow escapes.

Tu Lin smiled wryly, this time he really has nothing to worry about, he just dies.

At the end of the day's training, Tu Lin went to the cafeteria to eat alone. During the period, he happened to see Mo Chengkai who was cooking. The two of them sat down at the same table to eat. Mo Chengkai glanced behind him, "Where is your boyfriend?" ?”

Tu Lin lowered his eyes and took a sip of the soup, "We're sharing."

Mo Chengkai looked at him in surprise, "Can I ask the reason?"

"He got tired of talking, so we broke up."

Tu Lin originally thought that his heart was strong enough and he felt numb to this matter, but when he said these words, he felt that his breathing was trembling...

He didn't come out, Tu Lin realized this problem only now, he tried to adjust his facial expression while cursing himself for not being up to date.

Mo Chengkai was stunned for a while, put down his chopsticks, and looked at Tu Lin with a serious face, "Do you believe this reason?"

Tu Lin smiled wryly, "So what if I believe it, so what if I don't believe it, he wants to break up, what can I say..."

"Actually, there is one thing that I have been keeping from you. No, to be precise, all of us are keeping it from you."

Tu Lin was stunned for a moment, and put down the chopsticks in his hand. He could sense that this incident had something to do with Xin Zhengxi. To be honest, he also had a hard time accepting the reason Xin Zhengxi called "tired". Sure enough, the truth behind it was that he was not Unaware……

"what……"

Mo Chengkai sighed, "Do you still remember the last snow mountain mission, what did you do after Ying Lang found you?"

Tu Lin shook his head, he really doesn't remember, he just remembers returning to the medical center at the base as soon as he opened his eyes, what happened in between?He really doesn't know.

"I passed out, I don't know what happened, what happened?"

"You did faint, but you can also say that you were half-conscious. When Xin Zhengxi heard the news of your disappearance, he was so worried that he wanted to go to the scene to find you. I gave him an injection to stop him. After he woke up, you were also found by Ying Lang's group, but when he wanted to talk to you..."

Mo Chengkai paused for a moment, looking a little embarrassed.

Tu Lin clenched the corner of his clothes, "What did I do?"

"You called...my name."

"..."

Seeing Tu Lin's sluggish face for a moment, Mo Chengkai thought that he had said all he had to say, and then he would see what Tu Lin did, but in the end, he added, "Tu Lin, you won't really Do you like me?"

Tu Lin shook his head, "Brother Mo, you know... I have always regarded you as my elder brother."

"Then why did you call me by my name?"

"This..." Tu Lin rubbed his hair in frustration, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't know, I've been having a dream since a long time ago... That dream is the scene of our childhood, in the corner of the orphanage ...I can't explain why I keep dreaming about those images..."

Mo Chengkai nodded thoughtfully, "Don't worry, I'll go back and ask Yang Lang, maybe I can make an appointment for you with a psychiatrist or something."

"Thank you."

On the way back, Tu Lin was already thinking about what Mo Chengkai said just now. Did he really call Mo Chengkai's name in the snow mountain?It's no wonder that after returning home, Xin Zhengxi would always put on a look of distance...

But what is the real sex?Tu Lin couldn't figure it out. He bought a can of yogurt from the supermarket, drank it in two gulps, and threw it into the trash can across the street.

After that, he sat on the stone chair downstairs in the dormitory. The cold air around him allowed him to think calmly. What he should do next was to find Xin Zhengxi to explain to him, and beg him to get back together, or just keep the strange relationship like this ...

Tu Lin looked down at the tip of his shoe in a daze. He was never the kind of stalker. If he really wanted him to save Xin Zhengxi, he really didn't know what to do...

There was a sound of footsteps in front. Tu Lin was sitting in the corner. He looked up and saw Song Anran and Xin Zhengxi walking towards the dormitory not far away, talking and laughing. Xin Zhengxi stopped at the door, Song Anran and him Standing facing each other, with the back of his head exposed, Xin Zhengxi's smiling eyebrows could be vaguely seen from this angle.

Tu Lin felt terribly uncomfortable, the smile that once belonged only to him was now someone else's.

After Song Anran turned his head and entered the dormitory, Xin Zhengxi stood at the door, as if waiting for him, Tu Lin almost hesitated for a second, and rushed over. When he walked in front of Xin Zhengxi, there was a surprised expression in front of him.

Tu Lin whispered, "Can we talk?"

"Talk about what?"

Tu Lin put his cold red hands behind his back, looked up at Xin Zhengxi, "Talk to another place, I won't waste your time too much."

Xin Zhengxi said softly, "I still have something to do, maybe it won't work."

Tu Lin really wanted to turn his head and leave, but he knew that even if he did, the other party would not chase after him like before, coquettishly coaxing him to be happy.

Xin Zhengxi really didn't care about him anymore, they were all over.

Thinking of this, Tu Lin's eyes turned red, he gritted his teeth and hugged Xin Zhengxi tightly, his arms tightly bound each other, his voice was hoarse and aggrieved, "I don't want to break up, please..."

Tu Lin probably never imagined that he would use the word "begging" in his life, but when he did, he didn't regret it at all.

Xin Zhengxi didn't resist, nor did he hug him. He was obviously taken aback by Tu Lin's actions. He was stunned for a while before asking, "What's wrong with you?"

"Xin Zhengxi," Tu Lin raised his red eyes, but did not let go of the strength in his hands, "Let's make up, okay? I love you, I really can't take it anymore, please, don't break up, okay? "

Xin Zhengxi lowered his eyes and looked at him, with an inexplicable emotion flashing in his eyes, he raised his hand and patted the back of Tu Lin's hand, motioning him to let go, "Tu Lin, calm down, let go first."

"I do not……"

Just as there was a sound of footsteps coming from the corridor, Song Anran came over and saw this scene, and froze in place, "What's wrong?"

Before Xin Zhengxi could speak, Tu Lin turned his head and stared fiercely at Song Anran, as if preventing other beasts from snatching his prey, and stared at Song Anran fiercely for a while.

Until Song Anran was horrified when he saw it, he took a step back and didn't make another sound.

"Do you like him? Are you together?"

Tu Lin was wondering if the yogurt had been mixed with alcohol, otherwise why would he be like a drunkard, interrogating his ex-boyfriend here.

Xin Zhengxi said, "Not yet."

Well, not yet, Tu Lin smiled wryly in his heart, and then pointed to Song Anran, "I know I'm not a qualified partner, I have a bad temper, and every time the room is messy, you have to clean it up, and I don't know what to say , let alone respond to your sweet talk..." At this point, Tu Lin realized how bad he was.

No wonder Xin Zhengxi couldn't bear it anymore.

"I'm such a bad person, I don't deserve your kindness at all, but I am willing to change," Tu Lin said here, feeling a tear drop from the corner of his eye, and then a string of tears fell down, " I will really change it, I will change whatever you don't like, I will definitely do better than him, Xin Zhengxi, can you give me another chance..."

Then, with warmth on his face, Xin Zhengxi's fingers lightly brushed the corners of his eyes, "Don't cry, Tu Lin, you're actually not bad, you're good, really good...but we're not suitable."

"Where is it inappropriate? I will change it!"

Xin Zhengxi slowly put his arms down, and waved at Song Anran who was stunned, "I still have something to do, I have to go first."

After Xin Zhengxi finished speaking, he turned his head and left, leaving Tu Lin with an indifferent back.

Song Anran obviously didn't come out from the scene just now, he was taken aback for a moment, and then hurriedly chased after him, when he saw the red eyes of the other party when passing by Tu Lin, he felt a little sympathy.