rebirth favors you alone

One has to live in hope, no matter how great the hope of living is, Duanmuqing will live on, even though he will feel desolate in the dead of night, but these cannot be seen by Nineteen, he wants to live, Only by living can I accompany Nineteen through the rest of my life.

But everyone has accidents. The preparations he made before were just in case. If he really died with these preparations, he would not be bullied in the future.

They had been looking for Yecheng for three or four days, and Chu Ninghua called Duanmuqing out alone.

"The secret realm opens on the first and fifteenth of every month, and the day after tomorrow is the fifteenth. If you don't come out within a month, you will be trapped here forever."

"Well, I will definitely come out." Duanmu Qing said firmly.

"Since you are with Xiaofan, you are also part of our Chu family. I will light a soul lamp for you, and we can judge your condition by the brightness of your soul lamp." Chu Ninghua took out a candlestick and said.

"Okay, what's the order?"

"It's very simple, just drop your blood on it."

Without further ado, Duanmuqing cut his wrist open, blood dripped on the candlestick, the candlestick was gradually lit, blue runes were displayed in front of their eyes, and yellow flames danced.Because Duanmuqing's body is in good condition, the flame is also very active.

Duanmuqing's wound was smeared with medicine, and he returned to the room after he could not smell the blood. Nineteen just woke up, rubbing his sleepy eyes, "Master, why did you go?"

"It's okay, just lit a soul lamp."

"Soul Lamp?"

"Well, I am also a part of your Chu family. He said he would light a soul lamp for me to judge my situation outside."

"We're about to separate, I really miss you." Nineteen was listless, and his tone was very low. If he was in good health, he could go with Duanmu Qing. Now Duanmu Qing has to face everything by himself. Nineteen felt that I am very sorry for him.

Duanmu Qing knew what he was thinking at a glance, and kissed his forehead as usual to comfort him: "Don't think too much, you didn't forgive me, I will definitely come back within a month, don't worry too much, you know?" Duanmu Qing and He pressed his forehead together, and after a while kissed his eyes again.

"Master..." Nineteen bit Duanmu Qing's lips, not wanting him to leave. The two kissed inseparably. Duanmu Qing pressed Nineteen under his body and kissed. After taking care of Nineteen's hands, he took a cold shower by himself.

Day after day passed in a blink of an eye, and tomorrow will be the fifteenth day. Duan Muqing carefully told the nineteenth: "Don't be too tired, don't think wildly, and eat well every day. If you feel uncomfortable, tell the cold quickly, you know, don't let me go outside Worrying about you, okay?"

"Well, I'll be fine, I won't let you be distracted outside, and the cold will cure you when you come back." Shijiu lay on Duanmuqing's chest, reluctantly.

"Well, you must be obedient, I will write you a letter, and I will definitely come back in a month." Duanmuqing once again assured that he had already written the letter in advance, and it will be sent to the nineteenth with a carrier pigeon by then. .

Nineteen still wanted to say something but couldn't say it. He always had a bad feeling, but he didn't want to distract Duanmuqing, so he could only hold it in his heart.

Nineteen asked Chu Ninghua to put his and Duanmu Qing's soul lamps in his room, and put the two lamps side by side, with the flames echoing each other, as if the two of them were attached to each other.

The next day, Eleven and Duanmuqing set off at the same time, one to gather herbs and the other to the secret realm.

Chu Ninghua personally brought Duanmu Qing to the back mountain of Xunye City. The entrance to the secret realm is here. Halfway through the journey, Chu Ninghua suddenly said: "I have never entered before, so I can't help you. I can only warn you. In a word, one step is fantasy and one step is reality.”

Duanmu turned his head to look at him, Chu Ninghua's face was a little illusory, just like what he said, one step was illusory and the other was reality, as the two walked, Duanmuqing felt that the distance between them was getting farther and farther, and at first he could still see Chu Ninghua's face could not be seen clearly after that, and gradually he was the only one left in the huge mountain.

Duanmuqing didn't know what was waiting for him in the secret place, he just walked blindly on the mountain road, but he couldn't reach the end. He stopped to observe the road, and found that there were two intersections ahead, and there was a stone on the left road, which read "Unreal", there is also a stone on the road on the right, which says "Reality".

Duanmuqing walked to the left without the slightest hesitation, because he felt that there would be no reality in this illusory world, and if he took the right path, there might be a greater crisis waiting for him.

Duanmuqing walked in along the road on the left, and there was a city inside. The more he walked, the more Duanmuqing felt that this place looked familiar, but he couldn't remember where it was.

It wasn't until he saw four or five-year-old boys pulling up a three-year-old boy that he suddenly remembered that this was Luoyang City more than ten years ago.

The two villains there are him and Nineteen.

This was the year when he was four years old, and the year when he met nineteen.

Like a bystander, Duanmu Qing watched as he brought Nineteen back to the Qingcheng Tower and took him to the Dark Guard Pavilion. Nineteen knelt down to him and vowed to follow him all his life and never betray him.

These things are too old, Duanmu Qing has long forgotten, looking at these now is like looking back, he also saw his parents, they have passed away for many years, and now they appear in front of him again, Duanmu Qing can't help He ran in front of them and called "Father and Mother", but no one could see him, and the gentle words of his parents were also aimed at Xiao Duanmu.

He is a passerby of these people, and these people are also his passers-by.

The screen changed, and he saw Shijiu who was training hard in the Dark Guard Pavilion, and Eleven and others at the same time.At that time, they were still young and hadn't become the best secret guards yet, so naturally they didn't meet to become his personal secret guards.

Nineteen has just turned four years old and hasn't killed anyone yet. The hard training every day has made him lose the innocence that a child of this age should have.Duanmu watched the training when he was nineteen hours old, feeling reluctant to give up.It was all too cruel for a child.

There were many times when he wanted to order to stop the training. There were more and more wounds on his 19-year-old weak body. Duanmu couldn't bear it, but he couldn't participate in this world.

After another year of training, I am nineteen or fifteen years old.

He was the same age as the eleventh class. They had been trained for two years. They were thrown together with many other hidden guards. There were probably hundreds of them, but only 50 survived.

If you want to survive, you have to kill your companion, so that you can snatch his food and water and let yourself survive.

It was also the year that Nineteen killed someone for the first time. Two years of cruel training made him realize that he was the tool to kill, but if he died here, he would not even be as good as the tool.

Walking around like this with mountains of corpses and seas of blood, Nineteen hadn't remembered how many people he had killed. He only knew that there would be fewer people around him every day, some were killed by others, and some were killed by him.

He didn't dare to sleep too soundly, because he might be plotted against at any time, and if he wanted to survive, he had to kill those who were his partners.

Duanmu Qing looked at his immature face covered with blood, which was wiped off and stained again and again.

Time passed day by day, and the dark guard grew up day by day. Duanmuqing's gaze was always on Shijiu, watching him change from taciturn to even more taciturn, watching him kill more and more neatly every time, watching him accomplish tasks better every time. .

That little Duanmu Qing also grew up, and started to venture into the rivers and lakes, and then he destroyed Gu Yue Pavilion by himself, and then became sworn brothers with Shen Beihan.

His parents passed away, and he inherited Qingcheng Tower almost instantly. Later, the eleventh class became his personal secret guards. He despised the bad sound of zero, so he changed their names to start with ten.

They knelt down and swore to themselves that they would only be loyal to him in this life and would never betray him.Their eyes were extremely firm, and they looked at Duanmu Qing with loyalty and faith.Duanmuqing is the light in their world and their lifelong pursuit.

Seeing this, Duanmu Qing was somewhat puzzled whether the memory of this illusion was centered on him or Nineteen.

In a daze, Duanmuqing saw Shen Nan, the day he first met Shen Nan.After being reborn for so long, Shen Nan has disappeared from his memory. His life is very good, so there is no need to think of this annoying person again.

Although he was reborn, many things remained unchanged, such as his childhood, so when that memory appeared, he unconsciously brought it into this life.

Only after seeing this did he realize that this was a memory from his previous life.

He saw every scene of getting along with Shen Nan day and night, he also saw Shen Bei's bitter persuasion to him, he also saw Han Leng leaving bitterly because he didn't listen to the advice, and he also saw that night of confusion and absurdity with Nineteen.

Nineteen didn't even struggle under him, allowing him to do whatever he wanted, the next thing was Nineteen's pregnancy, he and Shen Nan kept arguing, he became more and more disgusted with Nineteen, Nineteen silently endured all his roughness, and said nothing Not sent.

Nineteen and one were sad and sad alone when no one was around, silently stroking their stomachs and looking forward to the arrival of a new life, but no one could share this joy with him.

In this life, Duanmu Qing was praised by Duanmu Qing at the tip of his heart, so he never suffered any grievances. The more he looked at it, the more Duanmu Qing felt that he was not a human being in his previous life.

Shen Bei was killed, Qingcheng Tower was surrounded, he went mad, and then died, the transition of the scene was accelerated, and he saw Shijiu being disemboweled...

Duanmuqing knew that Nineteen would soon use blood to kill and sacrifice. In fact, he was very curious. When did Nineteen get in touch with Xunye City in his last life? Learned blood killing and blood sacrifice, and why Nineteen was seven months pregnant in her last life and still didn't lose her pain...

Maybe it was because it was Duanmuqing's own memory, so there was no part about Nineteen and Xunye City, but before he could think about it, he saw the part about Nineteen killing with blood.

"He is alive, your life is my gift to him, and he is dead, your life is my funeral."

"I am the No. 13 descendant of Xunye City, Chu Ningfan, who means to protect the peace and prosperity of one side. Today, I sacrifice my blood and my soul to worship ancestors and heaven and earth..."

Nineteen's blood killing and blood sacrifice, as well as those familiar words, made Duanmu Qing's head sore. This feeling was like the moment before he was reborn.

Soon he lost consciousness. Before he fainted, his thought was that he would not be reborn, right? !

It's really one step of illusion, one step of reality, this familiar feeling of headache makes Duanmu Qing somewhat confused whether it is the past life or the present life.

The author has something to say:

Nineteen: Duanmu Qing is not here, a little lonely, empty and cold...

Duanmuqing: It doesn't matter, when I come back I will definitely keep you out of bed for seven days.