When I Fell For You
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At that time, she felt that since most love affairs are so troublesome and painful, then don't fall in love anymore. Why do you want to blame yourself?
As for kisses and other intimate physical contact, she didn't understand the meaning of it.
Isn't it just meat to meat, I don't understand what's so fun.
It was precisely because she didn't care about these things in the first place that she shamelessly flirted with those girls on Weibo.
But that state has already been defeated in the two or three months since the reunion with Qing'an.
"I won't play anymore." Finally, afraid that she would be unhappy, Yu Youning put down the phone.
However, Qing'an ignored her.
Speaking of which, why Qing'an hasn't answered the question he raised last night until now.
Is it difficult to answer?
"You don't like other people approaching me, why?" Yu Youning continued to ask.
"It's nothing, I just don't have many friends, so I'm narrow-minded, and if I get one, I want to tie it to my side." Qing'an finally answered.Just when she said this, she felt that every cell in her body was restlessly fighting in her body.
Is that so... Indeed, besides this reason, what other reasons could there be?
Yu Youning laughed at himself.
Afterwards, Qing'an opened the video app.
After several minutes, Yu Youning approached Qing'an and asked, "What are you looking at? I'll watch it with you."
"I won't show you." Qing'an glanced at her, said coldly, turned over while holding the phone, and put on the earphones with his back facing Yu Youning.
"You must be watching something shady, that's why you dare not watch it with me." Yu Youning lay down and said slowly.
"Yeah, how do you know? You really know me. I don't have any other hobbies, the only hobby is pornography." Qing'an opened an episode of cartoons.
"People in estrus period..." Yu Youning folded his hands behind his head, looked at the ceiling, and said casually.It's okay to joke around with friends.Yes, they are friends, and they can only be friends.
"Say it again to my old lady!" After hearing this, Qing'an pulled down the earphones, sat up suddenly, and stared at Yu Youning.
After hearing this, Yu Youning looked at her, and continued: "I'm in love..."
"Shut up, old lady!" After hearing those words, Qing'an stretched out his hand and covered Yu Youning's mouth.
In the afternoon, I was still complaining about myself as if I was in heat, but when Yu Youning said that in the evening, my whole body was instantly enveloped by an inexplicable sense of shame.
"Why...you suddenly became so powerful..." Yu Youning was a little dumbfounded, and it took a lot of effort to pull Qing'an's hand away, and then looked at her panting.
"Because I just ate spinach!" Qing'an said, pulling the pillow next to him, and fluffing it lightly on Yu Youning's body.
"The rhythm of transforming into Popeye in one second?" Yu Youning grabbed Qing'an's wrist with one hand and covered the pillow with the other.
"Yeah, did you know?" Qing'an wanted to shake his head handsomely, but ended up shaking his own hair.
Seeing her embarrassment, Yu Youning couldn't help laughing.
"Don't laugh!" Qing'an straightened his hair, put his hand on Yu Youning's shoulder, shaking it up and down.
"I admit that you are Popeye, Popeye in estrus..."
"Yes, yes, yes! I just came to the period of estrus, what's the matter?! Little goblin, come on, pretend!" Qing'an said, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, he pinched the tip of Yu Youning's chin.
"You..." Yu Youning stroked the bed sheet with both hands, clenched tightly.
"What are you? Come on! Girl, come and have fun with me!" Qing'an said, putting his hand on Yu Youning's cheek again.
He was obviously joking, but his heart, hidden under his exaggerated smile and behavior, was beating non-stop.
Yu Youning, who was lying under him, had a blushing face and luscious lips, making one want to pounce on him and kiss her firmly for a while.In short, I want to do it with her.
Qing'an was overwhelmed by the idea that suddenly popped up in his mind.
"And then?" Yu Youning looked at her.
"Just... for fun." Qing'an didn't even know what he was talking about.
"How to play?" Yu Youning continued to ask.
"It's nothing, just talking and having fun." After Qing'an finished speaking, he walked away from Yu Youning, sat on the edge of the bed, and landed on both feet.
"Look, you're the one who only talks and doesn't make fake moves. Don't talk about me in the future." After Yu Youning finished speaking, he suddenly laughed, and his shoulders trembled slightly.
After hearing this, Qing'an frowned slightly, and then returned to the bed again.
"Fake tricks? Be careful that I will cry to you." Qing'an looked at Yu Youning.
"What?" Yu Youning was startled.
Qing'an looked at her, couldn't hold back after all, leaned over, pressed Yu Youning down, and she moved closer to Yu Youning's lips.
But when she found Yu Youning staring at her motionlessly, she panicked again.
What are you doing?It's like being insane.
Letting go of Yu Youning, Qing'an originally wanted to push back the drooping hair, but her cheeks were getting hotter and hotter, so she stopped.Is she blushing?If you're blushing, it's better to block it... yes...
"I...I...I need to pee urgently, I need to go to the bathroom." After saying that, Qing'an quickly got out of bed, grabbed her phone and ran to the bathroom.
After running in, Qing'an turned on the phone, found Shen Tian's WeChat, and typed with trembling fingers.
"Shen Tian, I'm probably crazy."
"What should I do? I might really be crazy."
"I almost kissed my friend."
"She is a woman, but I really want to kiss her and touch her, what should I do?"
"Shen Tian, don't say it...I'm a little scared...afraid of myself..."
"Also, don't worry, I didn't think that way about you, really..."
After sending a lot of messages, Qing'an pressed the phone to his chest.
On the other side, Yu Youning panted lightly, propped herself up and sat up, lowered her head to caress her collar, turned her head, and looked towards the direction of the bathroom.
Thinking of Qing'an's indescribably complicated expression just now, Yu Youning raised his hand and rubbed his head.
Qing'an now, can't he "play" unscrupulously like he did in high school?
The author has something to say: I am busy, and the daily update time will not be on time in the future
☆, 44. Jinjiang debut
Shen Tian is playing skewers with Wei Xue at this time.
A jug of beer has bottomed out, but there is still half of the food on the plate.
Because of Wei Xue's relationship, this period of time was quite happy.Influenced by the youthful girl, I feel that I have become younger.
"When I was a child, I always thought that I was a fairy who went down to the earth to survive the catastrophe. As long as I went through hardships and completed reincarnation, I would return to the heaven, and then I would ride around in the clouds and play around every day if I had nothing to do." Wei Xue was a little drunk.
"Hahaha, fairy? When I was young, I always wished I was a fairy." Shen Tian peeled peanuts, recalling his childhood.
"Why? It's very troublesome to be a goblin, and you have to be stared at by celestial masters all day long." Wei Xue crossed her hands under her chin, her eyes were extremely bright.
"Maybe it's because subconsciously I think goblins are alluring." Shen Tian threw the peanut into his mouth.
"Fantasy...but you look very serious." Wei Xue looked Shen Tian up and down, smiling with a row of white teeth.
Wearing a close-fitting knitted sweater and a loose ponytail, Shen Tian, without makeup, seemed to exude a kind of gentle aura from head to toe.
Her eyebrows and eyes are very soft, and her hair has become longer. After being tied up, it gave Wei Xue the feeling of a sister next door.
Hey, speaking of it, they were originally neighbors.
"Are you serious? Maybe it's because of your age." Shen Tian laughed at himself.
"Please, don't tell me you're old. You're still at the young mature stage. Women at this stage are very attractive." Wei Xue said, taking another sip of beer.
"Your mouth is really amazing. I have never seen a little girl who can talk anytime and anywhere like you." Shen Tian felt that every time he chatted with Wei Xue, he could be said to be quite happy.
"Nine times out of ten, you'll say I'm a little girl. But, Shen Tian, I'm not a little girl anymore, I'm just small." Wei Xue put down her glass and looked at her.
After hearing this, Shen Tian was stunned for a while, then picked up a bunch of shiitake mushrooms with a smile, and said, "How many people wish to be praised, why don't you like it? Besides, to me, you are indeed quite small." ah."
"Because... I think I'm a woman." Wei Xue looked at the mushroom in her hand, paused, and focused her eyes on Shen Tian's face again.
"Of course you are a woman. We are all women. Could it be that we are all just men who look like women?" Shen Tian bit off a piece of shiitake mushroom and chewed it carefully.
After Wei Xue finished listening, she lightly pressed her cheek with the back of her hand, and said nothing more.
At this moment, the screen of Shen Tian's phone lit up.
Seeing that the message was from Qing'an, she put down the skewers, picked up her phone, and checked it.
However, when she saw the series of news, Shen Tian's smile froze.
I thought I had completely let go, but I didn't expect that when I saw these news, my emotions would still fluctuate so much.
Every word the other party said was like a bloody knife.
"It's the one you mentioned last time, the friend who played games and then you kissed... the friend you posted in Moments." Numbly typed a sentence and sent it, Shen Tian picked up the skewer again and ate it mechanically with.
After a while, Qing'an replied: "Yes..."
"Is that so... Aren't you straight?"
After Wei Xue noticed her strangeness, she asked, "What happened?"
Shen Tian stared at the bamboo stick in his hand, but shook his head.
"But you don't look happy." Wei Xue continued.
After Shen Tian listened, he put down the bamboo stick, bowed his head and thought for a while, and then said, "Are you full? I want to go back."
On the other side, Qing'an looked at the question sent by Shen Tian, not knowing how to reply.
Yes, because she never thought about what to do with women before.
But now... who knows.
Putting the phone aside, Qing'an turned on the faucet, scooped up a handful of cold water, splashed it on his cheek, then turned on the faucet, looked at himself in the mirror, not knowing what to do.
Are you gay...
It sounds like a very burdensome word. Compared with heterosexuality, homosexuality has a much more bumpy road, and the resistance ahead is so great that I can hardly imagine.
If she really has that tendency, what will happen to her parents?
Then, the nightmare I had that time came to my mind again.
Yu Youning in the dream seemed to leave him at any moment.
She didn't want to go down that road because it was too difficult.Because it was a feeling that nothing was guaranteed, and everything was suspended in mid-air.
Taking advantage of the signs and confusion now, if I work hard, can I go back to the past, can I still?
After dawdling for more than 20 minutes, Qing'an left the bathroom and went out.
On the bed, Yu Youning's eyes were closed, as if he was lying flat and fell asleep, but the phone was still beside the pillow.
Qing'an walked over softly, put her cell phone aside, turned off the light, and lay down.
She kept a distance from Yu Youning, so that the gap between them was relatively large.
Only an orange night light was left on in the room.
Qing'an closed his eyes, turned sideways, with his back to Yu Youning, Qing'an tried hard to fall asleep, but his mind was numb, and he couldn't fall asleep no matter what.
"Why did you stay inside for so long?" At this moment, Yu Youning's voice sounded from the side, scratching Qing'an's heart a little uneasy.
His voice was a little low, but he sounded sober, not as if he had just woken up.
"I played greedy snakes inside, and I accidentally played for a long time." When Qing'an replied, he lightly clenched his right hand into a fist and placed it on his heart.
She didn't play much about eating snakes, she just talked about it casually.
"Really?" Yu Youning turned his head sideways, looking at the widening gap between the two, a long breath was released from his chest.
Hearing Yu Youning's exhalation, Qing'an nibbled on the knuckles of his bent index finger, closed his eyes, nodded, and replied "um".
"Is there anything else you want to say?" Yu Youning closed his eyes and asked.
"What do you want to say, no." Qing'an shook his head.
"Then, don't you have anything to ask?" Yu Youning opened his eyes.
"How could it be? What are you talking about, haha, you seem to be possessed by an evil spirit." Qing'an laughed awkwardly as he spoke.
"No evil. Then, good night." Yu Youning said, turning sideways.
After that, neither of them spoke again.
Qing'an didn't know if Yu Youning had really fallen asleep this time, anyway, she was still awake now, not feeling sleepy at all.
Uneasiness and hesitation surround and embrace each other at the apex of the heart, binding each other.
Even, this anxiety seeped into the dream again.
She seemed to be walking in an endless white corridor. After walking for a long time, she couldn't find the exit.
the following afternoon.
The two got on the plane and set foot on the return journey.
Suddenly returning from early summer to cold winter, Qing'an was very confused.
"Put on your coat first, and don't catch a cold later." Before arriving at the luggage conveyor belt, Yu Youning took Qing'an's suitcase off, put it at her feet, and tapped the suitcase lightly with her fingers.
Qing'an nodded, opened the box, pulled out a heavy overcoat and put it on his body, then squatted down to lock the box again, stood up, and pulled up the lever.
Yu Youning had already put on his coat.
The jacket is simple in style and generously cut, making her look tall and elegant.
The hair on the sides of the cheeks is habitually pressed behind the pinnae, and the face is small and fair, even though it is just standing there quietly, it still looks like a pictorial.
Among the passing crowd, all young people will inevitably take a look here.
"Let's go." Pulling the hair from the back to the front of the chest, and putting the backpack back on the back, Yu Youning pulled the two boxes and walked forward.
Qing'an followed behind her, after a few steps, he couldn't keep up with Yu Youning's pace.
This time, it was as if her soul had gone out of her body, and she didn't call out to Yu Youning.
However, Yu Youning stopped by himself.
"Little short legs." Yu Youning turned around and waited for her while holding the handle of the box.
"Nonsense, my legs are not short, they are obviously long. It's just that you think everyone is like you. Walking is like rushing to reincarnate." Qing'an raised her head and said back to her.
After listening, Yu Youning smiled, and looked down at the phone again.
The outline of the beautiful side face, the lines are very delicate and neat, Yu Youning is indeed the type who will poke and poke a few more times when seeing it, no matter whether it is a man or a woman.
"Let's go." Qing'an walked to her side and patted her arm.
The coat of the person next to him floated slightly in the air with his steps. Although he didn't get close, Qing'an seemed to be able to smell her unique smell.
What kind of smell is that, probably a hormonal smell.
Thinking of this, Qing'an hastily collected his thoughts and let out a sigh of relief.
After a while, after putting the luggage in the trunk of the car, Qing'an sat in.
"Goodbye, take a good rest when you go back." Yu Youning leaned against the window, raised his eyebrows and smiled at her.
Being relatively close, Qing'an could still feel Yu Youning's aura.
"Okay, you too." Qing'an nodded, and then fastened his seat belt.
After standing a little further away, Yu Youning gave Qing'an a small gesture, watched her leave with a smile on his face, and then turned around.
However, the moment she turned around, the smile on her face had disappeared without a trace, and what was left was only exhaustion, and she looked very depressed.
After Qing'an got home, he closed the door and stood there for a long time.
I want to get closer, but when I really get close, I will rationally persuade myself to leave quickly.
She doesn't even know who she is anymore.
Does she like men... It seems that she has never liked anyone except the boy in high school.
How does it feel when you like that guy?It's been so long, I can't remember it.
What does she want now, is she able to pursue it, is she able to afford it?
What I want now... Qingan's mind once again flashed Yu Youning's appearance.
Can that line really be crossed?
If you pass by, what will meet you in front of you?
More than half an hour later, Yu Youning returned home, only to see Zhao Xin sitting on the sofa and dozing off, while the TV opposite was still on.
The 83 version of "Dream of Red Mansions" was playing on the screen, and Qingwen was tearing up a fan with a smile.
Putting the suitcase aside, pulled the bag off his back and put it on the cabinet. After changing his shoes, Yu Youning walked to the side of the sofa and stared at Zhao Xin.
Zhao Xin's eyelids moved in her sleep, and then slowly opened. Yawning, when she turned her head and saw Yu Youning, she was so startled that she almost threw the pillow over.
"Are you going to scare your old lady to death?" After Zhao Xin finished speaking, she stood up and stretched her waist with fists clenched.After glancing at Yu Youning's face out of the corner of his eye, Zhao Xin put down his hand again and asked, "Why do you look unhappy? Are you not playing?"
"Really? I'm not unhappy. In fact, I had a lot of fun." Yu Youning shook his head in denial.
"Fart." Zhao Xin walked up to Yu Youning, stretched out his hand and tugged at her collar, "Tell me honestly, why have you been bored lately? And after going out for a while, you seem to have become even more bored."
"Mom, do you love me?" Yu Youjing looked at her quietly and asked suddenly.
"I said, are you stupid? Which mother doesn't love her child? It's weird." Zhao Xin looked at Yu Youning as if he was looking at a monster.
"If, I... was different from what you imagined, would you still... Ha, what am I talking about. If you are sleepy, go to bed and sleep, it will be more comfortable than the sofa." After Yu Youning finished speaking, she revealed A sunny smile, and off to the kitchen.
Zhao Xin looked at Yu Youning's back, sat down on the sofa again, and opened the mobile browser.
Drag the browser history search record page, select the record called homosexual characteristics, open it and read it again.
Entering the kitchen, Yu Youning dug out the traditional Chinese medicine from the cabinet and poured it into a jar.
After that, she walked to the cabinet and stopped, holding her temples with her hands in a daze.
Not long after, Zhao Xin threw the phone aside and walked into the kitchen.
"If you don't feel well, go and rest, I'll help you here." Zhao Xin looked at her, and then walked over to the medicine jar.
The author has something to say: her mother has always been in a state of suspicion, and Chapter 10 also brought a stroke.It's just that doubts are doubts, and doubts don't mean knowing exactly what.If she knew for sure, she wouldn't have searched
☆, 45. Jinjiang debut
Back to work days.
When hosting the radio at night, Qing'an listened to the music and stared blankly at the electronic timetable in front of him.
Before you know it, it's 2016, and January is coming to an end.
According to the weather forecast, the minimum temperature today is minus two degrees.
Someone called the hotline and asked her: "Should I break up? My boyfriend and I have known each other for nine years. We used to be good friends until a year ago when we changed from friends to lovers. But in Not long after we got together, we started to have conflicts. When we were friends before, we kept a certain distance from each other, and the distance created beauty, which was fine. But after being together, especially after living together for a period of time, there are many conflicts. If you don’t break up, you will be really unhappy. But if you break up, you’re afraid that you won’t even be able to be friends, what should you do…”
Yes, what to do.
If it's just ordinary friends who haven't known each other for a long time, they won't be so entangled.
But we've known each other for so long, and we're still playing well, so if we want to break up under such circumstances, I'm sure I'd be nervous.
In the end, Qing'an just asked mechanically, "Which one do you think is more important, him or your life?"
"As important."
"What is equally important?" Qing'an asked.
"In fact, I really hope that in the rest of my life, he will accompany me to go on. We will go through all kinds of wind and rain together..."
Hearing this, Qing'an smiled, she shook her head, and leaned closer to Mai: "We have experienced all kinds of wind and rain together? It's only been a year... You probably have experienced a flash of lightning so far, that's all, and you have experienced wind and rain... Don't make it up This is to lie to yourself, girl. If you really feel that you can't live with him, then share it. "
After half an hour.
Qing'an left the TV station and got into the car. When she passed the convenience store before, she stopped the car, and when she got in, she found that the cashier had changed back to her familiar face.
"Miss, I haven't seen you for a long time." The cashier said hello to Qing'an.
"Yeah, I didn't expect you to come back." Qing'an smiled, walked between the shelves, picked out a lot of snacks and drinks, and then went to the cashier to pay.
"Miss, did you buy so much this time?" The cashier was a little surprised.
"I'm too lazy to care so much. If you don't want to eat, don't buy it. When you want to eat, just open your stomach and eat." Qing'an looked at the code scanner, and suddenly laughed while talking.
After paying the bill, she walked out with a big bag of things.
The next day, after Qing'an woke up, she went to the living room and turned on the TV.
After adjusting the channel he wanted to watch, Qing'an dumped all his food on the coffee table, tore open three bags of potato chips of different flavors in one go, and inserted straws into a board of Yakult.
Many people like cola with potato chips, but she doesn't like carbonated drinks, so she didn't buy cola.
Qing'an in pajamas sat cross-legged on the sofa, watching TV while grabbing potato chips and stuffing them into his mouth, taking a sip of Yakult from time to time.The feeling of slumping to death.
Surfing the Internet is boring, and watching TV seems to be boring too.No matter what I look at, I always look at it, and then my thoughts fly elsewhere.
Just like now, looking at it, she suddenly began to think about what Yu Youning was doing now.
Wiping his fingers with a paper towel, Qing'an picked up his phone, browsed around Yu Youning's Moments album, and then went to Weibo.
Half an hour ago, Yu Youning posted a blog, saying: "It's relatively early to finish work, and I don't have anything to do at the moment, so I'm playing cards at work. I'm lucky, I've been winning all the time, and I have a sense of accomplishment."
The accompanying photo is a table of playing cards.
Are you not busy today?
It has been almost a month since I went out to take pictures last time.
During this month, Qing'an still tried to get along with Yu Youning as before.
Chat how you want to chat, tell a joke from time to time, and then exchange a few words.
However, I always feel that something has changed.
For example, they don't take the initiative to ask each other out to play.If you don't date me, I won't date you either.After careful calculation, after returning, they never saw each other again.
When chatting, the two also seemed to have a tacit understanding, and unanimously jumped out of the topic of playing.
What's more, Qing'an's postings have become more frequent, and every time a post is posted, she will make various speculations based on a series of small details such as punctuation marks in the content.
When seeing only one full stop, Qing'an wondered if Yu Youning was in a bad mood.
When I saw Yu Youning posting something like "Xiao Jin is the cutest girl in the world", I would think again, who is Xiao Jin, when did they meet, and why did Yu Youning praise her for being cute?I haven't seen her boasting about her cuteness...sad.
However, when the photo of Xiaojin sent by Yu Youning was posted in the next second, Qing'an would laugh again.It turns out that Xiao Jin is a little milk cat.
However, in the past, she never thought that one day she would stare at other people's Moments and Weibo updates when she was free.
Not only can he brush and brush, but he can also do various reading comprehension on the things that are brushed out, just like a pervert.
Fortunately, Weibo and WeChat Moments will not have visitor records.Otherwise, every time Yu Youning opened it, he would find the dense footprints left by Qing'an like a stalker.
She doesn't look through those little fresh meat's Weibo very much. Occasionally, when she logs on to refresh, she can see the fitness selfies or food photos they posted, but she just feels numb when she looks at them.
Nothing fancy, and that's about it.
I don't know why the fans below praise people so much like chicken blood.
But thinking about it carefully, wasn't he also a member of the chicken blood brigade back then?
It's just a bloodbath in my heart, so I don't have any comments.
Withdrew from Yu Youning's Weibo and refreshed his attention, only to see that Xu Yan also posted a blog.
It is a blog that forwards the lottery, and those who win the lottery can get a full set of his "Human World" series of books.
Speaking of which, she forgot about Xu Yan's new book signing event.
Why would I forget it? I remember it well.In short, forgetting is forgetting.
Her attention was inexplicably shifted to Yu Youning.
Did Yu Youning post today, what was the post, and under what circumstances did he post it?What kind of clothes are you wearing? Is there a smile on the corner of your mouth?
Even, Qing'an would dig out the photos Yu Youning took of himself last time and look at them over and over again.
In the past, after taking a photo shoot, when I got the finished film and looked at it, I was just admiring myself.
But now, the mood is not quite the same.
Looking at those photos, you will think of the details of the two of them getting along in those few days.
This feeling is very novel.
Well, since Yu Youning is not busy today and is still playing cards leisurely, should I go find her?
Although he was still hesitating in his heart, in fact, Qing'an had already floated to the dressing table and started combing his hair with a comb.
Even before I knew it, my hair was already combed.
Now that it's all combed, let's go.
Getting up and going to open the closet door, Qing'an picked out clothes to change into, and then went to the studio where Yu Youning was.
Today is January 29th.
After careful calculation, they have not seen each other for more than 20 days.
In the past twenty days, she has been thinking about many things.When I think about it often, the tip of my nose becomes sore for no reason.
She couldn't imagine that one day Yu Youning would start a family with someone else and lie in the arms of a man. For herself, such a scene was scarier than any horror movie.
They are no longer children, so how many years can they have to waste?
But all of this still couldn't stop her from wanting to see Yu Youning.
Probably stuck in it.
The car stopped at the parking lot next to the building where Yu Youning's studio was located. Qing'an dug out the phone's address book, found Yu Youning's phone number, and dialed it.
It was drizzling outside again, and after the car windows were covered with fine drops of water, all the scenery outside became hazy.
After the phone rang a few times, Yu Youning answered it with a familiar and quiet voice.
"Where are you..." Qing'an pinched the phone and asked.
"I'm shopping." Yu Youning replied.
"Going out?" Qing'an slightly raised his brows.
"Yes." After the other party finished speaking, they fell into a long silence.
Are you out of the studio now?Qing'an looked out through the glass window.
The rainwater condensed more and more on the window, and finally gathered together, like the wall skin of an abandoned building that had been in disrepair for a long time, peeling off piece by piece.
"Hello?" At this time, Yu Youning broke the silence again, "Where are you?"
"I'm downstairs in your studio." Qing'an turned his head and stared at the steering wheel.
"Why didn't you say something in advance? In case I'm not here..."
Qing'an was also speechless, playing with the strap wrapped next to him: "Ghost knows why I ran over all of a sudden."
"Then you go up and wait for a while, I will come right away." Yu Youning said immediately.
"Would this be too much trouble for you? You're gone, and you're coming back again..." Although Qing'an said so, in his heart, he wished that she would appear in front of him immediately.
Yu Youning replied: "No trouble, I just came out to buy something to eat. Wait a minute, I'll pay the bill and I'll be out soon."
Qing'an withdrew his hand and looked outside: "Then I'll wait for you in the parking lot. The second row from the west entrance."
After hanging up the phone, Qing'an lay on the steering wheel and waited quietly.
Yes, who knows why she ran over suddenly.
A few minutes later, Qing'an felt someone knocking on the car door, settled down, and got up from the steering wheel.
I saw Yu Youning standing by the car window with a bag in one hand and an umbrella in the other, leaning slightly to look at her.
After Qing'an saw it, he picked up his bag, opened the car door and walked out.
The rain became heavier, and just as Qing'an got out of the car, his body was wet a little.
"Didn't you bring an umbrella?" Yu Youning asked while pulling her under his umbrella.
"It didn't rain when I came here, so I didn't bring it with me. Who knew it would rain so hard." Qing'an nodded.
"That's it. Fortunately, my umbrella is big enough." Yu Youning twirled the handle while chewing gum.
With a smile on her face, she seemed to be having a good time.
☆, 46. Jinjiang debut
Walking into the building, Yu Youning put away the umbrella and pressed the elevator button.
"Let's put an umbrella in the car from now on." Yu Youning took out a tissue, wrapped the gum in it, and threw it into the trash can.
"I used to have an umbrella, but I forgot it at the office yesterday." Qing'an tightened the belt of the bag.
"That's it." The moment the elevator door opened, Yu Youning walked in first.
After arriving at the destination floor, Qing'an followed Yu Youning out of the elevator.Feeling her hands were frozen, she lowered her head and rubbed her hands.
"It's quite cold today." Yu Youning said after seeing it.
Standing outside the studio door, Yu Youning reopened the umbrella to the open space in front of the door, stretched out his finger and put it on the punch card machine.
The glass door opened, and Qing'an followed Yu Youning in.
The heat rushed towards my face, and the chill on my body was immediately dispelled.
"It's raining heavily outside." Yu Youning carried the bag of food, passed a creative wall, and walked towards the group of people playing cards.
"I bought some snacks, take what you want." Yu Youning threw the bag of things to the edge of the coffee table.
"Thank you~ Hey, Qing'an is here too?" Tan Yajing was watching them playing cards, but she didn't expect to see Qing'an when she turned around, she was still a little surprised.
"Well, I'm free, so I'll come and take a look." Qing'an nodded.
"Hahaha, this sounds like the proprietress here." Tan Yajing said with a smile.
Hearing these words suddenly, Qing'an froze, staring at Tan Yajing like he was stuck.
"Boss lady? What boss lady?" Chen Qi next to him raised his eyelids to look at them, and asked while touching his cards.
"Don't you think they are a good match?" Tan Yajing gave Chen Qi a white look.
Hearing this, Chen Qi looked at Yu Youning and Qing'an again, as if he was about to say something, but his attention was drawn to the cards again, he drew out the cards and threw them away, and shouted with wide eyes: "I won again! Hahaha! "
Yu Youning took a look at Tan Yajing, and then said to Qing'an: "Jing Jing is always supernatural, just ignore her."
"Hey! Who are you talking about being supernatural? Who are you talking about!" Tan Yajing grabbed a bag of Swiss candies and made a gesture to throw her.
Are you divine?
But Tan Yajing's words, why did she love to hear them so much?Qing'an let out a sigh of relief, unloaded the bag and threw it aside.
"Hey, beauty, you came here once before, right?" At this moment, the makeup artist Beibei came out of the bathroom with a few powder puffs that had been washed, and asked casually after seeing Qing'an.
"Yes." Qing'an nodded.
"Remember, I saw that You Ning edited your photo. She is serious. She has been doing it herself since the conversion, and never let the retoucher touch it." Beibei took the cotton pad away After drying, pull down the sleeves and walk over.
"Oh, by the way, Beibei, you can take some of these food to the art department and share with them." Yu Youning interrupted Beibei.
Thinking over what Beibei said, Qing'an couldn't help feeling a little joy in his heart.
In Yu Youning's heart, is she really special?
"Take off your coat, and I'll use a hair dryer to blow the wet spots." After Beibei left, Yu
At that time, she felt that since most love affairs are so troublesome and painful, then don't fall in love anymore. Why do you want to blame yourself?
As for kisses and other intimate physical contact, she didn't understand the meaning of it.
Isn't it just meat to meat, I don't understand what's so fun.
It was precisely because she didn't care about these things in the first place that she shamelessly flirted with those girls on Weibo.
But that state has already been defeated in the two or three months since the reunion with Qing'an.
"I won't play anymore." Finally, afraid that she would be unhappy, Yu Youning put down the phone.
However, Qing'an ignored her.
Speaking of which, why Qing'an hasn't answered the question he raised last night until now.
Is it difficult to answer?
"You don't like other people approaching me, why?" Yu Youning continued to ask.
"It's nothing, I just don't have many friends, so I'm narrow-minded, and if I get one, I want to tie it to my side." Qing'an finally answered.Just when she said this, she felt that every cell in her body was restlessly fighting in her body.
Is that so... Indeed, besides this reason, what other reasons could there be?
Yu Youning laughed at himself.
Afterwards, Qing'an opened the video app.
After several minutes, Yu Youning approached Qing'an and asked, "What are you looking at? I'll watch it with you."
"I won't show you." Qing'an glanced at her, said coldly, turned over while holding the phone, and put on the earphones with his back facing Yu Youning.
"You must be watching something shady, that's why you dare not watch it with me." Yu Youning lay down and said slowly.
"Yeah, how do you know? You really know me. I don't have any other hobbies, the only hobby is pornography." Qing'an opened an episode of cartoons.
"People in estrus period..." Yu Youning folded his hands behind his head, looked at the ceiling, and said casually.It's okay to joke around with friends.Yes, they are friends, and they can only be friends.
"Say it again to my old lady!" After hearing this, Qing'an pulled down the earphones, sat up suddenly, and stared at Yu Youning.
After hearing this, Yu Youning looked at her, and continued: "I'm in love..."
"Shut up, old lady!" After hearing those words, Qing'an stretched out his hand and covered Yu Youning's mouth.
In the afternoon, I was still complaining about myself as if I was in heat, but when Yu Youning said that in the evening, my whole body was instantly enveloped by an inexplicable sense of shame.
"Why...you suddenly became so powerful..." Yu Youning was a little dumbfounded, and it took a lot of effort to pull Qing'an's hand away, and then looked at her panting.
"Because I just ate spinach!" Qing'an said, pulling the pillow next to him, and fluffing it lightly on Yu Youning's body.
"The rhythm of transforming into Popeye in one second?" Yu Youning grabbed Qing'an's wrist with one hand and covered the pillow with the other.
"Yeah, did you know?" Qing'an wanted to shake his head handsomely, but ended up shaking his own hair.
Seeing her embarrassment, Yu Youning couldn't help laughing.
"Don't laugh!" Qing'an straightened his hair, put his hand on Yu Youning's shoulder, shaking it up and down.
"I admit that you are Popeye, Popeye in estrus..."
"Yes, yes, yes! I just came to the period of estrus, what's the matter?! Little goblin, come on, pretend!" Qing'an said, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, he pinched the tip of Yu Youning's chin.
"You..." Yu Youning stroked the bed sheet with both hands, clenched tightly.
"What are you? Come on! Girl, come and have fun with me!" Qing'an said, putting his hand on Yu Youning's cheek again.
He was obviously joking, but his heart, hidden under his exaggerated smile and behavior, was beating non-stop.
Yu Youning, who was lying under him, had a blushing face and luscious lips, making one want to pounce on him and kiss her firmly for a while.In short, I want to do it with her.
Qing'an was overwhelmed by the idea that suddenly popped up in his mind.
"And then?" Yu Youning looked at her.
"Just... for fun." Qing'an didn't even know what he was talking about.
"How to play?" Yu Youning continued to ask.
"It's nothing, just talking and having fun." After Qing'an finished speaking, he walked away from Yu Youning, sat on the edge of the bed, and landed on both feet.
"Look, you're the one who only talks and doesn't make fake moves. Don't talk about me in the future." After Yu Youning finished speaking, he suddenly laughed, and his shoulders trembled slightly.
After hearing this, Qing'an frowned slightly, and then returned to the bed again.
"Fake tricks? Be careful that I will cry to you." Qing'an looked at Yu Youning.
"What?" Yu Youning was startled.
Qing'an looked at her, couldn't hold back after all, leaned over, pressed Yu Youning down, and she moved closer to Yu Youning's lips.
But when she found Yu Youning staring at her motionlessly, she panicked again.
What are you doing?It's like being insane.
Letting go of Yu Youning, Qing'an originally wanted to push back the drooping hair, but her cheeks were getting hotter and hotter, so she stopped.Is she blushing?If you're blushing, it's better to block it... yes...
"I...I...I need to pee urgently, I need to go to the bathroom." After saying that, Qing'an quickly got out of bed, grabbed her phone and ran to the bathroom.
After running in, Qing'an turned on the phone, found Shen Tian's WeChat, and typed with trembling fingers.
"Shen Tian, I'm probably crazy."
"What should I do? I might really be crazy."
"I almost kissed my friend."
"She is a woman, but I really want to kiss her and touch her, what should I do?"
"Shen Tian, don't say it...I'm a little scared...afraid of myself..."
"Also, don't worry, I didn't think that way about you, really..."
After sending a lot of messages, Qing'an pressed the phone to his chest.
On the other side, Yu Youning panted lightly, propped herself up and sat up, lowered her head to caress her collar, turned her head, and looked towards the direction of the bathroom.
Thinking of Qing'an's indescribably complicated expression just now, Yu Youning raised his hand and rubbed his head.
Qing'an now, can't he "play" unscrupulously like he did in high school?
The author has something to say: I am busy, and the daily update time will not be on time in the future
☆, 44. Jinjiang debut
Shen Tian is playing skewers with Wei Xue at this time.
A jug of beer has bottomed out, but there is still half of the food on the plate.
Because of Wei Xue's relationship, this period of time was quite happy.Influenced by the youthful girl, I feel that I have become younger.
"When I was a child, I always thought that I was a fairy who went down to the earth to survive the catastrophe. As long as I went through hardships and completed reincarnation, I would return to the heaven, and then I would ride around in the clouds and play around every day if I had nothing to do." Wei Xue was a little drunk.
"Hahaha, fairy? When I was young, I always wished I was a fairy." Shen Tian peeled peanuts, recalling his childhood.
"Why? It's very troublesome to be a goblin, and you have to be stared at by celestial masters all day long." Wei Xue crossed her hands under her chin, her eyes were extremely bright.
"Maybe it's because subconsciously I think goblins are alluring." Shen Tian threw the peanut into his mouth.
"Fantasy...but you look very serious." Wei Xue looked Shen Tian up and down, smiling with a row of white teeth.
Wearing a close-fitting knitted sweater and a loose ponytail, Shen Tian, without makeup, seemed to exude a kind of gentle aura from head to toe.
Her eyebrows and eyes are very soft, and her hair has become longer. After being tied up, it gave Wei Xue the feeling of a sister next door.
Hey, speaking of it, they were originally neighbors.
"Are you serious? Maybe it's because of your age." Shen Tian laughed at himself.
"Please, don't tell me you're old. You're still at the young mature stage. Women at this stage are very attractive." Wei Xue said, taking another sip of beer.
"Your mouth is really amazing. I have never seen a little girl who can talk anytime and anywhere like you." Shen Tian felt that every time he chatted with Wei Xue, he could be said to be quite happy.
"Nine times out of ten, you'll say I'm a little girl. But, Shen Tian, I'm not a little girl anymore, I'm just small." Wei Xue put down her glass and looked at her.
After hearing this, Shen Tian was stunned for a while, then picked up a bunch of shiitake mushrooms with a smile, and said, "How many people wish to be praised, why don't you like it? Besides, to me, you are indeed quite small." ah."
"Because... I think I'm a woman." Wei Xue looked at the mushroom in her hand, paused, and focused her eyes on Shen Tian's face again.
"Of course you are a woman. We are all women. Could it be that we are all just men who look like women?" Shen Tian bit off a piece of shiitake mushroom and chewed it carefully.
After Wei Xue finished listening, she lightly pressed her cheek with the back of her hand, and said nothing more.
At this moment, the screen of Shen Tian's phone lit up.
Seeing that the message was from Qing'an, she put down the skewers, picked up her phone, and checked it.
However, when she saw the series of news, Shen Tian's smile froze.
I thought I had completely let go, but I didn't expect that when I saw these news, my emotions would still fluctuate so much.
Every word the other party said was like a bloody knife.
"It's the one you mentioned last time, the friend who played games and then you kissed... the friend you posted in Moments." Numbly typed a sentence and sent it, Shen Tian picked up the skewer again and ate it mechanically with.
After a while, Qing'an replied: "Yes..."
"Is that so... Aren't you straight?"
After Wei Xue noticed her strangeness, she asked, "What happened?"
Shen Tian stared at the bamboo stick in his hand, but shook his head.
"But you don't look happy." Wei Xue continued.
After Shen Tian listened, he put down the bamboo stick, bowed his head and thought for a while, and then said, "Are you full? I want to go back."
On the other side, Qing'an looked at the question sent by Shen Tian, not knowing how to reply.
Yes, because she never thought about what to do with women before.
But now... who knows.
Putting the phone aside, Qing'an turned on the faucet, scooped up a handful of cold water, splashed it on his cheek, then turned on the faucet, looked at himself in the mirror, not knowing what to do.
Are you gay...
It sounds like a very burdensome word. Compared with heterosexuality, homosexuality has a much more bumpy road, and the resistance ahead is so great that I can hardly imagine.
If she really has that tendency, what will happen to her parents?
Then, the nightmare I had that time came to my mind again.
Yu Youning in the dream seemed to leave him at any moment.
She didn't want to go down that road because it was too difficult.Because it was a feeling that nothing was guaranteed, and everything was suspended in mid-air.
Taking advantage of the signs and confusion now, if I work hard, can I go back to the past, can I still?
After dawdling for more than 20 minutes, Qing'an left the bathroom and went out.
On the bed, Yu Youning's eyes were closed, as if he was lying flat and fell asleep, but the phone was still beside the pillow.
Qing'an walked over softly, put her cell phone aside, turned off the light, and lay down.
She kept a distance from Yu Youning, so that the gap between them was relatively large.
Only an orange night light was left on in the room.
Qing'an closed his eyes, turned sideways, with his back to Yu Youning, Qing'an tried hard to fall asleep, but his mind was numb, and he couldn't fall asleep no matter what.
"Why did you stay inside for so long?" At this moment, Yu Youning's voice sounded from the side, scratching Qing'an's heart a little uneasy.
His voice was a little low, but he sounded sober, not as if he had just woken up.
"I played greedy snakes inside, and I accidentally played for a long time." When Qing'an replied, he lightly clenched his right hand into a fist and placed it on his heart.
She didn't play much about eating snakes, she just talked about it casually.
"Really?" Yu Youning turned his head sideways, looking at the widening gap between the two, a long breath was released from his chest.
Hearing Yu Youning's exhalation, Qing'an nibbled on the knuckles of his bent index finger, closed his eyes, nodded, and replied "um".
"Is there anything else you want to say?" Yu Youning closed his eyes and asked.
"What do you want to say, no." Qing'an shook his head.
"Then, don't you have anything to ask?" Yu Youning opened his eyes.
"How could it be? What are you talking about, haha, you seem to be possessed by an evil spirit." Qing'an laughed awkwardly as he spoke.
"No evil. Then, good night." Yu Youning said, turning sideways.
After that, neither of them spoke again.
Qing'an didn't know if Yu Youning had really fallen asleep this time, anyway, she was still awake now, not feeling sleepy at all.
Uneasiness and hesitation surround and embrace each other at the apex of the heart, binding each other.
Even, this anxiety seeped into the dream again.
She seemed to be walking in an endless white corridor. After walking for a long time, she couldn't find the exit.
the following afternoon.
The two got on the plane and set foot on the return journey.
Suddenly returning from early summer to cold winter, Qing'an was very confused.
"Put on your coat first, and don't catch a cold later." Before arriving at the luggage conveyor belt, Yu Youning took Qing'an's suitcase off, put it at her feet, and tapped the suitcase lightly with her fingers.
Qing'an nodded, opened the box, pulled out a heavy overcoat and put it on his body, then squatted down to lock the box again, stood up, and pulled up the lever.
Yu Youning had already put on his coat.
The jacket is simple in style and generously cut, making her look tall and elegant.
The hair on the sides of the cheeks is habitually pressed behind the pinnae, and the face is small and fair, even though it is just standing there quietly, it still looks like a pictorial.
Among the passing crowd, all young people will inevitably take a look here.
"Let's go." Pulling the hair from the back to the front of the chest, and putting the backpack back on the back, Yu Youning pulled the two boxes and walked forward.
Qing'an followed behind her, after a few steps, he couldn't keep up with Yu Youning's pace.
This time, it was as if her soul had gone out of her body, and she didn't call out to Yu Youning.
However, Yu Youning stopped by himself.
"Little short legs." Yu Youning turned around and waited for her while holding the handle of the box.
"Nonsense, my legs are not short, they are obviously long. It's just that you think everyone is like you. Walking is like rushing to reincarnate." Qing'an raised her head and said back to her.
After listening, Yu Youning smiled, and looked down at the phone again.
The outline of the beautiful side face, the lines are very delicate and neat, Yu Youning is indeed the type who will poke and poke a few more times when seeing it, no matter whether it is a man or a woman.
"Let's go." Qing'an walked to her side and patted her arm.
The coat of the person next to him floated slightly in the air with his steps. Although he didn't get close, Qing'an seemed to be able to smell her unique smell.
What kind of smell is that, probably a hormonal smell.
Thinking of this, Qing'an hastily collected his thoughts and let out a sigh of relief.
After a while, after putting the luggage in the trunk of the car, Qing'an sat in.
"Goodbye, take a good rest when you go back." Yu Youning leaned against the window, raised his eyebrows and smiled at her.
Being relatively close, Qing'an could still feel Yu Youning's aura.
"Okay, you too." Qing'an nodded, and then fastened his seat belt.
After standing a little further away, Yu Youning gave Qing'an a small gesture, watched her leave with a smile on his face, and then turned around.
However, the moment she turned around, the smile on her face had disappeared without a trace, and what was left was only exhaustion, and she looked very depressed.
After Qing'an got home, he closed the door and stood there for a long time.
I want to get closer, but when I really get close, I will rationally persuade myself to leave quickly.
She doesn't even know who she is anymore.
Does she like men... It seems that she has never liked anyone except the boy in high school.
How does it feel when you like that guy?It's been so long, I can't remember it.
What does she want now, is she able to pursue it, is she able to afford it?
What I want now... Qingan's mind once again flashed Yu Youning's appearance.
Can that line really be crossed?
If you pass by, what will meet you in front of you?
More than half an hour later, Yu Youning returned home, only to see Zhao Xin sitting on the sofa and dozing off, while the TV opposite was still on.
The 83 version of "Dream of Red Mansions" was playing on the screen, and Qingwen was tearing up a fan with a smile.
Putting the suitcase aside, pulled the bag off his back and put it on the cabinet. After changing his shoes, Yu Youning walked to the side of the sofa and stared at Zhao Xin.
Zhao Xin's eyelids moved in her sleep, and then slowly opened. Yawning, when she turned her head and saw Yu Youning, she was so startled that she almost threw the pillow over.
"Are you going to scare your old lady to death?" After Zhao Xin finished speaking, she stood up and stretched her waist with fists clenched.After glancing at Yu Youning's face out of the corner of his eye, Zhao Xin put down his hand again and asked, "Why do you look unhappy? Are you not playing?"
"Really? I'm not unhappy. In fact, I had a lot of fun." Yu Youning shook his head in denial.
"Fart." Zhao Xin walked up to Yu Youning, stretched out his hand and tugged at her collar, "Tell me honestly, why have you been bored lately? And after going out for a while, you seem to have become even more bored."
"Mom, do you love me?" Yu Youjing looked at her quietly and asked suddenly.
"I said, are you stupid? Which mother doesn't love her child? It's weird." Zhao Xin looked at Yu Youning as if he was looking at a monster.
"If, I... was different from what you imagined, would you still... Ha, what am I talking about. If you are sleepy, go to bed and sleep, it will be more comfortable than the sofa." After Yu Youning finished speaking, she revealed A sunny smile, and off to the kitchen.
Zhao Xin looked at Yu Youning's back, sat down on the sofa again, and opened the mobile browser.
Drag the browser history search record page, select the record called homosexual characteristics, open it and read it again.
Entering the kitchen, Yu Youning dug out the traditional Chinese medicine from the cabinet and poured it into a jar.
After that, she walked to the cabinet and stopped, holding her temples with her hands in a daze.
Not long after, Zhao Xin threw the phone aside and walked into the kitchen.
"If you don't feel well, go and rest, I'll help you here." Zhao Xin looked at her, and then walked over to the medicine jar.
The author has something to say: her mother has always been in a state of suspicion, and Chapter 10 also brought a stroke.It's just that doubts are doubts, and doubts don't mean knowing exactly what.If she knew for sure, she wouldn't have searched
☆, 45. Jinjiang debut
Back to work days.
When hosting the radio at night, Qing'an listened to the music and stared blankly at the electronic timetable in front of him.
Before you know it, it's 2016, and January is coming to an end.
According to the weather forecast, the minimum temperature today is minus two degrees.
Someone called the hotline and asked her: "Should I break up? My boyfriend and I have known each other for nine years. We used to be good friends until a year ago when we changed from friends to lovers. But in Not long after we got together, we started to have conflicts. When we were friends before, we kept a certain distance from each other, and the distance created beauty, which was fine. But after being together, especially after living together for a period of time, there are many conflicts. If you don’t break up, you will be really unhappy. But if you break up, you’re afraid that you won’t even be able to be friends, what should you do…”
Yes, what to do.
If it's just ordinary friends who haven't known each other for a long time, they won't be so entangled.
But we've known each other for so long, and we're still playing well, so if we want to break up under such circumstances, I'm sure I'd be nervous.
In the end, Qing'an just asked mechanically, "Which one do you think is more important, him or your life?"
"As important."
"What is equally important?" Qing'an asked.
"In fact, I really hope that in the rest of my life, he will accompany me to go on. We will go through all kinds of wind and rain together..."
Hearing this, Qing'an smiled, she shook her head, and leaned closer to Mai: "We have experienced all kinds of wind and rain together? It's only been a year... You probably have experienced a flash of lightning so far, that's all, and you have experienced wind and rain... Don't make it up This is to lie to yourself, girl. If you really feel that you can't live with him, then share it. "
After half an hour.
Qing'an left the TV station and got into the car. When she passed the convenience store before, she stopped the car, and when she got in, she found that the cashier had changed back to her familiar face.
"Miss, I haven't seen you for a long time." The cashier said hello to Qing'an.
"Yeah, I didn't expect you to come back." Qing'an smiled, walked between the shelves, picked out a lot of snacks and drinks, and then went to the cashier to pay.
"Miss, did you buy so much this time?" The cashier was a little surprised.
"I'm too lazy to care so much. If you don't want to eat, don't buy it. When you want to eat, just open your stomach and eat." Qing'an looked at the code scanner, and suddenly laughed while talking.
After paying the bill, she walked out with a big bag of things.
The next day, after Qing'an woke up, she went to the living room and turned on the TV.
After adjusting the channel he wanted to watch, Qing'an dumped all his food on the coffee table, tore open three bags of potato chips of different flavors in one go, and inserted straws into a board of Yakult.
Many people like cola with potato chips, but she doesn't like carbonated drinks, so she didn't buy cola.
Qing'an in pajamas sat cross-legged on the sofa, watching TV while grabbing potato chips and stuffing them into his mouth, taking a sip of Yakult from time to time.The feeling of slumping to death.
Surfing the Internet is boring, and watching TV seems to be boring too.No matter what I look at, I always look at it, and then my thoughts fly elsewhere.
Just like now, looking at it, she suddenly began to think about what Yu Youning was doing now.
Wiping his fingers with a paper towel, Qing'an picked up his phone, browsed around Yu Youning's Moments album, and then went to Weibo.
Half an hour ago, Yu Youning posted a blog, saying: "It's relatively early to finish work, and I don't have anything to do at the moment, so I'm playing cards at work. I'm lucky, I've been winning all the time, and I have a sense of accomplishment."
The accompanying photo is a table of playing cards.
Are you not busy today?
It has been almost a month since I went out to take pictures last time.
During this month, Qing'an still tried to get along with Yu Youning as before.
Chat how you want to chat, tell a joke from time to time, and then exchange a few words.
However, I always feel that something has changed.
For example, they don't take the initiative to ask each other out to play.If you don't date me, I won't date you either.After careful calculation, after returning, they never saw each other again.
When chatting, the two also seemed to have a tacit understanding, and unanimously jumped out of the topic of playing.
What's more, Qing'an's postings have become more frequent, and every time a post is posted, she will make various speculations based on a series of small details such as punctuation marks in the content.
When seeing only one full stop, Qing'an wondered if Yu Youning was in a bad mood.
When I saw Yu Youning posting something like "Xiao Jin is the cutest girl in the world", I would think again, who is Xiao Jin, when did they meet, and why did Yu Youning praise her for being cute?I haven't seen her boasting about her cuteness...sad.
However, when the photo of Xiaojin sent by Yu Youning was posted in the next second, Qing'an would laugh again.It turns out that Xiao Jin is a little milk cat.
However, in the past, she never thought that one day she would stare at other people's Moments and Weibo updates when she was free.
Not only can he brush and brush, but he can also do various reading comprehension on the things that are brushed out, just like a pervert.
Fortunately, Weibo and WeChat Moments will not have visitor records.Otherwise, every time Yu Youning opened it, he would find the dense footprints left by Qing'an like a stalker.
She doesn't look through those little fresh meat's Weibo very much. Occasionally, when she logs on to refresh, she can see the fitness selfies or food photos they posted, but she just feels numb when she looks at them.
Nothing fancy, and that's about it.
I don't know why the fans below praise people so much like chicken blood.
But thinking about it carefully, wasn't he also a member of the chicken blood brigade back then?
It's just a bloodbath in my heart, so I don't have any comments.
Withdrew from Yu Youning's Weibo and refreshed his attention, only to see that Xu Yan also posted a blog.
It is a blog that forwards the lottery, and those who win the lottery can get a full set of his "Human World" series of books.
Speaking of which, she forgot about Xu Yan's new book signing event.
Why would I forget it? I remember it well.In short, forgetting is forgetting.
Her attention was inexplicably shifted to Yu Youning.
Did Yu Youning post today, what was the post, and under what circumstances did he post it?What kind of clothes are you wearing? Is there a smile on the corner of your mouth?
Even, Qing'an would dig out the photos Yu Youning took of himself last time and look at them over and over again.
In the past, after taking a photo shoot, when I got the finished film and looked at it, I was just admiring myself.
But now, the mood is not quite the same.
Looking at those photos, you will think of the details of the two of them getting along in those few days.
This feeling is very novel.
Well, since Yu Youning is not busy today and is still playing cards leisurely, should I go find her?
Although he was still hesitating in his heart, in fact, Qing'an had already floated to the dressing table and started combing his hair with a comb.
Even before I knew it, my hair was already combed.
Now that it's all combed, let's go.
Getting up and going to open the closet door, Qing'an picked out clothes to change into, and then went to the studio where Yu Youning was.
Today is January 29th.
After careful calculation, they have not seen each other for more than 20 days.
In the past twenty days, she has been thinking about many things.When I think about it often, the tip of my nose becomes sore for no reason.
She couldn't imagine that one day Yu Youning would start a family with someone else and lie in the arms of a man. For herself, such a scene was scarier than any horror movie.
They are no longer children, so how many years can they have to waste?
But all of this still couldn't stop her from wanting to see Yu Youning.
Probably stuck in it.
The car stopped at the parking lot next to the building where Yu Youning's studio was located. Qing'an dug out the phone's address book, found Yu Youning's phone number, and dialed it.
It was drizzling outside again, and after the car windows were covered with fine drops of water, all the scenery outside became hazy.
After the phone rang a few times, Yu Youning answered it with a familiar and quiet voice.
"Where are you..." Qing'an pinched the phone and asked.
"I'm shopping." Yu Youning replied.
"Going out?" Qing'an slightly raised his brows.
"Yes." After the other party finished speaking, they fell into a long silence.
Are you out of the studio now?Qing'an looked out through the glass window.
The rainwater condensed more and more on the window, and finally gathered together, like the wall skin of an abandoned building that had been in disrepair for a long time, peeling off piece by piece.
"Hello?" At this time, Yu Youning broke the silence again, "Where are you?"
"I'm downstairs in your studio." Qing'an turned his head and stared at the steering wheel.
"Why didn't you say something in advance? In case I'm not here..."
Qing'an was also speechless, playing with the strap wrapped next to him: "Ghost knows why I ran over all of a sudden."
"Then you go up and wait for a while, I will come right away." Yu Youning said immediately.
"Would this be too much trouble for you? You're gone, and you're coming back again..." Although Qing'an said so, in his heart, he wished that she would appear in front of him immediately.
Yu Youning replied: "No trouble, I just came out to buy something to eat. Wait a minute, I'll pay the bill and I'll be out soon."
Qing'an withdrew his hand and looked outside: "Then I'll wait for you in the parking lot. The second row from the west entrance."
After hanging up the phone, Qing'an lay on the steering wheel and waited quietly.
Yes, who knows why she ran over suddenly.
A few minutes later, Qing'an felt someone knocking on the car door, settled down, and got up from the steering wheel.
I saw Yu Youning standing by the car window with a bag in one hand and an umbrella in the other, leaning slightly to look at her.
After Qing'an saw it, he picked up his bag, opened the car door and walked out.
The rain became heavier, and just as Qing'an got out of the car, his body was wet a little.
"Didn't you bring an umbrella?" Yu Youning asked while pulling her under his umbrella.
"It didn't rain when I came here, so I didn't bring it with me. Who knew it would rain so hard." Qing'an nodded.
"That's it. Fortunately, my umbrella is big enough." Yu Youning twirled the handle while chewing gum.
With a smile on her face, she seemed to be having a good time.
☆, 46. Jinjiang debut
Walking into the building, Yu Youning put away the umbrella and pressed the elevator button.
"Let's put an umbrella in the car from now on." Yu Youning took out a tissue, wrapped the gum in it, and threw it into the trash can.
"I used to have an umbrella, but I forgot it at the office yesterday." Qing'an tightened the belt of the bag.
"That's it." The moment the elevator door opened, Yu Youning walked in first.
After arriving at the destination floor, Qing'an followed Yu Youning out of the elevator.Feeling her hands were frozen, she lowered her head and rubbed her hands.
"It's quite cold today." Yu Youning said after seeing it.
Standing outside the studio door, Yu Youning reopened the umbrella to the open space in front of the door, stretched out his finger and put it on the punch card machine.
The glass door opened, and Qing'an followed Yu Youning in.
The heat rushed towards my face, and the chill on my body was immediately dispelled.
"It's raining heavily outside." Yu Youning carried the bag of food, passed a creative wall, and walked towards the group of people playing cards.
"I bought some snacks, take what you want." Yu Youning threw the bag of things to the edge of the coffee table.
"Thank you~ Hey, Qing'an is here too?" Tan Yajing was watching them playing cards, but she didn't expect to see Qing'an when she turned around, she was still a little surprised.
"Well, I'm free, so I'll come and take a look." Qing'an nodded.
"Hahaha, this sounds like the proprietress here." Tan Yajing said with a smile.
Hearing these words suddenly, Qing'an froze, staring at Tan Yajing like he was stuck.
"Boss lady? What boss lady?" Chen Qi next to him raised his eyelids to look at them, and asked while touching his cards.
"Don't you think they are a good match?" Tan Yajing gave Chen Qi a white look.
Hearing this, Chen Qi looked at Yu Youning and Qing'an again, as if he was about to say something, but his attention was drawn to the cards again, he drew out the cards and threw them away, and shouted with wide eyes: "I won again! Hahaha! "
Yu Youning took a look at Tan Yajing, and then said to Qing'an: "Jing Jing is always supernatural, just ignore her."
"Hey! Who are you talking about being supernatural? Who are you talking about!" Tan Yajing grabbed a bag of Swiss candies and made a gesture to throw her.
Are you divine?
But Tan Yajing's words, why did she love to hear them so much?Qing'an let out a sigh of relief, unloaded the bag and threw it aside.
"Hey, beauty, you came here once before, right?" At this moment, the makeup artist Beibei came out of the bathroom with a few powder puffs that had been washed, and asked casually after seeing Qing'an.
"Yes." Qing'an nodded.
"Remember, I saw that You Ning edited your photo. She is serious. She has been doing it herself since the conversion, and never let the retoucher touch it." Beibei took the cotton pad away After drying, pull down the sleeves and walk over.
"Oh, by the way, Beibei, you can take some of these food to the art department and share with them." Yu Youning interrupted Beibei.
Thinking over what Beibei said, Qing'an couldn't help feeling a little joy in his heart.
In Yu Youning's heart, is she really special?
"Take off your coat, and I'll use a hair dryer to blow the wet spots." After Beibei left, Yu
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