who gave me a song

In many cases, the word "blood" may also represent impulsiveness.

Han Chuli is a very passionate and righteous person in the eyes of others. He has a clear distinction between likes and dislikes, and has always been strict with those who don't like him.

Especially, Han Chufei, who was born on the same day as his name was only one letter away.

It stands to reason that this kind of coincidence should give people the feeling that the two people are very destined, not to mention that the relationship will be particularly good, at least it should not be very bad.

But Han Chuli did not like Han Chufei very much, even hated him.For this reason, Han Chuli would rather turn himself into a person whom he even looked down upon, and he would spare no effort to treat Han Chufei badly.

Obviously he succeeded. Except for the Hu family brothers, almost everyone believed Han Chuli, thought Han Chufei was a hypocrite, and kept him at arm's length.

Therefore, Han Chuli's mood became more complicated, and he might still feel a little guilty.

However, this feeling of guilt was quickly suppressed by himself, and he even felt that if he felt guilty towards Han Chufei, it would be a betrayal of himself and even her.

After all, she did die because of them.

How could Han Chuli forgive herself, and how could Han Chufei forgive?

Although, they are biological brothers.

Yes, there are so many coincidences in the world that two seemingly unrelated people have similar names and the same date of birth.

Therefore, just like the super fierce brothers, Han Chuli and Han Chufei are also twin brothers.It's just that unlike Hu Chao and Hu Xiong, who have almost the same appearance, the appearance of the two brothers is completely different.

Han Chufei is the elder brother, handsome in appearance, very similar to their cruel and ruthless mother, while Han Chuli inherited the appearance of their cold-hearted father, with a masculinity that matches his hot-blooded temperament.

Although, Han Chuli felt that their father had completely tarnished this masculine appearance.

Therefore, no one knew that Han Chuli and Han Chuli were biological brothers.After all, when they were born, their parents had fallen out, which directly caused the two newborn brothers to have completely different lives.

Han Chuli didn't have any affection for those two couples.

In fact, he has been thinking all the time, since the two of them had no feelings at the beginning, then don't have a child, what is it if you don't raise it after giving birth, and throw it away like a shoe?

Han Chufei was considered lucky. When the couple separated, Han Chufei followed Han Chu, their biological father.

Although Han Chu is cold-hearted and ruthless, and has no father-son relationship with his son, he still cares about blood relationship.At least, he was not like Liang Jinsi, the mother who gave birth to them.

After Han Chuli was taken away by Liang Jinsi, she had already left him at someone else's door on the way.

Han Chuli had no idea what Liang Jinsi was thinking at that time.

If she doesn't want him, then don't. Anyway, at least Han Chu cares about his two children, and won't throw them away like she did, regardless of Han Chuli's life or death.

But she just didn't want to, and took her child away with all her heart, and then just threw it away.

Han Chu failed to stop her from taking away one of her children, after all, these two children still have half of Liang Jinsi.

He must have thought that at least this child was unlikely to be raised to death by her careless, so he gave her Han Chuli, who looked more robust.

It can be seen from this that Han Chu probably knows his ex-wife quite well.

Of course, this was only Han Chuli's later guess, and he never knew the fact.

But from all the things he already knew, Han Chuli also had such a guess about the psychological process of his so-called mother, which was probably——

Why should I give the child I worked so hard to give to that bastard?Even if I can't take all of them away, I can still take away one by one.

Unfortunately, when she left alone and was walking on the road, she suddenly had a completely different idea.Maybe it’s because she feels that a young and beautiful single woman is a burden to her with a child; maybe she thinks that with this child, she will spend most of her time on him in the future; maybe she thinks that this child will delay her from looking for another life. .

In short, she probably hesitated.

So after much hesitation, or perhaps without much hesitation, she threw Han Chuli to the door of a house passing by on the road, and chose to leave alone.

Then, Han Chuli was picked up by the single old man's family.

Han Chuli didn't know if he should thank that woman for not strangling him to death or throwing him into the wilderness, but also giving him a home and a grandmother who loved him.

Grandma is a very gentle person and, moreover, very beautiful.Whether it's heart or appearance, they are all so eye-catching.

Regarding this point, it can be seen from those old men who plot against grandmother (in Han Chuli's eyes).

But grandma was polite to them. Of course, this politeness meant alienation.

This kind of estrangement made their family never have any gossip in front of the widow's house.

Han Chuli also thought that his grandmother was very pretty. Although her face was full of wrinkles, she could vaguely tell that she should have been a very temperamental and beautiful woman when she was young.

Han Chuli was brought up by her alone.

He has no parents, and she has no children and husband, for they are all gone.

Han Chuli seldom asked about their stories, because he could see a lot of history and vicissitudes in her eyes.

When Han Chuli was a child, he naturally didn't understand these emotions. He just knew that if he mentioned his parents or grandfather, she would be very depressed.Moreover, there will be a deep, indelible sadness in her eyes.

Han Chuli didn't want to make his grandmother unhappy, he thought she should be the old man who looked at him with a smile and said that our Ari was a good boy.

Ari is his nickname, she once said that when he was a baby, he looked as cute as a little civet cat.

She said that she hoped that he could grow into a man who is upright and praised by everyone.

She also said that to be a human being should be worthy of heaven and earth, human beings, and heart.

Of course, he also hopes that he can grow up like she wants, and he is willing to do everything possible to make her happy.

He knew that she would be happy and proud that he was a good man.

When she is happy, he will feel that the world is the most beautiful, and when she is proud, he will feel that everything he has done is worthwhile.

He is willing to let others know that her education is successful and he will be her pride.

in case……

Without Han Chufei, he would still be very happy now, right?

However, if only if.

Just as he hadn't grown up the way she expected him to, he was no longer a good person, even if he didn't look like that in the eyes of others.

When she died due to sudden stimulation, it was doomed for his lifetime of guilt, resentment, and gradually going astray.To the hypocritical and vicious path she least expects.

……

Back then, Han Chuli was only a teenager, and he didn't know that he was not her grandson, but that he had biological parents.

After all, Han Chuli always thought that he was just like his grandmother said, his biological parents died early, leaving them orphans and widows.

Therefore, his grandmother worked hard to bring him up, but only got one question from him.

It was precisely because of this question that the grandmother was impatient and hurriedly wanted to explain to him, but never gave him a chance to regret it.

Han Chuli didn't want to know what Han Chufei thought back then, nor did he want to know how excited Han Chufei was when he found out that he had a biological brother, and he didn't even want to know what Han Chufei thought when he found him.

He only knew that if it wasn't for Han Chufei, he wouldn't have questioned his grandmother with that attitude, causing her to chase after him in a moment of urgency and fall to the ground, dying instantly, without even giving him a chance to rescue her.

She is such a good person, she should not die in this way.Han Chuli thought to himself.

In Han Chuli's imagination, a good person like her should lie on the bed and fall asleep peacefully even when her lifespan reaches the end.

Rather than what it is like now, dying in embarrassment because of the child he raised with his own hands.

For this reason, Han Chuli resented to the extreme.He resented himself for hearing that the wind was like rain, and he also resented Han Chufei who told him the "truth".

Although, that was his biological brother.

Although, the root cause may not be him.

Although, he knew that, in fact, the source of everything was still in himself.

Therefore, he is willing to use his whole life to atone for his sins, to be the good person she expected for the rest of his life, to do all good deeds, and to accumulate blessings for her who has passed away.

However, he will never forgive himself, let alone say anything rational, and say nothing about not blaming him.

Regarding Han Chufei, after all, he still wanted to say that he hated him, even his family, including his own.