The childhood sweetheart who fell from the sky

"What if I accidentally find out other people's secrets?" One day in physical education class, Mu Yao was helping Jiang Feng, who was training, with sports equipment. Li Biwei happened to be nearby and came to help him, he asked.

"It's better to pretend not to know," Li Biwei answered him without hesitation, holding a sandbag in his hand, "Then he will feel that no one knows about this, and from an idealistic point of view, it's actually different from you." Know that there is no difference."

Mu Yao hugged a bunch of badminton rackets: "But if you know about it, it might affect me. I don't think I can hide it."

Li Biwei: "Then you should take the initiative to apologize..."

Mu Yao hesitated for so long because he couldn't speak.

"I didn't expect you to look so easy to learn, to take over the messy things that are on your mind every day..." Li Bi sighed slightly, and said in a mature tone, "It's either a broken relationship or a secret. This is too young, I can persuade you Advise you, apologize earlier, think about it earlier, don't worry about how people reply to you, don't worry about it, you didn't mean it, you still have to spend your main energy on the monthly exam, preparing for the recommended admission, you are the only one in our class One, Brother Yan is in a hurry, look at his recent fortune, it seems that something bad is going to happen."

Mu Yao: "...Oh."

From the beginning of autumn to the present, there was only one time when Mu Yao surpassed Song Qingtan and got No.2 in the exam, but it was also because Song Qingtan suffered from rhinitis at that time, while Lu Xiaoqi never surpassed it once, and the score gap became wider and wider, showing With an unstoppable momentum, it is already possible to foresee her champion banner.

As for Jiang Feng...Jiang Feng's grades have fallen back a few places, and he has never been in the top 70. The last time he was similar to Lu Lu, he ranked above No. [-] in the grade, but there is a reason for this.

His provincial competition is about to start, which is about the same time as the autumn sports meeting of the Seventh High School. Recently, Ping Ping went back to two schools to train with him, and he also brought Mu Yao. In Mu Yao's opinion, it is no easier than studying culture.

But Jiang Feng said: "Because I like running, I never feel tired."

Mu Yao thought: What about the person I like?Is it not tiring to like a person?I have to pretend not to care in front of him, and keep a distance carefully...

Anyway, I am very tired.

Mu Yao doesn't like running, he doesn't like studying, and he doesn't like taking responsibility, but he has nothing else to do. Only studying and exercising can bring him a sense of security, so heavy schoolwork and sports tasks are like solving tasks. Medicine, to help him escape the problems in reality, as long as you lower your head and bury your head in your homework and run on the track, the time will pass when you raise your head, so the apology can be delayed again and again.

Besides... Maybe that diary is just my own illusion?

If it is really an illusion, then I am too arrogant.

Mu Yao was hit hard at first, but later he didn't dare to doubt himself, and he didn't feel that his imagination could be so rich: he himself could be a fiction, but the fact that Jiang Feng liked him was a Impossible, so at first he just thought it was an episode in his hallucinations, and let it go in the past, but the more he thought about it, the more he felt that these words made sense, whether they were true or not, and they would not come from his subconscious mind. idea.

Where is the so-called moral bottom line?If it is said that not confessing to a straight man is the moral bottom line of GAY, it means that love is nothing more than that, it is just something that will always bow to public opinion.

"Don't let him go on this difficult road", to put it bluntly, is also a wishful self-sacrifice-if the other party also likes you, then this relationship will become a victim of insufficient social development.

Missing this "wrong" relationship, can it really bring happiness to the other party?Mu Yao thought about this matter repeatedly, feeling that her three views were being reshaped.

He had no doubt that Jiang Feng could get rid of these social pressures and get what he really wanted.He is brave, kind, persevering, and never cares about giving. In Mu Yao's heart, he is a person who can do anything. He even calms down and thinks about what love should look like in his heart.

This is beyond Mu Yao's imagination. Since he stopped having nightmares after taking the medicine, he has refused to think about this problem. If he has spare time besides studying and tutoring Jiang Feng, Mu Yao will only teach Mathematics to Mu Si.

Mousse's current grades are much more stable than before. She looks like she is fully preparing for the college entrance examination. She is getting better and better mentally and physically. The progress is much faster than that of Mu Yao. Recently, she asked Mu Yao if she could put Tell Lin Ting about her own affairs, and Mu Yao's suggestion to her is that she can talk about it, but the less she talks about the specific characters, the better.

Mu Si didn't reply to him, but Lin Ting's reporting times to Mu Yao suddenly increased. Mu Yao was annoyed to read it, and told him: You have graduated yourself, don't affect other people's studies.

Lin Ting: Wronged.jpg I, a top student in J University, gave her free extra lessons, which no one else could invite!

Mu Yao: You are not good at basic high school skills, so don't mislead her.

Lin Ting: ...

Only Mu Yao's grades can say this frankly. After all, Lin Ting is also a recommended student. Although he is only a special recommendation, but Mu Yao said so, but he agrees in his heart that he can visit Mu Si often because his time is limited. , running to see her once or twice a week is already a luxury.

And before each meeting, Mu Yao has to take medicine, although gradually reducing the dosage, but the doctor's advice is to take less.

Mu Yao was very afraid that something might happen to his body, because he promised to protect Mu Si in the future, so he could no longer allow himself to be sick, so his stomach recovered, and he began to exercise non-stop. After all, young, it is still very easy to practice.

He has strong explosive power, good balance ability, plus a smart mind, he is good at ball games. Running is not as strong as Jiang Feng's cardiopulmonary function, but serious sprinting is also good, but it is a pity that he did not participate in the sports meeting.

In the past two months, Jiang Feng's training volume has also increased sharply. Before that, because of his excellent performance in cultural classes, the physical education teacher in charge of him no longer paid much attention to him. He let him train and even encouraged him to use the training time to memorize Chemistry and biology, but the competition will start at the end of the month, and Jiang Feng does not intend to stop going to this one-week training camp.

Jiang Feng: "I won't see each other for a week, take good care of yourself."

Mu Yao thought, what are you talking about being so nasty?

Jiang Feng: "You can buy some takeaways yourself on weekends, don't always eat quick-frozen ones."

Mu Yao: "I can stay at school to study and eat in the cafeteria..."

Jiang Feng: "Don't eat with Lu Lu at ordinary times, she eats too fast and it's not good for her stomach."

Lu Lu: "Hey, I'm listening."

Jiang Feng: "Remember to set the alarm clock yourself."

Mu Yao: "Should I tell you this?"

Lu Lu: "Brother Jiang, if you worry about it, you're going to be bald, just like Brother Yan."

Cao Mengping: "... Brother Yan passed by the back door just now, I don't know if I heard it."

Lu Lu immediately corrected: "Brother Yan is not bald, Brother Yan shaved it himself, as long as he strikes early enough, he can strike first!"

Yan Zheng walked in from the main entrance with his shaved head almost glistening, and said with a blank expression: "Take out the questions from the last class."

In the first few days after Jiang Feng left, Mu Yao didn't think there was anything wrong, and occasionally sent text messages every day when she was free, complaining about food to each other, until the sixth Saturday, when Mu Yao came back from Mu Si, she didn't take any medicine, While lying in bed with insomnia, he was thinking wildly, his mind was full of Jiang Feng's face.

The next day, Sunday, was another day of cranky thinking. The evening self-study starting from Sunday was a must. He packed up his things and went back to school, but he still couldn’t continue studying. Shared a link, which is a new set of exercises, and asked him if he could buy it and do it.

Mu Yao: It's not necessary, just do the previous one again and get a thorough understanding.

Jiang Feng: Okay, have you gone to class yet?have got to go.

Mu Yao: What are you doing?How's the game going?

Jiang Feng: It's okay, I was about to go to bed, but I couldn't sleep, the teacher said I slept too much, and specially opened a single room for me to let me go to bed early, in a certain hotel, five-star treatment.

Mu Yao: Resting so early?nervous?

Jiang Feng: Today I am on holiday to adjust my status, I am very nervous, and I miss you a little bit.

Jiang Feng's competition was in City S, but the area where it was located was far away, not the city center, and the place where the teacher organized accommodation was also around there. Mu Yao checked the time of the evening bus, and found that there was no traffic jam, and there was still Maybe he could catch up with the intercity subway, put down his phone decisively, and wrote a note to Lu Lu: I'm late for self-study, please cover me up.

Lu Lu was still playing the game in her hand. She glanced at the note casually and gestured "OK" to him. When he went out, she realized that it was his note. She widened her glasses to see him go out. direction.

Mu Yao walked smoothly to the school's legendary back wall where the surveillance was not open all the year round. There was no obstacle along the way. He met two teachers who knew him. After walking to the wall, I saw a few sneaky figures.

At the beginning, Mu Yao was still a little panicked. What is the teacher doing here so late?It was only when I got closer that I saw that those people were students. When I turned around and saw the school uniform on his body, I ignored him and continued to climb the wall.

The thirteenth-high school wall is a vertical railing, not a wall. There is no horizontal rail in the middle, and there are no glass fragments or thorns and barbed wire on it, because it is very high.

But this height can't stop Mu Yao, because he has been accompanying Jiang Feng in regular high-intensity professional training. In the past few months, he has not only gained weight, but also gained a lot of muscle. When he landed, the movement was done in one go, the landing was light and silent, the slender figure's long clothes fluttered, and he stood outside the wall and shook the hem of his coat smartly.

The few boys who were still pushing me and pulling you looked at each other, and one of them sighed in a low voice: "What a skill..."

There were street lights outside, Mu Yao turned her head and saw that it was Zhang Likai.

"Yaomei?" The person pushed by Zhang Likai's shoulder was Zhou Zhiyi, "Why are you here?"

Mu Yao smiled: "I also go to Internet cafes."

Zhou Zhiyi: "You??? What are you doing in an Internet cafe?"

Mu Yao: "Go and study."

After he finished speaking, he ignored them, and found that the bus on the way just entered the station, so he decided not to go to the far subway entrance, and ran to the bus quickly.

S city never enters winter, the autumn wind is very cool, Mu Yao ran all the way, sweating, sitting by the window, blowing the wind, Mu Yao just thought that she would see Jiang Feng soon, so she couldn't bear it I couldn't help laughing.

From the time when Mousse happened to now, he hasn't been this happy for a long time.