When I Fell For You

hungry.

I said I was hungry before, but I was just talking nonsense when I was nervous.But this time it was different.

"I said I'll go buy it, you insist on placing the order online." Yu Youning shrugged.

Qing'an turned his head and threw a sharp knife at her.That appearance seems to be saying that a bold and rebellious minister dared to question my decision, dragged it out and chopped it down!

Seeing this, Yu Youning consciously sewed his mouth shut.

After a while, Qing'an couldn't help calling the delivery boy and asking him where he was now.

The little brother said that noon is the peak time for dining, there are a lot of orders, and it will take a while.

After Qing'an hung up the phone, he saw Yu Youning flipping through some pictures on the photography app with his mobile phone. He wanted to talk to Yu Youning, but when he thought about all the things just now, he felt so embarrassed, so he had to use his mobile phone to browse some pictures. Look at messy things.

"It should be that something has arrived." While swiping, a string of unfamiliar numbers popped up on the screen, and Qing'an walked out of the house while answering the phone.

"Yes, it's me. Okay, wait a moment, and I'll open the door for you right away."

Lying there, Yu Youning listened to Qing'an's footsteps, the sound of talking on the phone, the sound of opening the door, and the sound of talking to the delivery guy, and consciously or unconsciously brushed his hair with his hand.

Qing'an... why is she blushing, and still so flustered, pretending to be sick and...

The corners of Yu Youning's lips curled up.Some things that she didn't dare to think about before, now she started to think again.

After Qing'an took out the oil and the ginger and garlic that he bought by the way, they brought them to the kitchen, only to find that she and Yu Youning hadn't cooked just now.

Sitting there stupidly for a long time without knowing how to cook the porridge first... Yu Youning must have lowered her IQ, she couldn't be so stupid.

Just after Qing'an washed the pot, washed the rice, and threw it into the liner, Yu Youning came over.

"It depends on how much water you put in." Qing'an held the pot of rice and shook it left and right.

"Do you want porridge or..."

"I don't want to drink porridge, I want to eat white rice." Qing'an had completely given up pretending to be sick.

Yu Youning thought, "Maybe it's not more than two meters thick."

"Isn't that right... Hey, I really haven't cooked for a long time." Qing'an sighed.

After Yu Youning finished washing his hands, he tilted his head slightly and frowned: "I think it should be about that water level."

"Okay." Qing'an put the pot in the sink, and then turned on the faucet.

After the water submerged the rice, she turned on the faucet, stretched out her hand to press into the pot, then tilted her head to look from both sides, and said to herself: "Do you have two backs of your hands?"

"Let me see." Yu Youning said, then put his own hand in, and stuck it on Qing'an's hand.

I don't know if it's because of the shaking of the water, or because of being covered by Yu Youning's hand, but I always feel a little itchy.

Yu Youning was standing next to her at this moment, and her action made the two of them get closer.

"I don't think such a small amount of water is enough!" Qing'an hurriedly pulled out his hand, and then added more water.

Afterwards, she stubbornly took the liner, put it into the rice cooker, and plugged it in.

Ashamed to say, this rice cooker has been bought for a year, but it has not been used a few times.It was originally meant to be used to cook all kinds of porridge for health, but it was thrown there.

After Yu Youning wiped his hands clean with Zhang Pazi, he lowered his head and smiled.

Neither of them had much experience in cooking, and suddenly, the kitchen became chaotic.

How thick should the vegetables be cut? Do you need to soak the shredded potatoes?Do I need to add ginger and garlic, and if so, how much?Search the recipe to see it.Wait, how hot is the oil in the hot pan?Do whatever you want.After the oil temperature rises, put ginger and stir-fry... Wait, how high do you have to wait for the oil temperature to rise?Forget it, do whatever you want.

Afterwards, Qing'an threw the potato slices into the pot, then hurriedly dodged away.

"Your method is like a master who makes Indian pancakes." Yu Youning held a spatula, calmly turning the vegetables, and couldn't help but tease her.

"You..." Qing'an was halfway through speaking, when he saw the oil foam splashed on the back of Yu Youning's hand, he asked, "Doesn't it hurt you?"

"It's okay." Yu Youning still felt a little bit, but he didn't feel much pain, it was within an acceptable range.

Qing'an suddenly felt that she was very powerful.

"How much salt should I put? It says one spoonful, who knows what kind of spoonful it is..." Qing'an put down the phone with the menu open, and then started to put it away.

As soon as the salt was put in, Yu Youning stirred it evenly with a spatula.

"Do you feel that it has the same taste as when you were having family wine with others in your childhood?" Yu Youning stir-fried the shredded potatoes, pondered for a while, and asked suddenly.

"Childhood... When I was a child, I didn't have a lot of family drinks with anyone." Qing'an recalled that in her childhood, she was basically locked up at home by her father to do homework, do exercises, and endorse things.

A few times she secretly put down those study materials and ran out to play with her friends.

As a result, he took it off as soon as he played, and didn't go home all afternoon. When he got home, his parents had already eaten half of their dinner.

Then, she will be scolded.

So sometimes, Qing'an also wondered whether he was not able to get along with people for a long time, including not being very skilled in communicating with people now, whether he was more or less affected by that time.

"When I was young, I used to have a house party with the twin sisters next door. Then we took turns playing the family of three, and we died laughing. One of the parts was cooking, serving the dishes, and then welcoming people back from work. There are also lines. , why this fish is delicious, Mom, you should eat more, this beef is delicious, Daddy, you should eat more..." Yu Youning turned off the fire, didn't put any other condiments, and just put the dish up .

"Who will play the mother and who will play the father?" Qing'an asked.

Yu Youning pondered for a while: "They all take turns."

"Will you play a baby?"

"I have acted. The line is, Mom, I want to eat grandma." Yu Youning put the fried dishes aside and turned to her.

After Qing'an listened, his thoughts diverged again uncontrollably.

"Why can't people remember the feeling of breastfeeding when they grow up?"

"Why, do you want to retrieve that memory?" Yu Youning rinsed the pot, then put it back on the stove, and started the fire again.

"It's just curiosity." Qing'an was curious about too many things.

"Come on, let me taste it." Yu Youning said, turned around, and pointed to his chest.

Qing An instantly wanted to swing a big hammer and smash Yu Youning flat, but in the end he just glared at her.

After Yu Youning realized that what he just said was very nervous, he couldn't help laughing out loud when pouring oil.

However, Qing'an intentionally or unintentionally started aiming at Yu Youning's chest.Speaking of which, I saw it once or twice at her house that time... The little white rabbit looks good, and it's not bad.

Afterwards, Qing'an was made to stand on end by his own thoughts.

Why does it feel like the current self looks like a wretched man?

After a while, several dishes were fried and the rice was cooked.

Qing'an opened the lid of the rice cooker and took a look, only to be struck by thunder.

This dry rice is really cooked like porridge.Or, it can also be said that this porridge is really cooked like dry rice.

Moreover, she found that not only the rice was overcooked, but even the dishes were tasteless.Because they were afraid that too much salt would be salty, the two of them only put a pinch of salt the size of a fingernail in each dish.

It was really unpalatable.Fortunately, there is a bottle of chili sauce that can be eaten, otherwise it is really hard to swallow.

Yu Youning laughed wildly the whole time, and said while laughing, "I've never eaten such an unpalatable dish."

Qing'an could only say: "As long as there is something to eat, it's fine. Don't pick and choose. Think about those countries that are full of wars. People don't have anything to eat yet."

"I found that you sometimes talk like my mother." Yu Youning looked at Qing'an who was coating the vegetables in the bowl with chili sauce.

"I don't remember having a daughter like you." Qing'an put the food into his mouth with an indifferent expression on his face.

Seeing her cold expression, Yu Youning suddenly said, "Mom, I want to eat grandma."

"You, get out!" Qing'an put down the bowl and chopsticks in an instant, grabbed Yu Youning by the collar, and pushed towards the door.

"I was wrong, I was wrong!" Yu Youning held Qing'an's wrist, preventing her from pushing him.

Qing'an said, "Go eat your grandpa, eat your ass", then turned around stiffly and walked towards the dining table.

Yu Youning didn't dare to do it again, and went back to the table to eat obediently.

Qing'an raised his eyes and observed Yu Youning while delivering a plate of vegetables.Suddenly, I feel that Yu Youning seems to have returned to the way he was back then.

The smile is sunny, and the personality is outgoing and simple.

From the reunion until now, Yu Youning seems to have really returned to that state now.

Still very happy.

After eating, the two of them worked together to wash the dishes and clean the kitchen before returning to the bedroom.

Qing'an lay down on the bed, pulled out the music list on the phone, and randomly clicked on a song by Xu Wei to play. The song was called "Summer Wind".

After the song started, not long after, she heard Yu Youning who was chatting with someone on WeChat asking: "The lyrics are... so strange. What do you mean 'a mature woman is less uniform'?"

After Qing'an listened, he hesitated to speak.

After a while, Yu Youning said again: "...Wait, I seem to have misheard, but he actually sang 'A mature woman named Bu Jingyun'?"

It's unbearable!Qing'an poked Yu Youning's head with his hand, "Are your ears okay? They clearly sang 'a mature woman with light steps', okay?! You're not even, you're amazing!"

"Aha? Is that so? So I heard wrong..." Yu Youning was taken aback and asked blankly.

"You're so stupid. If Xu Wei knows, you'll be pissed off." Qing'an continued listening to the song.But I feel that I can no longer listen to it like I used to, and my mind is full of "uneven" and "calling Bu Jingyun".

A good song was ruined by Yu Youning's amazing hearing ability.

Yu Youning looked at her, the corners of his mouth slightly curved.How could she have heard it wrong, she just said that on purpose to ease the atmosphere, so that Qing'an would not continue to be nervous about the photo just now.

"Yeah, I'm just stupid, so, smart big brother Qing, please cover me up. I'll be counting on you for the rest of my life!" Yu Youning said, pulling the cloth on her arm.

"Yu Sheng..." Hearing these two words, Qing'an turned his head to look at her, then shook his head and cleared his throat: "No, I don't want to spend my whole life raising such a stupid guy."

"Okay." Yu Youning said, and then lazily lay down on the bed.

"What kind of mature woman is?" Yu Youning looked at the ceiling.

"Hmm... Maybe it's just like me." Qing'an was already shameless.

"Why?" Yu Youning turned sideways, supported her head with her hands, and gradually moved her gaze from Qing'an's legs to her chest, then to her neck and cheeks.

"Where am I immature?" Qing'an stared at the phone screen.

"I don't seem to know." Yu Youning looked at her hand holding the phone, and said softly.

So, Qing'an put down his phone and slapped his thigh: "Can't you tell? I'm very mature."

After hearing this, Yu Youning bit her lower lip slightly: "Really?"

"Yes." Qing'an nodded.

"Let me check?" Yu Youning said, and sat down near Qing'an.

"Get out!" Qing'an pushed Yu Youning out without saying a word.

After being pushed down on the bed, Yu Youning brushed the hair around her neck, and said with a smile, "They're all girls, if you take a look, is there any problem?"

"Get out!" Qing'an couldn't help roaring.

"I haven't seen you for a while, but I've become full of teeth and claws, like a tiger..."

"roll!"

The author has something to say: heart tired.Even a □□ wants to cheat me

☆, 53. Jinjiang debut

"Don't get lost." Yu Youning still stared at her steadfastly: "Didn't you say that, everyone is a girl, there is nothing you can't see."

She is still holding on to this!

Qing'an pursed his lips tightly, then shook his head with a smile: "You can see it, you can see it, okay, then I'll take a look at you first."

After finishing speaking, Qing'an got up, grabbed Yu Youning, dragged her under him with all his might.

At the moment of being pulled over, Yu Youning's fingertips trembled slightly, and he looked nervously at Qing'an who suddenly ran away.

Qing'an was blushing obviously, but his aura was extremely bursting.

"Is it not possible?" Seeing that Yu Youning wanted to get up, Qing An held her down again.

Yu Youning was in a daze, and then, his heart beat gradually became stronger, and his limbs became slightly stiff.

"You..." As if suddenly losing the ability to speak, Yu Youning's eyes flickered, and then shifted from Qing'an's face to another place.

"What about me? It's okay, take it off, let me appreciate it." Qing'an grabbed her hand and pressed it to her neckline.

However, the movements seemed chic, but her heart seemed to be about to pop out.Even, the surrounding meridians and blood seemed to be heating up.

With his hand pressed against his neck, Yu Youning could clearly feel his undulating breathing.

However, she didn't know what Qing'an meant.

Because Qing'an looks in a bad state.The emotion in Qing'an's eyes was very intense, it seemed that there was desire, but at the same time, there was restlessness and restlessness.

"Be more unrestrained." Qing'an pushed down on his wrist again while speaking.

"Do you know what you are doing?" Yu Youning looked into her eyes.

"Ha, what?" Qing'an smiled, "Isn't it just too boring, so why don't you just mess around with me?"

"Well, I'm messing around." Yu Youning looked at her and asked in a low voice, "I just want to know what you mean."

Hearing this question suddenly, Qing'an almost stopped breathing.

"Then why are you asking this question?" After a long silence, Qing'an laughed again.

It's just that this smile is a bit weird no matter how you look at it.

"I'm just thinking. What am I capable of? Why do you care so much? When you think I value others, you get angry. When you think I kiss someone, you get angry. When you think I'm in love, you get angry. For a friend, would you really be so angry?" Yu Youning threw out all the questions at once.

Qing'an let go of her hand, unable to turn her head around, unable to answer.

"I thought you fell in love with me." Yu Youning laughed so that his body trembled slightly.

Hearing this, Qing'an seemed to be struck by lightning, and then she hurriedly said, "Yes, I like you. If I didn't like you, how could I get close to you? You know my character, and I don't care if I don't like you." I don’t even bother to take a look at the people, let alone contact them.”

"Ha, yes. You are right, quite right." Yu Youning nodded, but his heart seemed to be covered by a dark cloud, "I just said it as a joke, don't worry about it."

"Yu Youning." Qing'an called out her name, but after that, he couldn't say anything, he could only ask dryly, "Are you thirsty?"

"Not thirsty." Yu Youning replied.

"I'll go get a glass of water." In the end, Qing'an left Yu Youning, turned around and got off the bed with the phone in hand.

Qing'an walked to the living room, pressed the water dispenser, filled a glass of water, and drank it all in one go.

Afterwards, she walked to the window and looked out, her eyes were red, but her mind was still confused.

I thought you were in love with me—that's all the words in my head.

Yu Youning said those words lightly, but in Qing'an's mind, it was as if fireworks were exploding in a row.

but……

After thinking for a while, Qing'an took out his phone, opened his father's WeChat, clicked on the dialog box, and typed "Dad" to send it first.

[Do you really think homosexuality is perverted? ]

[If there are relatives around you who are invisible homosexuals, and then you find out by accident, what would you think? ]

……

However, she still didn't have the courage to send it.Deleted without exception.

Afterwards, her father texted her back: "What's the matter?"

At the same time, Yu Youning got up from the bed, sat there and paused.

With both feet on the ground, Yu Youning walked to the door, gently supported the door frame, and looked towards Qing'an.

Seeing Qing'an's figure showing strong anxiety, Yu Youning left his hand from the door frame and let it hang loosely by his side.

Qing'an looked at those three words, and instantly couldn't say what he wanted to say.

Without that courage.

At this time, my father called directly.

Qing'an was startled, and then picked up the phone, but his upper and lower lips seemed to be stuck together, and he called out "Dad" with great difficulty.

"What's the matter, why did you find me but suddenly stopped talking?" Her father asked her.

The phone was filled with the sound of children crying and relatives chatting, which was very noisy.

"Any guests?" Qing'an asked.

"Well, your eldest cousin just gave birth to her second child, and she brought the baby to our house to play today. The baby just woke up, so she started crying."

"I see." Qing'an didn't know what to say, so he could only chat casually, "Is the child cute?"

"Cute. When will you be able to handle the important things in your life?" Father asked again.

"Let's talk." Qing'an felt that what he was holding was not a mobile phone, but a brick.

Looking at everything outside the window, for a moment, she felt that she couldn't see the color at all.Except black and white.

"Don't always procrastinate. Do you know how dangerous advanced maternal age is? It is especially prone to accidents."

The meaning of these words was to persuade her to find a man to marry as soon as possible.

Otherwise, when I get older, I won’t be able to have children. A life without children is destined to be an incomplete life. In the future, there won’t even be a pensioner, even if you live in a nursing home, you won’t even have a visitor. .

After all, her father had mentioned the above more or less many times before.

Qing'an was upset when he heard that, so he replied: "Are you bothered or not? When I get married is my business, and when I get married is my business. It's my business to be with a man or a woman." Son, how I live the rest of my life is all my business."

Then, the father was silent for a while, and then said: "What are you talking about? What kind of man and woman, you mean you are gay? What are you doing outside?"

Yu Youning, who heard Qing An's words, turned his head to look at her in an instant, and took a step forward, but then stopped because of Qing An's next words.

Holding the phone, Qing'an said emotionally, "Who told you that I'm gay? I just want to say that what I want to do is my own business. Why do you care so much? I'm your daughter. But I am also a person, as a person, can't I even control my own freedom?"

"You want to piss me off?!" Father shouted directly on the phone.

Qing'an took down the phone, looked at the screen, wanted to hang up, then stuck it to his ear, and continued: "Every time I call, I just say these things, do you have anything else to say besides these? It's all nagging, how can you say I'm in a better mood?!"

"What are you crazy about? Is there something wrong? Is it okay to care about you? Why are you yelling at your father?! What about men and women? Let me tell you, if you dare to mess around outside, I won't Your daughter!"

Before I knew it, the phone call became full of gunpowder and flames of war.

Qing'an didn't say anything more, took down the phone, and hung up directly.

However, within a few seconds after hanging up, my father called again.

Qing'an licked his lips, and then picked it up again: "Curse, scold, scold, I will never fight back."

But this time, it was my mother's voice that came on the phone.

She said, "An'an, how are you doing recently? Your dad and I are planning to come to see you. "

After listening, Qing'an replied, "I don't care if he comes to see me."

On the other end of the phone, my mother was embarrassed and continued: "But I also want to see you."

However, just as Qing'an was about to talk, her father's voice could be heard vaguely from the other end of the phone, as if to say something, "Don't be so nice to her, she has such a bad temper, you are used to it." .

Qing'an was about to continue running away, but her mother scolded her father came from the phone.

"Will you lose your meat if you say a few words, you old bastard? I'm used to it? Don't you see what kind of bad temper you have, and give it back to me!"

That sounds like a headache.Yes, yes, to put it bluntly, she has such a bad temper because of her father.

Anyway, whether it's genetic or habitual, it's all the same, which means it's super difficult to serve.

"Mom, let's talk next time. I have something to do today." After Qing'an finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

It's really funny.

However, when he turned around and saw Yu Youning standing there, Qing'an held his phone and stopped.

"Your parents?" Yu Youning asked.

Qing An let out a sigh of relief and nodded.

"Is there something about urging you to get married?" Yu Youning asked again.

Qing'an didn't speak, but turned his head away and looked at the wall on one side.

Afterwards, Qing'an stepped forward again, raised his hand to help Yu Youning straighten his collar, but in the end he put it down: "Did I hurt you just now?"

"No." Yu Youning shook his head.

"I'm sorry, I don't know why...suddenly..." Qing'an said, his throat choked again.

"Do you want me to hug you?" Yu Youning looked at her with open arms, but seeing that Qing'an didn't respond, she lowered her head again, lowered her arms, and said in a low voice, "I just see you so sad, and I don't know what to do."

After hearing this, Qing'an couldn't hold back anymore, and his fingers holding the phone became stiff.

At this time, someone called Yu Youning.

Yu Youning was startled, then took out the phone from his pocket, and answered it.

Qing'an went to the side sofa and sat down, not knowing what they were talking about, only knowing that Yu Youning seemed to have something to go back.

So, after Yu Youning hung up the phone, Qing'an asked, "Is there something wrong?"

"Yes. I have something to do in the studio." Yu Youning nodded.

"Then let's go. By the way, I'll go to your place to get the car back, otherwise it will be very troublesome to go to work at night." After Qing'an finished speaking, he turned and went to the bedroom to change clothes and get the keys.

Yu Youning stood in the living room waiting for her, looking here and there.

Strictly speaking, if Qing'an saw his hints, then he should have been rejected several times.Plus what she said to her parents on the phone just now... I don't know if it's true or not, but it's still...

It was as if something was pressing down on the bottom of my heart, calm and extremely uncomfortable.

He opened his mouth slightly, trying to exhale the turbid gas that was clogged in his heart.But just now when Qing'an answered the phone, she looked very sad, and it was impossible for her to press further and force her.

After the well-dressed Qing'an came out, he went out with Yu Youning and went to Yu Youning's house.

After Qing'an got off the car, Yu Youning drove the car to the studio.

Seeing that Yu Youning's car was about to disappear around the corner, Qing'an trotted forward two steps, then stood still, turned around, and went to get his car in a daze.

night.

Qing'an was still the same as before, playing the program, listening to the various emotional events described by the audience, and then analyzing and answering them himself.

When other people's affairs are presented to her, as a bystander, she can see clearly no matter what.

Sometimes I even feel that it is obviously a very simple thing, why make it so complicated?

But now, she felt that she had become very complicated.Speaking of which, Yu Youning hasn't appeared in today's program until now.

A song ended, and then it was time for the hotline.

Qing'an picked up the sound and cheered up: "Hi, I'm the anchor Tingyu."

"I finally got through... Sister Tingyu, I have been listening to your show for a long time, and I really like you, so I want to chat with you." It was a very young girl's voice.

"Thank you for your support. What's your name? Is there anything you want to talk about?" Qing'an put aside distracting thoughts and sat up straight.

"Just call me Lingling. Sister Tingyu, I think my roommate is cute."

After listening to Qing'an, he asked: "Hahaha, that's great, isn't it fun to get along like this?"

On the phone, the girl was silent for a while, then sighed: "Yes, not only is she familiar, but I also like her very much. Not only because the books she likes to read, but also the movies she likes to watch are the same as mine. It's not just because she People are beautiful. In short, they are very cute and lovable."

"Lingling, it seems that you really like your roommate." Qing'an was stunned after saying this with a smile.

"Yes! But... I have never told anyone that my liking for her is another kind of liking, not the kind of liking that everyone thinks." The girl paused, and then continued, "Xiao Qin, I Knowing you are listening to this broadcast. I just want to say, I love you and I want to be that person in your life if I can. Happy birthday."

The author has something to say: In the last article, after entering V, the number of days was more than 39, and even before entering V, it was 20, so at the time of chapter [-], it was almost [-] words. Then someone said, too fast

This article, before entering V and after entering V, basically changed 20 times a day, and now it is almost 53 words, [-] chapters, and has been urged all the time, being said to be too slow