I'm carrying a pregnant meme

Chen Xiaoyan has been forgotten by God since he can remember.

His father and his mother divorced, and the mother took the outside lover home before she left. His mother loved his father very much, she loved him so much that she couldn't keep him, so she vented her anger on him .

"Xiaoyan, tell mom that you won't leave me, will you?"

Chen Xiaoyan trembled because of fear, "No, mom, don't hit me, I will never leave you..."

"Then tell mom, why did you run away just now?!"

The woman dragged him into the room by his calf, and he grabbed the door firmly. The woman closed the door without hesitation. The pain pierced into his heart along with his fingertips, making him unable to breathe.

Seeing that he had given up resisting, the woman opened the door, "Xiaoyan, why are you not good at all, I don't want to, I don't want to..." She took his hand and blew softly, "Xiaoyan, Are you in pain? Your mother is also in pain..."

Later, his mother finally committed suicide. When he heard the news, he suddenly felt joy for the first time. He hid in the closet and laughed secretly all night. He was glad that he was still alive.

Later, his father's lover became his new mother. When they met officially for the first time, that woman gave him a beautiful cake. He accepted it carefully but didn't eat it. He fantasized about whether this woman would treat him well.

The next day, he saw the stray cat dead on the bedside table, next to the uneaten cake. He felt sorry for the stray cat and picked it up outside. He buried it in the flower bed downstairs.

He thought that this woman also wanted him to disappear, so he thought he should let this woman disappear too.

She prepared breakfast for him the next day, but he secretly poured it all out, but was found out. The woman was crying secretly, and his father taught him a lesson.

He thought, that woman must have done it on purpose.

Later, the woman fell ill suddenly, and he knew the reason, because the woman couldn't conceive a child, and she heard that she had received more than 100 injections in order to have her own child, although he didn't know what it was.

The woman's health was getting worse and worse, she called him to the bed, the woman was too weak, but he hadn't seen that hypocritical man for a long time.

The woman was holding a candy in her hand, and there was a page in his diary that had been crumpled, so he said why there was one page missing in his diary.

She said, "I didn't mean to hurt you, and there's nothing wrong with that cake. Cats can't eat cream. I really treat you like my own son, but you never like me."

He felt that God must be joking, so he wouldn't believe it. He turned and left without expression or words. At night, he went back to the closet and cried secretly all night.

In the end, the woman died too, and everything was gone. His father rarely came home, and he was the only one in this world, which is great.

He reached the grade of elementary school, and he will never forget that year, 1998.

He sat in the corner and looked out the window. The person next to him kept talking non-stop. He knew his name was Bai Lin. He wanted to join his conversation and become friends with him, but he had no idea what this person was talking about. What.

"Hey, what's your name? I've said so much, and you ignore me!"

He turned his head, "Chen Xiaoyan, my name."

"You finally talk to me, do you know? Those girls are all peeking at you and asking me what your name is, hum! No girl likes me!"

He didn't understand, "Why?"

Bai Lin, "Because you are good-looking, you are even more beautiful than all the girls in the class!"

"Looking good" Chen Xiaoyan hasn't noticed these things about him yet.

"Yeah, just like a porcelain doll, so beautiful."

Chen Xiaoyan knew that this person was praising him, "Thank you."

Bai Lin was driven a little mad by his indifferent attitude, "Why are you like this?"

Chen Xiaoyan looked at him straight, not knowing what to say, and he couldn't remember how the conversation ended.

Bai Lin likes to make him happy, and will bring him snacks that he has never eaten before, and he will care about himself.

He felt that Bai Lin was like an angel sent by God.

He is the number one in the class, and he can always hand in perfect scores without making any mistakes. He is simply the perfect child imagined by all parents.

However, do you think that perfection will be favored by God?No, he will only tempt the demons of hell.

There was a new teacher this year. A kind female teacher went home to rest because she was pregnant. The new one was an older male teacher named Tan.

He failed the exam for the first time that day, he couldn't believe it, because he couldn't do anything wrong, everyone's test papers were handed out, only his test paper was withheld by the teacher, and Teacher Qin severely criticized him, making him He went to the teacher's dormitory to wait for him.

He found his test paper in the dormitory, it was clearly a perfect test paper, why...

"Here you are, come and see this."

He saw the skirt in Teacher Qin's hand, which was a girl's school uniform.

He was changed into a girl's school uniform. The memory of this period is a little fuzzy. He only remembers that Teacher Qin smiled strangely...

That Teacher Qin would show him some strange videos in the name of tutoring, and he felt disgusted, but what should he do?

Bai Lin, "What's the matter with you recently? Why are you in a daze again, always absent-minded, and you always make mistakes in exams recently."

"It's nothing." Chen Xiaoyan avoided Bai Lin's probing eyes.

"Did you secretly fall in love with a girl in your class?! We are too young, this is wrong!"

"No."

"You go to my house to play today. I'll take you to see my rabbit. It's so cute! It looks very similar to you!"

"The rabbit and I look alike..."

"Did you just say whether to go or not?"

Chen Xiaoyan thought that no one would go home anyway, "I'll go."

After school, I don't know if Bai Lin forgot about himself. He went to play ball with his other friends, but he was still waiting for him in his seat.

He didn't know why, he could have left directly, but he wanted to see the rabbit that Bai Lin had a mouth that was very similar to his.

After waiting for about half an hour, he didn't wait for Bai Lin, but saw Teacher Tan.

Still that strange smile, "Xiaoyan, you haven't come home so late, are you waiting for the teacher?"

Chen Xiaoyan shook his head.

"In this case, how about we go to the dormitory to talk about a few questions?"

Lecture topic...

Before he could answer, Teacher Qin took his hand and walked out. To get to the teacher's dormitory, he needed to pass the playground. He saw Bai Lin on the playground, and he smiled happily. heart of.

He stared at Bai Lin intently, praying in his heart to look at me, look at me...

Bai Lin seemed to realize something, stopped suddenly and looked over, then left those little friends and ran over, "Xiaoyan! Xiaoyan! I'm here!"

"Hello, Teacher Tan." He stopped in front of them panting, "Xiaoyan, what are you going to see? Aren't you going home with me to see rabbits? Come with me!"

Chen Xiaoyan breathed a sigh of relief, and shook off Teacher Tan's hand, "Teacher, I'm sorry, I'm leaving with Bai Lin."

Teacher Qin was obviously displeased, "Okay, go home early and be careful on the road."

Bai Lin immediately went back to the classroom to pack up her things, and took Chen Xiaoyan away.

Bai Lin, "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting for so long."

Chen Xiaoyan, "It's okay."

Bai Lin seemed a little disappointed, "Why aren't you angry? It's strange..."

Chen Xiaoyan, "Why are you angry, you want to see me angry"

Bai Lin actually nodded, "I want to see your different expression."

Different expression? "move."

Bai Lin, "Okay..."

When I arrived at Bai Lin's house, I saw his mother smiling and welcoming him home, how nice...

After saying hello, Bai Lin took him directly to the backyard to see the rabbit, a white rabbit with red eyes.

Bai Lin, "Look, does he look a lot like you! He's so cute!"

In fact, Chen Xiaoyan didn't have any feelings in his heart, he nodded perfunctorily, "Yeah."

Bai Lin could always easily guess what he was thinking, "You don't like it..." He pulled him into the room, "I'll show you another thing!"

Chen Xiaoyan, "What is this?"

Bai Lin was surprised, "This is a game console! Haven't you seen it before?"

Chen Xiaoyan shook his head.

"It's very interesting! I'll teach you how to play." Bai Lin taught him how to operate seriously and patiently, "Is it fun?"

It was the first time Chen Xiaoyan saw such a thing, it was like a small new world, very strange.

After returning home, he told his father that he also wanted a game console like that, but he actually bought it the next day.

Since then, he feels that he has been addicted to this virtual world, he doesn't want to go to school, he just wants to hide in this world forever at home.

He began to pay attention to these messages to find the latest games, he was obsessed with these fake things, but his favorite was Tetris, this game made him feel so peaceful in the world.

Until a week later, Bai Lin found him.

Bai Lin, "Xiaoyan, why don't you come to school, are you sick?"

Chen Xiaoyan shook his head, "No, I just simply don't want to go."

Bai Lin, "Won't your family talk about you?"

Chen Xiaoyan shook his head, "No one will care about me."

Bai Lin was a little angry, "What are you talking about?! Am I not human? I'm worried about you, I don't care!"

Chen Xiaoyan, "Really..."

Bai Lin, "Of course it's true! You can tell me anything!"

"Hmm..." Chen Xiaoyan didn't know why this person treated him so well, he was a little happy and a little scared.

Chen Xiaoyan took him into the house and showed him all the game consoles and games he had collected in a short period of time.

Bai Lin widened his eyes and said, "Oh my God, are you poisoned?"

Chen Xiaoyan nodded, "I think I'm poisoned."

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