The childhood sweetheart who fell from the sky

When Mu Yao opened the door with the key, her hands trembled, and she missed the keyhole twice.

Finally opened the door, Mousse didn't wait for him to pull out the key, pushed the door open and went in first, stumbled at the door, staggered in and stood up.

Mu Yao looked down, and found that there was no threshold on the ground. He wanted to take the key back, but he seemed to be a little out of strength and couldn't pull it out. My palms are sweaty.

"What do you want to say?" Mu Yao asked.

Mousse thought for a while and said, "I'm sorry."

Mu Yao: "Huh? Didn't you apologize last time?"

Mousse said: "There are also things from the past. I snatched your things, did you take them away? Piano scores, comic books, and many other things."

Although what she said was very sincere, her tone and attitude seemed quite indifferent, with a feeling of "I'm giving you a favor", which seemed very immature.

Sitting on the sofa, Mu Yao looked up at her, realized for the first time that she was only a 16-year-old girl, and said, "No more, just these two things, it's all about my childhood, you don't have to worry about it."

Mousse was silent for a while, looked at the floor, and wrinkled his nose.

"Sit down." Mu Yao pointed to the opposite sofa and said, "I'll talk about it after I think about it. What's wrong? Did Jiang Feng ask you to apologize to me again?"

Mousse sat down, part of the skirt might be hanging on her thighs due to sweat, but she didn't notice it at all, and said, "Jiang Feng won't let me tell."

Mu Yao: "Say what?"

Mousse was a little annoyed: "Isn't everything said and not allowed!"

Mu Yao thought, then what are you still doing here?

Mousse continued: "I still have a lot of letters written by Jiang Feng to you, and I will return them to you in a few days."

Mu Yao thought that Mousse had thrown away those things a long time ago. After all, she had been receiving love letters since she was a child, and there were often piles of bouquets and chocolates in the mailbox at the door of her house: "Do you still have it?"

Mousse raised her head again, looked at Mu Yao with her characteristic slightly disdainful eyes, and said, "I admit that when I was young, I often helped Jiang Feng, played with him, and taught him Chinese, but it doesn't mean anything. His eyesight is not as bad as yours, and he doesn't like stupid people like him..."

"He's not stupid," Mu Yao interrupted her, "You said you taught him Chinese?"

"That's right," Mousse said with a mocking smile, "Aren't you stupid? Even if he refuses to say it, I will say it. If I didn't teach him Chinese, he would be treated as an idiot without knowing it. I have been with him all the time." He played until the third grade of elementary school, but he always said your name, so he thought it was really you playing with him, and said that even a boy would want to marry you, perverted neuropathy, how could I like this kind of person? "

Mu Yao felt a headache: "Why do you say it's me?"

Mousse's eyes dodged for a moment: "Who wants to play with idiots, you are the only one! I don't want others to know, is it normal? And I did a good deed for you, shouldn't you thank me? Now Jiang Feng Treat you so well, don't you know why?"

"Understood," Mu Yao changed the question: "Don't you have something to ask Jiang Feng? Did you tell him about your childhood?"

"Of course I did," Mousse said arrogantly, "He owes me this, why didn't I say it?"

Mu Yao understood, and nodded numbly: "Then what do you want to say now? Is this the only thing?"

"I just want to tell you," Mousse stood up and said, "Don't think that you have everything, and you can still live in Jiang Feng's house every day, and think it's great. If you have the guts, don't come back for the rest of your life, and see if he doesn't like it in the end. despise you."

have everything?Mu Yao felt that her brain was not working very well, and watched her walk to the door with a somewhat vain gait, and subconsciously asked, "Are you suffering from heat stroke?"

Musta paused, said, "What's none of your business?", and then went out and closed the door.

Mu Yao always thought that he was just pretending not to remember Jiang Feng, and all the vague details were just the damage caused by time to his memory. It was not until now that the truth was revealed that he realized that all of this might not have happened by itself. .

"If you say you don't remember, you don't remember. It's because you remember wrongly"—this sentence is said too much, and it turns out that it will turn out to be true.

It turns out that all the memories are false, and there was no childhood sweetheart in the beginning.

He rubbed his temples with his hands, and leaned on the table in front of him, repeating Mousse's words back and forth in his mind, thinking a lot, from whether he should move out of Jiang Feng's house, to whether Jiang Feng would like Mousse, all the time When Jiang Feng opened the door, he looked up at his watch, only to realize that it was lunch break time and he missed his 100-meter run.

"What's the matter? Didn't participate in the competition, are you uncomfortable?" Jiang Feng asked him as usual, but without a smile, he walked in with a black plastic bag and closed the door, sat beside him, and reached out to touch his Forehead, "Zhang Likai said you had heat stroke, I went to buy you a box of Huoxiangzhengqi capsules, I guess you don't like the ones bought in class."

Mu Yao quietly felt the temperature of Jiang Feng's palm, thinking how long she could enjoy it, said: "Mousse has come to find me."

"What are you talking about?" Jiang Feng's expression was also a little gloomy, "Her problem is quite serious, I'm still considering whether to tell you, it would be great if she took the initiative to say so."

"what is the problem?"

Mu Yao thought, is it a matter of the past?Is the shit before the third grade so serious?Or, Jiang Feng was the one who cared so much about the past... He was indeed nostalgic, and Wen Yu was the one who refused with the same excuse.Now Mu Yao feels that she is a fool, no different from herself during the winter vacation, thinking about how to agree to a confession that cannot be waited for at all, and accept a relationship that does not exist.

In the end, it was proved that Jiang Feng was not crooked at all. He really liked Mousse, and he might also like Lu Xiaoqi.

This is really too sad for Mu Yao who is about to be broken.

"Actually, I have to tell you about this, but you..." Jiang Feng frowned and looked at him, crossing his fingers on his knees, "Do you want to hear it? You have the right to know."

Mu Yao gave up thinking and asked directly: "What is it?"

Jiang Feng: "You have to be mentally prepared."

Mu Yao: "Huh?"

"I was very angry when I first heard it, and I wanted to kill that..." Jiang Feng sighed and said, "I was also shocked, after all, I have never heard of such a thing, but Mousse is also 16 years old this year, I don't think she If you just talk or lie, you should be desperate, so... I also thought about whether to tell Brother Yan, after all, he is an adult, and he will handle things much better than us, but calm down and think about it, if the head teacher can If it's resolved, she probably won't come and tell me, I don't know what's going on with her at school..."

It's hard to see Jiang Feng so hesitant to speak, the more Mu Yao listened, the more he felt strange: "What's the matter?"

"You must be prepared, don't worry, don't panic, okay? Let's solve this together..." Jiang Feng shifted his gaze from the black plastic bag he brought back to Mu Yao's face, Letting out a breath, she looked directly at him and said, "Mousse told me that she has been raped by Mu Pingchuan all these years."

Mu Yao's breathing stopped.

At this moment, he thought of many things. From a very young age, the preference that Mousse received made him draw a clear line between the two. They hardly spoke to each other and lived in two completely different worlds.

Mousse's loud music player, the room on the second floor that is always locked, and her grades fluctuate up and down, her thin body, always gloomy face, and domineering eyes, she doesn't like to talk to her at school People's strange temper, what they say doesn't match what they say, and the "not free" in Lin Ting's mouth...

Mu Yao has never put together these details that seem to indicate something all the time.

Jiang Feng moved closer to Mu Yao, stuck close to him, opened his hands and gave Mu Yao a comforting hug, buried his face in his arms, and moved his hands from top to bottom like comforting a wild cat. brushed his back.

"Don't blame yourself," Jiang Feng said, "don't be too angry, calm down now, and finding a way to solve the problem is the key point, okay? And maybe there is no such thing, Mousse is still young, a little girl , don’t know anything yet.”

Mu Yao opened her mouth, but her voice became hoarse and she couldn't make a sound.

"I went to a store just now and bought these." Jiang Feng let go of him, lifted his sweaty hair with his right hand, and pushed aside the bag he brought back with the other hand, "There are pinhole cameras and electric shock batons... In fact, it should be useless, and she has already left. She said that she didn’t have much time to go out on weekends, and she would be suspected if she went out for a long time. I told her not to go back. Why don’t you come to us first? She doesn’t believe me and refuses to go to the hospital. Make an appraisal."

Mu Yao wanted to say, what if it was me?But he couldn't say it.

Mousse didn't even want to let himself know about it.

"...It's useless," but Mu Yao still took out his mobile phone tremblingly, and sent a text message to the number that hadn't even been saved. He casually edited the sentence "You come back now, immediately" and sent it, and then sent it with trembling hands "How much do you know about Mu Si?" to Lin Ting, and said to Jiang Feng, "Mu Pingchuan is a doctor, he...he should know the seriousness."

"But according to Mu Si himself," Jiang Feng observed Mu Yao's face, stroking his hair and shoulders from time to time, trying to make him relax, "it started when he was very young, it's impossible not to cause some damages."

Mu Yao raised her head and looked at Jiang Feng, tears that she hadn't shed for a long time suddenly welled up.

Lin Ting's text message was replied very quickly: What's wrong?Is she here?I came to help the sports department today because I came to look for her. I haven’t seen her. I told her a few days ago. She said she wanted to come cheer for my brother, but did you not run away?She said that she had never seen you run and was looking forward to your race.

Cheering for "Brother" and the following words, Mu Yao didn't know if they were true or not.

After all, I have lived under the same roof for more than ten years, and I know nothing about her.

Mu Yao didn't doubt what Mu Si said at all, because he knew what kind of person Mu Pingchuan was and what he could do.

Even if they didn't communicate with each other before, at least two days a week, they would meet Mousse in the kitchen. Although she took the takeaway food back to her room to eat, she would sometimes go to the kitchen to find something by herself, and occasionally looked at Mu Si coldly. Rumors, but also sarcasm, now think about it, is it intentional or really accidental?

What kind of mood would such a mousse feel after discovering that Mu Yao never returned home from a certain day?

Did she feel that she was abandoned, that's why she visited Mu Yao twice in just a few months?Or did they simply come to Jiang Feng for help?

Mu Yao thought of the night of the school celebration, Mu Si who was left alone in the empty campus, clutched Jiang Feng's shirt tightly, and tried her best to hold back her tears.

"It's not your fault." Jiang Feng comforted.

It's not his fault, he and Mousse just ignored each other's encounters, just like two passers-by.